Brother Xu looked at Sister Baobao, who looked at him calmly, and lowered his head stiffly. He picked up the cigarette case, lit one, and said in a hoarse voice: "What I want to say is, let's stay apart for a while."
,if.......!"
"Xu, from the day I met you, this is what you did. From the day I agreed to be with you, I was ready to accept the tragedy that might happen in our future. I am both happy and worried.
I have been with you for more than six years, and you have not become disabled, have not died on the street, and have not been in jail. There is such a period in my baby's life that I have lived with you, and I am really satisfied!! You are a man, and I
Man, what do you want to do now, I can't stop you, and I don't want to persuade you. Once you make a decision, I will do what I should do, and let's separate!" Sister Baobao looked at Brother Xu, her eyes were soft, and her tone was extremely calm, and she said
It's like chatting about homely things.
"Daughter-in-law, there is emotion in your words!" Brother Xu raised his head and glanced at Sister Baobao, then lowered his head and murmured: "But I can understand! You are running to be with me for the rest of your life...and
It’s not this six years, it’s me who is irresponsible!”
"I'm really emotionless, but I have regrets!" Sister Bao Baobao shed tears numbly.
"...What a regret, as long as I can do anything, I will go right away!" Brother Xu said through gritted teeth.
"My biggest regret is that I didn't leave you a child...!!" Sister Baobao covered her face with her right hand with a diamond ring on it. Tears flowed from between her fingers. Her cheeks were extremely painful and she kept shaking her head and said: "
Xu...I've taken all the medicines I can take, but I don't know why, but I just can't get pregnant...I really want to have a child with you...!"
Brother Xu gasped and looked at Sister Baobao. He reached out and grabbed Sister Baobao's palm and held it tightly. Tears were also streaming from the corners of his wrinkled eyes. He gritted his teeth and asked: "Daughter-in-law, do you know why I have to do this?"
Do you want an ending to this matter?"
Sister Baobao shook her head in confusion and stared at Brother Xu with red eyes. She knew that at this moment, Brother Xu would tell her about his past.
Brother Xu held Sister Baobao's hand, closed his eyes, and softly told him and Hong Tao about the grievances that he and Hong Tao had been unable to get over for many years.
More than ten years ago, Brother Hei was still a eldest brother who was not even considered a third-rate gang. His life was very difficult and he had nothing to do with his superiors. Therefore, primitive accumulation was very difficult. It was difficult beyond our imagination. He often went in every two days and stayed for a period of time.
, although I have never been sentenced to any severe punishment, it is common for me to stay there for a year and a half.
He has two sons, a girl and a son, one is Hong Tao and the other is Zhang Xu. Hong Tao is his biological son and Brother Xu is the godson recognized by Brother Hei. The two children have always had a good relationship. Hong Xin was still young at that time.
He often follows the two of them around. As soon as Brother Hei comes in, it is Brother Xu who takes care of the family. This person is not a relative.
Brother Xu is an orphan, and it is difficult to express in words the kindness he feels in raising Brother Hei. When you know that the other person is not your biological father, but he still raises you and treats you like his own child, this kind of emotion is often stronger than that of your biological father.
Parents are still deep in love.
Once, Brother Hei went out to do errands and left less than 200 yuan, which was used as a month's living expenses for three children. It was originally enough, but Hong Xin was still young and wanted a skirt and an automatic
Pencil box, these two items together cost **10 yuan at that time.
Hong Xin called for two days, but Hong Tao refused to buy it for her. She had no choice but to go to Brother Xu in Moji. Brother Xu felt soft and bought it. After buying it, she didn't dare to tell Hong Tao. She had no choice but to do something happy and make money.
, After searching for a few days, Brother Xu applied for a job as a three-wheeled delivery boy in a small building materials store nearby. The salary was calculated by the piece and was paid once a day. Brother Xu felt that it was OK, so he gritted his teeth and got the job.
Unexpectedly, this incident would lead to a grudge between him and Hong Tao that would last for decades!!
There is a girl in the store, named Xiao Wu, who is responsible for keeping things. She has snow-white skin and often wears an emerald green dress. When the sun shines, Brother Xu seems to be able to see the blue blood vessels in her body. Xiao Wu talks
He speaks softly and is rigorous and conscientious in his work. This is completely different from the "little pony boys" that Brother Xu usually interacts with.
After working together for less than half a month, the two became familiar with each other. People at that time were more tactful and shy. Although Brother Xu liked Xiao Wu, he was short of money and a bastard, so he didn't dare to speak. He could only say
As soon as I have some spare money, I take Xiao Wu out to watch movies, go shopping, eat, etc.
Xiao Wu never refused, so I sometimes thought that maybe Xiao Wu also fell in love with Brother Xu at that time.
One night, Hong Tao celebrated his birthday, and Brother Xu naturally wanted to be there. It happened that Xiao Wu had nothing to do, so he invited him to go with him. Hong Tao has always been a bit evil, and the route he took was different from others, which he liked
Hanging out with rich and powerful people. Although he and Brother Xu are brothers, their friend circles are completely different.
At that time, Hong Tao was shocked when he saw Xiao Wu. He had almost finished drinking. He sat on the sofa, put his arms around Brother Xu's neck and asked: "Where is the horse? It looks a bit unfamiliar!"
"Don't be ridiculous. We are just friends. Besides, we are not from this circle!" Brother Xu didn't quite understand what Hong Tao meant, so he looked straight at Xiao Wu and smiled stupidly.
"Come on, I'm not from this circle. Can I come out with you?" Hong Tao didn't believe it.
"What's wrong with me? I'm not a human being? Why can't you come out with me!?" I always felt that Brother Xu, who was with Xiao Wu, had a bit of inferiority, and was afraid that others would mention it, or to put it euphemistically, he was a bastard.
"Are you asleep?" Hong Tao asked again.
"Go to bed, I told you it doesn't matter, why do you have this thing in your mind every day?" Brother Xu finally felt that something was wrong.
"She really doesn't belong to this circle?"
"no!"
"Then you two really have nothing to do with each other?" Hong Tao continued to ask.
"......It doesn't matter!"
"Fuck, it doesn't matter, am I fucked?!" Hong Tao said, his mouth full of alcohol.
Brother Xu was startled, frowned, looked at Hong Tao for a long time, and then asked: "What do you mean?"
"I've fallen in love with this girl!" Hong Tao didn't know whether he really drank too much or pretended to have drunk too much. Anyway, he spoke very directly.
Brother Xu was silent. He couldn't help but look at Xiao Wu a few more times. He lowered his head and lit a cigarette and said casually: "If you like her, just like her! We have nothing to do with him!"
"You really don't like it? It's okay, I have no shortage of girls. If you like her, I won't do anything!" Hong Tao said again.
"No...nothing, it feels too big!" Brother Xu said a little stutteringly.
"That's fine, let's drink!" Hong Tao raised his glass with gleaming eyes and continued to look at Xiao Wu.
Brother Xu was in a very low mood this night. He didn't like Xiao Wu. Why did he bring Xiao Wu to Hong Tao's birthday party?
However, when he entered Xiaohei's house, he took away part of Hong Tao's father's love. In other words, Hong Tao, who could have changed four sets of clothes a year, could only wear two sets of clothes after Brother Xu arrived.
Hong Tao could have eaten two pears, but now he gets one.
Growing up without a father or a mother, Brother Xu has an extraordinary understanding of the warmth and coldness of human relationships. He is very sensitive to this aspect and thinks a lot!!
He was very afraid of causing any unpleasantness with Hong Tao and forced Hei Ge to do something difficult. He managed the relationship with Hong Tao and Hong Xin very carefully!
So, when Hong Tao, who has never asked for anything from him, reveals that he likes Xiao Wu, what should Brother Xu do?