Lu Cheng helped Luo Xia apply for an American passport, and arranged for her to go to New York, where he had studied abroad. He had power there and everything was under his control.
During this period of time, he had seen everything with his eyes. Since Luo Xia seemed to be inseparable from Nie Yunfeng no matter what, she would find an opportunity to break through every obstruction and throw herself into the sea of fire again, but he couldn't bear to punish her.
She, then the only way left is to send her away to a place beyond Nie Yunfeng's reach and cut off all her thoughts.
It just so happens that it can cut off Nie Yunfeng's retreat, and at the same time, he can firmly hold the bargaining chip in his hand, hold his lifeline, and make him never have the heart to rebel. This is the rule followed by those who are in charge of the underworld. You have to turn your hand over for Yun Feng.
For rain, how can you control people's hearts without resorting to some means?
The day before leaving, Luo Xia came to the door of Nie Yunfeng's residence again. Because it was still daytime, she knew that Nie Yunfeng would not be inside, but he would always come back at a certain time. She leaned on the door panel and recalled that they had been there before.
I spent a limited amount of good time in the house, recalling the tenderness and affection of that night.
If she had thought about this in the past, she might have blushed. But now, she recalls every detail and every emotion, because this is the only comfort in her exhausted soul. She doesn't care about eternity, she only cares about what she once had and how many lovers sang to her.
But she felt that the person who said this must have never truly loved. If he had loved, how could he not want to stay with the person he loved deeply forever? Even if it was every minute and every second, she did not want to leave Nie Yunfeng.
Perhaps she should be thankful that she and Nie Yunfeng once had so much sweetness, had good times together, and had a dreamlike and beautiful love. She gave him all the many firsts in her life. And
She also knew that Nie Yunfeng gave him many firsts for her. So she did not regret loving him!
Her mind was wandering in her memories, and when she felt a dark shadow in front of her, she raised her head belatedly. The familiar face was engraved in her eyes, and she looked at it almost greedily, wanting every bit of him.
They are all engraved in my heart, because this may be the only thing I can remember in the future.
Nie Yunfeng frowned and looked at Luo Xia. In just a few days, she had lost so much weight. From the angle where he stood, through the light in the corridor, he could almost see the slender blood vessels under her skin. And because her cheeks had lost weight,
The eyes look particularly big.
Xia Tian, why are you still coming? Haven't I done enough? But I can't say any more ruthless words.
In fact, when he was taken to the police station during the "Prince" incident and later transferred to the detention center, someone came to see him. That man had sharp eyebrows and starry eyes, was handsome and elegant, and his face was solemn after years of baptism, and he was not angry.
Self-prestige.
He said: Nie Yunfeng, if you can't even take care of yourself, why bother dragging someone else to accompany you to hell?
Maybe that's how it came about. That person was right. He couldn't even control his own destiny and had fallen into an endless abyss. How could he drag Xia Tian into hell with him? That would be a disaster. So when
After he was acquitted without any accidents, and saw Mr. Hong's unexpected death, he made a decision in his heart.
Taking advantage of Ali's persuasion, he went to Lucheng's company and had a confidential talk with him.
The content of the secret conversation was very simple, which was to make a deal with Lu Cheng. He surrendered to him and gave him all Hong Ye's opportunities unconditionally, including loyalty to him and even swearing a vow. But the only condition was,
He just asked Lu Cheng to let Luo Xia go free, keep her away from right and wrong, and get out of this dark spiral.
Since the devil has fallen into hell, there is no need to drag the angel into it. The angel should return to the space where the angel is.
Lu Chengben disagreed and even asked him with a sarcastic smile: "Nie Yunfeng, why do you negotiate terms with me?"
He replied calmly and firmly: "Brother Cheng, we are taking a road to hell. If you really love her and have a little bit of compassion for her, let her go. At least, let her free herself.
Outside of this dark world, you definitely don’t want incidents like the ‘Prince’ shooting to happen to her again.”
Lu Cheng was silent. He was a good ruler and a shrewd businessman. When weighing the pros and cons, he was a win-win person. And from his perspective, he could interpret the concept of freedom more than Luo Xia.
The arrangements were made in a safe and secure way, so in the end he nodded. But he also made a request: Nie Yunfeng should stop Luo Xia's love thoughts.
The reason why a transaction is called a transaction is that there must be weights on both ends of the scale, but they may not necessarily be equal. And Nie Yunfeng had already planned this after making that decision, since he knew that he was taking a road of no return.
, how could you leave your beloved behind?
I remember Ali once told him that there was a time when he was addicted to drugs and was involved in the underworld. He would always be able to touch some taboos involuntarily. The taboos on drugs have reached such a level that it is unavoidable to be exposed to them.
That day, when he came out of Lucheng's study and went back with Alie, he asked: "Alie, how did you quit drugs before?"
Ali felt a little surprised and turned his head to look at him. Seeing that his expression was calm, he smiled and said, "I am in a drug rehabilitation center and have compulsory drug rehabilitation."
"Is it difficult?"
"It's very difficult. It can be said that life is worse than death."
Nie Yunfeng was silent for a while and then asked: "Then how long did it take you to quit?"
"It took me two months to enter the drug rehabilitation center. Brother Cheng had something to do for me, so I couldn't stay there all the time. It took me a whole year to really quit." Once you become addicted to drugs,
, if you don’t inhale, it will be worse than death.
"One year...heh, it's not a long time."
If Rorschach is his drug, then even if it takes longer than a year to quit, he must do so.
I looked down at her again, my chest contracting and hurting. Finally I turned away, walked around her, took the key, opened the door, walked in, and closed the door. The whole movement was very coherent, with almost no stagnation in my mind.
Before Luo Xia had time to react, the phantom that he thought was still appearing in his memories had disappeared before his eyes. Looking back, he saw a closed door, separated by two people, so close at hand, but his heart felt like the world was far away.
Originally, she came to him and had many things to say. She would be leaving early tomorrow morning. She couldn't just leave nothing behind. She had to say something and explain something. But suddenly, through a door,
I lost my language.
What should she say? Let him wait for her? She is gone with no time to return, why should she let him wait? Or say some vows of love, or make a promise that she will find him eventually? But whether it is the "promise" of the promise or
The "oaths" of oaths are all spoken without meaning. No matter how much you say them, they are just pale and meaningless words.
But she was unwilling to just stand outside the door without being able to see him. So she stood up and knocked on the door softly at first, then more and more forcefully. In the end, she was almost slamming the door hard. Nie Yunfeng didn't come to open the door.
I don't know if it was because of the good sound insulation, but no sound could be heard inside, not even the sound of footsteps, or maybe he had already entered the room and ignored her at all.
He took out his cell phone and pressed the numbers skillfully. As soon as it was connected, the ringtone started singing behind the door. Tears burst out of his eyes instantly. Luo Xia couldn't help himself anymore. He was there, he was behind the door, and he didn't even take a step.
Go away.
There is really only a door between them.
No longer knocking on the door, he leaned his back against the door, imagining that he must be leaning on the door like this. Then if the door was pulled away, they would stand back to back. This could be regarded as a kind of mutual dependence.
When the phone was disconnected, she dialed again, over and over again, and she finally heard clearly the melody of the ringtone on the phone behind the door.
It's love.
Cut the love into pieces and blow it to the sea with the wind
There are many things that can be understood more clearly after tears have washed them away
As naive as I am, I open my hands and think I can support the future
And who guarantees that love will never be stained with dust?
Cut the love into pieces and blow it to the sea with the wind
The more deeply I am hurt, the more I understand that love must be let go
It's me who shouldn't. Why do I care about you and become dependent on you?
Let the passion turn into hurt in the blink of an eye
...
Following the melody, she hummed at first, and then gradually learned the lyrics by heart, and started singing in a low voice, but by the end of the song, her voice was choked with sobs. Nie Yunfeng, have you decided to cut off our love?
The phone was about to run out of battery. Suddenly, I changed my mind and stopped dialing. Instead, I started typing with my fingers flying, praying in my heart: Don’t cut off the power, don’t cut off the power! Soon, six words were typed on the screen: Nie Yunfeng, I
Love you. Just when I was about to send it, a weak "beep" came, and then the screen went black, extinguishing the last bit of light.
Is this called destiny? They are destined to be separated, they are destined not to see each other again, and they are destined not to be able to convey even the last words of love at this moment! She began to cry bitterly, and she couldn't hold on anymore and slid down. Since the last time, her father suffered a disaster.
After that, for the first time, I cried hysterically. The whole corridor and even behind the door were filled with heart-wrenching cries, torturing someone's heart.
After crying, her voice gradually stopped, leaving only sobs. She began to sing softly in her mouth, even though she was often interrupted by sobs, but she still sang like this. If this was what Nie Yunfeng wanted to tell her, then she would sing it again
Singing everywhere, singing to myself and others.
The last time.
It's dawn, and her flight is at eight o'clock sharp.
He looked back at the closed door again, his eyes dim, but he walked into the elevator resolutely.
Nie Yunfeng listened as the footsteps gradually faded away until they disappeared. He knew that she was gone... His feet, which had been frozen all night, could no longer bend. He opened the door, and sure enough, there was no one outside. This time,
He would never see Xia Tian rushing towards him again.
When her eyes turned slightly, she found a sticky note stuck on the door. She was startled for a moment, and gently peeled off the paper. Before she had time to look at it, she suddenly felt an urgent and strong desire to look at her again.
One last look.
He quickly ran to the window and saw Luo Xia walking out of the door downstairs, without even looking back, and kept moving forward.
He hid behind the curtains, staring at the farther and farther back, so weak and yet so strong! He knew that his Xia Tian had always been strong, and she would not be knocked down by reality. After leaving him, she would live a better life.
Very peaceful.
Holding the crumpled piece of paper tightly in her hand, she gently spread it out and looked at it in the light outside. She saw a neat line of words written on it: Nie Yunfeng, I love you, let's break up!
Let’s break up! These are the heartless words he just said a few days ago. Today she wrote them on the paper with a firm hand. Her vision finally blurred, tears dripped on the paper and melted the handwriting of the pen, so those few words
It's also starting to get blurry.
He knew that they were done, he was done with her, and he had truly lost her!
I crumpled the paper into a ball and threw it on the ground. The tears streaked across my cheeks, leaving long tears. I covered my heart and squatted on the ground, feeling extremely painful...
Summer, I will let you go and give you the sky. Go and find a man who can love you sincerely and simply! This is the last thing I can only do for you.
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In a person's life, there will always be some unbearable lightness. In my life, it is just you. One day, you will understand me. I bet all my future happiness on the hope that one day you will understand.
I hope that many years from now, you will still have a smile on your face when you occasionally think of me in a certain moment.
The author has something to say: bursting into tears~~~