A few months later, at the wine table, I once asked Brother Xu, asking him why Fatty Li dared to shoot and kill people, but was finally defeated and then became scared. The strange thing is that Brother Xu was in Fatty Li’s eyes.
After getting scared, why didn't you continue smashing up stores?
Brother Xu smiled at that time and said: "Xiao Fei, I am here to solve trouble for my elder brother, not to make trouble. If I continued to bully Fatty Li at that time, he would definitely risk his life with me, and I would be in trouble too.
If he dies there, then things will be in trouble, and Fatty Li didn't even want to shoot to kill people. If he really wanted to shoot to kill people, no matter how fast I am with my machete, I can't stop him. He is just a deterrent, and people have arrived.
If you have a certain status, you will cherish your life very much. I am a penniless gangster, and he is a social eldest brother who has been famous for many years. His assets are enough for his family to spend a lifetime. He is not in the same class as me at all.
He didn't fight with me because he looked down on me. In the end, he wasn't afraid, he just wanted to find a reason to leave this bloody world. I slashed him twice, and he bought stability for the rest of his life. What a bargain!"
I still couldn't understand what Brother Xu said at the time, so I continued to ask: "The black lottery run by Fatty Li is so profitable, how can he be willing to give it up?"
"This is what I admire most about Fatty Li. He can control his lust very well. This is also the key to his successful retirement. People, when you have no money, you want to join the society. If you have money quickly, you will have money."
When I was young, I wanted to quit the underworld, haha, but how many people can succeed like Fatty Li and retire?" Brother Xu seemed to be talking about Fatty Li, but also seemed to be talking about himself.
I thought about Brother Xu's words for a long time at that time. Many years later, when I became a social elder brother in people's eyes, I realized the many hidden meanings in these words. At that time, I couldn't help myself. Of course
This is a postscript, so let’s not go into details and continue to the topic.
Under the guidance of Brother Fei, I came to a small private hospital on the edge of the city and helped each other to the inside of the hospital. Brother Xu had already called before and there was a doctor waiting for us in the lobby.
Several nurses and doctors pushed the three injured young people into the operating room. Brother Xu looked at me with a smile and said slowly: "Xiao Fei, I saw you right. You little brothers are very good."
It’s interesting, it’s much better than those guys who paid 200 yuan each. Although you didn’t help me, my brother appreciates your kindness!”
"No, my appearance fee is 300. I'm not on the same level as them!" I said jokingly.
"Haha, that's interesting. Let's take it slow. I don't need to tell you who I am, Zhang Xu!" Brother Xu said, putting his arms around my neck.
"I have never admired anyone, but you, Brother Xu, are definitely one!" I said seriously.
"Haha, I know, Xiaofei, will you be okay soon?" Brother Xu suddenly remembered something, patted his head, and said slowly.
Although I really wanted to go to the flower shop, I still shook my head and said, "It's nothing, what's wrong?"
"Go and help me clean the car. There are some blood stains in it. Let them wipe it with a rag. Don't rinse it with water. Don't disturb the things in the car. It doesn't matter if you spend more!" Brother Xu said seriously.
There was a black line on my forehead, and I was a little speechless. I thought to myself, there is no need to wipe your old gentleman's car anymore. Don't disturb the things inside. No matter how you move it, will it still be messier than it is now?
"Zhang Xu, hurry up and get stitches inside!" a doctor shouted.
"Go ahead. There is money in the glove box in the passenger compartment. Just come back and park at the door for me. We may be a little slower now. If you have any questions, call us!" After Brother Xu finished speaking, he limped in.
operating room.
I drove this shabby car around and finally found a car repair shop. I slowly parked the car at the door. Just as I was about to get out of the car, I heard the boss sitting at the door drinking tea shouting: "Hurry up and leave."
Come on! We don’t collect scrap metal here!”
My face was red from being squeezed. I was covered in blood just now because I was supporting Brother Xu and several of his friends. I took off my coat in the car, stepped out of the car bravely, and said, "I am
Come to clean the car!"
"What!" Everyone looked at me like they were looking at aliens.
"I'll clean the car!" I said calmly.
"Little brother, let me advise you. Walk a hundred meters forward and there is a junkyard. If you sell this car, you can drink for a month. I can tell by the sound that it is a miracle that this car can even drive.
It might explode one day, so why bother with him!" This boss is also a strange person, he talks a lot of nonsense.
"I asked you, why don't you do business if you are afraid that I won't pay you?" I was a little unhappy and my tone was a bit harsh.
"Look, I'm doing your best, and you're still not happy with it. I'll give you a hundred bucks at a time!"
"Oh no, are you robbing me?"
"Little brother, if you clean one of your cars, you can wash out at least ten pounds of mud. My price is already very favorable!"
"I'll give you two hundred, and you can wipe off the blood inside, and remember not to mess with the things inside, okay?"
"Okay, just wait a moment!"
I took out 200 yuan from the glove box in the car and gave it to him. Then I leaned against the car and smoked a cigarette. Thinking of today's battle, I felt a lot of emotion. I always thought that being in society meant fighting.
, a little more fierce than others, although it is a bit dangerous, it is not fatal.
But what I saw and heard today made me completely reject this idea. It turns out that although the mixed society looks glamorous and arrogant, and the money comes in very quickly, maybe in one year, it can be compared to your hard work in a certain industry.
The result of ten years of hard work.
But the risks also increase exponentially. If you are not careful, you will be greeted by the abyss. No matter what you are doing, whether you are sleeping, eating, or rolling around in bed with your wife, you have to pick up the phone.
Machete, go out to fight. Maybe you were still alive before you went out, or maybe the next second, you will be lying in the morgue.
There’s a saying that goes like this: “I’m bragging if I beat you to death, but I’m not sure if I miss you!”
People in a mixed society are like a group of people who are overdrafting their lives, fighting for a future and a future with their lives. If they are honest, they can move the wind and rain, and are admired by thousands of people. They will be defeated in the streets with corpses and shattered to pieces.
Although I was a little afraid of this path at that time, my youthful and energetic passion was heavier. Under my calm appearance, I hid a restless heart, which is why I gradually embarked on this path.
I kept thinking about it later, and it may have been on this day that I had the idea of entering the society to hang out.
After a while, the car was painted. I parked the car at the entrance of the hospital and found that Brother Xu was not there. His friend said that he had gone to see the black brother. I handed the keys to them and picked up the coat in the car.
Something suddenly occurred to me.
"**, forget it! It's over... I didn't go to play football tonight, Mr. Cao Deshuang, you have to kick me to death!" Thinking of this, I felt frightened, took a taxi, and rushed to school quickly.
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ps: Some people may feel that this chapter is a bit long-winded, but I don’t think so. The book I wrote is not a YY novel, but a bloody past. I want to write out the process of inner change. The process of inner struggle is very important.
Yes, no one who wants to join society will immediately go there as if rushing to die. I hope you all like this writing style and read it carefully. This book will not disappoint you.
Finally, he screamed: "Please give me flowers, please collect them!!!"