"No need..." Guan Yanfei clenched her fists, a smile appeared on her lips but her eyes were blurry with tears, "I understand."
There were some cruel words... Guan Yanfei didn't have the courage to listen anymore.
At this moment, Guan Yanfei was as embarrassed as a caught thief, as if...she had stolen something from the woman in front of her, and now...the owner of the thing she had to bear found out that she wanted to take the thing back.
and embarrassment.
"Miss Guan... talk to me, I really want to talk to you..." Gu Yanyan said, "Xiao... take the two children into the car first."
Guan Yanfei already admired Gu Yanyan's magnanimity. She could be so elegant and generous when facing a woman outside her husband. She didn't have the courage to listen to Gu Yanyan's words about leaving Tang Xiao.
No... courage at all.
Guan Yanfei, shivering in the light rain, looked so fragile in Gu Yanyan's eyes...so fragile that Gu Yanyan felt that it would be a blasphemy against God's will if she looked at her like this. She stepped forward...
Guan Yanfei held an umbrella, blocking out the drizzle and the light from the street lights.
Guan Yanfei looked directly at Gu Yanyan, who was as tall as herself, her tears... were like broken beads.
Tang Xiao put the two children into the car, but he stood at the door... holding the door handle tightly, but did not get in the car.
The light was blocked by the umbrella, and he couldn't see Guan Yanfei's sad expression or her painful tears, but... this made his heart hurt even more.
Gu Yanyan took out a very delicate handkerchief from her pocket. She smiled gently and wiped the hazy raindrops on Guan Yanfei's hair with gentle movements.
The rain... actually got heavier, as if God was trying to accentuate Guan Yanfei's current mood. The crackling raindrops hit the umbrella, hurting Guan Yanfei's heart.
"Guan Yanfei..." Gu Yanyan's voice sounded gentle and calm. There was no hysteria about her husband's cheating, nor the anger and madness of facing a third party. It was calm... and Guan Yanfei felt like she was about to feel guilty.
Broken heart.
"I...I don't know..." Guan Yanfei clenched her fists to calm herself down, but her voice was still trembling... She felt that she should apologize to the woman in front of her... even if she didn't know that Tang Xiao was married.
, I didn’t know that Tang Xiao had a child, but I still got involved in other families, but...who will pay for my heartache?! Who should I blame?!
The words "I'm sorry" were stuck in her throat... However, Guan Yanfei didn't say it for a long time. When she said it... she was afraid that she would break down and cry in front of Gu Yanyan.
Gu Yanyan stood in front of her. What she wanted... was for her to give Tang Xiao's love back in embarrassment?! But it hurt like gouging out the heart! Guan Yanfei was sorry to say these three words...
It was like giving Tang Xiao's love back. Guan Yanfei didn't even know...how she could stand strong.
"I know..." Gu Yanyan felt sorry for Guan Yanfei from the bottom of her heart. In fact... Gu Yanyan knew exactly what was going on. However, Tang Xiao deserved to bear all the pain, because back then...
Gu Yanyan persuaded him when he decided to do this, but he was determined.
Now, things have developed to this point... He fell in love with Guan Yanfei even though he knew she was his sister, so his pain is insignificant. The most innocent person is Guan Yanfei. She knows almost everything.
She didn't do anything, she just fell in love with someone who she deliberately wanted her to fall in love with.
"I know you don't know that Tang Xiao is married, and you don't know that Tang Xiao has two children." Gu Yanyan raised the corners of her lips and wiped away Guan Yanfei's tears, "I know everything."
Gu Yanyan's words actually made Guan Yanfei lose control and cry softly. She tightly covered her lips... lowering her eyes and not daring to look at Gu Yanyan.
So... is Tang Xiao's wife such a woman? No wonder... Tang Xiao will let herself meet his family today.
"Guan Yanfei, there is something you must know..." Gu Yanyan's lips curled up, "Tang Xiao...the one I love is you."
Guan Yanfei's back was as stiff as an electric shock. How could a wife... how could she tell someone so calmly that her husband loved someone else?
"But, we have a family...with two children, and the children all need their mothers...the children all need their own families to be complete. I think...you should understand this better than anyone else." Gu Yanyan
He chuckled and said, "Please forgive me for saying this. Since Tang Xiao and I were not together, I often heard Tang Xiao mention you, so I have heard about you."
Guan Yanfei raised her head and looked at Gu Yanyan, the smile on her lips was still calm, even though... she knew that her husband did not love her, what kind of woman was Tang Xiao's wife?
"Originally... Tang Xiao wanted to divorce me. He wanted to settle everything before you divorce your current husband. I begged him..." Gu Yanyan is also a woman, so she can understand
A woman...she can understand the pain and guilt in Guan Yanfei's eyes, so...if she wants to make Guan Yanfei less painful, she can only transform the guilt in her heart into her own guilt for her, so that her heart can still feel
It can be comforting.
If Guan Yanfei doesn't hurt that much... then Tang Xiao won't hurt that much either.
"Tang Xiao also grew up without a mother, so... I finally convinced him that we were together not for love, but for our children." Gu Yanyan smiled at Guan Yanfei and raised her hand to wipe it away.
Guan Yanfei's tears, "I... took Tang Xiao away from you, you were not wrong..."
Guan Yanfei shook her head vigorously... That's not the case, they already have children, they are already married... They are husband and wife and she and Tang Xiao are nothing.
What I share with him are only memories of the past, but what Gu Yanyan and Tang Xiao share are two living children. Shouldn't these two living children be more meaningful than the memories that have been fixed in their minds?
Persuasive?
Those two children were clearly telling Guan Yanfei that you... are the third party and you... have intervened in our family.
"I know... you two love each other very much, but we all know... love and family affection declare war, and the winner... is usually family affection, so Tang Xiao can only choose not to let you go." Gu Yanyan's words seemed a bit harsh.
, it hurt not only Guan Yanfei's heart, but also her own.
If Tang Xiao could hear these words... I'm afraid she would understand why Gu Yanyan left the competitive business world and returned home with peace of mind to become a good mother.
"Mom... I'm sleepy..." The girl rolled down the window and shouted to Gu Yanyan sleepily.
Go back... How should Guan Yanfei go back? All the strength in her body seemed to have been drained... She gritted her teeth and used up her last bit of strength to barely stand here.
"Guan Yanfei... We should all be selfish. We should love ourselves more than anything else... Only then will life be easier." Gu Yanyan said this to Guan Yanfei and put the umbrella into Guan Yanfei's body.
Palm turned and left.
However, when Tang Xiao started to drive away, the umbrella... slipped from Guan Yanfei's hand.
Tang Xiao looked in the rearview mirror at Guan Yanfei, who was standing stiffly in the rain... and the black umbrella that fell beside her, with wet red eyes.
He gripped the steering wheel tightly, feeling sorry for Guan Yanfei a million times in his heart...but he didn't know where to start.
What he can do for Guan Yanfei now is to leave her world and never appear again.
"What did you say to her?" Tang Xiao finally asked.
Gu Yanyan chuckled, hugged the two children to her and whispered: "I told her, because Tang Xiao is the father of two children, those two children... are the continuation of his life, so...
People are selfish, we love ourselves...more than anything else."
Gu Yanyan still seemed to say these words to herself. After she finished speaking, she smiled softly and kissed her two children's eyebrows, then turned to look at the heavy rain outside the window.
The heavy rain... penetrated Guan Yanfei's whole body, and it was so cold... that she felt at a loss what to do.
Jiang Shen's car was parked at the corner. He stood under the tree and watched Guan Yanfei slowly squat down and hug his knees before she collapsed and cried after Tang Xiao's car disappeared from sight.
She is like a child abandoned by the whole world.
The street lights were like chasing light... exposing Guan Yanfei alone in the darkness, letting the whole world see her embarrassment.
Jiang Shen finally couldn't bear to look any further. He held an umbrella and stepped forward to stop behind Guan Yanfei, shielding Guan Yanfei from the heavy rain... and the light.
Guan Yanfei sobbed and raised her head, her eyes touching Jiang Shen's resolute face... Tears burst out of her eyes again. She was like a child releasing her inner sadness... bursting into tears.
How could Tang Xiao do this to herself?!
He is obviously married... So when he first appeared, he should have told himself why... Why should he tell himself that he wanted to come to him by himself?! And there were obviously three other people by his side.
...She no longer has her place as Guan Yanfei!
Why do you do this to yourself?!
If she had known this would be the result... Guan Yanfei would rather Tang Xiao disappear from her own world than to be breathless and suffocated by pain...
However, both Jiang Shen and Tang Xiao wanted Guan Yanfei to have no regrets after suffering the pain once and for all.
But...it really hurts, it hurts...
Jiang Shen knelt down and raised his hands to hug Guan Yanfei, who was all wet, as if he wanted to give all his warmth to Guan Yanfei... to warm her cold body.
Listening to Guan Yanfei's cries, Jiang Shen's heart was broken, but... he didn't know how to comfort her. Obviously... he had thought about it before, but now he couldn't do anything.
"Jiang...Jiang Shen, don't...leave me alone, let me...be alone..." Guan Yanfei cried so hard that she was out of breath.
Guan Yanfei doesn't want to go back yet, she doesn't want Yan Ruhua to see her like this.
But how can Jiang Shen care whether Guan Yanfei agrees or not? If this continues... Guan Yanfei will definitely have a cold and fever!
He held Guan Yanfei with one hand and pulled her up in a strong manner. Without any explanation, he pulled Guan Yanfei to the car.
"Jiang Shen...let me go!" Guan Yanfei struggled.
But how could Jiang Shen let go of Guan Yanfei and let her ruin his body like this?
She was like this... Jiang Shen was so sad! He opened the car door and pushed Guan Yanfei to sit in.
"Let me go! Jiang Shen... leave me alone!" Guan Yanfei was originally a weak woman. Her wrists turned white when pinched by the iron pliers.
"I told you to leave me alone!"
Guan Yanfei didn't know where she got the strength to break away from Jiang Shen, staggered back several times and fell to the ground. She knocked the umbrella out of Jiang Shen's hand...
Guan Yanfei put her hands on the ground...and there was a burning pain in her palms. Her tears were like broken beads, and she cried out.
"Guan Yanfei, can we make a difference?!" Jiang Shen didn't care that he was caught in the heavy rain, and rushed over in three steps, grabbed Guan Yanfei and hugged her tightly, "Isn't he just a man?
?”
"Leave me alone! Tang Xiao doesn't want me anymore... No one wants me! Leave me alone! Leave me alone!" Guan Yanfei's voice was sharp. She struggled to push Jiang Shen away but was unable to do anything.
"I want you!" Jiang Shen pushed Guan Yanfei into his arms and shouted with all his strength, "I want you Guan Yanfei! Even if everyone in the world doesn't want you, I want you! I want you."
Jiang Shen wants you!"
Guan Yanfei was so shocked by Jiang Shen's words that she suddenly calmed down...
Guan Yanfei opened her eyes wide, and the tears kept flowing out and merged with the rain on her cheeks, making it difficult for Guan Yanfei to tell the difference.
When Jiang Shen saw that Guan Yanfei had calmed down, he slowly relaxed a little and lowered his head to meet Guan Yanfei's eyes.
Whether it was surprise... or shock, Guan Yanfei just stared at Jiang Shen blankly, her eyes sore... Tears burst into her eyes again, and she clasped her little hands on Jiang Shen's chest and cried.
Seeing Guan Yanfei's delicate facial features wrinkled together in pain, Jiang Shen's heart almost broke.
"Jiang Shen... do you want me? Are you trying to comfort me?" Guan Yanfei cried so sadly that Jiang Shen's heart was broken.
Jiang Shen didn't know what words to use to comfort Guan Yanfei. He gritted his teeth, held Guan Yanfei's cheek and kissed her hard.
"Well..." Guan Yanfei clasped Jiang Shen's wrist with both hands. She struggled to retreat, but retreated to the car.
Jiang Shen didn't give Guan Yanfei the slightest chance to retreat. He pressed Jiang Guanyanfei on the car and kissed her... It was like a violent storm coming.
In the wind and rain, Jiang Shen almost suffocated Guan Yanfei with his kiss.
His spiritual tongue penetrated domineeringly, and the fluids intertwined... He didn't give Guan Yanfei any chance to breathe.
He swept every inch of her mouth domineeringly and kissed her hard, as if he wanted to suck out all Guan Yanfei's sadness... and soul.
His kiss... made Guan Yanfei's body tremble, and her lower abdomen couldn't help but tighten...
Guan Yanfei clasped Jiang Shen's wrist tightly, and actually responded to Jiang Shen's kiss... Her lips trembled slightly, and Xiao Dingxiang struggled with Jiang Shen helplessly.
It was as if she needed to find an outlet for the pain in her heart. Under Jiang Shen's leadership... Guan Yanfei became crazy.
He hugged Jiang Shen's neck and pressed her tightly.
Their lips and teeth clashed, and the strong smell of blood was clearly in their mouths.
However... no one wants to relax.
It seems that only in this way can the pain in Guan Yanfei's heart be relieved.
When Bai Yi came over and saw the scene in front of him, he hid aside and watched, not daring to say a word.
What is going on?!
Bai Yi blinked his big eyes. Does this mean...the boss and Guan Yanfei are together?
But why did the two of them come here in person if they weren't at home?! It's raining so heavily?
That kiss seemed like a century...
When they separated again, both of them were breathing heavily.
——So Tang Xiao can only choose not to want you.
Gu Yanyan's words echoed in Guan Yanfei's mind over and over again...
Tang Xiao can only choose not to want you anymore...Tang Xiao doesn't want you anymore! Tang Xiao...it turns out that she doesn't want you anymore! So Tang Xiao chose to leave, right?
The Tang Xiao who had his right hand broken off for him... the Tang Xiao who was always following him, saying that he wanted her to come to him...
You actually don’t want yourself anymore!
Even Tang Xiao doesn’t want him anymore… Then who else in this world would want him?!
——I want you Guan Yanfei! Even if everyone in the world doesn’t want you, I want you! I, Jiang Shen, want you!
Jiang Shen?
Guan Yanfei's tears became more and more violent. Whether Jiang Shen's words were comforting...or coaxing, at this moment...the only one who could make her feel that her heart was still beating was Jiang Shen!
That Jiang Shen who said he would take his own?!
Jiang Shen's kiss did not take away Guan Yanfei's sadness, but it made Guan Yanfei cry even more sadly. She raised her head and looked at Jiang Shen with her extremely sad eyes, and actually said this sentence: "Jiang Shen
Shen...you want me!"
Jiang Shen was stunned. His hand on the car slowly tightened, and his eyes were scarlet.
Jiang Shen knew... This was because Guan Yanfei was extremely injured, so she told herself this...
Does she want to indulge and sink, or does she really want to be with herself?
Jiang Shen prefers the former.
Seeing that Jiang Shen didn't respond, Guan Yanfei cried even more sadly. Her trembling voice was filled with uncontrollable sadness: "You also... don't want me, right?"
In the whole world...no one really wants her to care about Yan Fei!
Guan Yanfei had chest pain.
"I want you!" Jiang Shen replied firmly, "I said...even if everyone in the world doesn't want you, I still want you! I only want you!"
Even if it was... to relieve Guan Yanfei's pain, Jiang Shen still agreed.
"Bai Yi!" Jiang Shen shouted with scarlet eyes.
"Arrived!" Bai Yi stood up quickly.
Jiang Shen stared at Guan Yanfei and threw his car keys to Bai Yi: "Drive my car back!"
"Oh... ok!" Bai Yi looked at his boss and Guan Yanfei with some confusion. He picked up the key and stared blankly. Where did this song come from?
After saying that, Jiang Shen opened the door for Guan Yanfei: "Get in the car!"
Guan Yanfei still clasped Jiang Shen's wrist tightly with her small hands, her throat twitching.
"Get in the car!" Jiang Shen said again.
Finally, under Bai Yi's attention and courtesy, Jiang Shen drove away with Guan Yanfei.
The two did not return to Jiang's house. Jiang Shen took Guan Yanfei to the hotel.
As soon as they entered the hotel room...the two hugged each other.
I don't know whether it was because she was soaked and cold or because she was afraid... Guan Yanfei's whole body was trembling.
Guan Yanfei's kiss was very harsh, and Jiang Shen's lips and teeth collided... The fishy sweetness once again spread in their mouths.
Tonight's Guan Yanfei is not like Guan Yanfei. She indulged her sorrow...allowed herself to sink and fall.
It seems that only in this way can I feel less sad and less painful.
Jiang Shen couldn't control himself from being kissed like this by Guan Yanfei. He suddenly pressed Guan Yanfei against the wall, and the hot air sprayed on Guan Yanfei's cheeks. He stared at Guan Yanfei for a moment and said
: "Guan Yanfei...you can still regret it now."
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ps: Today's update is here. Qianqian's eyes have been seen by the doctor yesterday... After a night's rest, they don't hurt as much as yesterday. Thank you dears for your concern. Qianqian's heart feels warm when I see the message. Thank you dears...
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