But Guan Yanfei stood in the crowd of people, unable to take a step forward...or call out.
Whether it is that I have loved Tang Xiao for so many years, or that I have loved Guan Xinshuo for so many years... Just like that Yu Ye eight years ago, I could only watch his back leave, screaming in my heart, but my body could not move
move.
Tears blurred the clarity of Guan Yanfei's vision, and there... they were no longer there.
The disappearance of Guan Xinshuo is just like the disappearance of "Tang Xiao", completely.
Guan Yanfei is like an abandoned child, standing in the world where people come and go...but she can't find the face she is familiar with.
How wonderful it would be if all this were a dream.
As for who that woman is...who is that woman in the Guan family, Guan Yanfei no longer has the energy to investigate...
After all, she was destined not to be with Guan Xinshuo, so... who was by his side had nothing to do with her.
It was only now that Guan Yanfei was completely lost and it became clear. I was afraid that she had already fallen in love with Guan Xinshuo since she started following him and always eating ramen with him silently.
It's been almost ten years since we met...
A ten-year relationship... ending is easy to say... but too difficult to do.
If Guan Shenshuo changed his mind and Guan Shenshuo really chose his own family, then Guan Yanfei might turn around and leave very proudly, because her self-esteem would not allow her to be nostalgic.
However, they clearly love each other but cannot be together because of their blood relationship. This is what makes Guan Yanfei the most painful.
At this moment, Guan Yanfei realized that the farthest distance in the world...is really falling in love but not being able to be together.
She clenched her fists and looked at the door... her tears were like broken beads.
When she arrived at the airport, Guan Yanfei knew from the bottom of her heart that she was not only here to see off Guan Xinshuo... but also to see away the love that had accompanied her all the way from her youth.
But she also understands that this does not mean that she will not fall in love with others in the future... However, in the future... her love may be more rigorous and careful... or it may not be as deep as this.
Because pain would scare her, Guan Yanfei, who has been afraid of pain since she was a child... This time is like dying once, how could she let herself fall into this trap a second time?!
Guan Yanfei turned around, unable to control the tears that were pouring out of her.
When she came out of the security checkpoint, she saw Jiang Shen standing panting and looking for her figure in the distance, and her tears became even more uncontrollable.
Actually... there are still people who are looking for themselves.
You are not alone.
Guan Yanfei clenched her fists and walked towards Jiang Shen.
Jiang Shen's anxious look was all reflected in Guan Yanfei's eyes. She wanted to call his name, but her throat was so swollen that she couldn't utter a single word.
Until Jiang Shen's eyes locked on Guan Yanfei through the crowd, he stood up straight... took a deep breath and stood there waiting for Guan Yanfei.
Seeing Guan Yanfei burst into tears, he knew... Guan Yanfei needed a hug now.
Jiang Shen didn't know if Guan Yanfei had seen Guan Xinshuo, but...at least they tried hard, and neither Guan Yanfei nor himself should have any regrets.
This was the farewell to her relationship with Guan Xinshuo...
From today on, from now on... Guan Yanfei should abandon the past as if she were reborn as a human being, and greet the new future with a new attitude.
In that future... with Jiang Shen, he will hold Guan Yanfei's little hand... and keep walking!
Until they grow old, until their hair turns gray... and their backs are rickety, Jiang Shen doesn't intend to let go of her little hand.
Jiang Shen tightened his fists and walked towards Guan Yanfei.
The two seemed to be separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, and Guan Yanfei felt that this journey was particularly long...
Jiang Shen walked up to Guan Yanfei and watched her with tears streaming down her face without any concealment.
Jiang Shen smiled at Guan Yanfei. He did not ask Guan Yanfei any questions...but he gently tucked Guan Yanfei's hair that was stuck on her cheeks with tears behind her ears, and gently embraced her.
In arms.
The solid arms and chest, as well as the familiar and warm smell, all made Guan Yanfei feel warm in her heart.
Guan Yanfei raised her hands and wrapped her arms around Jiang Shen's tight waist. She couldn't hold it back...she actually burst into tears.
The heartbreaking sound made Jiang Shen's heart feel like it was being held tightly by a big hand, making him breathless.
He gently stroked Guan Yanfei's little head and whispered in her ear: "Okay... okay... it's okay, it's all over..."
Loving him has become a habit...cutting him off is like cutting off flesh from your own body. How can others understand the pain...
"Everyone else is watching... I don't know, they think I'm bullying you." Jiang Shen said with a chuckle in his voice.
He helped Guan Yanfei to the underground parking lot. After getting in the car, Jiang Shen was not in a hurry to start the car. He took off his coat and covered Guan Yanfei with it and said: "Let's go when you feel better...
"
Guan Yanfei's small hands held the jacket full of Jiang Shen's scent tightly. She lowered her eyes and raised the corners of her lips: "Let's go, I'm fine... The past has to go, and life has to go on, right?"
If Guan Yanfei's heart... is really as he said, Jiang Shen won't worry anymore.
"Yan Fei...if one day, you both let go of each other, then...you may meet again as brother and sister, so...this is not a farewell, you don't have to be so sad." Jiang Shen pressed hard with his strong, dry hands.
Hold on tight to Guan Yanfei.
She could feel the warmth and strength from Jiang Shen's palm, and she nodded at the corners of her lips: "Well... you're right."
Since "Tang Xiao" no longer exists, then don't miss Guan Xinshuo... There are many mysteries about him that you haven't solved yet, so don't think about solving them anymore.
When one day she lets go and they are just brother and sister, she will feel that those things have nothing to do with her.
"Go back!" Guan Yanfei raised her hand to wipe away her tears and said.
"Okay, let's go home!"
Jiang Shen started the car and drove forward.
The further away from the airport... Guan Yanfei felt even more uncomfortable.
She turned her head sideways and didn't want Jiang Shen to see the tears on her cheeks. Although she was sad now... her tears were uncontrollable, but Guan Yanfei knew that she would recover.
If the person she loves is no longer around her, then... she will give all her love to herself and love herself well... Only in this way can she not let others worry about her and live a better life.
Or as Jiang Shen said, when one day... they meet again, she doesn't want Guan Xinshuo to see a miserable Guan Yanfei, she wants to become better and more beautiful.
Jiang Shen and Guan Yanfei arrived home just in time before dinner.
Guan Yanfei said she was tired and went back to her room to rest. Jiang Shen also went back to the study to handle official duties. Jiang Xirui could tell... It seemed that Guan Yanfei and Jiang Shen were not in a good mood, and they did not dare to disturb themselves and their servants.
I was playing with stacking blocks in the room, but I was distracted.
"The young master seems to have something on his mind?" the servant chuckled and spoke to Jiang Xirui.
"I want to make mom and dad happy, but they both seem very unhappy." Jiang Xirui frowned and said, "I'm afraid dad made mom unhappy. What if mom wants to leave me?"
The servant was stunned for a moment, then smiled: "Young master, you are overthinking... How could the young mistress not want the young master?! Don't worry, young master... The young master loves the young master so much."
Jiang Xirui blinked her big eyes and looked at the servant with a pitiful look and asked: "Dad doesn't allow me to disturb mom... Can I secretly go and see mom, just for a glance?"
The servant was a little embarrassed: "Young Master..."
"I'll be careful not to let dad know, okay... just take me there, okay?!" Jiang Xirui tugged on the servant's clothes and acted coquettishly.
Such a cute little person was begging for herself here... How could the servant be able to withstand it? In the end, she was defeated by Jiang Xirui and could only nod her head.
It happens that dinner is almost ready, so let's take the young master to inform the young mistress in advance.
The servant carried Jiang Xirui downstairs and gently pushed the door of Guan Yanfei's room. Guan Yanfei was lying on the bed when she heard a noise and turned around.
The servant hugged Jiang Xirui tightly and said quickly: "Young mistress... dinner will be ready in half an hour."
"Mom..." Jiang Xirui broke away from the servant's arms and limped towards Guan Yanfei.
"Young Master!" the servant shouted at the door.
Jiang Xirui walked to Guan Yanfei's bedside, blinked at Guan Yanfei with red eyes, and actually gave Guan Yanfei a smile brighter than the sun: "Mom!"
Guan Yanfei sat up and looked at Jiang Xirui, who was holding the bedside with her little hand, and felt warm in her heart.
"Yeah!" Guan Yanfei gently stroked Jiang Xirui's little head.
"Mom... Xiaoxi, can you come over and accompany your mother?" Jiang Xirui smiled brightly.
"Xiao Xi, aren't you going to play?" Guan Yanfei's voice was slightly hoarse.
"Mom is sad...Xiao Xi will stay with her mother. When her mother is not sad anymore...can she play with Xiao Xi?"
Jiang Xirui's milky voice and bright and bright smile... actually made Guan Yanfei's eyes turn red again.
"You go out... I will stay with the young master for a while." Guan Yanfei smiled lightly and said to the servant.
"yes!"
The servant closed the door and breathed a sigh of relief.
Guan Yanfei carried Jiang Xirui to bed, and mother and son cuddled together on the bed.
Jiang Xirui said: "Mom... Xiaoxi, please tell mom a joke about a little rabbit. Mom will definitely be happy if she hears it!"
"Okay, Xiao Xi will tell...Mom, listen!" Guan Yanfei kissed Jiang Xirui's little head gently.
No matter what joke Jiang Xirui wants to tell himself, he is trying his best to make himself happy...because this child knows that he is sad.
So no matter what the joke is, no matter whether it's funny or not... Guan Yanfei's heart is always warm.
She looked sideways at Jiang Xirui, who was lying in her arms and speaking in a childish voice. That smile... seemed to come from her eyes.
"Little Bunny was walking in the forest. When he met the big bad wolf, he came up and gave Little Bunny two big-eared stickers!" Jiang Xirui said, sitting up and slapping him twice in the air, imitating
Looking at the big bad wolf's vicious look, he said in a rough voice, "The big bad wolf said, 'I told you not to wear a hat.'"
"Little Bunny went home aggrieved. The next day, she jumped out of the house wearing a hat, and met the Big Bad Wolf again. He came up and gave Little Bunny two more big mouths.
, he said..." Jiang Xirui put her hands on her hips with a fierce look on her face, "'Let you wear a hat.' Tutu was very sad and aggrieved, so after thinking about it for a long time, he finally decided to complain to the king of the forest, Tiger."
Guan Yanfei watched Jiang Xirui's performance, and the corners of her lips kept rising.
Jiang Xirui imitated being a tiger and said in a rough voice: "After the tiger understood the situation, he touched the little rabbit's head and said, 'Okay, I understand, I will handle this matter, you have to trust the organization', and then
The tiger king called the big bad wolf over, and he said to the big bad wolf solemnly..."
Jiang Xirui held her other elbow with her little hand and flicked the cigarette ashes like she was smoking and said: "It's not appropriate for you to do this. It's making it difficult for me. Do you think this will work? You can say, Tutu, come here."
, find me a piece of meat! She found a fat one, and you said you wanted a thin one. She found a thin one, and you said you wanted a fat one. Then you can beat her. Of course, you can do this too.
Say. Tutu, come here and find me a woman. She found a plump one, and you said you like a slim one. She found a slim one, and you said you like a plump one. Is there a good reason to beat her up?
!”
"Then..." Jiang Xirui's big shining eyes looked at Guan Yanfei, "The big bad wolf kept praising the tiger for being smart and capable, and his respect for the tiger once again reached a new peak. Second
Day... The big bad wolf met the little rabbit walking in the forest again. The big bad wolf followed what the tiger told him and said to the little rabbit, "Little rabbit, help me find a piece of meat!" Who knew the little rabbit?
Rabbit said, "Well, do you want to be fat or thin?" After hearing this, the big bad wolf felt sad and happy at the same time, thinking, fortunately, there is plan B. He then said: "Rabbit"
, Mali'er, find me a woman." Little Rabbit asked: "Well, do you like plump ones or slim ones?" The big bad wolf was silent for 2 seconds, raised his hand and gave Rabbit two big ears.
Post. 'Demo, I will let you not wear a hat.'"
Guan Yanfei chuckled lightly.
Jiang Xirui looked at Guan Yanfei as if she had received a huge reward: "Is Mom feeling better?!"
Guan Yanfei pursed her lips tightly, and she gently hugged Jiang Xirui into her arms: "With Xiaoxi by my mother's side, my mother will always be in a good mood."
Jiang Xirui's little face was also full of smiles. He hugged Guan Yanfei's waist with his little hands and said, "Then Xiaoxi will always be by mother's side and will never leave mother!"
Jiang Shen was standing outside the door, listening to the conversation between Guan Yanfei and Jiang Xirui inside... His eyes were full of comfort.
At least, there are things that Jiang Xirui can do that she can't do.
Jiang Shen knew that it would take some time for Guan Yanfei to forget Guan Xinshuo, but... wouldn't the best kind of forgetting be starting a new relationship?
His son tried so hard to keep Guan Yanfei, but how could he do it if he didn't take any action.
He chuckled and knocked on the door: "Can I come in?"
"It's dad!" Jiang Xirui shouted.
Jiang Xirui pushed the door open and saw the two people he loved most cuddled up on the bed. The corners of his lips curled up: "Let's start dinner."
"Finally, dinner is ready, Xiao Xi is already hungry!" Jiang Xirui rubbed her belly.
Jiang Shen sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the mother and son with a chuckle and asked, "What were you talking about just now?"
"Xiao Xi is telling mom a joke!" Jiang Xirui leaned her little head on Guan Yanfei's arms and said, "Mom said... As long as Xiao Xi is by her side, she will be in a good mood, so... Xiao Xi should always stay by her mother's side.
!”
"Okay! Forever..." Jiang Shen raised his head and looked at Guan Yanfei's jewel-like pupils.
Guan Yanfei's heart trembled, she understood what Jiang Shen meant...
Guan Yanfei's eyes were evasive. She lowered her head and patted Jiang Xirui's little head and said, "Isn't Xiaoxi hungry? Let's go... let's go eat!"
"good!"
Jiang Shen took Jiang Xirui off the bed and asked, "Can Xiaoxi walk there by herself?"
"Okay! Okay!" Jiang Xirui nodded repeatedly.
"Then you go first... Dad has something to talk to Mom."
"good!"
Jiang Xirui left obediently.
Hearing what Jiang Shen said, Guan Yanfei was a little nervous. She got out of bed and looked at Jiang Shen nervously and asked: "What...are you going to say to me?"
"Xiao Xi said... to stay by your side forever, have you agreed?" Jiang Shen asked.
This sentence is obviously asking Guan Yanfei if she wants Xiao Xi to stay by her side. In fact, she is asking Guan Yanfei if she is willing to stay by her side. Guan Yanfei is not stupid...how could she not understand.
"Jiang Shen..." Guan Yanfei looked at Jiang Shen's smiling eyes and pursed her lips, "I can't answer you now... because of my heart... if I agree now, it would be unfair to you... I need some time.
"
"It doesn't matter... you don't have to answer in a hurry, you can think about it carefully." Jiang Shen raised the corners of his lips, "But... the child is very fragile, no matter what... please don't let Xiao Xi down, okay?"
Guan Yanfei clenched her fists.
"Let's go... go eat!" Jiang Shen laughed.
He held Guan Yanfei's little hand and walked out and said: "Mom won't be back for dinner today. I see that the physical therapist and mom seem to have a very good relationship. I'm afraid it won't be long... we have to do it for mom.
It’s a wedding.”
Guan Yanfei looked up at Jiang Shen: "What?"
During this period of time, Guan Yanfei only cared about her own sorrow, and didn't even care about her mother's emotional development... It was impossible for Jiang Shen to talk nonsense, but when... did this happen?
Jiang Shen chuckled at Guan Yanfei: "Don't frown. Mom is an adult...she has her own ideas, and her life...is her own decision. We...just wish her well."
Guan Yanfei lowered her eyes, but... what would Yan Ruhua do if she met a man who was as bad as Guan Zhiyuan?
Yan Ruhua didn't come back after the meal. Later, Guan Yanfei received a notice from the servant... saying that Yan Ruhua called back and told her that she wouldn't be back tonight.
Guan Yanfei picked up the phone several times and wanted to call Yan Ruhua, but when she thought of Jiang Shen saying, "Her life... is up to her, we... just wish her well." Guan Yanfei thought again.
Put down the phone.
After all, Yan Ruhua is an adult, and now Yan Ruhua doesn't want to take care of her... I'm afraid it's just like she doesn't want Yan Ruhua to take care of herself.
For so many years, Yan Ruhua has been having a hard time in her love life. If this time the therapist is good, he can liberate Yan Ruhua and put an end to Yan Fei's worries.
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