"Then Uncle Xiaohui... let's hurry up and make delicious food for mom and little brother and sister!" Jiang Xirui begged, shaking Ning Xiaohui.
"Okay, okay!" Ning Xiaohui hugged Jiang Xirui and walked to the gas stove and warned, "Xiao Xi, just stand here and help Uncle Xiaohui watch... If the water gets steamy, can you call Uncle Xiaohui? Never do it.
Touch it yourself...you're too young and you'll get burned!"
After saying that... Jiang Xirui stared at the pot of boiling water on the gas stove without blinking.
Ning Xiaohui, who was cutting vegetables, turned back and glanced at Jiang Xirui, who had a serious expression on his face, with a smile on his lips.
Guan Yanfei is really very happy to have a son like Jiang Xirui.
Their relationship, even though they are not biological mother and son... is a thousand times better than that of a biological mother and son!
I don’t know... how the conversation between Jiang Shen and Sister Yan Fei went.
Jiang Shen held Guan Yanfei's hand all the way upstairs until he dragged Guan Yanfei into the room.
Jiang Shen closed the door and turned to look at Guan Yanfei, whose eyes were reddish. His throat was trembling.
Guan Yanfei glanced at the wound on the corner of Jiang Shen's lip and asked: "The corner of your mouth..."
"Yan Fei..." Jiang Shen called Guan Yan Fei's name and finally couldn't restrain his feelings, walked over and hugged Guan Yan Fei.
"Why didn't you tell me?!" Jiang Shen's voice was slightly choked, and his eyes turned red.
He believed... Guan Yanfei chose to give up going abroad because she wanted to keep this child. Otherwise... Xiaoxi wouldn't have told herself that she wanted to have the same name as her little brother and sister! Guan Yanfei told him
Xiaoxi... then he just wants to keep her and his child!
At that moment, Jiang Shen's heart was filled with regret.
I regret what I said to Guan Yanfei this morning!
I regret that I came back so late last night out of anger!
Now he recalled the way Guan Yanfei was lying on the sofa asleep and waiting for him, and his heart... suddenly felt sour.
This morning Guan Yanfei asked herself what last night meant to her...
Now, he knows what it means!
It means...she chose their child, chose...to stay with Jiang Shen! She chose...to give up her future!
However, last night, when she made up her mind that she needed him the most, he was so jealous that he was not by her side.
Jiang Shen was really upset at this moment!
Guan Yanfei was slightly startled. She stood upright and let Jiang Shen hold her.
Jiang Shen...said why not tell him...why not tell him?
Guan Yanfei was a little confused.
Could it be that... Jiang Shen knew she was pregnant?!
Guan Yanfei bit her lip lightly.
"I'm sorry..." Jiang Shen hugged Guan Yanfei tightly, "I'm sorry Yanfei... I really don't know what happened to you last night, I didn't know you weren't going abroad... I didn't know you were pregnant!
"
Guan Yanfei bit her lip with increasing force...tears fell down her eyelashes.
"I'm sorry...I didn't care about your feelings, and I said such outrageous words...I'm sorry!" At that moment, Jiang Shen really didn't know how to hold Guan Yanfei to make Guan Yanfei feel his apology.
The familiar fragrance of Jiang Shen's body came to Guan Yanfei's nose and enveloped her. The scent that originally made her feel at ease... now made Guan Yanfei feel aggrieved.
Her tears became more and more unstoppable, and she bit her lips to prevent herself from crying.
"But please... please don't say that you and others will be fulfilled. I only want you... I only want you, Guan Yanfei, for the rest of my life!" Jiang Shen's eyes were also very red.
He, Jiang Shen... had he ever coaxed a woman in such a low and condescending manner, to the point where... his voice trembled, and to the point where... his eyes turned red.
Yes, Jiang Shen's words this morning hurt Guan Yanfei so much... Guan Yanfei's words hurt Jiang Shen so much.
To bring Jiang Shen and You Huanyan together... Speaking out, Guan Yanfei hurt Jiang Shen and hurt herself even more.
So... Guan Yanfei's pain is double.
"I'm really... really afraid of losing you!" Jiang Shen's voice was slightly out of tune. He hugged Guan Yanfei tightly and buried his face in Guan Yanfei's neck. "Nothing happened between me and that woman.
...I gave her the money and left. I...didn't do anything to feel sorry for you! I really didn't..."
Guan Yanfei's arms always hang down by her side... This is what scares Jiang Shen the most!
He kept apologizing in Guan Yanfei's ear: "I'm sorry Yan Fei... I'm really sorry! From now on... I won't be like this anymore, I won't ignore your feelings... I will definitely never say such hurtful words again.
.”
Guan Yanfei bit her lip stubbornly, her tears becoming more and more uncontrollable... Even her breathing started to tremble. She raised her hand... one hand wrapped around Jiang Shen's waist, and the other hand clenched into a fist and hit Jiang Shen's back.
.
It didn't hurt... because Guan Yanfei was not very strong.
He hugged Guan Yanfei tightly and endured it!
Not to mention Guan Yanfei beating him... As long as Guan Yanfei can hug him as tightly as before, Jiang Shen doesn't mind if Guan Yanfei beats him to death.
The harder Guan Yanfei hit her, the harder Jiang Shen hugged her.
The two of them are like hedgehogs... knowing that the closer they get, the more harm they will do, but they still refuse to let go of each other... as if they will die together.
"I'm sorry Yan Fei! I'm sorry... I'm really sorry..." Jiang Shen endured Guan Yan Fei's fist, kissed Guan Yan Fei's long hair... kissed her ears... her cheeks...
Sealing her lips, the spirit tongue skillfully opened her lips and teeth, chasing her lilac.
Tears... flowed into the mouth along the lips of the two of them.
Bitterness... bloomed between the two of them.
However... after the passionate kiss, the slightly sweet fluid covered up the bitterness of the tears...
It's like the warmth and sweetness between the two of them burying the hatchet has almost covered up the previous hurt between them.
Jiang Shen's kiss almost suffocated Guan Yanfei, until their lungs could no longer bear it... Jiang Shen let go of Guan Yanfei.
He carried Guan Yanfei to the sofa and asked her to sit down, then knelt down beside Guan Yanfei and held her hand tightly...
The big hand... gently covered Guan Yanfei's abdomen.
He looked up at Guan Yanfei: "Why didn't you tell me?"
Guan Yanfei lowered her red eyes: "You didn't give me a chance to tell you."
"So... what about going abroad? When did you decide not to stay?" Jiang Shen asked again.
Guan Yanfei raised her hand to cover Jiang Shen's big hand that was still on her abdomen: "After knowing his existence..."
Jiang Shen kissed Guan Yanfei's little hand, with a smile on her lips: "Yan Fei... thank you for being willing to keep this child! Thank you... for being willing to stay with me!"
Guan Yanfei pursed her lips and said nothing, she just lowered her head.
"Yan Fei... do you still blame me?" Jiang Shen held Guan Yan Fei's hands tightly and put them on his chest, "Yan Fei... I... I really won't do it anymore!"
"Jiang Shen...you are telling me so much, isn't it because...I am pregnant with your child?" Guan Yanfei's beautiful eyes looked at Jiang Shen as if she wanted to see through Jiang Shen's heart.
Jiang Shen was stunned for a moment, then frowned: "Yan Fei... do you want me to swear? My love for you... do you doubt it?!"
"I don't know..." Guan Yanfei burst into tears as she spoke, "Your attitude now and this morning... I can't tell at the moment."
"I..." Jiang Shen gritted his teeth. He lowered his eyes and held Guan Yan Fei's hand. After a long time, he raised his head, "Yan Fei... I have never felt so inferior in front of anyone. I'm afraid... I'm really afraid.
Losing you! I...I can be sure of my love for you, but I can't be sure of your love for me!"
"I met the colleague who is going abroad with you in the supermarket today...what's his name...Mei...Mei..."
"Mei Weiwei."
Guan Yanfei calmly reminded Jiang Shen.
Guan Yanfei knew that Jiang Shen went to the store and met Mei Weiwei, and it was Mei Weiwei who called her today.
"Yes! Mei Weiwei...she told me that you would not go abroad anymore, so I hurried back to my mother to find you. My mother said...you had been gone for a while, so I hurried back...
...If I hadn’t met Guan Xingyan on the road, I wouldn’t have known you were pregnant!” Jiang Shen explained anxiously.
He raised his hand to hold Guan Yanfei's little face: "I apologize to you. I am saying this to you... not because of my child Yan Fei! I know you will not go abroad and stay with me, so I... I just
I already want to fly to your side!"
Jiang Shen squeezed Guan Yan Fei's cheek, his eyes turned red when he said: "Yan Fei... we are very close, we are as sweet and happy as any other couple! I can tell you my sincerity every day, tell you
You and I love you...you are gentle and caring to me...but Yan Fei! You never told me...you love me!"
Guan Yanfei's heart skipped a beat.
"You are very good as a wife, really very good...so good that I can't even fault you." Jiang Shen couldn't hold it back, and tears fell from the corners of his eyes. "But the more perfect you are, the more perfect you become."
The more I am afraid... I am afraid that Tang Xiao will still firmly occupy your heart! I am afraid that all your tenderness and consideration towards me are just because you are my wife!"
"Yan Fei...because I'm not sure if you love me! Even if you tell me you love me, I'm not sure if you really love me!"
Jiang Shen's voice was a little messy: "I even... I even... even want to put you in my pocket. Only I know, and I will always hold you in my hand... No one else can touch you.
!”
"God knows how much I love you!" Jiang Shen's eyes were scarlet.
This time...he opened his heart severely in front of Guan Yanfei.
He showed all his inferiority complex...his fears...his worry about gains and losses that men shouldn't have!
Jiang Shen clasped Guan Yanfei's head hard and stroked her smooth long hair: "Yan Fei... you make me feel... anyone in the world may become a threat to me, but I can't put you
Being tied to my side all the time, this feeling... you don't understand how humble my love for you is!"
Guan Yanfei's tears actually fell with Jiang Shen.
Jiang Shen's tears had blurred his pupils, making it difficult for him to see Guan Yanfei clearly, so he could only tighten his grip on Guan Yanfei harder to increase the reality that he was now with Guan Yanfei.
"Yan Fei... you always hide your thoughts in your heart, so I can't guess your heart! I love you... I always feel like walking on a thin tightrope... I am full of anxiety!
"
"You have experienced such unforgettable love... so I am even more afraid! I always feel... that love is hidden in your heart... and I, in front of that love... I feel inferior and insignificant like a grain of sand.
, the more I think about it...the more I look at it...the more I feel the fear of losing you at any time."
Jiang Shen's words... broke Guan Yanfei's heart.
Guan Yanfei never thought...that Jiang Shen, who was as arrogant as an emperor, would actually say such things to her.
So...sincere.
It turns out...that I actually made Jiang Shen'ai be so cautious and...feeling inferior?
"I heard that you didn't go abroad because of me..." Jiang Shen raised his head and said word by word, "Yan Fei... I don't want to care about anything else anymore, you are willing to stay by my side for me... that's enough
!This is enough..."
Jiang Shen raised his lips with difficulty, but the tears had already slid down his cheeks and twisted into a crystal bead falling down his chin.
Jiang Shen chuckled and shook his head: "I no longer care about whether there is a place for me in your heart, as long as you are willing to stay by my side...let me guard you! Let me see you love you...this
That’s enough!”
"I shouldn't be too greedy... I knew from the beginning that you had someone else in your heart, and from the beginning I just wanted to stay by your side."
Jiang Shen kneaded Guan Yanfei's hands, with a satisfied smile on the corners of his eyes and brows: "I got your care... I got your tenderness... That's enough! It's really enough..."
Guan Yanfei's lips moved, but apart from the spreading tears... her throat was so choked that she didn't say a single word.
"Yan Fei... I won't take it out on you because I'm sulking. From now on... I'll never say anything that hurts your heart, okay..." Jiang Shen's voice trembled, "Please forgive me, okay..."
Guan Yanfei always thought... Jiang Shen knew her heart clearly!
She thought... Jiang Shen knew!
Guan Yanfei took Jiang Shen's big hand and held it firmly.
"Jiang Shen..." Guan Yanfei let go of her clenched lips, and her tears became more intense than before.
"Well...I'm here!" Jiang Shen raised his head and looked at Guan Yanfei through the hazy tears.
"I have you in my heart!" Guan Yanfei said with difficulty, "Not a little bit...not insignificant at all! Your position...no one can replace you!"
Jiang Shen was stunned...
"That's why...you said those words...that broke my heart even more!" Guan Yanfei couldn't help crying.
Yes...if it's an insignificant person, no matter what you say...you can't hurt Guan Yanfei.
Because she has long been trained in rumors and rumors to be invulnerable.
But facing Jiang Shen...she had no armor, so she gave her softest side...to Jiang Shen.
That's why when his sharp words came fiercely, Guan Yanfei was bruised all over.
Jiang Shen looked at Guan Yanfei, who was already crying, and his heart was suddenly broken.
He sat next to Guan Yanfei and hugged Guan Yanfei. He even couldn't react... He felt a bit like a dream.
What Guan Yanfei means...is that you can be greedy, right?
What Guan Yanfei means is...she loves herself, right?
"Yan Fei..." Jiang Shen's tears stagnated in his eyes. He asked, "You mean... you love me a little bit, right? You love me... not just because I was the one who needed someone to comfort you the most.
Stand up and be your support when the time comes... You at least like me a little bit, right?"
Guan Yanfei wrapped her small hands around Jiang Shen's narrow waist and murmured into Jiang Shen's chest with a cry in her voice: "Jiang Shen... I love you!"
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