Guan Yanfei's hand holding the cup tightened tightly. Guan Yanfei's reaction could not escape Jiang Shen's eyes.
Seeing that Guan Yanfei didn't speak, Jiang Shen added: "The Jiang family is so big... there are only two of you and mom, and... mom can be properly taken care of in the Jiang family, so you can go to work without worry, right? Xiao
I hope I can see you more often...he won't pester me for a mother, what do you think?"
Guan Yanfei lowered her eyes and stroked the coffee cup, and after a long time she said: "I still... want to move out, but don't worry... I will go back to see Xiao Xi. If I have been living in Jiang's house... Xiao Xi
If Xi always regards me as her mother, in the future...if you remarry, it may have a shadow on the child's heart. I'm thinking...In the future, I have to slowly talk to Xiao Xi like an adult and tell him that I am not him.
's mother."
"You're not going to...let me tell him that his biological mother doesn't want him anymore, are you?" Jiang Shen chuckled.
"That's not what I meant!" Guan Yanfei frowned and pursed her lips, "Jiang Shen... I first walked into the Jiang family because of the Guan family and living there... I always feel that I am not free."
Jiang Shen didn't expect this. Yes... Guan Yanfei wanted to divorce and leave, but for Tang Xiao...
However, now that Tang Xiao has disappeared from her life, staying in the Jiang family may bring back sad memories of her past.
Jiang Shen looked deeply at Guan Yanfei, and saw that her eyes were reddish but her lips still had a gentle smile. Such Guan Yanfei... felt bitter in her heart, Jiang Shen knew.
"Then...where do you live now?" Jiang Shen asked.
“Mingwan Tonghu Community.”
"Specific address..."
Guan Yanfei didn't understand what Jiang Shen meant, she just looked at Jiang Shen blankly.
"I think... I can take Xiaoxi over to see you and your mother when I have nothing to do. Xiaoxi and I explained that you moved out because of work." Jiang Shen was already the biggest concession. Guan Yan
If Fei doesn't live with him...at least let him know where Guan Yanfei lives, then...he can visit her anytime and anywhere.
"I still think...it would be better to tell Xiao Xi that I am not his mother. Jiang Shen, if...you get married in the future..."
"Guan Yanfei!" Jiang Shen frowned and lit a cigarette again to interrupt Guan Yanfei's words, "Can't you see? I like you... so I just want you, Guan Yanfei, to be my wife.
The child’s mother.”
Guan Yanfei was stunned. The feeling she had when hearing this sentence before... Guan Yanfei had just heard it. However... now that she heard Jiang Shen say he liked her again, she felt something different in her heart.
It was like a guzheng that had been quiet for several years and was covered with dust. Someone finally plucked the strings, and a quiet sound stirred up a cloud of dust.
"It doesn't matter what we were like before. I agree that you want to divorce after you already understand Tang Xiao's situation... because I want to start over, Guan Yanfei... This time, I just met... I am a
For the man who is attracted to you and wants to pursue you, let's start over." Jiang Shen's tone was soft but overbearing, and there was no room for denial.
"Jiang Shen..."
"Don't refuse." Jiang Shen took a puff of cigarette, "Even if you refuse, I will still pursue you. I said... I want you, even if the whole world doesn't want you, I, Jiang Shen, want you Guan Yanfei
!To put it bluntly...I have determined that you, Guan Yanfei, are mine, Jiang Shen."
Guan Yanfei was silent for a long time. She held the cup in her hand tightly, with a complicated expression on her face: "Jiang Shen... I'm not ready yet... to accept a new relationship so soon."
Is this a disguised rejection? Is it just that Guan Yanfei said it tactfully?
"It doesn't matter... I'll wait as long as you need." Jiang Shen looked very persistent, "Guan Yanfei... Actually, I feel in my heart that God let us get married for a reason... maybe we were already destined.
You want to grow old together, and other people in your life are just interludes. It doesn't matter if the process is tortuous or not, I can bear it...but I don't want to make you sad. It makes me sadder if you are sad."
Guan Yanfei's palms were sweating as she listened to Jiang Shen's words.
Jiang Shen saw that Guan Yanfei had lowered his head and been silent for a long time. He stretched out his big hand and covered Guan Yanfei's small hand on the coffee cup. Guan Yanfei's body trembled and she raised her head...
There was confusion in her clear pupils, and she looked at Jiang Shen in a panic, and then... she bumped into his pair of deep black eyes... Guan Yanfei suddenly felt an inexplicable sense of peace of mind in her heart.
"Jiang Shen, I don't know how long I will need...it will delay you." Guan Yanfei advised her kindly, because she knew that she had been attracted to her since eight years ago, and although Tang Xiao was not by her side...but his
Traces of it are all over her life, and she wants to forget... Guan Yanfei doesn't know how long it will take.
However... during this period, Jiang Xirui needs a mother... Jiang Shen also needs a wife, and he needs a woman by his side... Moreover, there is You Huanyan by his side.
"Miss You...should be a good mother, Jiang Shen..."
"Guan Yanfei, I said before... don't talk to yourself about who I like... who I am suitable for, I know my own affairs much better than you." Jiang Shen became a little anxious, and he sucked hard.
He took a puff of cigarette and put out the cigarette butt, "Let's do this... I'll take you back. I just moved here and there should be a lot of things to pack."
"No need..." Guan Yanfei also stood up and waved her hands, "I can go back by myself by bus. Don't delay if your company is so busy."
"Nothing is as important as you, let's go..." Jiang Shen put down two pieces of red hair, picked up the key and walked out.
Guan Yanfei stood there and looked at Jiang Shen's back, her eyes wet again... She took a deep breath, lowered her head and did not move her feet. From the bottom of her heart, she did not want to owe Jiang Shen anything.
"Guan Yanfei... Do you mind sending you back? If you don't want me to go up, I won't go upstairs... Is it okay to just send you home? Even if it's just an ordinary friend..." Jiang Shen opened the door.
He turned his head and looked at Guan Yanfei who was motionless.
This time, whether Guan Yanfei agrees or disagrees... Jiang Shen is determined to squeeze into Guan Yanfei's life with a strong attitude, so that she can get used to relying on herself... and falling in love with herself!
Guan Yanfei then hesitantly picked up her bag and walked towards Jiang Shen.
On the way back, Guan Yanfei didn't say much except giving directions to Jiang Shen.
In fact, I have to say... Jiang Shen is like a bright light that penetrates the haze in the gloomy world that Guan Yanfei has been in since losing Tang Xiao. Although it is very weak, at least... it makes Guan Yanfei feel warm.
Guan Yanfei's heart beat faster when she thought of what happened last night... After asking Jiang Shen to do such a thing, facing Jiang Shen... she really felt a little powerless.
Too embarrassing.
The longer I stayed with Jiang Shen, the stronger this feeling became.
As soon as Jiang Shen's car arrived at the gate of the community, Guan Yanfei unbuckled his seat belt and said, "Just bring it here."
After Jiang Shen pulled over the car and took a closer look at the community, he frowned and asked, "Is this community safe?"
Jiang Shen always felt that this community was dilapidated, and the door was left open casually... allowing others to come in and out, and there was not even a decent security guard.
"Fortunately, because the people living here are poor, thieves and bad guys will not be attracted, which is good..." Guan Yanfei raised the corners of her lips and smiled at Jiang Shen, "I'm sorry to trouble you today... Then I will
Let’s go first.”
"well!"
Just when Guan Yanfei was about to open the door and get out of the car, Jiang Shen grabbed Guan Yanfei's little hand and pulled her back.
"Um?"
"Remember to call me if anything happens, don't be brave..." Jiang Shen said.
"Yeah." Guan Yanfei nodded.
"Go..." Jiang Shen then let go of Guan Yanfei's little hand and let her get out of the car.
Guan Yanfei hesitated before closing the car door and bowed to Jiang Shen: "Drive carefully on the road."
"Okay, I understand."
Jiang Shen watched Guan Yanfei walk into the community from the car. It wasn't until her figure disappeared from his sight that Jiang Shen started the car and left for the company.
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Guan Yanfei was thinking about Jiang Shen's words all the way up the stairs. She thought... Jiang Shen just wanted to take care of herself because he sympathized with her. After this period of time passed, he might give up.
Guan Yanfei took out the key and opened the door: "Mom...I'm back."
When Yan Ruhua heard that Guan Yanfei was back, she quickly shouted: "Yan Fei, come and help mother!"
The sound came from the bathroom. Guan Yanfei put down her keys and ran over there quickly: "Mom!"
As soon as Guan Yanfei entered the bathroom, she saw Yan Ruhua holding a wheelchair with one hand and holding the toilet with the other. He couldn't move up and sit down. His hands were shaking. As soon as Guan Yanfei entered, Yan Ruhua breathed a sigh of relief.
He fell to the ground, and his forehead... collided with the cabinet under the sink, making a "dong" sound.
"Mom!" Guan Yanfei was so frightened that she rushed over to help Yan Ruhua, "Mom... are you okay, Mom?!"
Yan Ruhua's head was turned red from being hit, and stars appeared in front of her eyes.
Guan Yanfei looked at Yan Ruhua and her lower body felt warm.
It turned out... Yan Ruhua wanted to go to the bathroom to urinate, but she couldn't sit on the toilet alone. As a result, she couldn't get up or down... Until Guan Yanfei came back, Yan Ruhua had almost exhausted all her strength.
.
Guan Yanfei helped Yan Ruhua sit in the wheelchair and changed Yan Ruhua's clothes.
During this period, Yan Ruhua remained silent...
She had never felt this way before. However, going to the bathroom today... actually made Yan Ruhua feel like a waste. She couldn't even do such a thing as going to the bathroom.
Yan Ruhua stuffed the clothes into the washing machine and started to tidy up the room.
She poured a glass of water for Yan Ruhua and said, "Mom... I'm going to clean up the living room outside. The dust will be bigger... and it'll be more choking. Just stay inside and don't come out. Wait until the outside is cleaned up later, then you can go outside again."
Wait a moment...I'll clean up the room again."
After saying that, Guan Yanfei put on her gloves and was about to go out. Yan Ruhua grabbed Guan Yanfei's wrist.
"What's wrong, Mom? Do you want anything else?" Guan Yanfei squatted down and asked.
Yan Ruhua looked deeply at her daughter and asked: "Where is that Tang Xiao you mentioned? Didn't you say... that he asked you to divorce Jiang Shen? Then should I take you to him now?
live."
Yan Ruhua just heard Guan Yanfei talk about Tang Xiao, saying that... Tang Xiao wanted to give her 20 million to pay off what she owed the Guan family, which meant that Tang Xiao's conditions must be very good and there should be servants at home.
Since Guan Yanfei divorced to be with that Tang Xiao, then... it's understandable even if she moves there now. They will get married sooner or later anyway, so if they move here... she can also be taken care of, and she doesn't have to act like a child.
He also asked Guan Yanfei to help him change his wet clothes.
Today it’s urine, what will it be tomorrow?
Living here... Guan Yanfei goes to work and is alone at home. It is inconvenient to do anything. If there is a servant, all these can be solved.
However, when Guan Yanfei heard the name Tang Xiao, her eyes turned red. She quickly lowered her eyes to avoid Yan Ruhua's gaze. She didn't want Yan Ruhua to see her sadness.
"Guan Yanfei..." Yan Ruhua frowned, "Don't be too reserved as a woman. It was he who divorced you and Jiang Shen... Then he should be responsible for you now. We should live in Tang Xiao's house.
Don’t live here like a garbage dump!”
How should Guan Yanfei tell her mother... Tang Xiao is married, Tang Xiao... doesn't want herself anymore?!
Saying this...it makes my heart hurt just to think about Guan Yanfei, let alone say it to Yan Ruhua.
"Guan Yanfei, raise your head and look at me!" Yan Ruhua's voice was stern.
Guan Yanfei swallowed back her tears, raised the corners of her lips and looked up at Yan Ruhua.
"Think about it... Mom has difficulty moving. Without a servant, even going to the toilet is a problem."
"Mom, you have me, and...what kind of era is it now? Why do women have to rely on men? I can also take good care of my mother."
"Okay! Stop working and come back to take care of me. Do you think that's okay?" Yan Ruhua was furious.
"Mom... I can take good care of you! I can also take care of work!" Guan Yanfei couldn't help but her eyes turned slightly red.
"How do you take care of it?! You go to work...I can't even go to the toilet at home! Your mother is so old...because she can't go to the toilet, will she pee in her pants today?" Yan Ruhua met Guan Yan.
Her eyes turned red and she pursed her lips. She couldn't bear to scold her any more. She took a deep breath and said, "Invite that Tang Xiao out and let me meet you. Don't talk to me about it!"
Guan Yanfei's palms tightened and it hurt...
"mom……"
Before saying anything, tears flowed first.
Guan Yanfei's tears were like broken beads. She kept telling herself to hold on and hold on... But when faced with Yan Ruhua's questioning, every word and every sentence was like a sharp blade shining at Guan Yan.
Fei's already bloody wound kept thrusting in and out... thrusting in... and pulling out.
Yan Ruhua was stunned and her voice weakened: "Why are you crying?"
"Mom..." Guan Yanfei squeezed Yan Ruhua's hands and asked, "Isn't it good for me to take care of you?"
Yan Ruhua looked at Guan Yanfei seriously for a long time...she trembled all over and grabbed Guan Yanfei's hand and asked, "Are you going to tell me...that Tang Xiao doesn't exist?!"
Guan Yanfei shook her head and said, "I... can't be with Tang Xiao anymore?"
There was a deathly silence in the room. Yan Ruhua seemed to have been drained of all her strength. She was unable to sit on the wheelchair and stared at Guan Yanfei: "Why can't we be together anymore?"
"Mom..." Guan Yanfei tried not to cry. She struggled to suppress the trembling in her voice. "Tang Xiao is married. He has two children. I... met him yesterday."
Now... Yan Ruhua was really dumbfounded.
She looked at Guan Yanfei, whose head was hanging down and her body was trembling constantly. She felt heartbroken...but she was angry and unyielding!
My own daughter...how did she and I embark on the same path, both falling in love with a married man?
Could it be that...are all the women in their family destined to end up in such a dark way?!
Why is this happening?!
She gritted her teeth and her eyes turned red. She asked, "Did you know that Tang Xiao was married before, or did you not know?"
Guan Yanfei shook her head: "I don't know..."
Guan Yanfei was still full of joy until she saw Tang Xiao yesterday... She thought Tang Xiao would give her a surprise, or... a proposal.
However... after meeting Tang Xiao, she was "surprised" but not happy. She was shocked to find that... the man she loved was actually married, and the child was so old.
This is really the biggest "surprise" Tang Xiao has given Guan Yanfei in her life.
Yan Ruhua's eyes were also red. No wonder... after she divorced Jiang Shen, she moved here with her!
Yan Ruhua once thought that the man named Tang Xiao could bring happiness to Guan Yanfei, so... she was willing to leave the side of her beloved man, but why did it end up like this?!
Is this God taking revenge on me, or is Guan Yanfei taking revenge on herself?!
Yan Ruhua took a deep breath, pinched Guan Yanfei's chin and lifted up her beautiful little face: "Guan Yanfei... Is this all you have? He's married... Then go and get him
He grabbed it!"
Guan Yanfei's pupils trembled, and her throat trembled: "Mom...he and his wife have two children. I can't...I can't leave those two children without a father, and...Tang Xiao has already made a decision."
"You're stupid!" Yan Ruhua roared, "At the beginning, your father still decided to stay with me and divorce Tang Juan, but... in the end, it wasn't Tang Juan who deceived your father back, so our mother
The female talent has been living outside for more than 20 years! If a woman doesn’t have some skills... she will die sooner or later in this society that eats people without spitting out their bones!"
Guan Yanfei shook her head vigorously: "No...that's not possible!"
Yan Ruhua was so angry that she shook off Guan Yanfei's chin: "Why did I give birth to such a useless daughter like you!"
Guan Yanfei held back her tears, but the tears still continued. She took Yan Ruhua's hands and said: "Mom... don't worry, I will take good care of you. You need someone to take care of you... Okay, I will
Find a nanny to take care of you, and I will definitely prove to you that we can still live well without relying on men."
Guan Yanfei no longer had the energy to listen to Yan Ruhua's scolding. She stood up and walked out of the room and closed the door... She leaned against the door and covered her mouth tightly, tears blurring her vision.
The room was also deathly silent, and Yan Ruhua felt uncomfortable... If Guan Yanfei married that man named Tang Xiao, then it would be okay, at least... she would be taken care of and would not be a burden to Guan Yanfei.
In this current situation, he has become a burden and burden to Guan Yanfei.
Yan Ruhua can also calculate this account herself, hire a nanny for her, plus rent, water, electricity and daily expenses... How much salary does Guan Yanfei have?!
Just hiring a nanny plus rent is not enough, let alone food, drinks, toiletries and other expenses?
Guan Yanfei is still young now, she needs to buy clothes and cosmetics...
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