I hugged Liu Di and knelt on the hard cement floor. My eyes looked at the skin on her face, which was stained with patches of blood. For some reason, my vision became increasingly blurry. I thought they were tears, so I tried my best to wipe them away with my hands.
I was holding my breath for fear that it would block my sight, but when I finished wiping away the tears, my eyes were still blurry until they turned pitch black...
"...!" In the distance, Hong Xin stared blankly at me holding Liu Di through the hole in the parking space, her body motionless.
The surrounding gunfire paused briefly. After Xiao Wu saw Xiao Xin, she also realized that the group of people she asked Ah Da to stop with the car were not Zheng Kun and Bao Bao, but Hong Tao's people. Then she immediately shouted to the driver
: "Give them the way!! Let them pass!"
"Hurry up! Reverse the car!" There was blood pouring from Ah Da's arm. Hearing Xiao Wu's words, he felt like he was being amnesty and shouted to the driver urgently.
"Squeak...squeak!" The tire got stuck in a small pit, quickly rotated twice, and then suddenly fell back.
"Get over here!!" Xiaodai was stunned for a moment as he looked at the Beijing Jeep that was running backwards. He raised his gun and shouted at the driver. The car sped forward quickly, and everyone in the car nervously pointed at it with their pistols.
outside, but no more shots were fired.
"Whoosh!!"
The two cars passed each other in an instant. This time, Hong Xin did not struggle again, nor shouted: "I want... to wait for my husband...!"
This intersection is sparsely populated, the road turns abruptly, and there are no warning signs to slow down. It is an area where car accidents occur frequently...
It’s such an evil place that broke my lover’s soul, and the cold wind blew away the strong emotions that I didn’t even know I had!
In the words of Lord Wei: "Xiao Fei, you are a very hypocritical and serious person, who is often as tired as a grandson, and you don't live a free and easy life at all!!"
Regarding emotions, I always believe that since a man has made a promise, no matter what the outcome is, he must fulfill it until the end.
I'm not Liu Xiahui, and I don't want to be elevated to the status of a saint. I'm just a person who vomits when I drink too much, cries when I'm sad, and curses when I'm angry. Mom, I'm not even 30 years old.
big boy!!
Of the three unforgettable relationships, I owe Liu Di the most. She shouldn’t have met me when I was completely trapped in this bottomless industry, and she shouldn’t have met me when I thought Hong Xin was dead.
time, fell in love with me.
I always avoid her unabashed, pure emotions towards me, and always foolishly think that she has kidnapped my emotions with her selfless love for me...
I have been fighting with myself, struggling between her and Hong Xin...
But when today comes, she completely leaves me, forever!!
I just discovered how much I long for this relationship to continue to be kidnapped...
If I could go back two years and let me get to know her again, I would put everything down and take good care of her for a month, even for one day, and listen quietly to her unfinished words.
But often when you feel this way, time always stops at the last moment...
In the course of our lives, there will always be regrets of this kind, imperfections of this kind, and when they discover such regrets and imperfections, most people are willing to shout sourly to God and say:
I have nothing to do with jb, it's all your fault.
In fact, when you don't have much shame and complain about God who no one seems to have seen, you are acquiescing to it. This kind of regret and imperfection is what you miss and it slips quietly through your fingers.
.....
It has nothing to do with anyone.
The sound of gunshots, motors, and shouts all disappeared in my ears. Heaven and earth, Liu Di and I, were two shadows under the street lamp.
And I forgot what happened next!
...
The Buddha said that "cause and effect will eventually reincarnate." When I first read Journey to the West when I was a child, I often heard Tang Monk and others rambling on these words in ink. I was still young at that time and did not form independent thinking. I was inertial and thought
, he said it like a teacher giving a lecture, and it was also broadcast on TV. This must be right!!
Soon, I slowly grew up, and in a blink of an eye I reached the age of adulthood. I thought that my thinking had matured, and I despised the intelligence of anyone of the same type. I was always used to going against what others said. So at that time, I believed that reincarnation of cause and effect was actually understood literally.
, it is a fruit called cause, it dies, then drinks Meng Po soup on the Naihe Bridge, and finally reincarnates, there is no JB Zen intention at all, it is completely made up by a bunch of charlatans.
Today, nearly ten years have passed since I became an adult, and I suddenly remembered these words again.
Looking back on the time when I cruelly got rid of the second sister who was blackmailing me, I felt a little uncomfortable at the time, but it was not strong. First, because she and I had no superfluous feelings apart from being classmates. Second, she blackmailed me.
But I stood on the moral high ground and made the correct response in legitimate defense.
I have never considered or asked whether Bao Bao loves the second sister as deeply as I love Liu Di. I have never asked the second sister if there are some compelling reasons for you to want the money...
.
At that time, I seemed to be strong enough, just like Sir Wei's friend Xiao Huo who forgot to give me his business card at the reception, I subconsciously ignored them.
Less than half a year later, the cause I planted came back and I found the effect. My second sister died because of me, so she ran wild with the idea of killing me for revenge, and accidentally beat Liu Di to death!!
At this time, I just wanted to kneel on the futon and say it piously.
Buddha!! I met you too late. If only a few years earlier, even a few days, we could have taken the time to blow two bottles of Big Green Stick, wouldn't this ending have happened?
At this moment, Bao Bao died in the car with a mutilated body, his face was bloody and bloody, and his expression could no longer be seen clearly, but I was still kneeling on the ground in good health.
The two of them used to smoke and fart in the same toilet. They often got very drunk. They put their arms around each other's necks and said to each other: "Brother, we are classmates. Don't worry about whether we have graduated or not. We are still in this city. As long as something happens, just talk."
!!”
We wanted to believe that the wine conversations we had at that time were serious and from the bottom of our hearts! But what we didn’t expect was that the super refrigerator of society had been out of power for a long time, and those fresh words of brothers and sincere feelings
, have also gone bad!!
It has changed, we need to fight each other with swords and guns, it has become so bloody...