Even if Yin Manqing wanted to take full responsibility for Sheng Fang's suicide and the suicide note she left behind, it would be of no avail.
Fortunately, she found that her life could be saved in time. Sheng Fang's suicide intensified Yin Manqing's guilt. One of her two most important relatives had left her forever, and the other was only a soulless body, like a living dead.
Living an ordinary life, from now on, it is impossible to see Sheng Fang's mother smiling again.
When the doctor examined Shengfang, he found that she had been suffering from depression for a long time. She seemed fine at ordinary times, but when encountering stimulation, she would lose control of her inner mania and do things that were beyond her control.
Yin Manqing stared at Shengfang's mother sadly. Recently, she had neglected her mother. Because of her relationship with Shen Ye, she had no extra time to spend on Shengfang's mother, so she didn't even know she had depression.
"Mom, what else can I do for you?" It was too late to do anything at this time, and it could no longer make up for her debt to her brother and to her. Everything happened because of her.
Holding Sheng Fang's hand tightly, Yin Manqing's heart felt like she was living in hell, suffering in every possible way. She could not let Sheng Fang be sentenced to death by the court, nor could she be imprisoned, but what she could do was very limited...
She was burdened with so many sins that she had no face to see anyone, but she still managed to survive. She just wanted to try her best to do something for Sheng Fang's mother.
Long before Yin Manqing arrived, Shengfang's mother had already woken up, but she was unwilling to meet or talk to anyone. She simply closed her eyes and let Yin Manqing confess in her ears, knowing that she was not the one to blame Yin Manqing.
No one forced her to do it, but she blamed Yin Manqing without knowing what was right and wrong.
In the end, she couldn't stand Yin Manqing's crying in her ears. She suddenly opened her eyes in a frightening manner, and her tone was completely different from her previous kindness. She said coldly, "Go out, I don't want to see you."
"Mom..." Yin Manqing was surprised by what Shengfang's mother said. Did she hear everything she just said?
"Get out." The voice became colder and colder, as if overnight, the distance between mother and daughter was completely different.
Yin Manqing refused, "I won't leave. Even if my mother is angry, I won't leave. I'm afraid that you will have crazy thoughts, mother..."
Her sobs made Sheng Fang seem to become more and more irritable. She suddenly acted impulsively and pushed Yin Manqing hard, "I'm not your mother, Yin Manqing, no, it's Shen Manqing. I'm not your mother. I can't afford to be the daughter of a rich family."
Missy’s mother, please go away and get out immediately. From now on, I don’t want to see you again.”
"I'm sorry, Mom, I was wrong. I shouldn't blame my brother indiscriminately. I also blame myself and feel very sad. But Mom, don't ignore me. You don't want to hear me talk. If I don't speak, you just want me to be alone.
By your side."
Yin Manqing's disobedience made Sheng Fang's mother furious. She grabbed her randomly and threw it at Yin Manqing. Fortunately, Shen Ye came in time and quickly pulled Yin Manqing away, "You idiot, you don't know how to hide."
There was a loud "bang", and the heavy water glass fell to the ground with a crisp sound. Shen Ye was in shock and hugged Yin Manqing, but she was indifferent in his arms. She even blamed Shen Ye, so much so that she acted in a manner that was extremely resistant to Shen Ye.
"Didn't you mean that as long as I am happy and as long as I can vent my hatred, you will be willing to do anything? In this case, why are you hiding!" Sheng Fang's mother rebuked Yin Manqing even more harshly. Her words made Yin Manqing's heart, which was already like hell, even worse.
"Mom, I'm not hiding, I'm not hiding."
She struggled to break away from Shen Ye's tight grip, and her stubbornness came out again. With Shen Ye here, he would not just watch her misbehave again. He picked up her body with both arms, carried Yin Manqing forcefully and left , "You want to die, do you have my consent? Yin Manqing, what qualifications do you have to die! Your life, whether before, now, or even in the future, is mine. If I don't allow you to get hurt, just be honest with me." Stay."
"Let go, Shen Ye..." Shen Ye suddenly put her on his shoulders, making Yin Manqing dizzy, and then she felt particularly shy.
Because of Yin Manqing's stupid behavior just now, Shen Ye was extremely angry. The more he resisted, it would only intensify his anger. He threw her into the car angrily. Before Yin Manqing could speak, her red lips quickly pressed against Shen Ye's hot lips. The temperature, along with the closeness of the temperature, caused the deep cutting of the lips and teeth.
Her head seemed to have stopped thinking for a moment, she forgot to resist, and looked at Shen Ye with widened eyes...
This person who once said that he would never care about her anymore, was so close to each other at this moment, feeling the steady and strong heartbeat in his chest, Yin Manqing's frenzy couldn't help but intensify, even though Shen Ye's kiss made her unable to do anything for a moment. Thinking made her fall, but if he thought that he could easily appease her heart and transfer her self-blame and guilt, then he was wrong.
"open-"
After finally breaking away from Shen Ye's lips, his ups and downs of breath rippled between them.
"What do you mean? A few days ago, you said that you would draw a clear line with me and no longer care about anything about me. Doesn't that mean there is no going back between us? What do you want now? Let me tell you, I am not taking it lightly. Throw it away if you want, and pick it up if you want."
Originally, the matter between Yin Chengli and Shengfang's mother was enough to bother her, but Shen Ye came to provoke her inexplicably, making her even more upset...
Shen Ye was silent, and his eyes seemed to be filled with incomparable heaviness, "I have never treated you as a casual person, but the current situation forces us to do this."
hehe.
She smiled, her voice full of sarcasm, obviously she didn't believe Shen Ye's words, they were all excuses...
"You want to treat me like a three-year-old child who comes and goes when you call me." Yin Manqing tried to open the car door, but her hands were firmly grasped in Shen Ye's palms. "In your eyes, I Everything you said must be lies and hypocrisy. In fact, it is not the case. We can't be together for the time being."
He said "for the time being". There was no doubt that the situation could be changed, but Yin Manqing no longer gave him any chance, "That's it, you are right, you are no longer the brother Ye I knew before, and I am no longer the brother Ye I knew before." We are no longer the Yin Manqing you knew before. Even if we are together now, we can't go back to the past, so you better leave my affairs alone."
She was burdened with so many sins and guilt that she could no longer bear any emotions, and what right did she have to be happy and talk about relationships happily? From the moment Yin Chengli died, she was destined to repent. A lifetime, a lifetime of debt...
It was she who killed him, and a living life was lost because of her misunderstanding, her haste and impulsiveness, and it completely disappeared.
"Whatever you can, don't let me see you looking like you're dying. You didn't kill Yin Chengli. Don't take all the responsibility and mistakes on yourself..."
"Who else was not killed by me? If I didn't blame him wrongly, Shengfang's mother would not do anything. Everything is my fault. It is my fault and responsibility. Why should I pile it all on Shengfang's mother? , the damn person is me.”
This is what Yin Manqing thinks. The person who deserves the most death is death, and she wants to pay for Yin Chengli's life.
Once she was impulsive, the strength in her bones became extra concentrated. She pushed Shen Ye away and hurriedly got out of the car. She didn't care whether the light on the sidewalk was red or green, and moved forward crazily...
"Xiao Man..." The words that came out of Shen Ye's lips were filled with horror. Her legs instantly became weak and she couldn't find any strength. She watched helplessly as Yin Manqing ran through the red light and ran across the zebra crossing. At this moment, it was like she said Yes, I don’t want to live anymore, I don’t want to live for a moment.
She didn't have the slightest fear when she shuttled between the vehicles. There were curses in her ears, and the curses couldn't affect her determination. It was only when she crossed the sidewalk and fell to the ground that she realized that she was unscathed...
Shen Ye was sure that she could still stand up, and finally breathed a sigh of relief. His heart stopped and jumped just now. When he confirmed that Yin Manqing was fine at this moment, the smile on the corner of his lips was forced and self-deprecating. How cruel she was, she wanted to He watched her die in front of him, but there was nothing he could do?
Until Yin Manqing disappeared from the opposite side for a long time, the frightened look on Shen Ye's face still remained...
Looking at the point where Yin Manqing disappeared for a long, long time, how could she understand how urgent he felt at the moment and longed to be with her.
It is true that he was not sure enough whether Yin Manqing would continue to waver after she was with him, and he was also worried that they would never be able to overcome the relationship hurdle in their hearts. However, Shen Ye's biggest concern was that he was afraid that Yin Manqing would be hurt. I don't want her to be the focus of the media all day long.
If he and Fu Wan cancel their engagement, Yin Manqing will definitely be the focus. Everyone will guess that they are really brother and sister, and her life will be even worse and messier than now.
"Hello." It's Peter's call.
"Master, we have already made contact with Vancouver. As long as the young lady is willing, she can transfer to another school at any time. But at this time... Master, are you really comfortable letting the young lady go there alone?"
"Otherwise, what else can we do?" Shen Ye's words were dull and helpless. When it came to Yin Manqing's problem, he was always at his wits' end.
"I don't think the young lady will go to Vancouver. If you mention this to her... she might even resent you. Young Master, if you can, please don't do such a laborious and annoying thing."
Peter might have thought that the failure of his marriage to Yin Manqing was all due to the young master's poor words and lack of attentiveness. But it turned out that he had always been very attentive to Yin Manqing, cared about her, and thought about her in every way, but he did not get Yin Manqing's affection. move……