Do you love me Guan Yanfei? Do you love me?! 【5000】
Therefore... there is no need to speak.
"Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?"
During the long silence, Guan Yanfei asked first.
"Well..." Guan Xingshuo responded lightly, his voice was very soft...so soft that it was like breathing.
He pointed to his chest and said, "Here...it's uncomfortable here."
As he spoke, Guan Xingshuo's eyes turned red again... He raised his head and took a sip of hot water to relieve his emotions.
The scalding heat flowed down his throat and through his esophagus, making Guan Shushuo's back stiff.
Two people who once loved each other... are now standing opposite each other, drinking water and looking like they are about to chat.
It's obviously close...it's obviously a huggable distance.
However, they can't.
Who is to blame?
Guan Xingshuo laughed softly... It was his own fault, and he had caused Guan Yanfei to suffer for nothing, so what could he have to complain about?!
Guan Yanfei clenched the water glass in her hand and lowered her eyes.
I feel uncomfortable...
Guan Yanfei also felt uncomfortable.
Guan Yanfei has actually given up...
But, I don’t know why it still hurts to be face to face with Guan Xinshuo like this...
Or... maybe my love for him is still warm in my heart.
Or... because Tang Xiao is everything she once was during her youth, and no one... can throw away their past.
Guan Yanfei's eyes turned red again when she thought of this. She lowered her head and pursed her lips to hold back the tears.
"I heard the housekeeper said...Xiao Zhun went to Canada but didn't find your wife." Guan Yanfei chuckled and changed the subject.
"Yan Fei..." Guan Xingshuo suddenly raised his head, his eyes extremely serious, "Are you and Jiang Shen... really living happily now? I want to tell the truth."
Guan Yanfei did not expect that Guan Xinshuo would ask herself such an unabashed question.
She was stunned for a moment, and then... looked at Guan Xinshuo with her red eyes: "So what if you are doing well... So what if you are not doing well?"
"I'm having a good time..." Guan Xinshuo was a little speechless, his throat was rolling... he couldn't even utter a single word.
"Yan Fei...have you ever hated me?" The whites of Guan Xinshuo's eyes gradually turned red.
hatred?
Guan Yanfei shook her head: "I have loved...but never hated."
loved...
So...has Guan Yanfei's love for him become a thing of the past?
"Xing Yan told me...he told you..."
"Between us... I don't want to think it's that complicated." Guan Yanfei interrupted Guan Xinshuo, and she smiled, "I only believe in my own feelings. The Tang Xiao who used to be... I would rather think that we
We love each other...but the reality is that we cannot allow them to be together. There is no misunderstanding...there is no revenge, I just want...to be simple..."
"So...are you deceiving yourself, deceiving yourself not to hate me?" Guan Xinshuo's breathing was slightly disordered.
At this moment... he was just afraid that Guan Yanfei would tell him that everything no longer mattered.
He was afraid... afraid that he would no longer have a place in Guan Yanfei's heart, afraid that she would become insignificant to Guan Yanfei...
That... was more painful than letting him know that Guan Yanfei hated him.
Guan Yanfei didn't say anything, but actually Guan Yanfei wasn't stupid...
There are so many clues, as long as they are pieced together... Guan Yanfei will know what is going on.
But she didn't want to think about it that way...
She didn't want to ruin her "Tang Xiao" and lie to herself... Maybe, lying to herself would make Guan Yanfei feel better... She was willing to do this.
"It's all in the past." Guan Yanfei smiled, "People can't always live in the past... we should look forward."
It's all...a thing of the past.
So... I have passed it by myself, right?
Guan Xingshuo should be happy when he heard such words, right? But he couldn't laugh.
He was like a combination of contradictions... He hoped that Guan Yanfei could look forward and forget about himself, but when he thought that Guan Yanfei would forget about him... he was in so much pain that he couldn't bear it.
Because Guan Xinshuo himself... is trapped deeper than Guan Yanfei.
Guan Xingshuo held the water glass in his hand tightly. He smiled and lowered his head: "Yeah... look forward."
Guan Xingshuo's pupils trembled slightly, and his face looked slightly ugly. He seemed to want to change the subject, so he asked: "Grandpa... what did you write in the letter that made you change your mind and accept the three percent?"
Ten shares?”
Guan Yanfei's body stiffened, and she choked with a lump in her throat: "Do you want to know?"
Guan Xinshuo's eyebrows tightened, and he looked at Guan Yanfei without saying a word...
That handsome brow furrowed into the character Sichuan.
Could it be that...it has something to do with myself?!
Guan Xinshuo saw Guan Yanfei take out the neatly folded paper that had been crumpled before from his pocket.
Guan Yanfei took a step forward and handed it to Guan Xinshuo.
"You can see..." Guan Yanfei said.
Sure enough, it has something to do with myself...
Guan Xinshuo put down the water glass and took the letter.
The content of the letter is as follows.
Yan Fei,
Grandpa knows that you are surprised why grandpa will give you 30% of the shares and then ask you to look after the managers of the Guan family as a supervisor.
Grandpa knows that you don't care about these 30% shares.
First of all, grandpa wants to apologize to you, because grandpa actually knew about your eldest brother Xinshuo's revenge plan back then, but grandpa didn't stop it.
Later... Grandpa knew that you and Xinshuo were in love.
Grandpa also knows how much your eldest brother hates this family, so... he will definitely give up his shares, and from now on... he will not interfere in the Guan family's affairs.
This was all Grandpa's fault. Grandpa didn't realize his son's character immediately and killed Xinshuo's mother.
And because of a wrong misunderstanding, you and your brother and sister Xinshuo fell in love.
This time... Grandpa can't do anything to involve you!
Your second brothers in the Guan family, Chu Zhan and Chu Yan, are not as good as your eldest brother... Although Chu Zhan is a better director than Chu Yan, he really can't do it when it comes to facing the monsters and monsters in the business world.
And only if you are in the Guan clan, as the supervisor of the Guan clan, your eldest brother Zhu Shuo... will help when the Guan clan encounters difficulties.
Because grandpa knew how guilty Xinshuo felt, especially after the truth about his mother's death was exposed.
Grandpa also knew how much Xinshuo loved you, so he stopped at the last moment and decided not to hurt you.
I forgive grandpa for using you in the end before leaving, but the Guan family... is grandpa's lifelong effort.
Grandpa will pay you back in the next life.
Grandpa can't tell you these words in front of you.
This is my only request at the end of my life. Please... you must agree to it, grandpa.
For grandpa... For the Guan family, grandpa thinks... Your eldest brother will definitely give up his shares to your second brother Chuzhan. If it is Chuzhan... Grandpa also asks you to do it for the sake of the person who was so sincere to you in this family.
Exhibition!
If it's Xun Yan...then please tolerate Xun Yan's faults. Think about your blood relationship...forgive him and help him.
Yan Fei, grandpa doesn’t know what words to use to tell you how sorry he is.
Guan family...I will leave it to you, Grandpa. Guan family...I will leave it to you, Grandpa. This is Grandpa's last wish before he died. If you forgive Grandpa, please accept this 30% share.
.
Otherwise, grandpa will really die with his eyes open.
Guan Jingnian stayed.
After Guan Xinshuo read this letter, his heart skipped a beat.
It turns out...Guan Jingnian knew everything!
Before he died... he still used this method to tie himself to Guan.
Yes...if Guan Yanfei is in the Guan family!
So once Mr. Guan encounters any problem... he will definitely not sit idly by.
It turns out... Guan Jingnian had everything planned.
He even knew...how much Guan Xinshuo loved Guan Yanfei.
He... knows it all!
Guan Xinshuo held the letter firmly in his hand.
Guan Yanfei lowered her eyes: "So I agreed..."
Guan Xinshuo gritted his teeth, so... Guan Yanfei also knew how much he loved her, right?
This letter is so straightforward.
Guan Xinshuo's heart was trembling.
So...how does Guan Yanfei manage to have such a calm conversation with herself now?
"It's getting late... I'll get ready first." Guan Yanfei said, turning around and walking towards the door.
"Guan Yanfei!" Guan Xinshuo suddenly raised his head and looked at Guan Yanfei's back with his scarlet eyes, "So... you know, I still love you deeply even now, right?"
Guan Yanfei's throat tightened, she held the cup on her chest tightly with both hands and stopped: "I know... I have never doubted it."
Even if Guan Xingyan told herself all those things, she still had no doubts...
This sentence defeated Guan Xinshuo's reason. He took three steps and two steps at a time... rushed forward and hugged Guan Yanfei from behind.
The water cup in Guan Yanfei's hand was shaken by Guan Xinshuo's huge force, and a lot of hot water spilled out. Guan Yanfei finally managed to hold the cup steady.
Guan Xinshuo hugged Guan Yanfei tightly... almost crushing Guan Yanfei in his arms.
He just hugged her so tightly...his eyes were scarlet.
Guan Xingyan, who had been standing at the door since just now, watching inside, trembled and hurriedly avoided...for fear of being discovered by Guan Yanfei and Guan Xingshuo.
His breathing became heavy.
"Guan Yanfei!" Guan Xingyan gritted her teeth, "Tell me how you did it?! Tell me...how did you know that I love you so deeply, but you could still remain so calm and peaceful?
I'm talking...I'm your big brother! A blood-related eldest brother! But I love you...how did you do it?! Won't you waver?! Don't you want to...hold me tight like this?
?”
As he spoke... Guan Xinshuo tightened his arms, and the strength... almost made Guan Yanfei suffocate.
But Guan Yanfei didn't resist.
The unique aura of Guan Xinshuo impacted Guan Yanfei's heart. That aura... There was no way to reassure Guan Yanfei now. Guan Yanfei only felt a slight pain.
Guan Yanfei's eyes were scarlet, and she gritted her teeth: "Because I cherish Jiang Shen."
"Do you love me Guan Yanfei? Do you love me?! Do you love me?" Guan Xinshuo asked so eagerly.
Guan Yanfei's eyes turned red.
Her throat was choked with sobs, "Do you love me?"
Love it...
No...it's love! But...the person Guan Yanfei loves is Tang Xiao, not Guan Xinshuo in front of her, so this should be an affirmative sentence, but now...Guan Yanfei knows in her heart that Jiang Shen is bit by bit
replaced the position of "Tang Xiao".
"Love!" Guan Yanfei replied with this word, and tears fell down, "If... Tang Xiao asks me now... I will answer, love..."
At that moment, the tears in Guan Xinshuo's eyes finally burst out uncontrollably.
He hugged Guan Yanfei so tightly that he couldn't hold back a cry.
Like a child who can't control his feelings.
Guan Xinshuo...it really hurts to love her!
I heard Guan Yanfei say... the word love!
Guan Xinshuo really... hurts too much!
"But you can't be too greedy..." Guan Yanfei raised the corners of her lips and whispered, "Now... I want to love Jiang Shen, love that... man who is really beside me and worthy of my love.
And... now, he is occupying my heart bit by bit."
Guan Xinshuo gritted his teeth...the veins on his forehead were beating suddenly.
"Guan Yanfei...are you trying to tear my heart out with these words?" There was a heavy cry in Guan Xinshuo's voice.
He really didn't know how to hold Guan Yanfei tightly at this moment. This woman... How could she make herself so sad? Why should she dominate his heart! Why should she... her words even hurt her soul?
.
"I don't want you to be in pain... I'm just telling you a fact." Guan Yanfei tried hard to break away from Guan Xinshuo's arms, but Guan Xinshuo's arms were like iron hoops, and Guan Yanfei was helpless.
She struggled for a while and finally gave up. Guan Yanfei said calmly: "Only after you have experienced pain... can you grow. We have to face it all the time. We are not unlucky... You have a wife and children by your side, and I have...
Jiang Shen and Xiao Xi... we will both be very happy."
"If...we really care about each other...if we have ever loved each other, we should want each other to have a better life..." Guan Yanfei could feel the strength of Guan Xinshuo's arm around her gradually decreasing, and the corners of her lips raised.
, "Guan Shushuo... I hope that one day we can look at each other, smile, and say to each other... We once loved, but now we all love others who are worthy of our love."
The last words finally made Guan Xinshuo let go of his arms.
——We once loved...but now we all love others who are worthy of our love.
The fact that Guan Yanfei can say this... means that she is really in the process of falling in love with Jiang Shen.
What she said is right... those who should be blessed cannot be together... Do we have to look at each other from a distance like this for the rest of our lives?
"Life is really too short. We once had the wrong relationship with the wrong person... It's beautiful. Although I don't regret it, it needs to be corrected in time!" Guan Yanfei did not turn around, but continued with a smile on her lips,
"Isn't it?"
Yes... these principles have been thought about by Guan Xianshuo countless times in the middle of the night when no one was around.
But when it came to facing Guan Yanfei... everything was forgotten.
These words coming out of Guan Yanfei's mouth can only make Guan Xinshuo feel a different kind of bitterness.
"Moreover, you once made a choice between your relationship and your children..." Guan Yanfei smiled softly, "Forgetting is a very difficult process. When it is difficult in the future... think about your children, think about them
The smiling face...you will feel that everything is not a worry anymore.”
Because every time Guan Yanfei thinks of Jiang Xirui's bright smile... her heart will feel very warm.
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ps: Today’s second update comes... there are still 5,000 words left!