Yin Manqing's eyes were filled with layers of defense and doubt. She swallowed hard, and after a long time she said, "I don't know what you are talking about. Let me get up first."
Her weak, boneless hands resisted Shen Ye's chest, and when her palms touched his beating heartbeat, her heartbeat seemed to be infected, jumping wildly and wildly.
Her restlessness and constant resistance at the moment aroused Shen Ye's anger. He grabbed her arms and pinned them above her head domineeringly. The strength of his body pressed against hers, and Yin Manqing had no chance to break free.
"I want to know everything about you, whether it's small or big things. I also want to know all your happiness and pain. Why do you make me envious of Qin Yuefeng? He knows everything and everything about you, including you. I accidentally learned about falling off the balance beam from your former colleague..."
Shen Ye's breath was so close to hers, so close that she could clearly feel the fire and depression in his breath.
Yin Manqing couldn't help but be surprised and was stunned for a few seconds.
He really knew about this...
"Have you heard everything about the fall on the balance beam? Tell me, what did you hear?" Yin Manqing wanted to confirm what he heard from Shen Ye.
"all."
Yin Manqing pursed her lips uncomfortably. Facing Shen Ye's forcing eyes, she felt an indescribable feeling in her heart. "Actually, that... first time is really so important to you." ? If you hadn’t heard anything about it from others today, and hadn’t heard that my first time was not given to A Feng, but because of an accident, would you still be as determined as you are now to be with me? Together?"
She didn't seem to want to hear Shen Ye's answer. When Shen Ye opened his mouth, she gently placed two fingers on Shen Ye's lips, "Don't answer me yet. Listen to what I have to say."
Now that the issue has been discussed, Yin Manqing seems to have enough courage.
"The reason I didn't tell you is because if one day this matter comes out of my mouth, you will definitely think that I am lying and you will not trust me 100%. After all, there is no such thing as a coincidence, right? 1 I didn't say anything at first, but then I thought you didn't care, and then...when A Feng appeared, you concluded that I had cuckolded you and that I was having an affair with A Feng. Your preconceived ideas not only made me sad. , which makes me even more speechless."
"During that time, when I realized that my feelings for you gradually became clear, your hurt and misunderstanding of me gave me not only sadness, but also despair. So, you were right, from that moment on , I never thought about telling you the truth. What’s the use of telling you the truth? If you love me, you won’t give up on me just because it’s my first time. If you don’t love me, even if I’m the first This time, you will still let me go in the end..."
Shen Ye became even more angry after hearing this, and couldn't help but intensify his words, "Yin Manqing, please tell me what's on your mind. I came to see you today. Do you think it was because I heard about the balance beam that I decided to stay with you?" Am I just this kind of person in your eyes?"
Shen Ye could not tolerate Yin Manqing's escape from this question and forcefully demanded an answer.
Yin Manqing paused, his eyes nervous but equally determined, "Yes, at least that's what it seems."
"You woman... do you have any brains at all?" He was irritated.
"Think about it for yourself, did you and Qin Yuefeng spend a short time together before you agreed to marry me? Before I decided to marry you, I thought about all the bad possibilities and the relationship between you and him, but still
I insisted on marrying you, and when I married you, I never planned to get a divorce. No matter how sad it was, even if the person you worried about day and night was him, and even the name you shouted in your dream was him.
He, I never thought about ending it with you, I always thought that one day, you would remember that I am your brother Ye, and remember the beauty we had."
"You're right. I cared about it at the time, and I also cared about it. Which man can truly not care about it? It doesn't matter. But, compared with caring, comparing with caring about, and comparing with not being able to let go, I am more
I love you. Because I love you, including your shortcomings, your past, all your willfulness and stubbornness, I love them all, deeply. But you at that time... never looked back at me. No.
Only I gave you despair, and you also gave me fatal injuries..."
His unique advantage is that he grew up with a golden spoon in his mouth, a wealthy young man. He has always been successful in both career and women. However, he has encountered obstacles at every turn with Yin Manqing. No matter how he behaves, he is not a human being inside or outside, and he has been ignored by her.
, these... still can't shake the fact that he loves her.
"Even, in order to attract your attention, in order to make you care a little bit about me, I tried my best to make you care about me..."
Shen Ye stopped talking and recalled the way he got along with Yin Manqing during his marriage more than two years ago. Thinking about it now, he was always too young and energetic at the time, and he cared too much.
"Stop talking about it, it's all in the past." Yin Manqing didn't want to bring up old things again.
Shen Ye's iron-like arms held her tightly in his arms, and the force seemed to embed her into his body. "No matter if it's your first time or several times, I love you."
You are worth more than my own life. From the time I was born to now and every day in the future, you are the only woman I cherish. I will not treat you as my sister, and I will never..."
His kiss gently fell on the top of her hair, and as the fresh fragrance from the hair penetrated the tip of her nose, Shen Ye wanted to explore more...
Yin Manqing wanted to cry. Her heart was actually always looking forward to a miracle happening, looking forward to them starting over. However, by betraying morality together like this, they would hurt so many people's hearts.
"Brother..." She was so scared, and now Yin Manqing's whole body was filled with fear and horror.
"I'm not a brother, I'm your man."
The negative words were full of heaviness. When Yin Manqing's arms were released, he was a little panicked. It was neither pushing him nor hugging him. "You...said that day...we can't go back and don't care about me anymore.
Are you telling the truth?"
In fact, even if he didn't say it, Yin Manqing already had the answer in his heart.
How could he ignore her? Once something happened to her, he would always be the first to rush out and try his best to protect her and protect her.
"Yes, I mean it sincerely."
Shen Ye's answer went against what she thought. Yin Manqing pursed her lips in slight displeasure, "Then why are you coming to me?"
Suddenly, my nose felt sour, and I felt aggrieved. When I thought about the time when he really wanted to give up on her and leave her alone, my heart boiled with discomfort.
"I have told myself countless times that I don't care about you and letting you go is the best thing for you, but... I can't let you go after all. Sometimes I wonder what kind of medicine you put on me. Otherwise, how could I do this to you?" You are so fascinated that you will never forget me."
During the conversation, the clothes on Yin Manqing's chest were unknowingly opened slightly, revealing her stunningly beautiful roundness...
When she felt a chill in her chest, she covered her chest in embarrassment and said with a blush, "What if one day you can really let go of me, then I will be miserable and abandoned by you." …”
"No." After thinking about this, Yin Manqing hurriedly covered her chest, tightly, and tried to sit up straight, "I'm a little confused now, don't try to coax me or lie to me."
Yin Man's angry face was covered with layers of crimson. She always thought that she was strong enough. At least during her effective marriage to Shen Ye, she worked hard to be independent and brave, but she didn't realize that she was actually very dependent on Shen Ye. .
"I just have to eat it up when you are confused. When you want to regret it, it will be too late."
Shen Ye suddenly pushed her down, and placed a hot kiss on her tender and delicate neck. His moist tongue brushed the fair skin, and the tingling feeling caused Yin Manqing to dodge and laugh, "Don't... Shen Ye... it's very itchy." , don’t mess around, I didn’t promise you..."
Why was he bullying her as arrogantly as before? Yin Manqing dodged in panic, but while dodging, her heart also felt relieved bit by bit.
With him by her side, as long as Shen Ye is there, her peace of mind will slowly come...
"You have to agree even if you don't agree. You have no choice. We are now on the same broken ship. If we sink, we will sink together; if we live, we will live together."
Yin Manqing was unsettled and hesitant. She clearly knew how despised and reproachful they were by doing so. However, they were already filthy and did not want to get out of this quagmire. As Shen Ye said, even if Let’s just accept our fate if we sink together and fall into eternal catastrophe...
The sofa sank deeply under the weight of the two bodies, and the air was full of wanton and sensational factors, inspiring a carnival-like leap.
Occasionally, her lips playfully landed on Shen Ye's forehead and bridge of nose, tempting her like a dragonfly.
She never thought of telling Shen Ye the fact that she was on the balance beam, and the scene of falling from the balance beam was also engraved in her heart. The last time Tang Huan took her to climb the wall to avoid the reporter, the moment she stood on the wall , she was scared and horrified...
But now that Shen Ye had talked about it, her heart suddenly became cheerful and relaxed, "I seem to be really stupid." Although she was young at that time, she could actually fall while walking on the balance beam.
Yin Manqing muttered, and Shen Ye seemed to understand what she meant, and pecked her red lips hard, "More than stupid, she is so stupid that only a genius with a bright brain like me can see it." I don’t know how many lifetimes you have been blessed to be able to fall in love with you.”
His arrogance is back again.
Yin Manqing was not very satisfied and curled her lips.
"I said, are we sure we are brother and sister? Your IQ is low and my IQ is amazing. Isn't the disparity too big?"
After Shen Ye finished speaking, he showed a sly smile and wrapped his lips around hers, not giving her any chance to refute...