Chapter 00053 There is a kind of love called letting go
I walked aimlessly on the cold streets, not knowing what choice to make. My mind was in chaos. I love Yaoyao very much, I really love her. I am not a hypocritical person, nor am I sleeping with her.
As a pervert who just picked up his pants and left, when I heard Wang Lihai's words, I thought more about responsibility, a responsibility that I can't bear now.
I asked myself over and over again, I am a gangster with a confused future, who can give me love? I may not even have the most basic stability, so how can I love her?
In fact, I knew mentally that if I didn't listen to Wang Lihai's dissuasion and continued to be with Yaoyao, he would have absolutely no choice. Yaoyao would rather elope with me and hide in any corner of this city than go abroad.
But I really can't do this, I can't be so selfish. Since I am a leader, I must live like a man, able to take things and let them go.
I was like a lonely ghost, wandering the streets, drinking, and sipping in big gulps. The spicy Erguotou passed through my throat and made my internal organs feel hot. I didn't drink to show off my decadence.
But it allowed me to muster up the courage to call Yaoyao, so that I could tell him to break up...
"Hey...what are you doing?" I dialed the phone tremblingly.
"Walk outside with Qiao Mimi!" Yaoyao seemed to be in a good mood.
"I have something to tell you...!"
"What's going on? Just tell me!"
"Let's break up!" After I said this, I lost all my strength and slumped down on the curb.
"What did you say?? Say it again??" Yaoyao knows my character very well. I will not joke about this matter, so her voice immediately changed. Is she panicked or at a loss? I didn't listen at all.
Not coming out.
"Break up, I don't love you anymore!" I gritted my teeth and said slowly, holding back my dry eyes.
"Where are you??" Yaoyao calmed down after panicking and said in a toneless voice.
"The way forward, a new concept restaurant!" I didn't want to meet her at first, but when she asked, I still answered it by mistake.
"wait for me!!"
After hanging up the phone, half of the bottle of Erguotou was left. I leaned against the telephone pole with my head dizzy, facing the biting north wind, and sang loudly over and over again.
"A paradise for two people"
“Like a warm wall”
"..."
"If romance turns into a bond"
"I am willing to choose to be alone for you"
"If lingering becomes a chain"
"Throw away the promise"
"There is a kind of love called letting go"
"Giving up forever for love"
"It would cost you everything if we stayed together."
"Let true love take me away..."
"Say goodbye..."
I have always naively believed that there are very few things in the world that can make me shed tears, but today I discovered that I am so fragile, lying like a beggar under a telephone pole, crying like a child.
.
I don’t know how long it took, but a beautiful figure appeared in my sight. This figure walked quickly towards me, raised its arms and took a picture of my face.
"Snapped!!"
A loud slap hit my face, which made me sober up a lot. Yaoyao pointed at my face expressionlessly and said: "I'm a draft mom! Meng Fei, you are not a man!!"
"Yes! I'm not a man! I don't fucking love you anymore, okay!!" I yelled at her.
"You don't love me anymore? What the hell were you thinking when you were sleeping with me? Have you had enough fun? Pat your butt and leave??" Yaoyao has gone crazy, acting like a shrewd little girl for the first time
Same thing, shouting in the streets.
I looked at her speechless. She was right. When I first got together with her, I thought everything was too simple. I thought ****ly that just two people could be together and fall in love.
Why the hell do you care so much!!
But life is not like this! Reality is not like this! They are like a sex demon who demands too much! Constantly raping!! Ordinary people who have no resistance! Three months of prostitution career has made me mature without knowing it.
Quite a few. Looking back now, I feel like I was so ridiculous before. It doesn't mean that if two people love each other, there will be results, nor that if you are willing to pay, you will be rewarded. In most cases, your efforts can only be
Turn into foam and scatter everywhere...
"Let's go! Okay! I don't want to see you anymore! Can you let everyone die quickly? Take a knife and scratch your body hard! You don't feel any fucking pain, but I still feel pain!!
"I'm completely speechless.
"My father has been looking for you? Have you chosen your brothers?" Yaoyao ignored my words and sat down on the ground.
"Do I have a choice? Haha? If I were the kind of person who could leave a lot of things behind, turn around and run away with you, you wouldn't fall in love with me, would you?" I glanced at him and said helplessly.
"That's right! There's nothing wrong with your choice, and it's in line with my imagination. In fact, I already knew that this day would happen between us. I don't want to ask any more questions. It's boring. Let's finish the meal and shoot.
Let's go!!" Yaoyao said calmly, picked up the wine bottle in my hand, and drank it down her throat.
Neither of us was making any ink marks. You and I drank Erguotou one by one, looking at the brightly lit streets, silently.
"Xiaofei!! If you finish handling these things, will you go abroad to find me?" Yaoyao held an empty wine bottle and staggered on the curb, and I supported her tremblingly.
"If I'm lucky enough to survive, or if I don't lose my arms or legs, I might go back to find you!!" I said it quite sincerely.
"I will wait for you for five years. If I still can't see you after five years, I will marry myself out as quickly as possible!!" Yaoyao pouted her little mouth and pointed her fingers like a angry child.
Looking forward, he said firmly.
"Thank you...!" I didn't know what to say, and there was nothing to say, but thank you still seemed too pale. I owed her so much, and I owed her an emotion that I could never repay in my lifetime.
"Okay, I'll give you a slap in the mouth. I'll feel much better. You can leave!!" Yaoyao bit her lip and pretended to be calm.
My heart was pounding, but I gritted my teeth and turned around and walked forward. After about four or five meters, my arm was grabbed by Yaoyao, and then Yaoyao kissed her hot red lips deeply.
On my lips, the tears in her eyes could no longer be controlled and fell down.
Our two backs were dragged by the streetlight for a long time. After this kiss, we buried our feelings for each other in our hearts for three years.