Instead of returning to him, we can be together peacefully from now on. If only it were that simple. Her letting go and compromise today were not all because of Qin Yuefeng's coercion. She accepted her fate and gave up. This paragraph and Yin Manqing thought that she no longer had enough courage to handle Shen Ye's relationship.
Summer nights are so dull that it makes people breathless, and the shrill chirping of cicadas adds a bit of heat to the hot night. Qin Yuefeng's residence is very remote, and the quiet environment is very suitable for life.
However, she didn't know how long Qin Yuefeng could live here, nor how much disaster Shen Ye would face. Yin Manqing couldn't predict the future of these two people who were very important to her...
Yin Manqing didn't know how long she sat on the steps. It wasn't until the big raindrops began to fall down non-stop that she noticed that the raindrops fell into the blue swimming pool, shaking the water, and the swaying ripples were like a Yin Manqing was a little distracted looking at the sparkling and beautiful landscape painting, but in fact, his mind had already flown to the apartment where he lived with Shen Ye.
Although it was not as good as the villa they had lived in before, they felt endless warmth and happiness in the apartment. However, such joy and happiness would never come back again.
Qin Yuefeng's voice came from behind, "It's the rainy day that Yin Manqing hates the most!"
Hearing this, Yin Manqing was slightly shocked. She had said before that she didn't like rainy weather, but only liked snowy weather. Unexpectedly, Qin Yuefeng still remembered it.
"It seems that I am not welcome, that's why it rains." Yin Manqing stretched out her palm to catch the rain, her voice was very soft, and there was no sarcasm or even resistance as Qin Yuefeng expected. Instead, she was able to be more calm than before. Talk to him.
He understood what she was thinking.
Qin Yuefeng raised his head and looked at the sky. The rain was like broken beads falling out of control, falling with a "swishing" sound, as if he wished that all the accumulated rain could be poured out at this moment.
After Qin Yuefeng stared intently for a few seconds, he sat down next to Yin Manqing and couldn't help but said, "This is probably the last rain I will see in my life."
Upon hearing this, Yin Manqing's face immediately became solemn, "A Feng... let's... surrender ourselves."
He had no way out. Apart from the glimmer of hope of surrendering, he could not find any other way out.
"If it is the last rain, I can still sit here with you and listen to the rain. I have no regrets." Qin Yuefeng sounded world-weary and didn't care at all. His expression was so indifferent when he spoke, even if there was a trace of emotion. nor.
Yin Manqing frowned deeply, "Don't you want to live anymore? Is this world really that hard for you to live?"
Yin Manqing seemed to not understand him for a moment. His world was difficult for people to enter and touch.
…
Qin Yuefeng was silent, as if telling Yin Manqing that she was right.
"People like me have not been liked by my father since I was a child. I have been a thorn in Aunt Baolan's side since I was a child. I am the most disliked and unpopular member of my family. Later, although I found my biological parents, I experienced the same relationship with my brother. The pain and suffering of love; after that, Shen Ye finally came back. Although we were definitely no longer brother and sister, we could never go back to the past. I told you, I knew Shen Ye when I was a child, and we knew each other. After so many years, in the end, the best outcome is that we should be friends. In more than ten years, we have changed from lovers to friends. Isn't it ironic? And the worst outcome is that we can't even become friends. We will still be friends. Become an enemy.”
"But I've been through so much, but I still live with a thick skin and don't want to die! It's not easy to live once in this world, right? So, no matter what, I want to stay until the end..."
This was the first time that Yin Manqing and Qin Yuefeng sat down to talk about their experiences and life together quietly and calmly.
Up to now, they are more like old friends who understand each other deeply. Even though Qin Yuefeng's feelings for her are still very passionate, Yin Manqing's attitude is quietly telling him that they are friends.
Qin Yuefeng smiled slightly, and there was indescribable vicissitudes in his smile. It was impossible for Yin Manqing to remain indifferent to this.
"What does your experience mean? My life is the real hell." Qin Yuefeng said in a nonchalant tone, as if hell or the human world were no different to him at the moment.
"A Feng, you can start over. It's never too late to start over anytime. In fact... let's go..."
She still wanted to persuade Qin Yuefeng to surrender. Even before she finished speaking, Qin Yuefeng no longer allowed Yin Manqing to speak, "If you mean to start over from prison, I might as well die."
He is such an unfettered person, how could he live such a restrained life?
The word "death" is very heavy, just like the heavy rain. For a moment, they stopped talking to each other. Yin Manqing has never wanted to see Qin Yuefeng have such an unimaginable ending, so she met Shen Ye once in her marriage.
Once again, he begged him to let Qin Yuefeng go.
But one day, no one can let him go, only he can let himself go...
"Let's go on a date tomorrow." Qin Yuefeng broke the silence, "Go to places we have been to before and places we have never been to. I have thought many times that you and I will hold hands together until we grow old...
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He suddenly stopped talking, and there seemed to be a sour breath filling the sky, mixed with the smell of rain. Yin Manqing suddenly felt cold in the hot weather, unusually cold, her body was cold, and her heart was even colder. Even if she didn't say it, it was clear to Qin Yuefeng
His words seemed to be saying goodbye to her forever.
She didn't want to cry, especially she didn't want to cry in front of Qin Yuefeng. When she cried, it seemed as if she was giving him trouble, but the tears just fell unconsciously, and the rainwater floated to her hair, making it moist.
her hair.
Qin Yuefeng looked into Yin Manqing's red eyes, and in the next second, his palms clamped her shoulders and brought her into his arms.
"You shouldn't, you shouldn't go further and further into confusion, heading towards a dead end... You should still be able to turn back, don't be stubborn, so what if you go to jail, at least Qin Yuefeng is still alive in the world, and at least I can visit you.
Understand your current situation. Ah Feng...please surrender, okay? I'll go with you. When I was in the most difficult time, you were always by my side, helping me through the most painful and difficult moments. Now, I will do the same.
I'll stay with you and help you through the difficulties, I don't want you to die..."
Yin Manqing's voice became more and more choked, and tears poured down her face.
Qin Yuefeng couldn't help but hold her waist tightly, as if he was using all his strength to hold her tightly. With her words, even if Yin Manqing just lied to him and coaxed him, he would be happy and satisfied.
"Thanks."
These two words are brief and precious.
He said his words of gratitude from the bottom of his heart. It was indeed because of Yin Manqing's appearance that his life had a shining point. He would have love and feelings like other ordinary people. He knew that loving someone can be heartbreaking. Pain can also be pure joy.
However, this kind of gratitude sounded particularly ironic to Yin Manqing's ears. She didn't deserve it. How could she deserve him to say thank you to her...
Qin Yuefeng held her in his arms, his palms filled with softness. It was impossible for him not to have impulses and desires. He even dreamed of Yin Manqing's love. But now, it was too late. He had no future at all. When she was young, Qin Yuefeng would never touch her or hurt her.
And he would not agree to the "surrender" that Yin Manqing always proposed...
Yin Manqing had too much fear and fear hidden in her heart, and her voice suddenly turned from choking to crying, as if the pain had been suppressed for too long, and if it didn't break out, she might die suddenly.
Shen Ye would not be much better off without Yin Manqing. Although Long Yunjing was saved and came back unscathed, he was without Yin Manqing.
Long Yunjing knew that he had made a big mistake this time, so he remained cautiously silent. Seeing that Shen Ye was not eating or drinking, as if he had encountered an unprecedented disaster, Long Yunjing apologized carefully, "Brother Ye, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry I know I was wrong, it was me who shouldn't... I was the one who dragged you and Sister Xiaoman down. Please don't be angry. If you want to be angry, just hit me. If you hit me, you will take it out, so hit me..."
She took Shen Ye's palm and hit her head hard, "Brother Ye, don't use my mistakes to punish yourself. You must hate me very much now, but... I didn't mean it, just I want to stay in China and be with you, but I don’t want to be kidnapped by Qin Yuefeng and become his threat to you."
No matter what Long Yunjing said, Shen Ye said nothing and allowed Long Yunjing to passively pick up his hand, as if he had no strength at all at this moment.
"Sister Xiaoman is so smart. She should have a way to come back. Maybe she will come back soon...Brother Ye, don't stop talking to me. How can you be willing to talk to me...Please? , talk to me."
Long Yunjing's pleading had no effect at all. Shen Ye broke free from her entanglement and said in a low voice, "Can you let her come back? You have to know that it is because of your existence that she will not come back. Return to by my side."
Shen Ye actually understands Yin Manqing's thoughts better than anyone else. She is used to neither fighting nor grabbing. She also understands that with her kindness and strategy, she can never win against any woman. However, Yin Manqing should understand that she does not need to do anything at all. He, Shen Ye, only belongs to her.
"I……"
Long Yunjing concluded, and the expression on his face also changed a lot. He seemed to be unconvinced, quite unconvinced, "This time I admit that I have caused you trouble, but brother Ye, don't forget that you promised But my father will take care of me. You said you would be by my side for the rest of your life. At that time, when you said that, I thought you were making a promise to me. So tell me, are you lying to me? That is not a promise, and What is it?"