At an altitude of 30,000 feet, the stewardess walked by with a completely different mood.
Because Jinse was sitting next to me, my mood was very different from when I came here.
The stewardess walked by and couldn't help but take a few more glances. Yan Jue had no idea. His handsome face had sharp edges and corners, as noble and elegant as a god.
After a long flight, there was silence in the first class cabin.
Jinse leaned in his arms and gradually fell asleep.
In the dream, she was hugged tightly in someone's arms, so intimately. The man stretched his hands tremblingly towards her body, acting wildly. He kissed her, "Jinse, who am I?"
Jinse suddenly woke up from her dream. The man's voice was not that of Yan Jue.
She looked forward blankly, wondering whether this dream was real or not. There was no way to know.
"What's wrong?" Yan Jue hugged him with one arm and lightly touched her hair with his cool fingertips.
Jinse shook his head, "Nothing."
"Take a rest for a while. I'll call you when I get home."
Jinse nodded, then closed his eyes, but found it difficult to fall asleep. When he got off the plane, he was still awake.
…
Before the plane landed, Yan Jue woke up Jinse. She opened her sleepy eyes and looked at him listlessly, like a confused child.
"Look, your hair is all messed up." He reached out and tucked it behind her ears, revealing a pair of transparent ears.
After the stewardess on the plane saw this scene, she looked at Jinse with great envy. If such an outstanding man was willing to do this for her, she would have been moved to death by now.
A woman who can be treated tenderly by him is truly happy.
They got off the car at the airport in City A. After five years of absence, Jinse once again stood on the land of City A.
A long-lost feeling came to my mind. Among the people coming and going at the airport, some people passed by and quietly looked at the man and woman standing at the exit. The man was handsome and the woman was beautiful. In this era of judging faces, it is obvious that outstanding appearance can easily attract attention.
"Look, that guy is so handsome!" A female companion said, grabbing her boyfriend.
The boyfriend glanced at her and said lazily, "That girl is pretty too."
The golden boy and the beautiful girl are a perfect match.
Jinse listened to their conversation and said to Yan Jue, "Did you hear that? They complimented you on how good-looking you are."
"Some people also compliment you on how beautiful you are." Yan Jue pursed his lips.
Jinse sighed, with neither happiness nor worry on her face. In the past five years, she had been imprisoned in a lunatic asylum, and she had also hurt people on the street. Ouyang Ye could not keep her in a small dark room for many years, and the cold looks and ridicule of those people
, has long since made her cold and withdrawn, unwilling to interact with other people.
However, Yan Jue said, "Jinse, I know what you want to say. You can't get over the humiliation in your heart. It doesn't matter, I can wait."
Jinse lowered his eyes, hiding his emotions under his eyes.
"Yan Jue." Jinse pursed her lips with a gloomy expression, "Now that I am sane, you don't feel anything, but I... When I was sick, you didn't know what I was like... I had hurt people before,
That person was almost stabbed to death by me... When the time comes, you will regret it, you really will regret it..."
When Jinse's illness was at its most serious, even Ouyang Ye had no choice but to lock her up. She kept her in that dark room for more than two years. There was no light, only darkness. She often kept her in the dark room.
She huddled in the corner of the room, unwilling to see anyone. She didn't dare to sleep at night. She often dreamed that her hands were covered in blood and she was stepping on corpses.
What Yan Jue sees now is just the tip of the iceberg. When she really becomes like that, no one can cure her.
"Are you still awake? Let's go back first." Yan Jue held her in his arms and spoke softly.
"Jinse, don't feel guilty. You were unconscious at the time and you didn't do it on purpose."
Before he came to find her, he heard Su Qingge tell about her hurting people on the street. Those people chased her, and she hurt the child in order to protect herself. He felt so guilty, not to mention that she almost stabbed someone with a knife.
Jin Xiangqing was even more timid, but Jinse tried to push him away again, "No, you don't know, that man didn't hurt me at all. It was me who got sick. I wanted to stab him. Aren't you afraid, Yan Jue?"
Aren't you afraid that one day she will pick up a knife and stab him?
"Everyone is afraid of death." Yan Jue looked at her quietly, with a focused expression, "But that person is you, I admit it."
If there really comes a day when Yan Jue really admits it, it will be a calamity that is destined for him. After that, everything will be fine, but we will see you again in the next life.
"But I don't want to, I don't want to hurt anyone." Jinse covered her face, her voice revealing despair, "Yan Jue, if that day comes, you will lock me up, and it's best not to let me out forever. "
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After an absence of five years, I returned to Chunhua Garden again. It seemed that nothing had changed. Sister Ling was still there, just with a few strands of silver on her temples.
They didn't say hello in advance when they came. When Sister Ling saw Jinse, she was so frightened that she almost left her body. When she learned that Jinse was alive, she patted her chest and the nasolabial folds on her forehead got deeper, "It'll be good to come back. If you come back in a few years, you won’t be able to see me, Sister Ling.”
Sister Ling seemed a little sad when she said these words.
Before dinner, Jinse and Yan Jue remained silent. It turned out that Sister Ling had grown old without realizing it.
Sister Ling moved very quickly and cooked four side dishes, all of which were Jinse's favorites in the past. She sat down around the dining table and had a meal full of memories.
Everything here has not changed. It is still the same as when she left. The house is not decorated as if it were a newlywed. It is obvious that it is updated frequently as it is. Jinse started to cry while eating.
Yan Jue put a piece of meat into her bowl, "Okay, why are you crying again?"
"Yes, today is a good day, Jinse better not cry." Sister Ling said from the side.
Yan Jue took a handkerchief to wipe her tears and joked, "When you cry, you become a tearful beauty."
He rarely joked with people like this before, but Jinse was too embarrassed to laugh.
Yan Jue knew that she cried just now because she thought of Lin Rong.
"When I have time, I will accompany you to your mother's cemetery to visit her."
After finishing the meal, Sister Ling quickly washed the dishes, served them a plate of fruit, and consciously went back to the room, leaving the remaining time to them alone.
Jinse's first night back home was destined to be a sleepless night.
The bedroom in Chunhuayuan is still arranged as before, and the clothes inside are the same as when she left, but the style seems a bit outdated now. Yan Jue found a white dress similar to hers in the United States, "It's a bit late today. New clothes will be delivered tomorrow, you should wear this one first."
Jinse took the clothes and entered the bathroom. There was already a tank of water in it. The water temperature was suitable. The former Yan Jue would never have been so careful and considerate.
It's just that Jinse Genghe couldn't say those hurtful words.
She stayed in the bathroom for a long time and struggled for a long time. When she came out, there was no one in the bedroom. Yan Jue was not in the room. The sound of his phone call came from the balcony. When he heard the sound, he quickly ended the call and walked in. .
He had already changed into pajamas and had taken a shower in the next room.
When he came in, he saw that she was struggling with the problem of the bed. He pretended not to notice, "You must be very tired after catching a flight all day. Go to sleep."
Jinse didn't understand where he was standing.
"how?"
Jinse looked at her with an indifferent expression.
Yan Jue glanced at the bed behind him and finally sighed, "Don't worry, I won't touch you. I just want to watch you sleep. I said I would wait for you, and I will definitely wait..."
Jinse felt relieved now. She got off safely in her white cotton nightgown. Soon the other side of the bed collapsed. Yan Jue fell asleep next to her. An arm passed under her head and held her tightly in his arms.
In the middle, the unique scent of Yan Jue lingered on the tip of her nose.
Jinse froze and tried to break away but was hugged tightly by Yan Jue.
"Don't move, Jinse, I'm very tired."
His voice sounded above his head, with a tired tone.
Jinse subconsciously grasped the hem of his clothes and remained motionless.
I don't know how much time passed, Jingdao could hear breathing, and Yan Jue's voice came... again, "Jinse, don't make me wait too long... I can't wait any longer. It's been three years this year."
I am sixteen, no longer young..."
They missed so many opportunities, and how many five years they had to waste.
Jinse's whole body was shocked, her face was pale and desolate.
She is twenty-seven this year, and was only nineteen when she met Yan Jue. In eight years, the grapes turned red and the bananas turned green. Spring went to winter, and the cycle began again. They walked quietly, and time took away their best years, especially
At Yan Jue's age, he had already married and established a career, but he was alone. In a few years, he would be nearly forty, and a man was already forty, but she saw the old age behind Yan Jue.
He said he was no longer young.
Yan Jue never said that he was old in front of others. His heart was indeed old, and he was very afraid that something would happen to him.
Jinse never answered him, but pretended to be asleep, and then gradually fell asleep.
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The next day, all the clothes in Jinse's wardrobe were replaced with new ones. They were all the latest season's clothes. They were low-key and luxurious. Each piece of clothing she wore could afford an ordinary person's living expenses for several months. Jinse didn't care about these.
Don't know this.
Her clothes were all selected and bought by Yan Jue himself. They all fit her temperament, are not obtrusive, and are simple and elegant.
Rong Qi drove them to the flower shop and bought a bouquet of orchids and a bouquet of carnations, and then went to the cemetery.
Lin Rong's tombstone was kept very clean, and she had a faint smile on her photo. Just like her usual self, she was a affable person who never had bad relations with others or caused trouble.
Jinse placed the flowers in front of her tombstone and knelt down.
"Mom, my daughter is unfilial."
This kneeling was five years late.
Who could have imagined that so many changes would happen at her wedding.
Unexpectedly, that would be the last time their mother and daughter would see each other.
When we meet again, we are separated forever.
Yan Jue had a reserved look on his cold face. After an unknown amount of time, he saw Jin Se still kneeling on the ground and said lightly, "Get up, the ground is a little damp."
"Yan Jue, it's all your fault!"
"Well, blame me!"
If he hadn't been killed, Ouyang Ye wouldn't have barged into the wedding, and Lin Rong wouldn't have been unable to stand the excitement and died after resuscitation failed.
Yan Jue knew that it was all his fault.
Su Jinse is still alive and has simply dropped a bomb in City A.
After disappearing for many years, the forces belonging to Young Master Jue gradually became active in City A again. They quickly gathered together the scattered sand in City A, and City A, which seemed to be calm, set off a bloody storm again.
Jinse was alive. The happiest person to learn the good news was some of her former colleagues and classmates. They sent greetings and visits one after another. Jinse was so busy these two days that she felt dizzy and emotionally unstable.
Yan Jue noticed this, and after the second day, no one came up to Jinse to reminisce about old times, and she suddenly felt much more relaxed.
In this regard, the most disappointing ones are the beautiful women who learned that Mrs. Yan was resurrected and wanted to be destroyed. They hid aside and felt sad. Over the years, Yan Jue's infatuation has already won the appreciation and admiration of some women, and he tried every means to do so.
He approached Yan Jue but ultimately returned without success.
When Mao Lele learned in Puhai that Jinse had returned to City A, she left her husband and son behind and hurried back alone.
After seeing Jinse in Chunhua Garden, he pulled her around and looked left and right, then hugged her tightly and said, "Jinse, it's really great."
Just as Mao Lele arrived, Song Mo came to Chunhua Garden with his son and Tongtong and a shocking secret.
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Thanks to Behind the Sorrow and Little Happiness 713 for their monthly tickets and PK tickets. With your strong support and messages, Tao Zhiyang has been very motivated recently, and the coding has become much smoother. I am in a good mood. If I have time, I will update more.