When Yin Manqing told Shen Ye that she was waiting for him at the Yahua Hotel, she had actually prepared herself long ago that he would not come, but she still refused to give up and face that it was over for them.
Even if it ends like this, she can't do nothing, don't work hard, and let Shen Ye break his promise.
If it was over, who would she be? What did Shen Ye think of her!
"Miss, is there anything else I need to do for you?" The waiter in the restaurant saw that Yin Manqing ordered a table of dishes, but the person he wanted to wait for was not waiting for a long time.
Yin Manqing looked at the cold food on the table, with embarrassment on her face, "Sorry, let me wait."
Even if she can't wait for Shen Ye, she is willing to go back at this time, or maybe, if she waits a little longer, he will come...
Last time at the Yahua Hotel, we almost met him.
"Miss, let me add some water for you." The waiter respectfully filled Yin Manqing's water glass with water.
"Thank you." He picked up the water glass and took a sip. From morning to afternoon, until this time in the evening, he was still unwilling to show up. Can two years really make each other so estranged that they become strangers? What he did to her before All the likes turned into dislike and indifference.
Last night, she knew that she would lose her composure in front of Shu Jing by crying hysterically, but she just wanted to pour out all the grievances and discomfort she felt at that moment. Otherwise, she didn't think she would have enough strength to wait for someone who might spend her whole life like she does now. The man who can’t even wait.
In the hotel, people around her came in and out one after another. At night, there was still no sign of Shen Ye. From the anxious anticipation at the beginning to the numbness at this moment, every second, her The expectations and hopes are disappearing bit by bit.
"Miss, I'm sorry, we are closing. Do you think...this...does it need to be packed and taken away for you?"
The waiter came to urge Yin Manqing.
Only then did Yin Manqing realize that the weather outside the window had completely darkened, "I'm sorry, please pay the bill for me."
Twelve o'clock is the time for the hotel to close.
Not only did she not think that it was time to rest, but she had a strong impulse in her heart. Shen Ye didn't have to say he didn't want to come, but she could also say wait and keep waiting here. Even if the Yahua Hotel was closed, she was still there. He lingered in front of the hotel and refused to leave.
Shu Jing couldn't convince Yin Manqing, so he could only wait for her silently in a hidden place. He didn't seem to expect that Shen Ye could be so cruel to her. He didn't think that Shen Ye's previous feelings for her were fake, but...the two Can a year really make him change so much and completely forget someone?
Waiting until the end in front of the hotel, Yin Manqing was even laughing at herself.
How low of self-esteem has she reached? Even so, she still does not regret waiting for the whole day today, waiting for so long, no less than ten or twenty hours.
Shu Jing looked at her from a distance, and the more he looked at her, the more distressed he became. Originally, he just wanted her to understand one fact. No matter how long she waited, no matter how long she was willing to wait, Shen Ye would not come back. This fact, No one can see clearly for her, except herself.
Yin Manqing knew that it was impossible for them to be together, but if they were not together, what else could she do? Can she still be strong enough to go on alone...
It might have been possible before, but now that Shen Ye had given up on it and ignored it, Yin Manqing had no idea.
Shen Ye really didn't go to the Yahua Hotel, but for the whole day, he was restless. He didn't want Yin Manqing to wait there stubbornly, but he was so sure that she would wait there.
Annie was reporting the company's situation to him, "This is a cooperation invitation from Ray's Enterprise to Pam. Their general manager hopes to open up the US sales market through cooperation with us. I took a look at their project, and it's pretty good. The profits obtained are considerable, and Lei's strength is not small..."
Annie had already spoken, but Shen Ye didn't react at all.
"Since my heart has already gone there, why not go and see for yourself to see if it's still there?" Annie packed up the project and had no intention of continuing the report with him.
Shen Ye was awakened by Annie's slightly sarcastic words, "Continue reporting, I'm listening."
"You are willing to listen, but I am not willing to report. Go and see her. It's so late. If she is still waiting for you, she might be in danger. If she is in danger, you are not the last person. The one who is sad and upset the most, why should he pretend to be nonchalant here?" Anne could see through him, and every word he said was to the point.
However, Shen Ye was still hesitant. It wasn't that he wasn't worried about her, it was just that if he went... even he couldn't predict what he would do.
"Before I saw her with my own eyes, I thought Yin Manqing was a weak woman. After seeing her yesterday, I have a new view and understanding of her. She is stronger and braver than I imagined. You are afraid that she will be in danger because of you, but you You should also consider her feelings and ask her if she is willing to draw a clear line with you for her own safety. Feelings are not something you can decide alone. I think she loves you so much, even if she is in danger because of you, or even in the future. If anything happens, she won't regret it."
Shen Ye listened to what Annie said. How could he not understand the truth?
However……
He had too many hesitations, but in the end he went to the place Yin Manqing agreed to. At that moment, his steps seemed to be uncontrollable, as if he was desperate, just like Annie said, he could not think about it for the time being. Danger or not is a question, I just want to see her.
Yin Manqing sat there for who knows how long. When Shu Jing appeared, her legs had lost all feeling. They were numb and painful as if her feet had stepped on steel nails. She was not surprised by Shu Jing's appearance, "I didn't want to be so early." Go back and let me wait..."
"If you wait until tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, the result will be the same. If it doesn't come, it won't come. Don't deceive yourself."
Shu Jing didn't want to hurt him with words, but he didn't understand what Yin Manqing wanted. After waiting for two years, wasting his youth and hurting his brain, the only person he remembered all the time was Shen Ye. In the end, he made it clear to him, She still refused to give up.
"If it were me, I wouldn't be able to fall in love with and get married to my sister. If he indulges you and this relationship, it will be more harmful to you. Your obsession can not prove how much love you have. He can only explain one problem, you have given him a difficult problem, you are making things difficult for him..."
"Stop talking, I won't listen, I don't want to hear it..." Yin Manqing refused to listen to any of Shu Jing's words, and she didn't want him to reveal that they were brother and sister.
"If you don't want to listen, you have to listen to Aunt Shen's call. If you don't answer her call, she will call several times. The elders are very worried about you. We are adults, and adults must be like adults. Ability to bear, right? In addition to love, we still have many, many things that we need to face with an adult attitude."
Father Shen and Mother Shen were anxious because they couldn't contact Yin Manqing, but how could Yin Manqing take care of them at this time? Although Yin Manqing understood that her behavior had made her elders worried, she could only make them anxious for the time being, "Let me go again Wait, wait a moment, if Shen Ye doesn't come, I will go back."
"Then, will you continue to wait tomorrow?" Shu Jing asked, as if he had read through her mind.
Yin Manqing hesitated for a moment and nodded again, which was considered affirmative.
Suddenly, he stood up, the numbness on the soles of his feet was still faintly painful, his expression was sluggish, and his unusually pale face was particularly horrifying. Shu Jing couldn't bear to see her tormenting herself like this, so he couldn't help but pick her up. "You come with me..."
Shu Jing's sudden behavior surprised Yin Manqing, "Shu Jing..."
"Look, take a good look at yourself..." Regardless of Yin Manqing's resistance, Shu Jing took her to the bathroom and wanted her to see herself clearly through the mirror in the bathroom.
"Look at the person in the mirror, see clearly. His face is pale, his eyes are dull, listless, and his face is sad. Is this still the Yin Manqing from before? Do you know what you have done to yourself? What do you want to do? What do you have to do to get yourself into trouble before you give up?"
The shoulders that were forcibly held up by Shu Jing couldn't move, and she didn't want to move either. Her pupils met the dull, dull eyes in the mirror, which were so dejected that it was unbearable to look directly at them. A few strands of her slightly messy hair fell beside her ears. The aura of decadence surrounded her tightly, and for a moment, she didn't recognize herself.
"Shen Ye tortured you like this. A small thing is enough to destroy you. You, Yin Manqing, are too fragile. Since you knew you couldn't bear it long ago, why did you start this relationship that shouldn't have started? ...I like someone so much that I lose myself. If I were Shen Ye, I would choose to give up on you. This kind of love is too suffocating and terrible."
Shu Jing had no intention of harming him, but he wanted Yin Manqing to wake up.
Even if she is in pain now, it is better than continuing to be in pain in the future...
Shu Jing's words kept ringing in her ears, and Yin Manqing seemed to be irritated. She opened his palm vigorously and raised her voice involuntarily, "What's wrong with liking someone? Am I wrong to like him and love him?" You have to understand that it was not me who was at fault, it was him. It was him who broke our agreement and broke it first. I was not wrong. I want an explanation. There was nothing wrong..."
"Then let him miss it and let him regret that he missed such a good woman in the future. Don't be stupid again... Men are like this. The more they chase after women, they will easily pick on, ignore, and think It's too easy to get, so you don't need to cherish it, I will still wait for him."
Shu Jing's lowered words were unusually serious, so serious that Yin Manqing's heart suddenly felt as heavy as a stone, and her breathing became difficult.
If they miss it, they will never have the chance to be together again...