From now on, I will let go of all the grudges and grudges in this world and just live happily.
After standing silently in front of the tombstone for a moment, Yun Jingchu raised his head and said to Shen Yanyu, "Let's go back first."
Shen Yanyu was standing in front of the tombstone with his head lowered in thought. When he heard Yun Jingchu's words, he slowly turned back, as if he didn't hear Yun Jingchu's words clearly. He was stunned for a few seconds before slowly saying: "...Okay. From now on. , please come and accompany Su Xin often. She is too lonely alone."
Yun Jingchu was silent for a moment, and then said: "...When a person is alive, it is useful to accompany him for a while. After the person is dead, there is no use staying with him anymore."
Hearing this, Shen Yanyu was stunned for a moment, and then smiled bitterly: "Yes, you are right. You go back first, I want to stay for a while."
Yun Jingchu nodded, then turned and left.
Wu Jiu and Baili Wushang also followed.
It is almost the end of the year, and there are very few people who come to visit the tomb. Apart from them, there is no one else on the mountain. It is so quiet that there is only the rustle of the wind blowing through the withered grass and trees.
Nearly five minutes after Yun Jingchu left, the wind blew Shen Yanyu's voice: "Suxin, I'm sorry, I haven't come to see you for so long. Last night, I dreamed of you again. It was still the same dream. Take it. He held my gun, looked at me sadly, and pulled the trigger without hesitation. I wanted to stop it but couldn't."
Shen Yanyu's voice was very low, and the last sentence seemed to be choked.
Yun Jingchu hesitated for a moment, stopped, and listened.
Originally, after they had walked for so long, Shen Yanyu's voice could not be heard here, but now the mountain is very quiet, the wind is blowing towards them, and Yun Jingchu's six senses after practicing martial arts are more Only ordinary people who are sensitive can hear it.
Wu Jiu and Baili Wushang glanced at Yun Jingchu and listened attentively. To be honest, although they did not bother Yun Jingchu to get to the bottom of things, they still had questions about the relationship between Yun Jingchu and Mi Suxin, as well as Shen Yanyu and Mi They are still very curious about Su Xin's grudges.
"For more than a year, I have always thought about how great it would be if I had been quicker and could have taken your gun. Or, I could have changed my mind, resigned from my position, and quietly taken you away. , that would be great. Or, if I tell you my thoughts, even if you don't understand me, I won't lose you forever." Shen Yanyu's choking sound came again.
"I know it's meaningless to talk about this now, but I still want to tell you that in fact, I didn't want to do that to you. I originally wanted to find an opportunity to tell you my identity and persuade you to surrender. But, The organization ordered me to arrest you immediately, and promised me that as long as you confess what you know, they will reduce your sentence as appropriate. If I don't agree, they will send others to arrest you. I agreed to them, and when you came back , there are other colleagues of mine in the room, I can't say more to you, I can only arrest you first, and then explain everything to you. However, I didn't expect you to be so angry that you committed suicide with my gun."
"For more than a year, I have dreamed about that scene again and again. I have tried to stop it, but I have failed. I think this is God's punishment for me. I am not saying this to make you forgive me. , I just want to tell you that I love you. Do you think I’m ridiculous? I think I’m ridiculous too.”