Yin Manqing looked at the nurse and handed the agreement, "Please tell Dr. Li that I have confirmed it and ask her to help arrange the surgery tomorrow."
Not just certain, but absolutely certain.
In the past, I didn't want a child to tie me up with Shen Ye. Now, I'm equally unwilling to change because of the child's existence.
What's more, his indifferent attitude also clearly told her that he didn't care about her and the child at all.
"Xiaoman, you...are you going to get rid of the child?" The surprised person was Fu Wan. Yin Manqing clearly cared about this child, and Fu Wan seemed to sense that she was angry.
"Xiaoman, wait."
Seeing Yin Manqing leave without saying goodbye, Fu Wan tried to catch up, but was stopped by Shen Ye, "Leave her alone, this is not your responsibility."
Shen Ye's words were cold, and he dragged Fu Wan's hand towards Shen Ting's ward. The sparse and ordinary touch seemed to stimulate Fu Wan. The hot temperature continued to spread from his palm, and there was a strong feeling. The warmth and sweetness surrounded her heart.
For a moment, everything that made Fu Wanjing dull was forgotten, and she just wanted to immerse herself in the tenderness given by Shen Ye.
She really tried her best, tried her best to suppress her feelings for Shen Ye, and tried her best to restrain her thoughts about him that were about to overwhelm her. But in just a moment, the defense line she set up was defeated.
Fu Wan's eyes couldn't help but be filled with moisture, but the next second, she hugged him tightly along his slender and strong arms.
Although Shen Ye did not wave away her hand, he was absent-minded and always fantasized about Yin Manqing's abortion operation in his mind...
After Yin Manqing signed the agreement, she felt particularly uneasy and filled with infinite fear. One day in the future, she probably wouldn't regret doing this. There were too many uncertainties and hesitations.
She seemed like a ship that had lost its course at sea, with only endless wandering and panic coming. Sitting in the open-air corridor of the hospital, the scattered snowflakes seemed particularly desolate and silent under the illumination of the landscape lights at night. fell down and turned into snow water.
Yin Manqing stretched out her hand to catch the snowflakes. Every time it snowed, she couldn't help but think of Shen Ye, their cabin, and their childhood.
She raised her head slightly towards the sky, which was like an airtight wind. "Everything will go well for tomorrow's surgery."
When she thought about her flesh and bones turning into a pool of blood and being strangled by her ruthlessly, Yin Manqing's body couldn't help but tremble. Overwhelming guilt and apologies arose, and she felt that she couldn't help her child.
I also thought about what might happen during the operation, whether there would be any accidents and I would never wake up again.
Yin Manqing was so restless, and the worries in her heart and mind made her even more afraid of tomorrow. Sitting on the long stone bench, she could not feel the slightest bit of coldness, nor did she notice anything wrong around her. , but in an instant, the lips were sealed.
Yin Manqing protested in panic, never expecting that someone would attack her so blatantly in the hospital.
"Be calm and don't make a sound to me." The voice above her head made her both surprised and confused. She didn't expect it to be Shen Ye.
When the dim light of the night shone on his face, it more strongly highlighted Shen Ye's gloominess at this time. Yin Manqing resisted in fear, but was finally dragged into the car by Shen Ye.
"What are you doing?" Looking at Shen Ye's evil face, Yin Manqing felt extremely scared.
If Shen Ye wanted to do something or had something to say to her, he said, there was no need to use such a forceful method.
Shen Ye didn't answer, his face was heavy, and he started the engine quickly. Yin Manqing felt a strong sense of crisis, "I ask you what do you mean, are you kidnapping me?"
"Isn't this the way you like? I'm cooperating with your preferences." He said sarcastically, remembering the last time Yin Manqing suddenly disappeared. She was obviously kidnapped by Qin Yuefeng, but she blindly protected him in front of the police. , protect him.
After thinking about this, Shen Ye looked even more ungrateful to her and accelerated the car. No matter how Yin Manqing protested, he chose to turn a deaf ear.
Yin Manqing was anxious and panicked, looking for a way out as if on pins and needles, and pressed down on the glass. Shen Ye noticed her move earlier and said sharply, "You'd better not jump out of the car. Before you owe me an explanation, you can't even think about it." Not even death."
"You..." Yin Manqing was furious. The moment the two looked at each other, fire flew everywhere, "I don't owe you anything."
"Listen carefully, and stay with me until I don't want to let you go. Otherwise, I don't know what crazy things I will do."
Shen Ye's words contained too many layers of meaning, and his face did reflect an almost frantic look.
Yin Manqing ignored his warning and was focused on how to escape from him immediately. Without knowing what Shen Ye wanted to do, she could only try her best to ask for help. When she saw Shen Ye's mobile phone, she didn't even think about it. to reach out.
In order to regain the phone accurately, Shen Ye let go of the steering wheel with both hands without fear of death. Yin Manqing was so shocked that he couldn't say a word. Shen Ye was as determined as a strong man cutting off his wrist without fear. Leng Cen reminded, "If you are not afraid Three members of our family died in a car accident at the same time, so just call for help."
She stared straight at Shen Ye's hand that was off the steering wheel, cursing him as a madman, crazy, bold, fearless, and without any scruples.
Yin Manqing didn't dare to struggle and watched helplessly as Shen Ye took the phone from her hand and threw it into the back seat.
Shen Ye's behavior just now was really scary. Yin Manqing had not recovered from the shock for a while. On the surface, she was calm, but her heart was beating wildly. After a long time, Yin Manqing said weakly, hesitating and frightened, with an abnormal expression on her face. Bai said, "Let me get out of the car. With old shoes like mine, I'm afraid I'll dirty your car."
She was still brooding over Shen Ye's slanderous words that day. No matter what Shen Ye wanted to do, Yin Manqing was no longer interested after being frightened.
When Shen Ye heard this, his brows furrowed tightly. He seemed to realize that he had gone too far that day, but he never thought of apologizing. Compared with what Yin Manqing did, he was just speaking harshly.
"My car can withstand getting dirty, so just sit still and sit quietly. If anything happens to my child, you are the only one to ask."
When Zi Chenye mentioned his child again, Yin Manqing was not surprised and laughed at himself, "Your child? Your child died the last time you forcibly asked for it."
The sarcastic smile gradually turned bitter. Yin Manqing flipped her hair distractedly and said in a low voice, "The worst thing I did in my life was to marry you, and in the end I made the same mistake again and again to get pregnant." Your child, if I had a chance to make a choice again, I would rather A Feng go to jail than I would sacrifice so much and put my own marriage on the line."
After all, I was too young before and didn't understand the true meaning of marriage. I didn't understand that getting married meant that I had to live with him for the rest of my life. It was like being in prison and being locked up with him without any freedom in life.
The initial period of marriage was indeed difficult, but later, after gradually understanding each other's feelings, she was immersed in joy and was reluctant to leave.
But as she said, if there was a chance to come back, she really would not be with Shen Ye again. The young mistress of a rich family is not something that a humble person like her can do.
As Shen Ye listened, his seemingly calm eyes were actually full of turmoil, "I only want to ask you one question. Answer me honestly: In the years we have been married, have you ever truly loved me? Even if only once."
Yin Manqing was at a loss what to do with those serious words.
"You ask me if I have ever loved you, ask yourself, have you ever truly loved me. Before you want to ask others if they have loved you, ask yourself if you have ever loved others? You are with me, no Your willingness to divorce is just to prove that you are better than Feng and you want to win against him, I am just a victim of the fight between you and him."
Yin Manqing seemed to have seen the facts clearly and spoke with absolute certainty.
He has always known how to treat others harshly and harshly, but he was laissez-faire and lax towards himself.
"I married you, and you got what you wanted, causing Afeng and I to lose each other. You have already won him, what else do you want? What else do you want? What value do I have for you?"
There was a layer of tears in Yin Manqing's eyes, and her words became lower and weaker. When facing Shen Ye, she felt unspeakable grievance and fatigue.
She had deep love hidden in her heart, but she could only tell him duplicity words about not loving him, hating him, and forcing him to let go...
Shen Ye turned the steering wheel and made a sharp turn. The sports car made a sharp braking sound. When Yin Manqing's body was about to hit the front, there was no unexpected pain. Shen Ye's furious scolding was not missed. Bu Yi fell into his ears and said, "Shut up and don't mention him again."
From the moment she got in the car to now, she has been talking about Ah Feng on the left and Ah Feng on the right. She wants to understand that he is her man.
Shen Ye stared at Yin Manqing with eager eyes. Yin Manqing felt that his fire was spreading fiercely. Even if she was given a thousand courages, she would not dare to speak out.
Shen Ye stared at her for a long time and then said, "What are you hiding from me?" He seemed to be prepared, as if he knew something, otherwise, Shen Ye's eyes would not be so determined.
"No." She answered too quickly, becoming more and more suspicious of covering up the truth.
There was something wrong with Shen Ye's eyes. It was not difficult for Yin Manqing to notice the fire in it. She backed away in shock, "Don't forget what you said last time. You said this was the last time you touched me and you would never touch me again in the future. You said even if I open my legs and beg you..."
At this point, Yin Manqing blushed and could not continue.