Yin Manqing was so sure that the person she saw near the hotel was Shen Ye. For several days after that, she stayed around every day, convinced that Shen Ye would show up again.
As long as he's still there, as long as he's not missing, isn't that great?
Yin Manqing counted the display windows passing by, her eyes fixed on the sea of people, but she could no longer see that familiar figure from behind...
"I said I could wait, but at least tell me a deadline and how long you want me to wait before you come back." Yin Manqing frowned tightly, and the discomfort between her eyebrows spread to every corner of her face.
Everything in front of her was shaking and dizzying. There were countless voices screaming in her heart. The pain in her chest was about to spread all over her body, but she had no other choice but to endure it.
The early summer sun shone fiercely on her body. Yin Manqing didn't notice the heat in her body, but she remembered the scene when Shen Ye protected her face with his hands to shield her from the sun...
In the past, she might have thought that the memories between her and Shen Ye were almost pitiful, but in the two years since Shen Ye left, every little detail and every little situation has been magnified and become meaningful. , people can't help but reminisce with nostalgia, over and over again, and they don't know how to be satisfied.
She walked up and down the streets near the hotel, obviously nothing would happen, but she still didn't give up, always hoping in her heart that maybe a miracle would happen.
And Yin Manqing also had this mentality, and after being disappointed again and again, she gathered her mood again and waited...
It wasn't until nightfall that the crowds on the street gradually dispersed, and she reluctantly went back to the place Shu Jing had found for her. The reason why she had been reluctant to change places was not only because the living environment here suited her, but more importantly. It's Shen Ye who knows this place. If he comes back, he will definitely come.
I got off the taxi and walked a few steps. The night was very bright tonight.
Is it fifteen yet?
Yin Manqing looked up to the sky with a tired face, and the round moon hung in the sky. Selfless dedication would make it shine, but it is a pity that the moon is not round...
She pursed her lips. At this moment, there was endless sadness and pain brewing in her heart, but she could not vent it out.
I took out my mobile phone, couldn't help but take a photo of the full moon in the night, and pressed the record button: "May 26th, I miss you especially tonight. I always feel that you are by my side, but you don't want to see me. , I don’t understand what happened, and I can’t guess whether you are thinking of me as much as I am at this moment. However, as long as I live, I will never stop missing you, and I will never lose confidence in our future. .”
After turning off the recording button, Yin Manqing's sadness became deeper and deeper.
During the time that Shen Ye was away, she unknowingly developed the habit of talking to herself. At first, she just wanted to have something to do, and even had a little selfish thought. When Shen Ye returned to her When she is with her, she must show Shen Ye her feelings recorded since Shen Ye left. She must make Shen Ye feel so sorry for her and bear so much guilt that Shen Ye never dares to leave her again from now on.
However, now, Yin Manqing no longer thinks so. Recording has become a habit for her, just like Fu Wan is addicted to cigarettes. There is something to support her every day...
She was so immersed in her own thoughts that she didn't notice anyone following her.
Shen Ye was right behind her. These days, Yin Manqing went to the streets near the hotel every day, walking back and forth among the crowd, and Shen Ye saw all of it.
Why can't he think of how uncomfortable and painful Yin Manqing was during the two years he left? However, even though she was in pain, Shen Ye could do nothing but watch her haggard and tired for him.
Xiaoman......
Don't wait for me.
Shen Ye clenched his fists involuntarily, and even wanted to rush forward and hug her impulsively, but the words he said would be quite cruel. He had to let Yin Manqing give up this hopeless wait. It was impossible for them, even if they kept waiting. , the result is unlikely to change.
There seemed to be a rustling sound behind her. Out of surprise and fear, Yin Manqing couldn't help but paused and turned around, "Who?"
When I looked back, there was nothing.
However, she clearly heard the sound just now.
"Who is it?" There was a lot of panic in the brief inquiry, but her behavior seemed to be walking back boldly. Shen Ye was always on Yin Manqing's mind, and it was easy to think of Shen Ye in anything.
"Ye, is that you?" Yin Manqing's eyes searched eagerly in the darkness, as if she had lost all fear at this moment, and she only wanted to find Shen Ye.
"Brother Ye..."
She took small steps, hurriedly and aimlessly looking for Shen Ye. Just like that day around the hotel, she felt Shen Ye's presence very strongly and concluded that he was beside her, but she couldn't figure out the reason why. , Shen Ye just refused to come out to see him.
"Shen Ye, I know you are nearby. Come out, why don't you want to see me? What did I do wrong to make you avoid me? Come out and tell me clearly."
Every time she encounters something involving Shen Ye, Yin Manqing's emotions will inevitably fluctuate violently, "Even if I did something wrong, you should at least tell me where I went wrong..."
Under the half-lit street lights, Yin Manqing's slender figure looked increasingly slender and lonely. Especially when he saw her in a mess and searching around without a clue, Shen Ye seemed to be experiencing the biggest purgatory and suffering the most terrifying thing. torture.
It was he who turned Yin Manqing into this state, becoming so painful and tortured that she almost lost her human form.
At this moment, he only needed to take a few steps forward to reach Yin Manqing and find relief from the deep lovesickness he had felt over the past two years. However, his reason was so calm that he resisted all the impulses in his body.
Just like last time, Cruel could only watch Yin Manqing cry but could do nothing...
"Have you forgotten our agreement? Or have you... completely forgotten me? Have you finally figured out that we are brother and sister and can't be together?"
Not far away, Yin Manqing's words floated into Shen Ye's ears. He was not surprised that Yin Manqing still didn't know that they were no longer brother and sister. After all, since Grandpa Shen could kill him in the first place, he certainly wouldn't. He was willing to reveal to anyone that he was once the CEO of the Shen family and the pillar of the Shen family, but he was not a bloodline of the Shen family.
The exchange of identities between Shen Ting and Yin Manqing is enough to make Grandpa Shen lose face. If the Shen family has a son who is not his biological son taking power, Grandpa Shen can't afford to lose face, not to mention he doesn't want to do it himself. The scandal is exposed to the eyes of outsiders.
Shen Ye became more and more aware of how much Yin Manqing suffered during the period when he disappeared. On the one hand, she missed him crazily and looked forward to his return; on the other hand, she suffered from psychological pressure, and she could not help but worry about their identity as brother and sister. , dare not be unscrupulous.
Resisting all the impulses and crazy thoughts, Shen Ye returned to the hotel where he was staying. The phone was connected. After the call was connected, Shen Ye nodded and seemed to be listening to the other party carefully, "I know. I will be there next Monday."
After hanging up the phone, Shen Ye noticed the wall clock in the hotel. There was still a week left before he had to leave. After leaving, I'm afraid he wouldn't even have the chance to watch Yin Manqing cry for him silently.
He will not come back. If there are no special circumstances, he may never set foot on this land again...
In this case, Shen Ye would never allow himself to appear in front of Yin Manqing.
Shen Ye rested his head on his arms and looked at the ceiling with his eyes distracted, unable to concentrate. He seemed to be hiding thousands of things on his mind!
Could it be that this and Yin Manqing are over forever?
Reluctant and unwilling, but there seems to be nothing we can do.
Fu Wan heard that Yin Manqing had met Shen Ye, and she remained dubious. She almost had the same opinion as Shu Jing. She missed Shen Ye too much, so she believed that he had appeared.
Knowing that Yin Manqing was in a bad mood, Fu Wan packed her small luggage and prepared to accompany her, but Shen Ziqi stopped her and asked, "Where are you going?"
When he and Fu Wan were forced to be together in the first place, although Fu Wan was so unwilling, at least he would not stay up all night. Now she either spends the night in her private winery or stays at a friend's house, deliberately avoiding him. It was as if he regarded him as a venomous snake and beast and was unwilling to approach him.
"Do I need to report to you where I'm going? You don't need to report to me where I'm going. We agreed that each of us should keep our own lives and not interfere with each other. I hope you can still remember this and don't go overboard." Fu Wan didn't look good to Shen Ziqi, she was obviously still angry with him that day.
"Did I break the rules, or are you becoming less and less understanding of the rules? You don't want to go anywhere today. I made an appointment with my mother to watch the Peking Opera together in the evening. My mother said she hadn't seen you for a long time and thought something had happened to you... …”
Fu Wan was completely disrespectful to Shen Ziqi and interrupted him suddenly, "I never promised to go to see any Peking opera. If I want to go, you can go by yourselves. I'm very tired and don't want to show off my affection in front of them."
When they first reached an agreement with Shen Ziqi, they tried their best to be affectionate in front of others, but what they pretended was always a fake. No matter how hard they tried, they would eventually get tired.
"Do you think I want to? Since you are with me and are so unwilling, why did you promise grandpa in the first place? As long as you said no, as long as you said a word no, no one in our Shen family can be in trouble. You, but you agreed happily. Do you regret it now? Do you regret marrying me for my brother?"
Shen Ziqi's eyes became aggressive and stern. Even without Fu Wan's reply, it was clear that she chose to marry him from the beginning to the end because of Shen Ye.
"Since you are so unwilling to be with me, you can go and I will let you go. Once you leave, don't come back again."
He also had self-respect and was innocent. Not only did he become a victim, but now he also had to bear Fu Wan's hatred and disgust for him. Shen Ziqi couldn't figure out what he did wrong, even though he knew that Fu Wan had no regard for him. However, in order to maintain their marriage, they are also trying their best to win her approval...