Chapter 19 Her death would be a relief to everyone
Jiang Hao was speechless. She said he was cruel, but he really had nothing to refute. From a distance, he saw the rescue medical staff saying something to Ji Xiaohai. Ji Xiaohai shook his head and then turned around and left sadly.
, he actually turned around and left.
More ruthless and cold-blooded, Ji Xiaohai would definitely let him down.
Qiao Xinwei burst into tears. The memory of her father's death ten years ago was jumping in her mind. Yunqing's car accident not long ago was also constantly echoing in her mind. In a car accident, a good person suddenly disappeared. Thinking of this, she
Crying so hard.
Jiang Hao blamed himself. He felt uncomfortable seeing her sad. He held her in his arms and comforted her: "Okay, it's my fault. Can I just listen to you?"
Qiao Xinwei leaned on his chest and sobbed. Thinking about it, Jiang Hao was actually right. She said: "I stopped hating her a long time ago. If it weren't for her, I wouldn't have met you. I just feel that
She is pitiful, as well as my father, and Yun Qing..."
Jiang Hao patted her on the shoulder and felt sorry for her, "Oh, no one knows which one will come first, tomorrow or the accident. The person who had the accident doesn't know what happened after he left. The ones who are sad are the ones who are still here. Xinwei,
I feel uncomfortable when you are like this, please stop crying, okay."
Qiao Xinwei raised her head, tears falling from the corners of her eyes, and she said, "Husband, I beg you to promise me something."
"What?"
"You are not allowed to die before me. I won't be able to accept it. Do you know how important you are to me? If anything happens to you, I will definitely not be able to accept it."
Jiang Hao smiled, but after smiling, he felt an unprecedented sense of existence. Finally, there was someone in this world besides his parents who valued him more than his own life.
"Every time you go on a business trip, I have to be on tenterhooks. I can't sleep alone at night, and I'm worried about work during the day. Before you got married, you said you would travel often and don't look for you during the business trip. No news is the best news. I
I remember it all, so whenever you go on a business trip, I don’t even dare to answer your phone, for fear that it’s your home phone.
Or a call from the army, for fear of receiving some bad news. You don’t know how much pressure I have to face alone, but I know that your pressure must be even greater, and I can’t put any more burden on you. I’ll be obedient.
I am very obedient and waiting for you to come back at home. I look forward to welcoming you back every time I send you out."
Jiang Hao felt heartbroken. As a soldier, he devoted everything to the country, including his own life. Since getting married, Qiao Xinwei has never complained about anything. When he left, she packed his bags and sent him out. When he returned
home, she smiled and gave him a hug, and then playfully said that dinner was ready, but it was from xxx restaurant.
He knew that she was worried in her heart, but he had never faced this problem squarely. He always thought that as long as she smiled, she would be fine. Little did he know that behind her smile, there was so much pain and tears hidden behind her smile that he didn't know about.
The most painful thing in the world is separation between life and death.
Qiao Xinwei hugged his waist tightly and asked, "Husband, can you promise me?"
But Jiang Hao couldn't agree, "I can't guarantee life or death. I can only say that I will be more cautious every time I go on a mission."
Qiao Xinwei endured the pain in her heart and said with a bitter smile: "Look at you, you don't even want to promise me a word. I finally understand how difficult it has been for your mother all these years." Thinking about her mother-in-law, her husband was worried after she finished worrying.
Son, will I be like this in the future? If I give birth to a son in the future, will I also want to be a soldier and put my life at risk? Will I send my husband away and let the white-haired man send the black-haired man away?
Son? Then what do I want in this life?
Jiang Hao said: "Don't keep thinking about these nonsense. Even if I die while on a mission, it will still be glorious. Do you understand?"
"I don't understand, Jiang Hao, you are not alone, you can't think like this."
"Stop this topic!" Jiang Hao's face became serious, with an inviolable dignity.
Qiao Xinwei's heart suddenly went cold. When a person is sad, all the grievances in the past will come back over and over again, and they will become even more aggrieved and uncomfortable. This is what she is like now. Four words came to her mind - nature
Cool, yes, these four words describe Jiang Hao accurately and vividly.
Such a person will only start with his own thoughts and never care about other people's feelings. He may say some words that sound very reasonable, but at the core of his heart, he is still himself.
Qiao Xinwei pushed him away and slowly took two steps outside.
Jiang Hao noticed something strange about her. She was rejecting him. He took two steps forward and grabbed her hand tightly and said, "Xinwei, don't look at me like this. I have my responsibilities and difficulties. I don't want to stay forever."
I have been emphasizing this for so long, and I thought you all understood. Do you have to care about these verbal promises? Why is it so difficult to say a word? I just try my best to do it, right? "
"Haha, it's so hard to say a word, but you don't even want to say a word to me."
"..." Jiang Hao took another deep breath, "Xinwei, don't get into trouble."
"Am I the one who is trying to get the best of you, or are you cold-blooded, Jiang Hao, you are too selfish." Qiao Xinwei pushed him away violently, turned around and left.
"Where are you going, Xinwei?" Jiang Hao followed closely, but the car couldn't be parked at the intersection. "Come back, Xinwei. You're disobedient again, right? Xinwei..."
Under the command of the traffic police, the traffic slowly recovered. Jiang Hao's car was the first one. He had to drive away. He chased for two steps and then turned back. He looked at Qiao Xinwei who didn't look back, and then looked again.
With the vehicles honking their horns and the traffic police giving hurried directions, he had no choice but to get back in the car and drive forward.
He has a cold nature, haha, his pillow person described him this way, he has a cold nature.
The ambulance passed by him, and a question mark suddenly appeared in his mind, and his eyes widened in shock. Ten years ago, the Xiao family traveled to Jiangnan, and Xiao Tianai escaped in a car accident. Ten years ago, Qiao Xin
Wei's father died in a car accident and the driver escaped. This...couldn't this be related?!
The more he thought about it, the more coincidence he felt. He remembered his grandmother saying that the police said they had caught the driver who escaped, but after a while they said they were mistaken and had not been caught. He didn’t know how the investigators worked ten years ago, but
It is impossible for investigators to say such irresponsible words to the family of the deceased casually; and his father also said that Xiao Tianai was caught after escaping, but was later released.
Jiang Hao frowned. Years of working environment have honed his keen insight. He should have associated these two things together long ago!
But the most important thing right now is to get Xinwei back.
So, he turned around at the next intersection and drove back.
Qiao Xinwei ran back a few steps and raised her head. The towering group building of Yuanda Group stood there. Why didn't she want to make herself more relaxed? Why didn't she want to get off work from nine to five every day?
There is no sense of security in a stable environment. Only by working hard can she feel more secure.
In a daze, she saw Ji Xiaohai walking forward with his head lowered on the opposite road, looking a little lost, "Ji Xiaohai, why are you here? Why don't you go to the hospital with Rong Xuan when Rong Xuan is like that? Ji Xiaohai!"
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Ji Xiaohai across from him heard the sound and turned around to see that he just smiled lightly and said nothing.
Qiao Xinwei felt chilled again. Has a man's conscience been eaten by a dog?!
On the road with heavy traffic, she jumped over the green belt and ran over. She stepped forward and slapped Ji Xiaohai, "You just left like that? Shouldn't you be dealing with Rong Xuan's funeral? You hate her so much
Her? She’s dead, she’s dead!”
But Ji Xiaohai seemed to be relieved. He licked the flesh of his palm with his tongue and said, "Xinwei, can I say this is her retribution?"
"Pa!", Qiao Xinwei slapped her again, and the passersby looked over and whispered to each other as they walked.
Ji Xiaohai didn't mind at all, but the spicy pain made him more awake, "I have never been as happy as I am today, Xinwei, do you know, if Sun Rongxuan doesn't die, I will commit suicide. I even bought sleeping pills."
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"...Ji Xiaohai, you, how could you do this!"
"My mother was so angry that she became paralyzed. I found and lost jobs, and she haunted me like an evil spirit. She would find ways to find me wherever I went, including my house, money, and alimony.
I gave her everything I could. I only asked for a divorce, but she still refused to divorce. The court refused to grant a divorce, and we had to live apart for two years. Two years. I couldn't bear it for even two hours."
Qiao Xinwei discovered that Ji Xiaohai's mood was on the verge of collapse. She lamented how a young man who used to be so sunny and friendly could become like this.
"Xiao Hai, aunt, what's wrong with her?"
"Sun Rongxuan went to the hospital to make trouble. My mother had a cerebral hemorrhage. Fortunately, she was rescued in time at the hospital, but her lower body was paralyzed. She could only lie in bed every day and her life was worse than death. The rest of her life was just waiting for death.
Oh. It’s a good thing that she died. Because of her, I lost you, lost my job, lost a healthy mother, and lost all happiness. It’s a good thing that she died! I’m going to celebrate tonight. I must
Go celebrate!”
Qiao Xinwei was speechless. She knew Ji Xiaohai very well, but now she felt that Ji Xiaohai was so strange. His slightly moist eyes clearly showed some pain at Sun Rongxuan's death, but he shouted to celebrate.
Sun Rongxuan, Sun Rongxuan, who are you living for in your life? Now that you are dead, you still can't make the people you love stop hating you. Your life, from beginning to end, is just two words - ridiculous.
"Xiaohai, aren't you sad at all?"
Ji Xiaohai calmed down, looked at Qiao Xinwei squarely, and said, "Her death will be a relief to everyone."