Upon hearing this name, Guan Yanfei's tears poured out like a reservoir that had opened its gates.
Why does it seem that all my grievances come out when I hear this name?
"Alas...sisters, don't cry!" Pei Dingkun was startled.
"Mr. Pei...I will take care of my sister here!" Guan Xuzhan said while putting on Guan Yanfei's shoes.
"I'm sorry, I've already taken over my brother and sister's side!" Pei Dingkun didn't have a good impression of the Guan family at first, so he spoke more directly. He emphasized the word "I" very heavily, as if he wanted to talk to Guan Xing.
The exhibition is done right.
Guan Xuzhan helped Guan Yanfei up, looked at Pei Dingkun with squinted eyes, and sneered: "Pei Dingkun, did you not understand me?! My sister... is taken care of by me! Who are you to take care of our own family affairs?
?!"
Guan Xunzhan is also very anxious now, because Guan Yanfei just said... I want to ask my eldest brother if there is a misunderstanding. Guan Xunzhan really wants to know what the misunderstanding is?!
What happened that made the eldest brother dare not admit that he donated his liver to Guan Yanfei? What happened that made Guan Yanfei burst into tears and made the eldest brother eager to leave the Guan family...that made the eldest brother and Guan Xingyan have that expression.
"I am Jiang Shen's eldest brother! Guan Yanfei is Jiang Shen's wife... Who do you think I am?!" Pei Dingkun is not a good-tempered person either.
"If Jiang Shen's wife wants to take care of it, it's Jiang Shen's turn to take care of it! It's not your turn to be an outsider!" Guan Xuzhan supported Guan Yanfei and asked softly, "Do you want the second brother to hug you?"
"Brother Dingkun... I have something to go to. I asked my second brother to take me there. Don't stop me!" Guan Yanfei's tears fell, but her voice was extremely steady.
Guan Yanfei suppressed her sadness like that, and her pale face... really made Pei Dingkun feel distressed. If it was Guan Xuzhan, the two of them would have had a fight, but if Guan Yanfei had spoken... Pei Dingkun really couldn't refuse.
"Where are you going?" Pei Dingkun's voice also softened.
"I want to meet someone." Guan Yanfei said and started to take steps towards Guan Xuzhan.
"Then I'll go with you too!" Pei Dingkun glanced at Guan Xuzhan, "I'm not worried about you being alone or with the Guan family!"
"Yan Fei's surname is also Guan! What does it mean to be with the Guan family... Pei Dingkun, you are here to fight today, right?!" Guan Xuzhan yelled with a bad temper.
"Second brother..." Guan Yanfei squeezed Guan Xuzhan's hand hard, and then said to Pei Dingkun, "Second brother... is different from the rest of the Guan family."
When Pei Dingkun heard what Guan Yanfei said, he took a deep look at Guan Xuzhan and said, "It's okay to go... I have to go with you so that you can rest assured. Jiang Shen left you to me... If something happens to you, I can't do anything about it."
Explain!"
In the end, it was Guan Xuzhan and Pei Dingkun who escorted Guan Yanfei to the hotel.
However, Guan Yanfei insisted not to let the two people go up. She asked for Guan Xinshuo's room number, walked into the elevator and went upstairs alone.
Pei Dingkun and Guan Xuzhan were both standing against the car in front of the hotel, smoking.
Pei Dingkun called Jiang Shen, but Jiang Shen seemed to have already boarded the plane so his phone was turned off.
Pei Dingkun took a deep breath from the cigarette and turned to look at Guan Xuzhan, who was frowning and looking solemn, and asked: "Do you know who Yan Fei went to find? Is there any danger?"
"No!" Guan Xuzhan replied resolutely.
Because what Yan Fei wants to find is their eldest brother, the biological eldest brother who used half of his liver to save Guan Yan Fei. Even if there is any misunderstanding between them, the eldest brother will definitely not put Guan Yan Fei in danger.
.
Hearing Guan Xuzhan's answer, Pei Dingkun smoked a cigarette and finally got in the car and waited without saying anything.
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Guan Yanfei was standing outside Guan Xinshuo's door.
She took a deep breath to adjust her breathing and knocked on the door.
When he heard the knock on the door, Guan Xinshuo had just finished rinsing his face with cold water. He was holding the sink with both hands and could no longer tell the difference between tears and water on his cheeks.
Guan Xingshuo slowly opened his red eyes and said in a hoarse voice: "Who?"
Guan Yanfei's eyes turned red when the familiar voice came, and her fists clenched at her side... She knocked on the door again, even more urgently than before.
Guan Xinshuo casually took out the towel and wiped his face, then opened the door.
Then... when the door panel between the two people opened and their eyes met...
One's tears are like despair, and the other's... are like dullness.
Guan Xinshuo never expected that it was Guan Yanfei.
Facing this moment, Guan Xinshuo was speechless... He didn't know what to say to Guan Yanfei to stop her tears... because her tears were his own blood!
He would rather not see Guan Yanfei's pain, and would rather... lose that memory.
Guan Yanfei is not in pain. From the time she fell in love with Guan Xinshuo as "Tang Xiao" to now... more than eight years! That kind of love penetrates deep into the heart and bone marrow, and lasts until her own life... around her.
bit by bit.
However, now she suddenly told herself that the person she fell in love with was actually a person who no longer existed! How could Guan Yanfei accept this...
Even if Guan Yanfei wants to escape, his shadow is everywhere in her life, body and mind... even in her bones and blood, how can she escape?!
Unless the heart stops and the blood stagnates... and the bones turn to ashes... how can Guan Yanfei stop the pain, stop... the love?!
Guan Yanfei watched the water droplets falling from Guan Xingshuo's hair, penetrating the air...dropping onto the ground, stirring up a cloud of dust, and even the sound was cold.
"I have met your wife... I have also... I have also met your children. I don't care how many wives or children you have, and I don't ask you whether you are Tang Xiao or Guan Xingshuo... I just ask you
, when you...when you made me fall in love with you, did you know that we were brothers and sisters!" Guan Yanfei gritted her teeth, and the tears... kept falling from her sharp jaw.
Even though Guan Yanfei's originally clear and beautiful eyes were now blurred by the mist, they still couldn't stop the rich grief revealed deep in her heart.
"Yan Fei... come on, let's talk after you come in..." Guan Xinshuo suppressed the tremor in his voice to make way for Guan Yan Fei.
Guan Yanfei clenched her fists at her sides, gritted her teeth and walked in...
Guan Xinshuo stood at the door, looking at Guan Yanfei's back... At that moment, his uncontrollable yearning surged like a tsunami.
Guan Xinshuo closed the door and tears fell down.
He closed the door and tightened his grip. If Guan Yanfei didn't come in...if Guan Yanfei insisted on asking outside before leaving, maybe Guan Xinshuo wouldn't be in such torment.
His heart wanted Guan Yanfei to come in, so... he just said that.
Even though his reason told him...he couldn't, he still followed his heart.
Guan Xinshuo gritted his teeth and turned around. Before Guan Yanfei could stand firm, he rushed over and hugged Guan Yanfei from behind.
He held her tightly in his arms.
Guan Yanfei was startled at first, and then... tears welled up like a spring.
All that grievance and sadness came to my heart, being so close to him again... His familiar smell surrounded her, and Guan Yanfei not only felt pain... but it still hurt.
She raised her hands to clasp Guan Xinshuo's arms and bit her lips, still sobbing.
Who can understand the two people's current mood, falling in love... but not being able to be together.
Separated by that line of blood... it's like being separated by thousands of mountains and rivers... separated by an abyss.
Guan Yanfei's eyes were swollen and painful. She raised her hand and hugged Guan Xinshuo's arm tightly. Tears fell down her chin and wet Guan Xinshuo's arms.
Originally, even this hug was inappropriate, but Guan Xinshuo couldn't help it.
Guan Yanfei stopped asking...and asked nothing...
With their bodies so close to each other, she could feel that Guan Xinshuo was also in pain. If he had known earlier... how could he have fallen into this kind of pain?
After such a hug, I’m afraid I’ll never have it again…
Guan Yanfei turned around and hugged Guan Xinshuo's waist tightly. For so many days... Guan Xinshuo missed her, and Guan Yanfei missed her too!
After this... Guan Yanfei knew that no matter he was Tang Xiao or Guan Xinshuo... at least, he loved her, so she chose to leave.
That's enough...
"Tang Xiao..." Guan Yanfei called this name, and her heart was broken... Tears invaded her cheeks and his shoulders.
That pleasant voice was covered with a layer of haziness, and the grating voice made Guan Xinshuo's heart break.
Especially that sound of Tang Xiao, it was like a sharp blade cutting into Xinshuo's heart.
Guan Xinshuo gritted his teeth and hugged Guan Yanfei tightly, regardless of the wounds left by the surgery on both of their bodies.
"This is the last time...I'll call you this name one last time. From now on...Tang Xiao will disappear..." Guan Yanfei couldn't hold it back and actually cried loudly after saying she disappeared.
The Tang Xiao who she loved and who loved her will disappear from now on... The only one left behind is the eldest brother who saved her, Guan Xinshuo.
It was too detailed. Guan Yanfei didn't want to pursue it...and didn't want to ask. As long as she knew...at least she didn't fall in love with a non-existent person from beginning to end. At least...that person also loved her once.
That's enough.
People who are too smart often live unhappy lives, so Guan Yanfei would rather be a little confused.
"Stop talking..." Guan Xinshuo turned his head and kissed Guan Yanfei's long hair, murmuring in a low voice, "Stop talking..."
Pain, the words spoken by one person... hurt the hearts of two people.
Only then did Guan Xinshuo realize that there really is such a thing as retribution in the world... Back then, Gu Yanyan said that if she did such a cruel thing to a girl, she would always get retribution.
So...is this retribution now?! This kind of unbearable pain...is it retribution?!
But retribution is enough for him alone. Guan Yanfei is so innocent, why should he let her suffer together?
Guan Xinshuo kissed Guan Yanfei's smooth forehead hard, and tears burst out from her eyes.
He indulged his feelings and kissed her cheek...from her nose to her lips...he stopped breathing heavily.
Guan Xinshuo looked at Guan Yanfei's hazy eyes and gasped...
This position is an insurmountable position for an elder brother...
However, Guan Xinshuo missed... missed Guan Yanfei's soft lips.
He lowered his head very slowly, testing Guan Yanfei's reaction. As long as she had a slight reaction... he would stop immediately.
However, it is not just Guan Xinshuo who wants to indulge at this moment...
In Guan Yanfei's eyes, the person in front of her was Tang Xiao... the Tang Xiao she loved so much. After she left today, she sentenced Tang Xiao to death. This person will no longer exist. So... why can't Guan Yanfei indulge?
A once-in-a-lifetime act?
She also missed Tang Xiao's breath... she missed Tang Xiao's lips, and everything about him.
Guan Xinshuo's breathing came closer and closer, and the hot air blew on Guan Yanfei's lips... and cheeks, making her eager to meet...
Guan Xinshuo clasped the back of Guan Yanfei's head with one hand, and hugged her waist with the other... The moment his hot lips touched her, Guan Yanfei trembled because of the heat.
His lips were hot and dry, and the raised dry skin came into contact with Guan Yanfei's lips... It hurt slightly when rubbed gently.
Guan Yanfei stood on tiptoes to meet his kiss. This action completely defeated Guan Xingshuo's reason. He tightened his big hand on the back of Guan Yanfei's head, held her whole body and moved her against the wall, kissing her.
...get crazy.
He penetrated with his spiritual tongue and attacked the city tyrannically...
It seems like it wants to take away all the sweetness from Guan Yanfei.
Guan Yanfei also stood up and greeted her enthusiastically.
The intertwining of body fluids is like intertwining of souls.
Guan Yanfei clasped Guan Shenshuo's arm tightly, her nails digging into Guan Shenshuo's tender flesh... However, Guan Shenshuo seemed unaware.
This kiss... was passionate but also painful.
Every time it goes deeper, it hurts.
But this heartfelt pain, if time could stop... Guan Xinshuo would rather time stop at this moment, as long as he and Guan Yanfei can stay together like this.
Guan Yanfei didn't know whether what she did was right or wrong... At the moment, she didn't have the mind to think so much. They were just two people who loved each other but couldn't be together. They were just saying goodbye to each other.
After today... Tang Xiao "dies", Guan Yanfei and Guan Xinshuo... can only be brother and sister from now on.
Tears kept flowing down the corners of Guan Yanfei's closed eyes, wetting the hair around her ears.
Just think of it as a farewell ceremony...
Guan Yanfei also needs to find a way to vent the pain in her heart, right?
"I love you Yan Fei!" Guan Xinshuo gasped and spoke in Guan Yan Fei's ear.
Love...
But this love was wrong from the beginning.
They just have the wrong identity... love the wrong person, that's all.
After Guan Yanfei left, Guan Xinshuo stood beside the wall where he had just kissed Guan Yanfei, unable to move...
Let the feasting and feasting outside fail to shine into Guan Xinshuo's heart. Losing Guan Yanfei... Guan Xinshuo has lost everything along with his soul and heart.
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In the car, Guan Yanfei, Guan Xuzhan, and Pei Dingkun were silent all the way.
Guan Xingshuo looked out the window like a desperate deer lost in the jungle...as if tears were about to fall at any time.
"Yan Fei... have you talked to your eldest brother? Has the misunderstanding been resolved?" Guan Xuzhan glanced at Guan Yan Fei from the rearview mirror and asked softly.
"Well, it's untied..." Guan Yanfei forced a smile on her lips. She turned her head and said, "Second brother... let Brother Dingkun take me back to Jiang's house. You go back first."
"I'll call the driver right now and ask him to bring the car over!" Pei Dingkun said as he had already made the call.
"It's okay, I'll take you back!" Guan Xuzhan insisted.
"Don't go to such trouble, it's not worth running back and forth." Guan Yanfei chuckled at Guan Xuzhan.
But the smile clearly didn't reach his eyes, so Guan Xuzhan finally parked the car on the side of the road, and the three of them sat in the car and waited for Pei Dingkun's driver to drive over.
As soon as Pei Dingkun's driver arrived, Guan Yanfei told Guan Xuzhan to drive slowly and then got off the car.
"Yan Fei!" Guan Xuzhan also got out of the car. He frowned and said, "When you get home, give me a call or text message...anything, let me know."
Guan Yanfei smiled and nodded: "Okay!"
Pei Dingkun has opened the car door for Guan Yanfei: "Brothers and sisters...get in the car!"
Guan Yanfei nodded and got into the car and left with Pei Dingkun.
Originally, Guan Xuzhan wanted to ask Guan Yanfei what misunderstanding she had with her eldest brother, but in the end, she did not ask the question.
Guan Yanfei sat in the back row without saying a word... She still went to Jiang's house to briefly thank Pei Dingkun and then returned to the room.
Guan Yanfei couldn't stop crying as soon as she entered the room. She climbed onto the bed, curled up at the head of the bed and hugged her knees hard, crying like a child.
It was not just Guan Yanfei who had a sleepless night, but also Guan Xinshuo, and Jiang Shen on the plane.
Early the next morning, Jiang Shen got off the plane and went straight home.
He pushed open the door of Guan Yanfei's room and saw Guan Yanfei huddled in the corner of the balcony, with a pile of cigarette butts at his feet.
Jiang Shen's body was filled with anger, and he frowned, grabbed the quilt on the bed, walked over, and wrapped Guan Yanfei up.
"Aren't you afraid of the cold?!" Jiang Shen's voice was filled with warmth and anger.
He was angry and angry that Guan Yanfei treated him like this. She had just finished a major operation... and she was allowed to blow the cold wind here all night because of a man. Jiang Shen could even feel that Guan Yanfei must be covered in sweat under the quilt.
Cold.
Guan Yanfei raised her swollen eyes and looked at Jiang Shen...
He was unshaven and looked tired, and he looked like he was rushing back.
"Jiang Shen..." Guan Yanfei's voice was hoarse, and tears fell uncontrollably when she called out this name.
Her throat was trembling, and after struggling to show a smile to Jiang Shen, she could no longer hold it in. She spoke with a strong cry: "You lied to me... you said... smoking can make people forget their worries, but I
The more I smoke, the more uncomfortable I feel..."
Guan Yanfei's words instantly broke Jiang Shen's heart...
He gritted his teeth and his eyes turned red.
Jiang Shen carefully hugged Guan Yanfei into his arms. The strength in his hands gradually increased, and he almost crushed Guan Yanfei in his arms.
"Yes... I lied to you. I was just looking for an excuse to smoke..." Jiang Shen even sounded cautious. He knelt down on one knee and picked up Guan Yanfei and walked to the bed, "From now on... I will never smoke again.
, I will never smoke again..."
How could Guan Yanfei not hear Jiang Shen's distressed tone? Her tears were endless...
At this time, with Jiang Shen by his side, even if he didn't say a word... just giving him such a hug, he could feel at ease.
She closed her eyes and let Jiang Shen put her on the bed.
Jiang Shen lay beside Guan Yanfei and held her tightly in his arms.
He was telling Guan Yanfei with his actions... that at least she still had him by her side.
No matter when...he will be by Guan Yanfei's side.
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