Tian Lu suddenly raised her head and pushed Tian Yuan away, looking directly at Tian Yuan. Without waiting for Tian Yuan to ask, she said, "Have you ever seen Brother Jiang Jun squatting in a corner smoking one cigarette after another, even if it hurts himself?
Do you keep coughing? Have you ever seen Brother Jiang Jun shouting your name constantly when he is drunk? Have you ever seen him so drunk that he can’t tell the way home, but he hugs the electric pole and calls Yuanyuan’s name?
At that time? Sister, when Brother Jiang Jun is in front of you, he will always be that playboy who can argue with you heartlessly. But when you are not around, when you go out with Shang Rong, what will he see in his eyes?
Loneliness, almost like a flood, will drown people."
Only those who care about him can understand how uncomfortable this feeling is.
However, Tian Yuan didn't know all this, she didn't know anything.
She only thought that her rejection of Jiang Jun and her refusal to give him hope was for his own good and her responsibility to him. However, as Ning Yueling said, how could she be sure that her selfishness was not Jiang Jun's?
expectations?
In Tian Yuan's heart, family members are the most important in this world, so she puts family members first in her life. When Jiang Jun is taken into her heart as a family member, she does not want Jiang Jun to receive any harm.
I don't even want to hurt him myself.
Tian Lu looked at Tian Yuan who looked slightly pale. She knew that Tian Yuan had been here almost every step of the way for the past three days. Her efforts were enough to make everyone feel distressed. She also knew that she should not embarrass Tian Yuan like this and should not go.
Blame Tian Yuan.
However, she couldn't control the complaints in her heart.
Tian Lu simply couldn't imagine that if Brother Jiang Jun was really gone, would she hate her sister who had always loved and taken care of her?
The answer is probably yes.
Even if this person is Tian Yuan, her eldest sister, she will hate her for hurting Jiang Jun.
It is not easy for a person to be tempted more than once, but there are always some people who are short-sighted and will be tempted for a lifetime.
"Sister, please, please? Don't let me hate you one day because of the harm you did to Brother Jiang Jun. Can you be nice to Brother Jiang Jun? Sister, do you know that no matter how nice you are to me, you are not as good as
If you treat Brother Jiang Jun well, as far as I am concerned, I will be happy only when Brother Jiang Jun is happy."
If Tian Yuan was emotionally insensitive and had never been able to hear that the distress in Tian Lu's tone was beyond the normal range of relatives, but at this moment, Tian Lu's words made her suddenly enlightened.
"Lulu, you..."
Astonished, Tian Yuan didn't know what words to use to describe her emotions at this moment.
She has never thought about Tian Lu and Jiang Jun in that regard, and Tian Lu has always pretended to be very good. Perhaps, if Jiang Jun was not injured too much this time and Tian Lu could not bear the pressure, maybe she
In this life, no one will know that she likes her brother Jiang Jun?
"Sister, are you surprised? Yes, even I am surprised, how could I fall in love with a man who only has my sister in his heart, and fall in love with brother Jiang Jun who grew up with me."
Who can understand this feeling, how sad it is to fall in love with someone who can never be you?
Seeing him grieving for another woman, she grieved with him, even more grieved than him.
Seeing him cheating on her for her sister, she wanted to become her sister's substitute, even if it was for the rest of her life.
But in Jiang Jun's eyes, she is just his sister, the sister of the woman he likes, and cannot be his lover.