"Anyway, I just don't trust him. Don't get too close to him."
"Well, I understand that except for necessary contacts at work, I will not get close to him. By the way, Jiang Hao, are you about to perform another dangerous mission?"
Jiang Hao on the other end of the phone was silent for a while.
Qiao Xinwei nestled on the sofa, hugging the pillow, and said: "I mentioned to my dad today about going to the army, and also about Chief Jin meeting me alone. Although dad didn't say anything, I could feel him.
The worry on your face, husband, please tell me honestly, you don’t need to tell me what exactly you are going to do, just tell me whether you want to go or not. Isn’t it dangerous?”
Thinking of Chief Jin's tone and her father-in-law's worries, she felt very uneasy.
But Jiang Hao laughed again, as relaxed and joyful as laughing at her stupidity, "Are you worrying so much again? The mission I went to perform was never dangerous, but the mission I went to perform was never dangerous, but there was never a time when I didn't come back to you properly.
.I don’t let you ask any more questions. Firstly, I can’t tell you the secrets of the army, and secondly, it’s to prevent you from worrying.”
"Then you will grow old and become clumsy. You can't carry out such dangerous tasks all the time."
Jiang Hao wiped his sweat with his forehead, "A man has forty-one flowers, and I have just sprouted, so you think I'm old?"
"Bah, you have no shame."
"Haha, don't worry, I won't be traveling all the time. I'm telling you secretly, if nothing happens, I will take over Chief Jin's position after he retires next year. Think about it, the leader will not risk his own life.
, right."
Jiang Hao is an extremely cautious person. If he wasn't unsure, he wouldn't have said that. If he takes the position, it is already on the chopping block. Chief Jin also told him today that he has an open-minded and optimistic wife, who is very
Don't worry and leave the work to him.
"But Xinwei, because Chief Jin is about to retire, he especially wants to complete the last task of his term. He assigned it to me because he believes I can complete it."
"Okay, okay, what you said makes sense. Anyway, I can't stop you from doing what you want to do. I just want you to come back safely every time you go out."
"As you command, Mrs. Jiang."
Qiao Xinwei covered her lips and smiled. This period was probably the happiest time in her marriage to Jiang Hao.
Near noon, while she was at work, she suddenly received a call from someone she had never contacted before. She was surprised because the person who called her turned out to be Yang Jiajia.
Yang Jiajia, luckily she saved her number, otherwise she would have treated her as a harassing call. This carefree and fashionable girl, I wonder if she has managed to catch Jing Shang.
"Hello, Yang Jiajia?"
"Well, it's me. I'm sorry for calling you so boldly. I don't know if it has affected you."
"No, no," she felt that Yang Jiajia was too polite this time. She still liked the feeling when she first met her, "What do you want from me? Is it about my brother?"
"Yes, that's right," Yang Jiajia did not deny it, but she also hesitated, "Xinwei, are you free at noon? Can we come out to have a meal together? It's just downstairs in your company."
"Okay, of course." Qiao Xinwei was just a little confused. How did Yang Jiajia know what company she was in? Could it be that Jing Shang told her?
At noon, we made an appointment at a restaurant opposite Yuanda Group. There were a lot of people at noon. Fortunately, Yang Jiajia had reserved a table in advance. It seemed that she had already made plans for this meeting.
When Qiao Xinwei entered the door, Yang Jiajia stretched out her green-white hand and waved to her, "Xinwei, here."
She looked from a distance and saw that Yang Jiajia had changed her fashionable dress that day. She only tied her hair back casually without any makeup, and her slightly yellow face looked quite tired.
At that time, she was startled.
After sitting down, Yang Jiajia seemed a little restrained and nervous. After ordering a few dishes, she hesitated and said, "Xinwei, I came to you today mainly because I wanted to complain to you. Let's put it this way, I'll tell you
Brother, we talked, but because of some problems, it seems that we are about to break up now."
If she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, Qiao Xinwei would never have imagined that a girl like Yang Jiajia, who seemed to be open-minded about everything, would shed tears at the drop of a hat. She just started to speak, and she couldn't help but choke up.
Qiao Xinwei immediately handed over a tissue and said, "Jiajia, don't cry. Speak calmly. It's okay. Speak slowly. I said hello to the leader. You can say whatever you want today. I'll accompany you."
.”
Yang Jiajia wiped her tears and nodded gratefully. She took a deep breath to adjust her breathing, and then said: "I fell in love with Jing Shang at first sight. At this age, I fell in love with a man at first sight and pursued him shamelessly. This is the only time in my life. I
I really like him, even if he only agreed to be with me because of pressure from his family, I would be very happy."
Qiao Xin was the only one who listened silently. Every word Yang Jiajia said made her feel the same way, because she and Jiang Hao also came here in the same way.
"Two months ago, on my birthday, Jing Shang finally agreed to be with me. That day was the happiest birthday in my life. He took me home to meet my parents, and I took him home to meet my parents.
My parents are very satisfied and very happy. But I always feel that he has something on his mind, and he won’t tell me if I ask him.”
When she said this, Yang Jiajia suddenly raised her head that had been lowered and looked at Qiao Xinwei with tears, "Until a week ago, he got drunk at a party, and I picked him up and we booked a room... But...
He kept calling another person's name and he thought I was her."
Qiao Xinwei's heart tightened, as if she had been pinched hard.
"He rejected me once before. He said he had someone he liked, and he said he couldn't keep up with other people in his heart. Later, maybe because I was chasing after him closely, and also because of his parents at home, he was willing to give me a try.
I didn't know until that night that the person he liked was..." She looked at Qiao Xinwei deeply, "I know you are married and it is impossible for you to be brother and sister, but he said he couldn't get out.
He can't forget you."
"Jiajia, me??"
"Listen to me."
Qiao Xinwei pursed her lips tightly.
"I was just angry at first, but after hearing what he said, I felt even more sorry for him. As of today, we have not contacted each other for a week. I don't know if he will miss me if he leaves. I only know that I left him.
I can't live a good life. This feeling is really heartbreaking, and he has been living in such heartache. I am angry with him, but I also feel sorry for him like that."
Qiao Xinwei asked: "What did my brother say to you?"
"He said that he has loved you for ten years and 307 days so far. He doesn't know how to stop this love. He has been loving you silently. When you get married, he will look at you from a distance. No.
Go bother you. He asked me to make my own choice. If I accept it, I will continue to be together and do my best to be good to me in the future. If I don’t accept it, we will separate."
Qiao Xinwei didn't know what to say. She knew Jing Shang's feelings, but she thought that as long as she got married and left the Jing family, Jing Shang would stop. Who knows, he just chose another way to protect her?
I felt moved, grateful, and grateful to myself, but at the same time I thought he was stupid.
For Ji Xiaohai, she could still admit that she had loved him, but Ji Xiaohai had let her down, but Jing Shang only played the role of an older brother in her life. During the ten years of her youth, she only regarded him as her older brother.
.
Looking back on those ten years, she went to school, fell in love, worked, fell out of love, went on a blind date, got married, every important moment in her life was without his participation.
He loved me deeply, but I could only be speechless. This kind of sadness was actually happening to me and Jing Shang.
"Jiajia, I really don't know what to say to comfort you. It's my brother's problem, and you shouldn't be the one who suffers."
Yang Jiajia wiped her tears and said: "Jing Shang said that you rarely go back after getting married. He said that he knew you were avoiding him and didn't want him to see you and your husband kissing each other secretly. He also said that if your husband
He treated you badly and made you feel wronged. He would never let go of your husband no matter what. He said he tried to let go of you, but the result was that he only missed you more??"
Yang Jiajia said that Qiao Xinwei felt pain in her heart. She was not a ruthless, cold-blooded animal, and she would also feel sorry for Jing Shang because of his obsession.
"Then have you thought about the future?"
"I'm afraid I'm like your brother. The more I want to let go, the harder it is to let go. There is a saying that is right, what you can't get is the best. Maybe if you give it a try and separate, he won't be so concerned.
Already."
Qiao Xinwei shook his head, "There is no such possibility. I only regard him as my brother. If his father and my mother were not married, he would only be a stranger to me."
After living together under the same roof for ten years, she understands that Jing Shang is impulsive and does things regardless of the consequences. This is the biggest flaw in his character. As long as he cares about other people's feelings, he will not impulsively tell his parents that he likes her.
It's her business, and she won't even worry about going back to her parents' home to meet her parents.
There are many things in life that you can't just do whatever you want. There are also many things in life that are much more important than love.
I hope Jing Shang can think of it sooner and get relief sooner.
"So I decided to go to him after seeing you and tell you this. I just want you to know the pain in Jing Shang's heart. Although it has no effect, he is too miserable. I feel sorry for him and I don't want him to
All the silent persistence is of no value at all. Now that you know it, you will at least understand him a little more, right?"
Yang Jiajia's eyes flashed with firm tears, and after she finished speaking, she felt much relieved.
Qiao Xinwei nodded, "I have always understood him, and I know it very well. Only a patient and reasonable girl like you is the most suitable for him. Don't give up. Love and marriage are different. When you get married,
You will know.”
Yang Jiajia smiled slightly. With Qiao Xinwei's encouragement, she was more confident to take the gamble.