Su Jinse didn't expect that he would ask so directly, and she could say such a thing so easily.
But if she doesn't answer honestly, Wei Liao will be hurt, but it's really hard for her to talk about this with Yan Jue.
It felt like I had been stripped naked and thrown bloody on the street.
"No." She said this, and she blushed.
"Oh?" Yan Jue sneered, "What's the reason?"
It seemed that she wouldn't believe him if he didn't give him a reason today. Su Jinse gritted her teeth. She raised her head and looked at him with red eyes, "It's not his reason, it's my reason."
Yan Jue raised his eyebrows.
Su Jinse closed her eyes, tears falling from the corners of her eyes, "It's me, I'm dirty and not worthy of him!"
Wei Liao is such a clean boy. There should be a better girl to match her. Everything she did before was just her wishful thinking. Such a girl makes herself sick, so how can she be worthy of being with him.
I just remembered the pain that I couldn't let go of, and how he called himself Donald Duck and said he would take her around the world.
The biggest regret is that I can't go with you.
Looking at the sad Su woman in front of him, her body trembled again and again as she cried. Her thin body shivered in the cold wind, and her heart was hit hard. He couldn't help but step forward and take Jinse into his arms.
But she pushed her away hard, crying loudly, "Go away, don't touch me, it's all you, why are you forcing me like this, look at me like this, you must be happy now."
Yan Jue would tolerate her messing around, so he subdued her immediately, "What's wrong with me? I don't have time for you to be dirty. Su Jinse will follow me honestly from now on. Don't you dislike me for being dirty? Now we just become a couple."
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"I don't want to be a couple with you." Su Jinse's long hair was spread behind her. She kept crying and choking, and the line of her neck was straightened. She recalled that Wei Liao kissed her tenderly and delicately that night.
She said, Su Xiaoya, I will treat you well in the future.
Yan Jue was very sad when he saw that she had been distracted and crying. He rubbed her red nose and his mood suddenly improved, "Who else can you be with if you don't follow me? You have been with me for so long and I have never treated you badly."
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Without much effort, Yan Jue took off Su Jinse's clothes and spread her legs.
"Look, I've never thought you were dirty."
He straightened his waist and penetrated to the end.
"Uh--" Su Jinse's upper body arched up in pain and she bit her lower lip tightly. This look was like a white swan that could not fly even after exhausting all its strength. It was robbed and desolate.
What she regrets is that she will never accompany him through thousands of mountains and rivers.
I'm afraid she won't be able to get rid of this man.
Her expression was blurry. Yan Jue pulled out his body and penetrated her body fiercely. He wanted to push into her body. Deep down, he enjoyed this feeling. Su Jinse was sweating profusely in pain. Her hands tightly grabbed the bed sheets and endured the pain.
Feeling pain again and again, painful to the point of numbness...
Only in this way can she remember that she is her woman.
It wasn't until he was well and fully withdrawn that she felt as if her whole body had fought a hard battle and was exhausted.
Su Jinse lay on the bed with a tired face. The man's heavy breathing was close to her ears. She looked at the 45-watt light bulb above her head. It was bought by him and Wei Liao together. There was a couple's pastoral cup in front of the bed.
Wei Liao bought it. The red one was broken when she hit Yan Jue. Only the blue one was left, sitting alone. Every little thing in the house was carefully selected by them, and now it is all
laughing at her.
"Yan Jue, I will go back with you and let him go. I will never see him again."
The firecrackers outside never stopped, sounding intermittently, heralding the new year and good omens. She suddenly felt that the lightbulb above her head hurt her eyes, so she had to close her eyes.
Yan Jue's eyes were dark, but showed no emotion or anger at all. He played with her hair in his hands, "Do you really love him that much?"
He gently touched her face with his index finger, looking at the tears on his finger, "Jinse, I want you to tell the truth."
"Yan Jue, you have never loved anyone, so of course you won't understand."
Yan Jue's eyes were dark, like deep pools, "Wei Liao's family will not accept a girl with no status and background like you. Why do you have to ask for trouble?"
"You haven't seen me get much stronger after following you. Yan Jue, you ask me if I feel guilty for doing this? Once some harm happens, no matter how much you try to make up for it, you can't get it back."
When Yan Jue saw her indifference, he suddenly felt angry and unknown. Since Su Jinse dared to do this, there was no guarantee that there would be a next time. To prevent her from giving up, he had to destroy her thoughts and let her see it with her own eyes.
, only when you give up completely.
Yan Jue raised his cool lips, with an elegant posture and a charming smile, "I know you are not willing to give in now. Just because you love him like this does not mean that he will love you wholeheartedly. You must know that men are obsessed with sex and love.
Inseparable, haven't you ever thought that when you were having sex with me, he might be having an affair with another woman."
"Impossible, Wei Liao is not that kind of person."
"Hasn't he ever thought about touching you? How can he bear it every time he sleeps with you every night? You should know this very well."
Su Jinse was at a loss. Wei Liao had never thought about it. She had been rejected by her every time for various uncomfortable reasons, but she had never thought that it would be difficult for men to hold back at such times.
Her confusion was all reflected in Yan Jue's eyes, and his eyes were secretive.
"Aren't you always talking about love? Let's wait for the results and let me see what the love you keep talking about is really like."
After Yan Jue took a shower, he put on his clothes and sat leisurely aside.
Su Jinse dragged her exhausted body into the bathroom to wash up.
Yan Jue said that Wei Liao would not come back and that he had left her to go to City A to meet his fiancée.
Su Jinse didn't believe it, she wanted to wait for him here.
When he risked everything and brought her to the small town, it was just to be with her. Even if something happened when he returned, he would come and tell him personally.
She waited in the house until the afternoon, but still didn't wait for him to come back.
She looked at the elegant man beside her, and the smile on his lips made her panic.
Su Jinse didn't know how long she sat by the bed. There was no air conditioning in the house, and she wore three down jackets, but she still fell into the ice cellar.
There was a knock on the door, and Su Jinse almost couldn't wait to open the door. She forgot that if it was Wei Liao, he had the key. When she saw A Lian standing at the door, she took a few steps back.
"Sister-in-law." Allen said cheerfully without noticing her abnormality.
A pair of big hands supported her dizziness from behind. Su Jinse pushed her away unappreciatively and looked at the giggling A Lian in front of her, "Where's Wei Liao?"
Allen was stunned for a moment when he saw a strange man suddenly appear in the room. He behaved very close to Su Jinse. He quickly realized what he was doing. He took out the copycat mobile phone from his pocket, dialed the number and handed it to Su Jinse, "Brother said
He left early and asked me to come here and call him."
Su Jinse took the phone, and it was quickly connected, and Wei Liao's voice came, "Jinse, I have something urgent at home. I'm going back first. I'll pick you up in a few days, okay?"
"Where are you now?"
"City a."
Su Jinse held the phone tightly, almost bursting into tears. She bit her lower lip, and smiled to prevent her voice from being heard, "Okay, I'll wait here for you to pick me up soon, okay?"
"Jinse..."
The voice over there was helpless.
"...it will probably take a long time..."
"Then will you come?"
Su Jinse has been struggling with this question, waiting for his answer.
The answer over there was not very clear and hesitant, "Yes."
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