Most of the lights in the corridor have been extinguished, and all the patients and their family members have fallen asleep. Zhang Wei will accompany him to bed tonight. The hospital beds are tight. In desperation, Zhang Wei asked his tired mother and Li Ying to go home to rest.
In the ward, the father and son had not yet rested. They were drinking wine and chatting and laughing.
"Drink less!" Zhang Wei blocked the bottle of liquor with his hand and said to his father.
"You are old, you are old. It is not a matter of missing a drink. I am happy that you are back. Drink some! Haha!" The father sat cross-legged on the bed, stubbornly snatched the bottle of wine from Weiwei's hand, and continued
Asked: "Wei, for so many years, I have never asked you about your time outside, and you have never told me, but I can guess a little bit. People ask me why I don't care about you."
!Actually, those who say this are those who don’t mind having back pain when they stand and talk. The children are older and have their own ideas. We, like old people, block them horizontally and vertically, which may not necessarily have a good effect! But I am old now
It’s getting older and older. It’s not like a few years ago when I couldn’t think of anything after playing mahjong all night! Do you understand?” Zhang Wei’s father asked Zhang Wei in a soft tone.
"I understand!" Zhang Wei's face turned red and he nodded seriously.
"Weah! Sometimes, I blame myself. If I had walked around with the leaders more when I was in the factory, and if I had persisted when I went to the south, I might have been able to save money for you when you were older.
I won't let you do this even if I have a small amount of family property! I will always be in your debt for this!" Zhang Wei's father seemed to be a little drunk, his tongue was stiff, and the corners of his eyes were covered with sticky eye mucus, and his tone was filled with emotion.
, sighing long and short.
Zhang Wei looked at his father, peeling peanuts, lowered his head and said: "Dad, you brought me into this world and walked around once. You have fulfilled your responsibility. What right do I have to ask you to live for me all your life? Fight for me."
?I didn’t think that I had a hard time when I was a kid, really!”
"...!" Zhang Wei's father paused, raised his glass and drank it all in one gulp.
"Everyone has their own way of living, whether they have cancer, have car accidents, are sentenced to death, or commit suicide, Dad! Who can guarantee that someone will live a complete life? When I dropped out of school, I really hesitated. Later,
, one of my brothers asked me, Wei, how many decades can you guarantee that you will live? I was a little confused by the question!" Zhang Wei said this and took a sip of wine.
"How did you answer?"
"I said, I want to see now how I spent the past ten years in front of me!!" Zhang Wei recalled a private conversation with Brother Xu, gritted his teeth and continued: "He told me, in front of you,
In the next ten years, he will live a better life than me! When he said this, I wanted to see his situation in the next ten years. I looked at him, an Audi 100, a bar worth 700,000 to 800,000 yuan, and nothing in his bag.
I had paid over 30,000 to 20,000 yuan. At that time, I felt that these were enough and could satisfy me, so I agreed! Six years later, I drove a Cayenne, lived in a house of more than 100 square meters, and the money in the card was worth 20,000 yuan.
I haven’t seen it before years ago! Dad, in six years, I have completed the 60 years of an ordinary person. What am I not satisfied with? What’s not worth it if I die? Who dares to point at me and say, Zhang Wei, you
Isn’t your life wonderful? Is there anything missing in your life? It’s worth it, really!”
Zhang Wei's father looked in a daze as if he was drunk, talking nonsense that he couldn't understand at all, and shed tears in a daze!
There is no doubt that Zhang Wei's thinking is extreme, and his tone is full of too much helplessness and too much timidity about the future. He can only use this tone to fight against the fear that is so deep in his heart that he cannot extricate himself!
!
The ward was filled with the smell of alcohol, and the small table was knocked over. My father was lying on the bed, moving slowly, saying he was asleep, sometimes talking, saying he was not asleep, but his eyes were closed tightly.
And Zhang Wei was lying on the bed, with his eyes open in the darkness, exchanging various memories from the past like a slideshow. Those were childhood memories...
In my memory at that time, my father was still a strong and taciturn man, and my mother was still a cheerful housewife who liked to chat with others.
The bedroom of more than ten square meters was crowded and narrow. If one of them was standing, it would be difficult for the other to get out. Zhang Wei never brought his friends or classmates back, but every time he went home, there would always be four simple dishes and one soup.
There was homemade ice cream that my father took out of the refrigerator...
However, when parents grow old and really need their children to show their filial piety, we cannot give a guarantee. We can only sadly take expensive luxuries, pull a cart of health care equipment, and say to our parents: "Dad
, this is good, sugar-free, mom, this massage chair is comfortable to sit on...!"
Regarding the kindness of our parents, no matter what we do, it is with regret and guilt, no matter who it is!!
.......
The next day, Zhang Wei took Li Ying back. As for the East China Sea Dragon Palace, anyone can leave, but only Zhang Wei cannot leave. What is the future? Brother Xu can see it, and Zhang Wei can also see it. What will happen?
Son, I know it very well in my heart.
No one is destined to die for anyone when he is born. Zhang Wei feels that over the years, there is no kindness that he has not repaid.
So Zhang Wei hesitated, just like when he dropped out of school and chose the rest of his life, the hesitation was a bit like...
But he still decided to go back. There was a beginning and a process, and there was bound to be an ending. To this day, there is no way to hide. There are so many corrupt officials in China, how many of them have gone abroad?
Have gangs involved in gangs disappeared since the founding of the People's Republic of China? How many elder brothers went abroad, shamelessly bought an island, and lived with three wives and four concubines?
Do you really think you are bin Laden?
Our thoughts can be erotic and erotic, but real life is not something we can just pick up a novel about "school beauty, master, jump from the 18th floor and still survive".
Where to start and where to stop.
Zhang Wei went back and brought unexpected news to Brother Xu.
...
On the other side, from the H City Criminal Police Team, Yao Zhuo was called to the office.
"There is a case, the process has ended, there is only one period left, you go to hh city and draw it!!" The branch director took out a pile of information from the drawer and threw it on the table and said calmly.
"...Where are you going??" Yao Zhuo was stunned for a long time and asked in astonishment.
"Hh City, what's wrong?" The director raised his head and looked at Yao Zhuo.
"...Can you not go?" Yao Zhuo was silent for a moment and asked tentatively.
"Don't you know what to do? Come to an end, why are you still complaining? This case is very important. Once there is a result, I can report it to you. Do you understand?" the branch director asked with a frown.
"...Uh, I understand!" Yao Zhuo lowered his head and agreed.