Yin Manqing didn't know how to answer Teacher Zhang's question, so she could only respond with a silly smile.
"You mean you don't have confidence?"
"Not really..." Yin Manqing denied, but it seemed too late.
"It seems that there is something wrong with my teaching methods and needs to be improved."
Hearing what Teacher Zhang said, Yin Manqing became anxious, "No, teacher, it has nothing to do with you. It's because I'm stupid that I retake the exam again and again..."
"Whether it's a stupid thing or a lack of intention, you know very well."
Yin Manqing became even more embarrassed after being told that. Her face turned red and she lowered her head. After a long time, she said in a low voice, "I will work hard for this exam."
"If there is anything you don't understand, you can come to me at any time. If you are willing, I can also give you tutoring. But if you fail the class again this time, I will never let you go." The corners of his lips raised slightly, sounding sharp. In words, in reality, the face is full of intimacy.
Despite this, Yin Manqing was under great pressure, and studying was not her strong point. Especially after retaking the exam several times, she felt even more unsure. The songs in her ears became heavier and heavier, and she regretted that she should have listened carefully to the lectures.
However, Shen Ye left too suddenly. Without Shen Ye by her side, she had no intention of studying at all. It was already good to be able to show up at school every now and then.
"Now that you're out to play, have fun, and put aside studying and re-exams for the time being. Don't you feel embarrassed to be alone like this? Let's go and see them. Even if you can't integrate into their world, laugh A smile will always make you smile. Smile is the best social weapon and the best way to hide."
After saying that, Teacher Zhang picked up one of Yin Manqing's arms.
She wanted to refuse, but she was afraid of rejection. After all, she was a teacher, so she had to give her the face she deserved. She had no choice but to make do with it.
Fortunately, the others were having fun and didn't pay much attention to her. She seemed to be used to being a foil, silently and quietly learning to cover up all her sadness with a smile in a small corner.
Considering that the students and teachers arrived in the afternoon and were tired from traveling all the way, the evening time was left for everyone to recharge their batteries and save the activities until tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. The moment Yin Manqing finally touched the bed, she leaned on it tiredly. "Finally I can rest."
She was very tired, so tired that she seemed to be unwilling to even speak, but when she lay down, she thought of Shen Ye and what he said that day - apart from money and body, she didn't want to get anything from him...
He had changed, becoming almost unrecognizable to her.
"Xiaoman, I saw that you and Mr. Zhang were chatting together. How was it? Did you get close to him and let him show mercy to you?" Tang Huan came out of the bathroom with a dry towel wrapped around his head, "I was originally I thought I would go find you after saying hello to Lao Song, but later I saw that you and Mr. Zhang were very engaged in chatting, and I didn’t want to disturb you."
Lin Shasha suddenly said something, "Don't be disgusted. You couldn't bear to leave Lao Song, and you even said you didn't want to disturb Mr. Zhang and Xiaoman. Come on, you're just hypocritical."
"Hey Lin Shasha, have I talked to you? I'm talking to Xiaoman now, don't interrupt. Xiaoman, I ask you, have you told Mr. Zhang about your failure? Who doesn't know "International" He came up with the test questions on "Commercial Arbitration System". In fact, if he was kinder and smarter, he should have revealed some information to these students who failed the exam, but he just likes to pretend and talks about right and wrong. You think this is interesting ? This subject is not our professional course, it is just an elective course, what is he showing off there!"
"Shh... Huanhuan, please keep your voice down. Didn't you say that the teachers are in the next room? The soundproofing equipment here is not good. It's not good for him to hear." Yin Manqing hurriedly stepped forward and covered Tang Huan's lips, for fear that
was heard.
Lin Shasha looked at Tang Huan with a look of disdain, "I really think I am a loudspeaker. You have to understand that Mr. Zhang's status in the school is different from that of ordinary teachers. He was soon promoted to the head of the department. His backstage is very tough.
, if you want to offend him, don't even dream about a diploma or anything like that. Besides, although "International Commercial Arbitration System" is an elective, our major has too many opportunities to deal with law. If we don't learn a little, what will happen in the future?
Get a foothold."
Yin Manqing also agreed with Lin Shasha's statement and nodded in agreement, "Huanhuan, don't get into trouble accidentally. It's not Teacher Zhang's fault that I failed to pass the exam. It's because I didn't work hard. I will work hard," Teacher Zhang said
If you know what I don’t understand, you can ask him. He is a very responsible teacher. You must not talk nonsense because of my re-examination question."
After getting a look of approval from Tang Huan, Yin Manqing let go of her mouth. However, not long after, Tang Huan and Lin Shasha had another argument about Lao Song. The room where the three of them lived together was noisy. Yin Manqing
While the two of them were bickering, they carefully sneaked out.
Compared to the heated atmosphere in the room where Tang Huan and Lin Shasha were arguing with each other, the silence and peace in the vineyard seemed so beautiful and peaceful.
As night falls, the impetuous and hot atmosphere gradually fades away from the air, and the vineyards at night seem more mysterious under the illumination of landscape lights and street lights...
I still remember when I was a child, I heard Sheng Fang’s mother say that July 7, the Chinese Valentine’s Day, is the day when the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl meet once a year. So there is a rumor that on this day, if you stand under the grape trellis, you can hear the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl.
People tell each other loving words.
When I was a child, whatever an adult told me about the world of children would be considered true. At that time, grapes were being planted near where the Yin family lived. At that time, she actually took Yin Chengli and the two of them to run under the grape arbor.
Come and go.
Of course, it was absolutely impossible to hear any love words, but the innocence and simplicity in her voice made her trustful and full of hope and confidence. Even though she couldn't hear any love words, she was still very happy.
She thought of Yin Chengli, and even more of Shen Ye. Whether it was the Shen Ye who appeared as a child or the current Shen Ye, he was like a passing guest in her life, even if she desperately wanted to catch him and keep him by her side.
, but it was all in vain.
Perhaps she had been alone for too long, and she was no longer afraid of anything. Walking on the flat steps, like a train track, Yin Manqing stepped up step by step, as if she was afraid of intruding on the tranquility.
.
"When did it actually bear fruit?" Using the less bright light of the landscape lamp, Yin Manqing stroked the huge grapes with her hands and feet, as if she had missed many beautiful things around her. When she was immersed in her own world
, what has she missed...
The days that were as silent and uncomfortable as death had come to an end when Shen Ye came back. But in those days, the flowers were still blooming and indeed still mature. I kept missing the flowers blooming and withering. In the missed years, time
Passing away bit by bit...
Thinking of this, Yin Manqing's heart suddenly tightened. How much time does she have left to waste extravagantly?
A ray of light passed through her feet, illuminating the steps under her feet. Yin Manqing frowned, a little scared, but also unbearable doubts. She turned around slowly, and the dazzling light followed immediately. She covered her eyes with the back of her hand, Yin Manqing The heartbeat is accelerating crazily, not entirely out of fear, but because I suddenly feel such a strong feeling, as if he is right next to me...
Putting down the back of her hand, when her eyes finally adapted, she was shocked to realize that her perception was correct, "Brother Ye..."
The title came out naturally. Shen Ye's appearance was unexpected. Even though the feeling was very strong, I really didn't expect him to come here.
Shen Ye's black eyes were like bright pearls at night, emitting a dazzling and shocking light, almost as bright as Yin Manqing's. She was so familiar with those eyes, how could she mistake them.
The thoughts and ideas that arose in her mind just now forced Yin Manqing to not care about anything else. No matter what purpose Shen Ye came here for, Yin Manqing was extremely impatient at this time, and stepped forward, but when she reached Halfway through, he stopped again.
Yin Manqing stood fixedly in place. Was he dreaming? Or was he hallucinating?
From the time Shen Ye appeared until now, he hasn't said a word.
Once, in a dream, he was like this, appearing silently without saying a word...
But the only thing that was different from the previous dream was that Shen Ye no longer left quietly, but was approaching her step by step, getting closer and closer, so close that she could clearly feel his hot breathing. .
"Is it you?" She said this confusedly, her eyes full of expectation.
For a long time, Shen Ye stared at her slightly excited face. Under the light that was not bright and not too dark, Yin Manqing's fair and pure face was highlighted. It was just like her face when she was a child, clean and beautiful, making people feel pitiable. , love.
Shen Ye gently brushed the fallen hair on her cheek, "It's me, I'm back."
At this moment, he could finally tell Yin Manqing in person that he was back, truly back to her. After experiencing all kinds of suffering in his heart, he finally... finally didn't want to live like an isolated island, and also let Yin Manqing live in the same place. On an isolated island, seal yourself in dust.
Yin Manqing was not sure what Shen Ye was thinking. It was not until the strength between Shen Ye's arms tightened her waist that she truly realized that he was really here.
"Although, when you are by my side, you will make me feel pain. However, I will always have only one heart, and you are the only one who can make me feel pain. I don't want to endure it even though you are right in front of me. The pain of separation. However, I dare not promise you anything like before. The only thing I can do is to love you a little more and hurt you a little more every day. Are you going to give me another chance and forgive me once, regardless of past grudges and conflicts? Am I together?"