In the bathroom, there was a new set of toothbrushes and cups placed by the pool. The towel hanging there was a brand new orange-red, side by side with Nie Yunfeng's old navy blue towel. Luo Xia lowered his eyes and mechanically
I took the toothbrush and started grooming.
When she walked out of the door, she saw that Nie Yunfeng had placed the dishes neatly on the table and was standing in front of the table waiting for her. When she got closer, she saw a very simple breakfast of poached eggs and a glass of milk. But Luo Xia had the urge to cry.
In the past, she was taken care of at home every day and never felt anything was wrong. But now, every bit of warmth made her feel touched.
He lowered his head, took a bite of the poached egg, and dropped it into the cup with tears in his eyes. Nie Yunfeng sat across from him and paused, lowered his eyes and pretended not to notice, and continued to drink milk from his cup.
When a person falls, instead of rushing to help her stand up, let her go through the process and get up alone.
The silence on the dining table lasted until they were about to finish eating. Nie Yunfeng put down his chopsticks and said, "Xia Tian, let's go out to buy some things later." Luo Xia was slightly stunned, not quite understanding what he meant, but she saw him raising his hand to gesture.
Getting out of the house, "This place is too shabby. I need to add a bed and buy some daily necessities. I don't know what girls want to buy. Can we go together?"
Luo Xia blinked several times, her eyes brightened by the tears before, and she finally understood the meaning of Nie Yunfeng's words, and asked with a stutter: "You...you mean...I live here?"
Nie Yunfeng resisted the urge to reach out and touch her hair, and said sincerely: "Xia Tian, will you let me take care of you? If you stay here, I will rest assured." Luo Xia felt that the tears she had just withdrawn were about to well up again, and from Luo Xia
After leaving home, she had nowhere to go. She wanted a shoulder to lean on and cry loudly, but the sky above her head had collapsed. Who else could she rely on?
She walked blankly on the street, penniless, her feet were numb, she was tired and hungry, and she was on the verge of emotional collapse. When she couldn't walk anymore, she found that she had walked to Nie Yunfeng's door without knowing it. It was like
Following the call of her heart, she came here and sat quietly on the threshold, waiting for the return of the young man who smiled warmly at her.
She had a feeling in the dark that Nie Yunfeng would give her support, warmth, safety and protection. This was the voice and answer in her heart. She was homeless, but there really was such a person in this world who would
Be nice to her as always.
Nie Yunfeng looked at the girl in front of him, with tears in his eyes again. He sighed softly, then stepped forward to ruffle her hair, patted her shoulder and said, "Silly girl, let's go." He pulled away after saying that.
Her hands walked out the door.
What he wanted was not to be touched and grateful, but he couldn't let go of Xia Tian. Whether it was man-made or natural factors, they once made them go far away, but in the end they came back to the starting point.
The two of them walked into the mall hand in hand, but after looking around, they backed out. Because the furniture in the mall was so expensive, Nie Yunfeng got up early in the morning and ran there while Luo Xia was still sleeping.
I got a salary advance from my boss, but for such a large shopping mall, my pockets are really poor. I can only buy a bed if I spend it all. In that case, I won't be able to buy other daily necessities, not to mention that they still have a living.
The reality is always so helpless. People often shout loudly and generously: Money is not everything. But when you don’t have money and need to use it, you will regret it when you use it. The two of them can only walk into the second-hand market.
After visiting many homes, I finally settled on a wooden bed.
Originally, Nie Yunfeng didn't want to be so simple. He wanted to do his best to give Xia Tian a better life, but Luo Xia insisted that he would try to sleep on a wooden bed and learn to get used to life. He had to leave the address with the shop owner for delivery. He planned to
Then buy some cloth to make a curtain, because his house is only a dozen square meters. Except for the bathroom and kitchen, which are separated, the rest of the area is squeezed in there.
It would be okay if he lived alone. Luo Xia was a girl, so she could squeeze into the room with him without any scruples. Pulling a piece of cloth as a curtain could divide the room in half, making it two rooms.
He firmly disagreed with buying second-hand electrical appliances because they were afraid of poor quality and wasting money. But when he went to see the air conditioner, Luo Xia shook his head again and said with a smile that a fan would be enough, as the natural wind would cool him down. Nie Yunfeng felt very uncomfortable, she
Although the smile is on her face, the smile is not in her eyes, and her eyes are filled with a touch of sadness. She is not only compromising with reality, but also compromising with life.
He didn't insist and bought a floor-standing fan, and agreed with the boss to come and pick it up later. Because he had to buy daily necessities later, and Luo Xia was about to start school in a month, so he had to prepare the tuition fee.
There are many aspects to consider, whether you can save money or you must save money. You even have to consider whether you need to change jobs, or work another job in your spare time.
When she entered the supermarket to buy daily necessities, Nie Yunfeng didn't interrupt anymore and just followed Luo Xia to help push the cart. The items put in the cart were all at the lowest price in the same category. Even the clothes, she didn't want to buy anymore.
I went to the mall to buy some and chose a few simple T-shirts and jeans from the entire row of wardrobes in the supermarket.
A dull pain was knocking on Nie Yunfeng's heart. Why should the thin shoulders of the girl in front have to bear this? Shouldn't she be held in the palm of her hand like a princess? He secretly swore in his heart that one day, he must let the summer pass.
Live a good life. It will no longer be like today, with constraints everywhere and poverty in everything.
God is actually the best at fooling people. When Nie Yunfeng was studying seriously and aiming to apply for psychology, something happened in Luo Xia's family. Faced with this situation, he immediately chose to take care of her to the end and provide for her.
If he wanted to study, he would inevitably have to give up his studies. This was the thought that flashed through his mind that day.
But a week later, the admission notice was delivered to my home by the postman, and it was in Luo Xia's hands.
After opening the envelope, Luo Xia looked at it and was extremely happy: "Nie Yunfeng, you are really good. It is very difficult to pass the psychology department of J University." Indeed, J University in Roucheng is very famous in the Department of Psychological Science.
Students flocked to this city one after another, which was one of the reasons why he applied for this school.
After such a period of time, Luo Xia's mood calmed down a lot. She lived in this small house and felt peaceful every day. There was nothing she needed to do or worry about. She was not a person who was obsessed with sadness.
, although the pain was deep-rooted, it was slowly healed because of the meticulous care of someone beside me.
It was under such circumstances that I received the admission notice from Nie Yunfeng, and the major he applied for was psychology, so I instinctively felt happy for him. I remember that once, she suggested that he become a psychiatrist, but he actually listened.
My own words filled my heart with sweetness.
But Nie Yunfeng just glanced at the notice casually, smiled lightly, and showed no enthusiasm.
Luo Xia asked in surprise: "Are you unhappy?"
"I'm not unhappy, I don't plan to read it." He didn't want to hide it from her, because if he didn't report it by then, she would naturally know it. Luo Xia stared and asked doubtfully: "Why?"
Nie Yunfeng said the reason he had thought about for a long time: "I have no intention of studying. This college entrance examination is just a matter of interest to prove my strength. Now that I have proven it, there is no need to spend more time on things I don't like.
It’s time.” The understatement, coupled with the indifference on his face, seemed to be true.
In fact, it was not the case. This college entrance examination was the most serious one he had ever taken. After completing the questions, he revised them from beginning to end. Because he wanted to ensure that he could be admitted to the psychology department of J University. Of course, if he failed to pass the exam this time,
He was also ready to re-study for another year. So he was looking forward to this notice before Luo Xia came.
But now there is no other way. In addition to the rent and living expenses from his summer job, the rest was used to reserve for tuition. But with Luo Xia's arrival, the expenses increased in vain and were basically used up, so even if he missed J University,
It was impossible. But he did not regret it. On the contrary, because of Luo Xia's trust in him, the two of them could live together again. He could see her every day and felt very happy.
What he was worried about was Luo Xia's tuition. She was penniless, and school was about to start in more than two weeks, and the tuition had not yet been paid. She had to wait until he got his salary at the end of this month. He had already started looking for money.
Another part-time job, preferably one that can pay you daily wages. Money has become a necessity and a luxury for them at this moment.
Nie Yunfeng was stuck in his own thoughts for a moment, and did not notice that the person next to him had not spoken for a long time. When Ruosue raised his head to look, he found tears in the girl's eyes again.
Luo Xia asked sadly: "Nie Yunfeng, did you not go to college because of me?" Just think about it for a moment and you will know the reason. The reason is not as insignificant as he said.
. But how could she ask him to sacrifice for herself? Nie Yunfeng stretched out his hand to smooth the wrinkles between her eyebrows, and smiled softly: "Xia Tian, there is nothing for you or anything. If I, Nie Yunfeng, want to be a psychiatrist, I can do it even if I teach myself.
Chengcai, I don’t want to go to school and be constrained by that.”
With a proud tone and high-spirited eyebrows, it seems like he should be like this.
But Luo Xia refused, shook his head and said: "No, you have to go to this university, don't worry about me. If the tuition is not enough, I will work part-time, and you can study part-time. If you have good grades, you will get a scholarship, so you won't need it then."
I'm worried about tuition fees." Her idea was actually very simple. She was homeless anyway, and because Nie Yunfeng took her in, she didn't have to live on the streets.
Not to mention what I can do in return, at least I can't let him lose the opportunity to go to college because of me.
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The reason why pessimistic people are pessimistic is because they live in sober reality all the time. No one can avoid facing troubles and no one can have everything go as they wish; the reason why those optimistic people have a good attitude is just because they choose
In order to escape the cruel reality, learn to hide your heart. Even if it really makes you bruised and bruised, you will say no with a smile.