Fa Lai Temple has arrived, Nie Yunfeng gently put Luo Xia down, and the two walked into the temple hand in hand. They did not go to burn incense or worship Buddha first, but went all the way into the dining room, where the monks in the temple were eating, and there were also
There were a few pilgrims inside.
Luo Xia was slightly surprised. She had been here many times, but she had never entered the dining room or eaten the vegetarian food here. However, she saw Nie Yunfeng walking up to him in a familiar manner and saying hello to the monk inside.
, he received two portions of vegetarian meals, then took her to find a table to sit down, and then said: "Eat and see, the vegetarian food here is very good."
Luo Xia moved her lips, remained silent, and started eating. In fact, she wasn't very hungry, because the two of them got up late, and had breakfast at nearly ten o'clock. Thinking of the reason for getting up late, Luo Xia couldn't help but smile.
Hong. Quickly put his thoughts aside, this Su Zhai was indeed as he said, it tasted pretty good.
But, how did he know that she has been very fond of vegetarian food in recent years? Is it because she only used vegetables when we had meals for more than a month? Then he was really observant. At that time, I didn’t know who said it, if I asked the Bodhisattva
Whatever she asks for will come true if she is sincere, so since she cannot come back every year to fulfill her wish, she can only give up eating meat and eat vegetarian food to show her sincerity.
No matter whether his ability to turn bad things into good fortune or not had anything to do with her fasting, she still saw him alive. Therefore, this habit stuck and she couldn't change it.
After lunch, Nie Yunfeng took her hand and went to the temple to burn incense and worship Buddha in the Buddhist hall. Finally, they came to the fortune-seeking stall beside the entrance of Falai Temple. When entering the door, Luo Xia noticed that the blind man before
The old monk has changed. Now he is a very young monk, with a serious face and no smile at all.
Next to it was a statue of Jade Guanyin. After the two people paid homage, they walked to the place where they wanted to ask for a fortune. Nie Yunfeng stuffed the money into the box, but had no intention of asking for a fortune. Luo Xia grabbed him and asked, "Why don't you ask for a fortune?"
I asked for one, and it was labeled: Li. It directly hit her current fate. She was separated from her father, and she was separated from Nie Yunfeng.
But Nie Yunfeng shook his head and said: "No."
The young monk's eyebrows moved, and he raised his eyes and looked over, "The donor has not asked for anything, so how can we judge whether it is inappropriate or not?"
Nie Yunfeng pursed his lips and remained silent, his mind was indeed uncertain. Whether it was the Bodhisattva or the lottery, he thought it was inaccurate. At the beginning, he asked the Bodhisattva that he would stay thousands of miles away from Nie Yunfeng in the summer and never come back again.
He even promised that as long as Xia Tian was safe, he would rather never see her again.
But today, many years later, not only did he and her meet, they were both safe.
Therefore, those wishes were just a process in his heart, and they were countless. But even so, he still wanted to bring her back, because they met here without seeing each other, and the road down the mountain was the longest in his life.
A difficult time, knowing that Xia Tian was getting further away from him step by step, knowing that she was in this temple, but he couldn't turn back or look back.
Later, he developed a habit. On that day every year, he would go up the mountain alone, without burning incense and worshiping Buddha. He would just sit quietly beside the old monk for a while. In the third year, the old monk suggested that he go to the vegetarian hall to eat vegetarian food.
, he said that after swallowing the vegetarian food, his heart became calm. So, every year he came here, he had a habit of walking into the dining hall to have a vegetarian meal, and then sitting with the old monk. Until the fifth year, that is, the year before last, the old monk
Finally he passed away, and when he came he had changed into the monk he is now.
I don't know why, but he suddenly felt extremely desperate. This place was the only place where he could finally find an intersection with Xia Tian, and the old monk was also the last person they had an intersection with, because half an hour before and after that year, they both met the old monk.
He talked and wrote his name in his notebook. But the old monk was gone, so what was left? The only intersection was gone.
From that day on, he never asked a private detective to look for Luo Xia. He thought that he would never be able to find her in his entire life. In the next two years, he did not go up the mountain again until today, when he suddenly had the idea to come here.
Look, take her with you.
It was not to pray for the Buddha but to repay the old monk's last favor. In the fifth year, when he came, he found that the old monk was not there. Now, after asking his name, the young monk handed him a note.
It was said that the blind monk asked him to leave it to him before he died. There was only one word on the note: circle.
He didn't understand what it meant at the time, but now he understands that the old monk sent a message that he could reunite with Luo Xia, and now they are really reunited. He did not tell her these things, and those heartaches and despairs were unnecessary.
Let her know, hold her hand tightly, and smile at the corner of your lips.
On the way down the mountain, Nie Yunfeng still carried Luo Xia on his back. Neither of them spoke, but their hearts were very calm. When they reached the car at the bottom of the mountain, Nie Yunfeng put her down. Luo Xia was about to walk to the passenger seat when she heard a deep voice.
Came from behind: "Xia Tian, marry me."
Her back stiffened, her mind went blank for a moment, and she turned around slowly. Nie Yunfeng was about two meters away from the car, staring at her with his dark eyes. The sun that had poked its head out after the snow stopped was behind him, and the sunlight was shining on him.
His short hair made him look less cold and more warm. He walked up to her, walked around the front of the car, and came to her.
Looking down, Luo Xia reached out to hold her hand. Luo Xia raised her eyes slightly and met his eyes. She was calm, gentle, and could not be rejected. It was the emotion in his eyes that was a bit impatient, and the darkness almost swallowed her up.
Luo Xia suddenly pulled away her hand and took a step back, "I..." The words of rejection were not spoken, but her body language said everything. Nie Yunfeng's eyes darkened. He did not expect that she would show resistance.
It was so obvious. Although he was actually not prepared, the idea came to him suddenly. He would carry her up the mountain, eat vegetarian food together on the mountain, reminisce about the past together, and then carry her all the way down the mountain. A sudden thought occurred to him.
A strong desire to stay together for a lifetime.
But, she didn't want to.
The way back seemed a little dull. At this time, the silence between the two of them was no longer loud. Until they reached the downstairs of Luo Xia's apartment, Nie Yunfeng did not ask to go up again, but sent her to the door, leaned over and kissed her softly.
He said: "I will come back to you later."
Looking at the dark figure turning away, Luo Xia suddenly felt sad. He looked so lonely. But at that time, it was all a subconscious behavior, there was no instruction in his mind, and his body had already rebounded.
Just because Nie Yunfeng's words came too suddenly, she thought about forgiving him and wanted to be with him, but getting married... seemed not ready yet.
Later that day, Luo Xia lay down in bed and prepared to fall asleep, but she didn't receive a call from Nie Yunfeng. She stayed awake all night, thinking a lot, thinking of the years of separation between the two, and the very short two years she spent with him.
I thought of the way he kissed me almost obsessively last night, and of his lonely back when he left in the afternoon. I couldn't help but wonder, was he angry?
Tempered into sorrow, in fact, he was the poison that she couldn't get rid of.
The next day, Luo Xia got up exhausted. After a sleepless night and the crazy love the night before, her whole body was extremely depressed. Just after she finished washing, she heard the doorbell ringing, and she felt happy, maybe he was here.
.
He hurriedly ran to open the door, but when he saw the person behind the door clearly, disappointment flashed in his eyes.
Mo Jinghan said with a smile on his lips: "Summer, you won't be so disappointed when you see me." He glanced at the room and asked again: "Are you waiting for him? Oh——, he has entered the house."
Luo Xia forced a smile, but because of her bad complexion, her smile was a bit ugly. Mo Jinghan stopped playing, walked into the door, looked around and asked, "What's wrong? Did he do something again?"
Did this make you sad?" Why doesn't that boy Nie Yunfeng know how to cherish it at all? Every time an opportunity is created for him, he doesn't know how to take advantage of it.
But after hearing Luo Xia describe the process in detail, he couldn't help but sigh. Although he didn't think that Nie Yunfeng chose the right time to propose to Luo Xia, and he didn't even prepare a ring before trying to get his hands on his "wife"
, but still showed sympathy to the man.
Sometimes, the most direct reaction is more hurtful than words. Luo Xia's obvious resistance to him must have made him very frustrated. Looking at the lost person, he couldn't help but sigh and said: "Summer, you are such a contradiction.
people."
Luo Xia was slightly startled and looked at him doubtfully.
Mo Jinghan said in a deep voice: "Before I met you, I didn't know what kind of person you were. After I met you, I have been by your side for so many years and I can see clearly that you have hatred and resentment towards him.
, but you can admit death to the point of not looking at others, even me. You want to see him, but you avoid him. After seeing him, you are unwilling to accept the past, but you can't let him go. The span of time has no meaning to you.
I dare say that if you don't return to Roucheng in seven years, you will either wither and wither like a flower, or you will continue to wait aimlessly."
Will this happen? Luo Xia asked herself in her heart, but there was no answer. She raised her eyes, feeling sad, "Jinghan, is it because I don't love him enough?" Mo Jinghan shook his head: "No, it's not not enough, it's
Too much. You can’t see his pain, you can’t see him having other women, and you can’t see those things that may have happened. You care about all these things, but you just don’t say it on your face, so at the moment, you will refuse
Gut reaction.”
Mo Jinghan's words went straight to her heart, revealing the selfishness deep in her heart without reservation. Indeed, she cared about those things, especially that Nie Yunfeng had another woman. When he created pleasure in her
Proficient, and his deep understanding of those skills all indicate that he had a woman before she came back. These things are not groundless, they are real.
She was unwilling to give in, so why did he already go through hundreds of battles after she had stayed for him for seven years?
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The word "yuan" can be understood as: the circle of reunion, the circle of perfection, and the circle of realizing dreams.