242. Chapter 242 As long as you think it's right to do so
Shangguan Yu's originally blank expression suddenly changed, and his heart suddenly felt as if someone had pinched it hard.
She raised her eyes and looked at Gu Zixu blankly. She wanted to laugh but couldn't.
He forced a smile from the corner of his mouth and said, "What can happen between me and him?"
She clearly knew it in her heart, but now she could only deceive herself.
But even if she can deceive others, can she really deceive herself?
"Xiaoyu..."
Gu Zixu's eyes seemed to be struggling with something in the conflict. His dark eyes were locked deeply, and he looked at Shangguan Yu and said, "You really can't tell. Was it you or me that Ashuo misunderstood tonight?"
"I......"
Gu Zixu did not press her to question her, but Shangguan Yu felt that she was being forced into a corner and was a little at a loss as to what to do with Gu Zixu's questions.
Gu Zixu was not in a hurry and looked at her with his eyes lowered, waiting for her answer.
After a long while, Shangguan Yu slowly raised his eyes to look at him, smiled bitterly and said: "Master Xiang, there is absolutely no way anything will happen between me and Nangong Shuo, and nothing can happen."
She wants to go back, go back to her own time, and live her own life.
She is just an ordinary little author, writing books and messing around, and her ambition is not that great.
Great enough to be the mother of the world, great enough to be the mother of a country, great enough to rule the world with him.
Gu Zixu knew that Shangguan Yu was avoiding it, but he didn't expect that she would see it so clearly.
But he never thought that Shangguan Yu wanted to avoid her relationship with Nangong Shuo because of this reason. He subjectively thought that her avoidance was also because of Shangguan Cheng.
Just like Nangong Shuo, the only problem between them is Shangguan City.
Gu Zixu looked at the look of sadness in Shangguan Yu's eyes and said nothing.
In the end, he just smiled lightly at her, reached out and patted her shoulder, saying: "As long as you think it's right to do this, that's fine."
He didn't say anything more, just left this sentence and left.
The three of them are all struggling in contradictions, but no one can escape this contradiction.
Gu Zixu also left, leaving Shangguan Yu alone, standing in a daze under the moonlit night for a long time.
As long as you feel it's the right thing to do, that's fine...
As she recalled Gu Zixu's words, her heart started to throb and hurt again, even more severe than the previous times.
"Of course it's right for me to do this..."
She stood there and whispered to herself.
After a moment of silence, he picked up his feet and left from outside Jinlan Palace.
In the pavilion shrouded in the moonlit night, after Nangong Shuo left Jinlan Palace, he did not return to Huayang Palace. Instead, he sat quietly in the pavilion, drinking wine without a sip.
The image of Shangguan Yu lying on Gu Zixu always appeared in my mind, and the more I thought about it, the more disgusting it became.
He knew that he didn't need to be angry, what he wanted was not Shangguan Yu at all, but when he recalled the scene in his mind, it was so dazzling.
It was he who wanted to push Shangguan Yu away from him, and it was he who personally warned her not to get too close to him, so what right did he have to be so delicious and angry?
But he still couldn't help but want to care, and couldn't help but get angry.
His brows became tighter and tighter, he picked up the wine glass in front of him and brought it to his mouth again.