Things like love have nothing to do with human relationships【6000】
Jiang Shen told her the situation in the morning, and she didn't call again.
Today Yan Ruhua said she wanted to see Tang Xiao, so Guan Yanfei made the first phone call of the day, but the result was that her phone was still turned off.
That uneasy feeling occupied Guan Yanfei's heart again and again.
Jiang Shen hadn't come back yet, and Guan Yanfei didn't even have anyone to talk to. She went downstairs and sat in front of the fountain eating ice cream.
Guan Yanfei lowered her head and smiled. Once...she heard a friend say that the loneliest thing in the world is not that you are the only one in the world, but lovesickness.
Lovesickness...
It turns out that I am lovesick. I miss Tang Xiao... and my heart aches.
Guan Yanfei took a big spoonful of ice cream and put it into her mouth. She felt a little dizzy... Did she have a fever? She didn't even have time to raise her hand...
"Eating this late at night can easily make you gain weight and is bad for your stomach. You are a doctor, don't you know?"
Jiang Shen's deep magnetic voice came from behind Guan Yanfei's head, and she turned around.
Jiang Shen saw Jiang Shen walking towards her with a suit on his arm and a smile on his lips. He sat down next to Guan Yanfei and took Guan Yanfei's ice cream away.
"Because you can't fill your lonely heart, you can only fill your lonely stomach." Guan Yanfei's voice was a little hoarse because of the ice cream.
"Lonely?" Jiang Shen's tired brows revealed an inquiring look.
"I forgot who told me that the loneliest thing in the world is not being alone in the world, but missing you." Guan Yanfei smiled and turned to look at Jiang Shen, her hair waving in the breeze.
The ambiguous entanglement between the corners of her eyes and the tips of her brows blurred the sadness in her eyes, and she whispered in a low voice and repeated, "It's lovesickness..."
Jiang Shen frowned and glanced at the ice cream... red wine ice cream?!
His brows furrowed even more tightly, this woman who was so drunk was actually eating red wine ice cream! No wonder there was a hazy drunkenness in her eyes...
Also...if Guan Yanfei was sober, I'm afraid she wouldn't say these words to herself.
"You're drunk, I'll help you go back and rest..." Jiang Shen said.
"I didn't drink." Guan Yanfei frowned.
"Guan Yanfei...the red wine ice cream you ate!" Jiang Shen raised the ice cream in front of Guan Yanfei and showed her the words, "This is real red wine, it has alcohol content."
"Really?" Guan Yanfei quickly raised her hand to cover her hot cheek, "I didn't pay attention..."
The look of Guan Yanfei's slightly drunken eyes with water in them was a bit charming in itself. Her hurriedly raising her hands to cover her cheeks was clumsy and cute, which actually made Jiang Shen's heart skip a beat.
Jiang Shen's eyes fell on Guan Yan Feiyan's pouty red lips, and an electric current rushed to his mind. At that moment... he actually wanted to kiss her.
"No wonder my face feels hot all the time." Guan Yanfei lowered her head and her eyes turned red.
No wonder...I feel like I miss Tang Xiao more and more. It turns out that alcohol amplifies the longing in my heart.
Jiang Shen looked at Guan Yanfei. Under the gorgeous lights of Jiang's manor... he could even see the shimmering light on Guan Yanfei's eyelashes from the corners of his eyes.
"Yan Fei..." Jiang Shen's voice became softer. In fact, you didn't need to ask Jiang Shen to know... Guan Yan Fei missed Tang Xiao.
According to Jiang Shen's estimation, Guan Xinshuo is also avoiding Guan Yanfei now, so... Guan Yanfei must be sad because she can't contact Tang Xiao.
"Guan Yanfei, would you like to lend me a shoulder to lean on?" Jiang Shen asked in a low voice.
Guan Yanfei shook her head: "No...I'm tired, go back to sleep."
After saying that, Guan Yanfei stood up, her whole body surrounded by deep sadness that could not be resolved.
Jiang Shen grabbed Guan Yanfei's wrist, and Guan Yanfei stumbled and fell into Jiang Shen's arms, half-kneeling on the ground.
The fragrance of geranium instantly filled Guan Yanfei's entire nasal cavity. She quickly raised her hand to press against Jiang Shen's chest and tried to get up, but Jiang Shen forcefully pushed Guan Yanfei back into his arms.
Guan Yanfei clutched Jiang Shen's shirt tightly with her little hands, and said in a voice like a kitten: "Jiang Shen..."
"Guan Yanfei, you don't have to pretend to be strong in front of me." Jiang Shen said calmly, "Just...just treat me as your friend. It's okay to vent your bitterness."
Guan Yanfei's eyes became redder and redder. She tightened her grip on Jiang Shen's clothes and whispered: "I can't find Tang Xiao..."
Jiang Shen clenched his teeth tightly, and his masseter muscles had clear texture.
I can't find it, of course I can't find it... because Tang Xiao doesn't exist at all.
"You said you called his company...it was also the secretary who answered the call. Then where did he go? Why didn't he tell me... Only today did I realize that I...except for this phone number, there was no Tang.
Any way of contacting Xiao, I... actually said that I love him so boldly. I know him but not his life, and I also said... I love him."
Yes, these... Of course Jiang Shen knew that the name Tang Xiao was like a door... completely blocking Guan Yanfei from his life, but he could go back and forth in Guan Yanfei's life unscrupulously.
walk.
"Yan Fei, actually...Tang Xiao..."
It's not suitable for you... Jiang Shen didn't say these five words when he came to his lips. He was afraid that these five words would bring about a bigger reaction from Guan Yanfei. If this pain was destined to be endured by Guan Yanfei,
Well...at least it won't come so quickly, so that she can be calm for one more day.
"Tang Xiao probably didn't mean not to contact you." Jiang Shen could only say this in the end.
Guan Yanfei didn't say a word, and Jiang Shen kept holding Guan Yanfei in that position... It wasn't until Guan Yanfei's thoughts calmed down that she slowly stood up, thanked Jiang Shen, and went back to the room.
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"Your internship is about to end, have you ever thought about which hospital you want to go to?"
During breakfast, Jiang Shen asked Guan Yanfei while reading the newspaper.
"I haven't decided yet... I might stay at Jinjiang Hospital. After all, Jinjiang Hospital is considered a reputable hospital in the country." Guan Yanfei took a bite of toast and said.
"Well..." Jiang Shen put down the newspaper, "Every year, graduates head to Jinjiang Hospital. Do you need my help?"
"That's not necessary." Guan Yanfei smiled.
"Guan Yanfei..." Jiang Shen took a sip of juice and pointed at the corner of his mouth, "The corner of your mouth... jam."
"Jam?!" Guan Yanfei raised her hand to wipe it. When she was about to reach for the tissue, Jiang Shen had already taken out a tissue and handed it to Guan Yanfei.
"Thank you..." Guan Yanfei thanked her.
"Dad... you are such an idiot. Dad should have wiped mom's mouth just now." The servant pushed Jiang Xirui in. There was a bit of slyness in his jewel-black pupils, "On TV, it's always the male protagonist who kisses the jam."
Yes... dad is so stupid!"
A faint blush appeared on Guan Yanfei Baixi's delicate cheeks: "Why did Xiaoxi wake up so early?"
"Xiao Xi won't be able to see her mother if she doesn't get up early!"
The servant pushed Jiang Xirui to Guan Yanfei's side. Jiang Xirui immediately hugged Guan Yanfei's arm and pouted coquettishly: "Mom is so busy, she doesn't even have time to accompany Xiao Xi..."
"Then...can mom come back early this afternoon to have dinner with Xiao Xi?" Guan Yanfei soothed.
"Has mom promised Xiao Xi?" Jiang Xirui raised her head and asked, blinking her big eyes.
"Well, mom promised Xiao Xi."
"Then let's pull the hook!" Jiang Xirui held out her little finger.
Guan Yanfei could only hook up with Jiang Xirui and then accompany her to the hospital after having breakfast.
Jiang Shen put down the newspaper after seeing Guan Yanfei leave. Last night... when Jiang Shen was hesitant about how to deal with this matter, Pei Dingkun happened to call Jiang Shen.
Pei Dingkun said that Jiang Zhun was back because he went to Canada and didn't find Shen Wenxin, so he drank too much at his place.
Pei Dingkun accidentally saw the photo of Tang Xiao and Shen Wenxin's family. He recognized Tang Xiao at a glance as the man who took away the drugged Guan Yanfei that day. He asked Jiang Shen what was going on.
?Didn’t you say that Guan Yanfei likes that Tang Xiao? Why doesn’t Guan Yanfei know that Tang Xiao is married?
In fact, there have always been no secrets between Jiang Shen and Pei Dingkun. When Pei Dingkun asked... Jiang Shen told everything, including his hesitations and worries.
After thinking deeply, Pei Dingkun told Jiang Shen: "Shen, some things can be concealed, but some things cannot be concealed. This matter... the truth must be told to Guan Yanfei before she discovers it by herself, so as to reduce the harm to her."
to the lowest point, but this Guan Zhishuo is so cruel... What is he going to do to his sister like this? If this matter were put on me... the woman I love suddenly becomes my sister or younger sister, I will go crazy
Already."
Of course, this is what Jiang Shen is worried about... Just as Pei Dingkun said, if Guan Yanfei knew that the person she fell in love with was her brother... would she go crazy?
"There is another way, Shen... Anyway, I heard that Guan Yanfei doesn't plan to have any contact with the Guan family in the future. Just... don't let her know that Tang Xiao is Guan Xinshuo, and directly let her know that Tang Xiao has a wife.
, you happen to like Guan Yanfei, don't you stay with Guan Yanfei... This will minimize the harm and keep this woman with you and Xiaoxi, what do you think?"
Jiang Shen's heart skipped a beat.
Pei Dingkun's last words moved Jiang Shen's heart and left Guan Yanfei with him and Xiao Xi?
Although Pei Dingkun's words are crude and crude without editing, they are not unreasonable...
If Guan Yanfei only knew that Tang Xiao had a wife and child, and according to her kind little temperament... she would definitely not want to destroy other people's families, then... she could just keep her by her side openly.
Is this really okay? Will it also minimize the damage?
Jiang Shen and Pei Dingkun thought about it all night after hanging up the phone.
He called Tang Xiao's office and asked Tang Xiao's secretary to tell Tang Xiao... He hoped that Tang Xiao would call him back when he had time. He wanted to talk to Tang Xiao about Guan Xinshuo.
So... Jiang Shen is waiting for Tang Xiao's call now.
Those words about Tang Xiao having a wife cannot be said by Jiang Shen...it must be said by Tang Xiao himself.
Only in this way can Guan Yanfei give up.
Only in this way can the damage be minimized.
Pei Dingkun is right... Hiding is not an option. Some things cannot be hidden. If Guan Yanfei finds out by herself one day... the pain will come back even more violently.
If Guan Xinshuo has remained silent and disappeared, Guan Yanfei may have been waiting without knowing the situation.
"Dad...what are you thinking about?" Jiang Xirui tilted her head and looked at Jiang Shen, "Aren't you leaving yet?"
"Well... I'll leave right away." Jiang Shen stood up, put his cell phone in his suit pocket, kissed Jiang Xirui's little head and left.
Jiang Shen thought, when he mentioned the name Guan Xinshuo... Tang Xiao would probably call him back as soon as he received the notice from his secretary.
Sure enough, Jiang Shen did not keep Jiang Shen waiting for this call.
Jiang Shen's car had just parked in the underground parking garage, and before he even had time to turn on the seat belt, Tang Xiao's call came.
Jiang Shen looked at the screen of his phone and narrowed his eyes. If Tang Xiao was standing in front of him now, Jiang Shen really wanted to punch Tang Xiao hard.
Jiang Shen took a deep breath and answered the phone, with a clear smile on his lips: "You mean...should I call you Mr. Tang, or Mr. Guan?"
On the other end of the phone, Guan Xingshuo clenched his teeth and his eyes were scarlet: "Yan Fei... also knows?"
"She doesn't know yet...why, do you want her to know?"
Guan Xinshuo's throat tightened, and he was angry and said in a bad tone: "What conditions are needed to make you shut up?"
Jiang Shen became angry when he heard Guan Xushuo's words: "Guan Xushuo... do you think I made this call to threaten you?"
"Such a result... you should be very happy. Have you fallen in love with Yan Fei? I will completely disappear from Yan Fei's life... You have an opportunity!"
Jiang Shen's eyes narrowed: "Why do I feel unconvinced by your words?"
"Give me conditions!" Guan Xinshuo had no patience to continue arguing with Jiang Shen.
Jiang Shen originally wanted to solve the problem, but it seemed that Guan Xingshuo had deep opinions on Jiang Shen. The two of them probably would not be able to calmly solve the problem in this life.
"Tell Guan Yanfei... that you have a wife and children, and let her completely give up on you. This... is my condition."
"Jiang Shen, are you crazy?!" Guan Xinshuo growled, "Are you happy to see Guan Yanfei in pain? I have chosen to completely disappear from Guan Yanfei's life, and you already have a chance...I
I will never go back to China again, so... aren't you satisfied?!"
"Guan Xinshuo! Do you think some things can be hidden? Do you think Guan Yanfei will fall in love with him if you disappear completely like this?" Jiang Shen's eyes were extremely gloomy, "Is it you, Tang Xiao, who doesn't understand Guan Yanfei, or is it you?
Are you too confident in your own innocent thoughts? Have you ever thought that... your disappearance without warning might make Guan Yanfei wait for you for a lifetime?! A lifetime, do you understand?!"
Guan Xingshuo on the other end of the phone was suddenly stunned. The whole world seemed to have stopped. He... had never thought of the outcome Jiang Shen said.
"Guan Xinshuo... I really don't understand whether you knew that Guan Yanfei was your sister from the beginning, or whether you found out at the end, but since you are already married and have children, why did you come to provoke Guan Yanfei?!" Jiang Shen
He wasn't angry at all. When he said this, his tone was actually calm.
"I've known your identity since the day I went to the Guan family, but I never told Guan Yanfei... because I didn't know how to deal with it so that she wouldn't be sad or in pain. I thought I, Jiang Shen, had enough brains.
, but I didn’t expect it!” Jiang Shen could hear Guan Xingshuo’s heavy and trembling breathing on the other end, and he said, “Now that things have happened... you also said that you would never return to the country, and Guan Yanfei would never return.
Guan family, so... you can hide the fact that you are Guan Yanfei's brother, but... you can't hide the fact that you have a wife and children. Even for Guan Yanfei's happiness, I hope... you
Call Guan Yanfei and make it clear. In this way...Guan Yanfei may be in pain, but with me accompanying you, I won't make her so heartbroken."
Guan Xinshuo heard every word Jiang Shen said in his heart.
The reason why she could leave with peace of mind... was because there was Jiang Shen by Guan Yanfei's side. If... because she had made Guan Yanfei wait for a lifetime, Guan Xinshuo couldn't even think about it.
"Guan Xinshuo...even if you knew Guan Yanfei was your sister, would you still fall in love with her?" Jiang Shen gritted his teeth, "It's not shameful to face your own feelings. Love has nothing to do with human ethics. Even if
You are brothers and sisters, but there is nothing wrong with love. I also admit that you are in love with each other. It is precisely because you are in love that you... must make Yan Fei give up."
Guan Xinshuo's eyes were sore from tears, and his throat was sore...
In love... Yes, he and Guan Yanfei really love each other!
But there are too many things between them, including blood relatives...including hatred, and...Guan Xinshuo's family.
Guan Xinshuo could leave Shen Wenxin behind, or the revenge of incest, or even his mother's hatred and leave with Guan Yanfei, but... Guan Xinshuo could not leave behind his two children.
He is the father of these two children! No matter how much he loves Guan Yanfei... With two children and those trivial ties, Guan Xinshuo does not have the courage to leave.
During this period of time, whether he was in a state of revelry or feasting... Even if the whole world was bustling with joy, he, Guan Xinshuo, was always lonely...
He described Guan Yanfei's delicate face over and over in his mind, described the heart-warming smile on Guan Yanfei's lips when she and he were driving side by side that night, and described it...his heart was broken.
He missed that soft and soft voice calling him "Tang Xiao...Tang Xiao...".
Guan Yanfei...that was a calamity that Guan Xinshuo would never be able to overcome in his life.
If he had known this earlier, he should not have gone to find Yan Ruhua and his daughter. If he had known earlier... he would not have stolen grandpa's gun and prepared to kill Guan Yanfei at any time.
Without all of this...then he wouldn't realize the beauty of Guan Yanfei, wouldn't fall in love with Guan Yanfei, and wouldn't...be as miserable as he is now.
He lowered his eyes in pain and said: "I understand, I will do it..."
"It's a bit cruel..." Jiang Shen frowned, "But it must be done."
"I understand." Guan Xinshuo took a deep breath, adjusted his breathing and asked, "Jiang Shen...can you take good care of Yan Fei? Always...protect her?"
"I can, and I will definitely do it." Jiang Shen answered firmly.
On the other end... Guan Xingshuo nodded and hung up the phone without saying a word.
Jiang Shen heard the busy signal there, took his coat and got out of the car and walked towards the elevator.
He put on his coat and walked into the elevator. He would...he would definitely do it!
Before, Jiang Shen loved Guan Yanfei with such caution because he knew that Guan Yanfei had someone he loved.
Now...since the end of the road he paved for Guan Yanfei has disappeared, he will turn around...pave that road in his own direction and let Guan Yanfei come to him.
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ps: Today’s update... will be delivered on time at 2:30 haha... I love you all, Qianqian will update you all next week...