Everything was letting nature take its course. Su Jinse couldn't find any reason to refuse. Her breath was hot on her neck. Although she couldn't see Wei Liao's expression clearly, Su Jinse thought she must be feeling very uncomfortable now.
Wei Liao's kiss was urgent, and his breath was still between his noses. The distance between them was inseparable, and Su Jinse couldn't resist.
If she resisted, Wei Liao would probably be sad too, so she didn't want to. When Wei Liao's hands got into her pajamas, her body naturally stiffened.
"Su Xiaoya..."
He gently pecked her red lips with his warm lips, then kissed her nose little by little and kissed her big eyes.
Wei Liao called her name over and over again, so helplessly but with emotion. His kisses followed the corners of his mouth to his beautiful neck. He sucked her delicate neck, making her smile warmly.
The skin is cool, the breath is hot, and even the surroundings are filled with turbid air.
Wei Liao was sweating profusely, and her forehead was covered with fine beads of sweat. Su Jinse could feel her nervousness and desire, and her lower abdomen hurt from being pushed by him. Su Jinse lay straight on the bed, and her pajamas had been lifted up by Wei Liao.
He took it off, leaving only the bra. One of his hands had been wandering around her waist and was slowly moving down.
"Wei Liao..."
Su Jinse called him hesitantly and subconsciously closed her legs. Wei Liao's hand stopped and his painful and suppressed voice came out, "Su Xiaoya..."
His voice was filled with prayer, and Wei Liao's face turned red in the darkness.
"Su Xiaoya, I...I...feel uncomfortable." He said in a hoarse voice.
Su Jinse was stunned, her heart was beating wildly, maybe she should have stopped it from the beginning, but now she was really blushing, including her neck.
She was a little flustered and caught off guard, which made her feel shameful and that doing so was seduction.
One look at Wei Liao's behavior showed that he had never been involved in human affairs, yet she clearly understood but let her go like this.
Sweat dripped from Wei Liao's forehead and fell on Su Jinse's face. His voice was hoarse and unseemly, "Su Xiaoya, help me!"
His hand slowly squeezed between her legs. Su Jinse's heart softened and her heart relaxed. Regardless of etiquette and shame, she let go of her clenched fists and placed them on his clothes. Her face turned red.
After Wei Liao got his initiative, he moved more and more gently, kissed her body, reached behind her and untied all the restraints on her chest, covered her full chest with his hands, and let out a satisfied moan.
Su Jinse gasped, and the temperature of her body increased, as if it was about to burn, but in an instant she hit rock bottom again.
"Su Jinse, you can't be pure and pure around me."
Yan Jue's charming face suddenly appeared in the dark night.
"No!"
Su Jinse sat up in shock and pushed Wei Liao away from her, only to find that the power was all illusion.
She hugged herself tightly, sat on the bedside, buried her head between her legs and cried.
Wei Liao was not completely drunk. When he realized that Su Jinse was crying, he turned on the light and put some clothes on Su Jinse. He stepped forward and asked, "Jinse, what's wrong?"
The redness on his face had barely receded, but when he saw Su Jinse crying, he became flustered, apologized quickly, and slapped himself, "Jinse, I was wrong. I won't touch you even if I'm here. Please stop crying, okay?"
When Su Jinse heard the slap, she raised her head to look at him. She knew he had misunderstood, but there were some things she couldn't say. The tears in the corners of her eyes were hot, "It's not your fault."
"Why is that?" Wei Liao picked up his pajamas that were still on the side and wiped her tears. He had never done this before and his hands were a little clumsy.
"Wei Liao...I..."
When it came to her mouth, she still couldn't say it, which was unspeakable.
Wei Liao looked worried, "What's wrong with you? If you feel uncomfortable anywhere, it's all my fault. I shouldn't have messed around."
He regretted it to death a long time ago. If he had known better, he would not have changed drinking so much, which led to this situation. He obviously wanted to take it slow and wait for Jinse to slowly accept it. He was really a little too Menglang just now.
"It's really not your fault, so stop making random guesses."
Seeing that the more she explained, the misunderstanding got bigger, Su Jinse was afraid of leaving a shadow on him, so she wanted to explain but didn't know how to tell him.
"Then why can't you tell us even our current relationship?"
Su Jinse finally looked at Wei Liao's hurt eyes and covered her face with her hands, "Wei Liao, I'm so dirty! I'm not worthy of you!"
Her tears just flowed out. How could she be qualified to love now? She even felt dirty and even hated this body. Wei Liao was so beautiful.
Wei Liao's heart was as sharp as a knife, his eyes were red, he knew why she was dirty, and now he hated himself for how useless she was.
He had seen with his own eyes her being pinned down by that man and being raped, but he had no ability to save her, let alone take her away. He could not do anything, there was nothing he could do.
"I'm going to kill him!" He gritted his teeth and looked towards a distant place, then punched his bed partner, like that person, with gloomy eyes.
Su Jinse was also startled by Wei Liao's anger. She stepped forward and hugged him tightly, "Wei Liao, don't be like this..."
This kind of Wei Liao made people feel strange. He shouldn't have that look in his eyes. At that moment, she seemed to see Yan Jue. She didn't want him to become like Yan Jue.
When the two of them went back to bed, Wei Liao'an felt much more relaxed. He held Su Jinse in his arms and played with her hair in his hands, unable to fall asleep no matter what.
Su Jinse lay quietly in her arms and remained motionless. Many things that happened tonight were unexpected. She was a little selfish. Her lower abdomen was always hard against her, but she pretended not to know.
She couldn't let go of the estrangement in her heart. She knew clearly how hard it was for him to endure it, but she still remained unmoved.
Tonight's night seemed to be particularly long, and neither of the two people on the bed fell asleep. Su Jinse lay motionless in Wei Liao's arms, but she was still aware of the changes in his body and his increasingly heavier breathing.
It felt like a big stone was pressing down on her heart, making her breathless. He obviously wanted her so much, but he had been holding back for her sake.
When she thought of the young man with such clear eyes who was enduring something unspeakable at the moment, she moved her hands and slowly stretched her hands between his legs.
"Bye Jinse..." Wei Liao's whole body stiffened and he subconsciously blocked it with his hands.
He felt that this was a kind of blasphemy to her. In his mind, Su Jinse was always pure and innocent. He couldn't bear to let her do such a thing for him.
Su Jinse had already grasped his swelling one step ahead of him. Perhaps in the dark, she would be so bold. She reached out and covered Wei Liao's mouth with a soft voice, "Shh, don't move."
She was playing with her gloves, and they were so close to each other that they could even hear their breathing. She just wanted to help him be happy and make him feel comfortable.
In the darkness, Wei Liao's face flushed and he panted slightly. He glanced at her with a complicated expression, reached out and held Jin Se's fingers on his lips, interlocked with hers, "Su Xiaoya, I will definitely take care of you."