In the dim light, the stone tablet erected in front of him was a little low, a little cold, and a little desolate. Fortunately, a bouquet of flowers was placed on the cold cement base, and dozens of cigarettes were placed side by side. Su Cen placed
I opened the wine I brought with me, poured it on the cigarettes one by one, then lit one, put it in my mouth, took a few puffs, and put it next to me.
"Grandpa, I'm sorry, Cen'er is late..." Thinking that he hadn't even seen Su Jingsheng for the last time, but that things had changed in two years, Su Cen couldn't help but feel sad, and held the stone tablet and lost his voice.
Cry bitterly.
Shen Mohan stood behind her, bowed a few times to the old man, and stood there quietly, letting Su Cen vent his sorrow.
I don't know when Su Fang rushed over in the night cover, walked by and helped Su Cen up as he fell on the tombstone and cried loudly.
Su Cen stared at his brother with eyes like a rabbit, "Fangfang, tell me honestly, what happened in the past two years, how could my grandfather pass away when he was fine?! Also, how could my aunt suddenly choose to commit suicide!?
Tell me what happened!?"
Su Cen was not a fool. From her parents' calm attitude toward Su Manqing's death and their vague remarks about Su Jingsheng's sudden death, she vaguely sensed that something was wrong.
"Sister, grandpa..." Su Fang glanced at Shen Mohan hesitantly, but as soon as he opened his mouth, Shen Mohan stopped him.
"Let's go, it's getting dark, let's go back first and talk about it after we get back, okay?"
Su Fang's hesitation and Shen Mohan's obstruction made Su Cen even more confused. She pointed at Su Jingsheng's tombstone with a cold face and said sternly, "No, just say it here, Su Fang, in front of grandpa,
Tell me clearly today, otherwise I won’t have you as my brother!”.
"Cen'er, don't be like this, can you go back and talk to her?" Shen Mohan gently pulled her hand, trying to persuade her.
But the more he behaved like this, the stronger Su Cen's rebelliousness became. He shook his hand away and said angrily, "Shen Mohan, this is our Su family's business. You don't need to worry about it as an outsider. If you want to go back, you can go back by yourself."
!Besides, if you don’t let me tell you, are you doing something shameful for fear of being revealed, or are you saying that the death of grandpa and aunt has something to do with you!?”
"Sister! Don't talk about your brother-in-law like that!" Su Fang looked at Shen Mohan, who looked ugly, and scolded Su Cen in a low voice.
An 'outsider' made Shen Mo Leng feel heartbroken. He tried his best to squeeze out a wry smile, his deep eyes full of sadness, "Cen'er, in your eyes, it turns out that I have always been an outsider. No matter what I do or what I do,
I am a shameless villain who is forced to do so. No matter how humble I love you, I can't really get into your heart, can I?"
The faint voice swayed in the night, and it sounded indescribably cold, which made Su Cen's heart tremble slightly. She knew that what she had just said was a little too much, but she couldn't help but apologize, so she stood there and said:
Don't say anything.
"Brother-in-law..." Su Fang wanted to say something, but didn't know what to say, so the three of them were silent for a while.
In the end, Shen Mohan said, "Fang Fang, the night breeze is a bit cold, take your sister back early, I'll leave first" and turned around to leave.
In the night, his back looked so lonely and desolate, which made Su Cen's heart feel sour and soft. She wanted to stop him and say sorry, but when she opened her mouth, her voice became even louder.
Not a single word could come out of my throat.
"Sister, you shouldn't talk about your brother-in-law like this. In the two years since you left, your brother-in-law has done a lot for the Su family. Grandpa's death was unexpected. To be precise, it was because of my aunt..." Su Fang put on his coat
Put it on Su Cen, look at the picture of grandpa, and talk about what happened in the past two years.
"What! Because of my aunt!? How is that possible!" When Su Cen heard the news, his jaw almost dropped. Even if Su Manqing didn't like that powerful father, she wouldn't be so angry with him.
"Sister, reality is more bloody than fiction." Su Fang smiled bitterly and continued, "Did you know? The woman who made Gu Manxue commit suicide was none other than our aunt Su Manqing!"
"What!" Su Cen was even more surprised and almost collapsed to the ground when he heard the news.
"Not a few days after you left, Luo Qi, who lost her mother, came to seek refuge with her aunt Gu Manyun. But when she saw her aunt in the hospital, she recognized her and told her brother-in-law the truth that he tried so hard to hide from Gu Manyun.
After being shaken out, Gu Manyun took Luo Qi to his grandfather's place to have a quarrel. His aunt and grandfather had a big fight. Grandpa suffered a cerebral hemorrhage because he was angry. He was sent to the hospital and left without resuscitation...
"
"My father refused to forgive my aunt because of my grandfather's death. My aunt left after my grandfather's funeral and went to Thailand. There, my aunt met a big boy who she could love with all her heart and give her warmth in this life. But God seemed not to
How could he care for her? A few months ago, his aunt had a car accident on the way out for an outing with him. The boy left forever. The aunt couldn't bear the blow and jumped into the sea to commit suicide. However, she was rescued. Her mental state was very good.
No, I cried and laughed sometimes. A few days ago, my brother-in-law's men saw my aunt who was in a daze in Thailand, so they notified my brother-in-law, and he took me to pick her up. Although my father has never forgiven my aunt,
, but after seeing her condition, she softened her heart and wanted to take her home to take care of her. However, her aunt seemed to feel guilty about grandpa's death and your departure, and refused to live at home. She returned to her previous apartment alone without
Thinking about it, she finally chose to leave..."
"How could this happen? How could this happen? What kind of evil is this? It's all my fault. It's all my fault. If I hadn't always complained about her in my heart, my aunt wouldn't have taken this road in the end...
"Su Cen choked and murmured, tears falling down.
"Sister, don't be too sad, and don't blame yourself. Grandpa's death was an accident. We can't change or predict it. My aunt's life was actually quite miserable. Death is a kind of relief for her..."
Su Fang gently patted Su Cen's shoulder and comforted her with red eyes, "Sister, these brothers-in-law don't want you to know this, just because they are afraid that you will blame yourself. He really cares about you. Please stop torturing each other, okay?
Come to him."
Su Cen didn't say anything, he just hugged his brother and cried heartbrokenly.
In the next few days, Su Cen returned to Su's house to work on Su Manqing's funeral. Both she and her father decided to make her funeral more dignified, because Su Manqing was very strong when she was alive and didn't want to be worse than others in anything, so,
During her funeral, Su Cen didn't want her to go away so lonely and desolate.
Su Cen was just about to contact the funeral home when he heard a noise coming from the entrance. When he looked up, he saw that it was Shen Mohan who was back.
Su Cen unconsciously paused the movements of her hands. She had been living in this apartment these days. The reason why she did not live in Su's house was because she was afraid of her mother and forced her to ask her about what happened with Shen Mohan before.
After waiting for several days, it would be too pretentious to mention staying in a hotel again, so she refrained from mentioning it.
Shen Mohan looked at her and asked calmly: "It's not even ten o'clock, why did you wake up so early?" After a pause, he added: "I just went to the company and brought you breakfast by the way.
." Then he raised the plastic bag in his hand.
Su Cen unconsciously gathered his nightgown, then stood up and followed Shen Mohan to the restaurant.
After returning from the cemetery that day, Shen Mohan didn't come back for several days, and even when he came back, it was indifferent.
Shen Mohan went to the kitchen to get bowls and chopsticks, poured the porridge into the bowl, and then spoke: "I asked Ling Yue to bring Yang Yang over yesterday."
Su Cen's hand holding the spoon paused, "Why did you let him come here? How can you take care of him when you are busy here?"
Shen Mohan knew that she didn't mean what she said. Last night, she and the little guy were on the phone for more than an hour. When he got up and went to the next room to see her this morning, her phone fell on the carpet, and it was still covered with Yangyang.
I probably fell asleep looking at the photos last night.
He didn't point it out, he just said: "I haven't seen him for a few days, I'm a little worried, so it's just right to take him over."
Su Cen pursed his lips and said no more, just lowered his head and drank the porridge.
In fact, Yangyang was supposed to be here, Shen Mohan thought, and their family was supposed to be here.
In the afternoon, Ling Yue sent Yang Yang back. After Shen Mohan received the call, he glanced at Su Cen who was resting on the table and quietly went downstairs to pick him up.
In the elevator, Shen Mohan said to the little guy: "Let's go in quietly later and scare mommy -" After saying that, he felt something was wrong again, so he changed his words: "How about giving mommy a big surprise?"
He originally wanted Yangyang to hide in the room, but little did he know that as soon as the little guy saw his mother sleeping there, he couldn't help but howl and pounce on her, shaking her mother while acting coquettishly.
Su Cen immediately woke up and looked at Yang Yang who suddenly appeared in front of her. She wondered if she was dreaming again. She glanced at Shen Mohan standing next to her before she woke up.
After the initial surprise, she started talking again: "Did you not eat well? Why did you lose weight?"
Ling Yue, who was just walking in, heard this and wanted to rush to Su Cen to express his loyalty: "Conscience of heaven and earth, sister-in-law, Yangyang is definitely not thin. I am the one who is thin!"
When Su Cen saw him, he had really lost weight. He couldn't help but smile, and then said, "Thank you for your hard work these days."
Originally, Su Cen planned to visit the cemetery with her parents in the afternoon, but now that the little one had just arrived, she couldn't go either, so she stayed at home with him, and while searching for information on various cemeteries, she called Su Fang and asked him to
Take the little guy back to show his parents.
In the end, she just went to get a glass of water on the way, and when she came back, she saw the little guy mumbling to himself in front of the computer screen.
"What kind of place is this? Mom, are you going to take me to the park? But why are there so many flagstones?"
Su Cen heard from the side and hurriedly drove him away and said, "Be good, wash your hands and eat. My uncle will come to pick us up in the evening."
During dinner, Shen Mohan stared at Su Cen and suddenly said: "I think Yangyang is very happy today."