You Huanyan almost bit her mouth and her lips turned white.
"Unless you have this kind of awareness, otherwise... Guan Yanfei will be destroyed. Even if I let go of the You family because of my old feelings, the You family... will die in Tang Xiao's hands."
Every word Jiang Shen said was like a sharp blade piercing You Huanyan's heart. So... what did Jiang Shen mean by saying this? Do you want to break up with yourself?!
"Jiang Shen..." You Huanyan actually laughed, but tears were already spreading on her cheeks, "Do you mean... to separate from me?"
Jiang Shen clenched his fists.
You Huanyan stayed with Jiang Shen for three full years. The three-year relationship could not be eliminated just because Jiang Shen fell in love with Guan Yanfei.
Seeing You Huanyan like this, Jiang Shen's chest still felt a little tight.
"Huanyan..." Jiang Shen frowned, "If you need any compensation, just ask."
"Compensation, good...what a compensation..." You Huanyan staggered back two steps, her heart torn into pieces. She raised the hand that Jiang Shen had put a ring on, "Speak of compensation."
Really? I want you...I want you to give me back my Jiang Shen...I want you to give me Jiang Shen's heart! Give me that...Jiang Shen who put a ring on my face and said that I wanted to marry him.
My Jiang Shen...give that Jiang Shen back to me!"
"Huanyan..."
"Without you...what compensation do I want?!" You Huanyan cried and squatted on the ground, completely losing her usual momentum. She was like a child abandoned by her parents, hugging her knees and crying alone.
Jiang Shen stood there and watched without stepping forward to comfort him as usual.
After a long time, Jiang Shen finally walked to You Huanyan and helped her up. He wiped away the tears on You Huanyan's cheeks, frowned, and softened his tone: "I'll take you back."
"Where are you going back? Are you flying west... That is Jiang Shen and I's home. Jiang Shen once said... before we got married, that was our home. Will you and I go back?" Tears welled up in You Huanyan's eyes again,
She stared deeply at Jiang Shen with her beautiful eyes, hoping to see a trace of movement in Jiang Shen's pupils. As long as there was a trace of movement... she could catch Jiang Shen back again.
"Huanyan..." Jiang Shen's throat trembled. He owed You Huanyan an apology because he once wanted to give You Huanyan a family... and make You Huanyan the mistress of the Jiang family.
However, now, the balance in Jiang Shen's heart is tilted towards the woman who is currently in the Jiang family.
"Jiang Shen... Guan Yanfei doesn't love you!" You Huanyan tugged on Jiang Shen's sleeve, "She came to me and asked me to keep an eye on you... She said she would definitely leave the Guan family, and she finally
If you want to be with Tang Xiao, she doesn't belong to you... You are just a temporary novelty, only we are the most suitable ones, aren't we?!"
"Huanyan, let's talk about this another time... I'll take you back first." Jiang Shen took off his suit jacket and put it on You Huanyan.
You Huanyan sobbed and let Jiang Shen hold her little hand and go downstairs.
Jiang Shen's steps were a little fast, and he didn't even notice that You Huanyan was wearing high heels.
You Huanyan's heart continued to sink. It seemed... Guan Yanfei must be allowed to leave the Jiang family and Jiang Shen's side immediately.
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After Guan Yanfei coaxed Jiang Xirui to sleep, she went to see Yan Ruhua. Yan Ruhua had woken up, but was very weak...it was difficult to even hold herself up while lying on the bed.
As soon as she saw Guan Yanfei coming in, Yan Ruhua's face suddenly darkened. She half-propelled herself up with difficulty and looked at Guan Yanfei angrily, her voice hoarse and weak: "Guan Yanfei... Do you still want to put me under house arrest?"
Can’t do it?!”
Guan Yanfei walked to the bedside with the ginseng soup that had just been stewed in the kitchen and sat down: "Before I solve the matter with the Guan family, Mom... just stay at the Jiang family. You are my mother... to the whole world.
I am the only one who will not harm you."
As she spoke, Guan Yanfei blew the ginseng soup until it was no longer hot and brought it to Yan Ruhua's mouth.
Yan Ruhua straightened her body and looked at Guan Yanfei stubbornly without opening her mouth, her eyes slightly red.
Guan Yanfei put down the spoon and frowned: "Mom... I don't know what kind of soup the Guan family poured for you, and I don't know what attracted you to Guan Zhiyuan, but I ask you... at least think about me.
Ever since I was a child, I have been busy cleaning up your mess, whether it was working a few jobs or shooting nude magazines. This time... I don't want to do anything for myself, I just want to
Want... to be free."
"Aren't you free?!" If Yan Ruhua had the strength now, she would really like to slap Guan Yanfei, "Don't the Guan family give you enough?! It's because of the Guan family that you can become the Jiang family that everyone envies.
Young Mistress..."
It's still the same... No matter what she says, Yan Ruhua can't listen to her.
Guan Yanfei calmly put the soup bowl aside, took out her mobile phone and pressed the play button.
--Hello.
——Why did it take so long to answer the phone?!
Yan Ruhua didn't know what Guan Yanfei wanted her to hear, but Yan Ruhua recognized the voice as Guan Xingyan.
She raised her eyes and looked at Guan Yanfei, but Guan Yanfei just lowered his head and frowned in silence.
——Are you going to tell me the next thing you want me to do?
——Shengshi has not signed a contract with our Guan family, and your mission is not completed yet. The next thing... you think so well! Guan Yanfei, how long will it take for the injury on your head to heal?"
——A week, what’s wrong?
——Okay...after a week, pack up nicely and I'll pick you up.
——What to do?
——Go to bed with the prosperous CEO.
Yan Ruhua's heart suddenly stopped when she heard this.
——You only asked me to prevent Jiang from signing a contract with Shengshi, but that didn't include... having sex with the CEO of Shengshi!
——Only if you have sex with the CEO of Shengshi can you really stop Jiang Shen from signing a contract with Shengshi. Do you understand? I am giving you directions... If this matter is resolved cleanly, you can return the favor as soon as possible.
If you owe the Guan family, take your disabled mother and leave the Guan family!
Guan Yanfei pressed the stop button and looked up at Yan Ruhua, who looked shocked.
Yan Ruhua never thought that the Guan family... would actually treat their daughter like a prostitute!
At least... the blood flowing in Guan Yanfei's body is the blood of their Guan family! She is Guan Zhiyuan's biological flesh and blood! How could Guan Zhiyuan let his son treat their daughter like this?!
No... Guan Zhiyuan doesn't know! Zhiyuan... must not know! Yan Ruhua is desperately trying to find excuses for Guan Zhiyuan in her heart. It must be Guan Xunyan's own initiative. Zhiyuan... would not treat their daughter like this.
Seeing Yan Ruhua's trembling pupils full of struggle and pain, Guan Yanfei put away her phone and spoke in a calm and indifferent voice: "Mom, I don't know why the Guan family treated you when you were in the Guan family, but Guan Yanfei said
How did my family treat me... I also let you listen to the recording. I don’t know what you are thinking. Do you still want me to obey the Guan family’s words and become a woman who can do whatever she wants, or do you want me to fulfill my wish?
Let me be with the one I love, and it will also fulfill your self-esteem. Don't stay in the Guan family so humbly anymore..."
Yan Ruhua burst into tears at that moment. Her throat rolled and she opened her mouth to say something to Guan Yanfei, but in the end her lips trembled and she couldn't say a word.
These days in the Guan family...how do the Guan family treat her?!
Guan Jingnian never regarded Yan Ruhua as a human being from beginning to end, except for people... Yan Ruhua usually ate in the room.
And although Guan Zhiyuan, who she once fell in love with vigorously, was really kind to her...but it made Yan Ruhua feel as if there was something between them.
Except for Guan Xuzhan who always shouted "Aunt Yan, Aunt Yan...", Guan Xunyan didn't take Yan Ruhua seriously.
But that is the Guan family. That is the place that Yan Ruhua has dreamed of entering for more than twenty years. Now she has entered... and she has become Guan Zhiyuan's wife.
She is not willing to give in... She has been doing everything in heaven and earth for more than 20 years just to let Guan Zhiyuan know.
But she didn't know until a while ago that Guan Zhiyuan had never paid attention to her life since the two of them separated.
She, Yan Ruhua, was too self-righteous and thought too highly of Guan Zhiyuan's love for her. She thought... at least Guan Zhiyuan would pay attention to her news, but she was wrong.
Although Yan Ruhua knew it in her heart, she still didn't want to believe it. After all... Guan Zhiyuan was the man she had loved for so many years. In the end... Yan Ruhua was so cruel that she even lied to herself. Everything she lied to herself was Guan Jingnian.
Damn it.
She should live longer than Guan Jingnian. When Guan Jingnian dies... everything will be fine!
However, these recordings that Guan Yanfei listened to herself again and again were like stabbing Yan Ruhua's heart with a sharp knife... stabbing the world of lies she had constructed for herself into pieces.
Guan Yanfei felt heartbroken looking at Yan Ruhua like this...
It is said that mother and child are connected, and Yan Ruhua's pain... Guan Yanfei can feel it.
She took the already cold ginseng soup and brought the spoon to Yan Ruhua's lips again. Tears fell down her eyelashes: "Mom, you haven't eaten all day. Drink some ginseng soup. Don't make me worry.
.”
Yan Ruhua looked at Guan Yanfei's thin and pale face, feeling guilty welling up from the bottom of her heart.
"Yan Fei... If, I mean, if your father didn't know that your brother asked you to accompany that prosperous CEO, and didn't want to swallow up the Jiang family, all this was your brother's idea. Dad and mother really love each other...
...Are you willing to sacrifice for your mother, stop being with the Tang Xiao you mentioned, and live a good life with Jiang Shen?" Yan Ruhua held on to her last glimmer of hope.
Guan Yanfei's hand holding the spoon tightened: "If it's the other way around...what do I beg you? Please sacrifice for me...don't stay in the Guan family without self-respect, so that I can be with the person I love."
Together."
Yan Ruhua finally couldn't help crying, but Guan Yanfei said nothing, just looked at Yan Ruhua, tears falling down her eyelashes.
"Mom, I have always thought that you are stronger and braver than me. At least you can love... Even if your love is crazy, I... have known Tang Xiao for more than ten years, but I have never dared to face my own heart.
My feelings, even when he cut off his right hand to save me...I dare not face it. I blame all my concern for him and missing him on guilt, and his love...I also blame it on guilt."
Guan Yanfei raised her hand to wipe away her tears: "If I had been braver and insisted on being with Tang Xiao even if Tang Xiao was considered a bad person by the whole world, then... maybe I wouldn't have met a bad person that rainy night.
Tang Xiao will not have his hand chopped off, and we will not be separated for eight years."
"Mom, you have love... I have love too. Tang Xiao came back for me for the second time... He was brave and did not look back for me. I must not shrink back. He said he didn't want to follow me anymore.
, so this time I want to go to his side, Mom... I don’t expect you to understand me, nor do I expect you to bless me."
Guan Yanfei's voice was choked and her throat was sore. She helped Yan Ruhua put a pillow behind her back: "But now even if you hate me and blame me... I can't let you return to the Guan family and make you a threat to the Guan family.
My bargaining chip, because the person I can’t let go of the most in the whole world is you. If one day... I have nothing to do with the Guan family anymore, and they can no longer use me, that day... If Guan Zhiyuan comes to pick you up, he
Tell me... being with you has nothing to do with use or profit... it's just for love and companionship, Mom... Even if I sacrifice everything at that time, I am willing to help you, but I can't do it now."
Yan Ruhua's heart ached when she heard Guan Yanfei's confession.
Sacrificing everything about Guan Yanfei, which mother would sacrifice everything about her daughter for herself... Or Yan Ruhua could blurt out this sentence before, but... now she can't say it.
Because she, as a mother, has always done this, for herself... she keeps sacrificing her daughter.
From the first few jobs...to full-nude magazines, to marrying into the Jiang family.
Yan Ruhua's lips trembled violently.
"Mom, you used to be my idol to me." Guan Yanfei brought the ginseng soup to Yan Ruhua's mouth again. As she spoke, a smile appeared on her lips, but her tears kept falling, "Although I am you
My daughter...but her personality is very different from yours, isn't it?"
Yan Ruhua lowered her eyes and opened her mouth as she listened to Guan Yanfei's words, and finally took her first bite of the day.
Idol?
Yan Ruhua never knew that she had such a lofty position in Guan Yanfei's heart. At one time...when Guan Yanfei and herself were hysterical, she thought...Guan Yanfei should hate her from the bottom of her heart.
Keep your own.
"You dare to love and hate...you are decisive in doing things, but I have always been Nuonuo and weak...I don't even dare to say I love you." Guan Yanfei carefully fed Yan Ruhua.
"Sometimes I often think that if I had your courage, mother, my life might not be like this now." Guan Yanfei took a towel to wipe away the juice flowing out of Yan Ruhua, "But then I thought
I thought, I only need half of it...because mom, your life is like this now because you are too courageous, reckless and courageous...just look ahead."
"Xiao Fei..." Yan Ruhua's voice became hoarse, "Back then... when mom lost the gambling, you shouldn't have cared about mom... you should have gone away, just because you would clean up mom's mess... mom would be more caring
Unscrupulous.”
Guan Yanfei smiled and said: "You are my mother, how can I ignore you? Besides... I know the pain in your heart, Mom."
"Except for Guan Zhiyuan, you have never had any other man around you... Gambling is the only thing that can support your spirit. I once thought... do you want to use this method to get Guan Zhiyuan's attention?" Guan Yanfei lowered her eyes.
The spoon was brought to Yan Ruhua's lips.
Tears welled up in Yan Ruhua's eyes again. Her daughter... actually understood her so well.
She thought no one could understand.
So people say... the famous neurosurgeon Yan Ruhua was ruined by gambling, but who knows... without gambling, Yan Ruhua would have ruined himself.
Who knew that Yan Ruhua did all this to attract the attention of the man she loved so much.
It turns out that in this world...she Yan Ruhua is not alone, her daughter...understands her.
Yan Ruhua finished the bowl of ginseng soup with tears in her eyes.
"Go to bed early..." Guan Yanfei helped Yan Ruhua lie down, tucked her into bed, closed the door and left.
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ps: The first update is coming... The second update Qianqian is still writing, wait a moment... I sent it before two o'clock... My dear who is already sleepy, please go to bed first, I will read it when you wake up tomorrow morning, your health is important...