"I know my sister will say that I am willful, but I really don't want to see everyone in my life say, look, that's Tian Yuan's sister, instead of saying, look, that's Tian Lu."
This is what Tian Lu has hidden in her heart for a long time, "I have a very excellent sister. I am very proud and feel very proud. I am also happy for my sister, but sometimes, I am also sad. I have such an excellent sister.
As a result, no matter what I do, everyone feels that this is how I should be."
"At the school anniversary, I played the piano. People would say, look, this piano player is the sister of Tian Yuan, a socialite from Tian's Group in City A. Is she good at playing the piano? I heard her sister play it at a reception before. Her sister
She plays the piano better than her, and let me tell you, she’s not as pretty as her sister either!”
"My results came out and I ranked among the best. People will say, Tian Yuan's sister, no wonder the results are so good!"
"Sister, it's like, because I am your sister, all my grades are as it should be. I should be able to play the piano well and do well in the exam. If I perform abnormally one day, others will
They would point at me and say, look, that’s Tian Yuan’s sister, why is Tian Yuan so good but she is like this!”
"Sister, in order not to have this day, in order not to embarrass you, I have to fight every day and tighten my own nerves. I have to be perfect in everything from speech to performance.
People can see the hard work I have put in, I am excellent, this is what you should do as your sister."
"Sister, unknowingly, I am like your shadow, so I know better than anyone how tired you have been for this family over the years."
"However, I also hope that one day, I can no longer be Tian Yuan's sister. I also hope that when everyone sees me, they will applaud me for my excellence, Tian Lu, instead of applauding me for being Tian Yuan's sister."
Praise me."
"Sister, growing up under your glory, although I have been flattered and envied by everyone, none of it really belongs to me, Tian Lu!"
"So, sister, I think you can forgive me for being selfish this time. I want to live for myself for once. In the place of my dreams, no one knows who I am, no one knows my identity. I want to be there and work hard,
Until one day, everyone will say, look, that's Tian Lu, look how good she is! I want everyone to applaud me, Tian Lu, instead of applauding for you and applauding me by the way. I want to belong to
My own glory."
This is what Tian Lu thinks in her heart. How many years have passed, she can no longer remember when it started. As soon as she left home, she began to need to put on a mask of a lady and a perfect socialite, even if she couldn't do it.
Yuan is so good, but she also needs to do a good job of not making mistakes.
She is very tired, and she also understands that as her sister, Tian Yuan is facing the whole society, which makes her even more tired.
Sometimes, she even thought without conscience, what if her sister wasn't Tian Yuan? What if her sister wasn't so good?
While she was proud of Tian Yuan's excellence, this pride also made her breathless.
Tian Yuan drove the car and listened quietly to Tian Lu's words. Her voice went from choking at the beginning, to sobbing, and now to crying loudly. Tian Yuan's heart twitched and hurt.
She really didn't know that her excellence would have such a big impact on Tian Lu.
She only wanted to work hard to protect her family and strengthen the Tian family, but she never thought that her big umbrella would be so heavy that it would overwhelm the people she wanted to protect.
At this moment, Tian Yuan suddenly understood Tian Lu's persistence this time. If it were her, she would do the same thing as Tian Lu this time.
Self-blame, guilt, distress, she almost didn't know how to describe Tian Yuan's mood at this moment.