Yin Manqing kept saying that she didn't want to fulfill the agreement, but if Qin Yuefeng really didn't have much time, she sincerely hoped that she could accompany him, as a way to make amends, to apologize, and to repay.
She owed Qin Yuefeng too much, but she never had time to pay it back...
Yin Manqing's pen tip made a "rustling" sound on the paper. Sometimes he looked up to look into the distance, sometimes he lowered his head to meditate. His mind was in a state of uneasiness and confusion, and Shen Ye's image came to check in from time to time. The intrusion made her thoughts even more confused.
However, thinking about what Qin Yuefeng said to her yesterday, she shouldn't think about Shen Ye at this time.
At this time, Yin Manqing couldn't even believe herself. She was thinking about what Shen Ye and Long Yunjing were doing. She obviously believed in Shen Ye, but she always had random thoughts...
"Oh, I didn't know you could draw design drawings... Yin Cainv."
Qin Yuefeng's voice came from above her head. Yin Manqing looked up. She didn't know how long he had been standing next to her. She seemed a little flustered and hurriedly hid the drawings behind her. "When did you come in?"
"I've been reading it for a long time. You're sighing and saying that you can't draw well. What are you thinking about?" Qin Yuefeng said while insistingly grabbing the white manuscript paper from her hand.
Yin Manqing was anxious, "Don't look at it, I drew it randomly..."
She was blushing. Painting was just her hobby. She had no professional training and the things she painted looked very immature. Especially when such immature paintings were displayed in front of Qin Yuefeng, Yin Manqing felt particularly uncomfortable, "Don't look at it, it's still... Give it back to me."
"You're very good at painting. If I had known you had a talent for painting, I should have sent you to learn."
"I'm just wearing designer clothes when I'm on the catwalk. Of course, the model has to convey the ideas and thoughts that the designer wants to express, but not every piece of clothing by the designer is perfect. Sometimes, I thought that changing the rotator cuffs might look better, and cutting the waist more cleverly would make it more unique. As I thought about it, I had the urge to design it myself. And, you are right, I loved drawing when I was a child, but my father My mother refused to let me study."
Yin Manqing must have regrets about this.
If she had not exchanged identities with Shen Ting since she was a child, not only would she not have had such a difficult life, Mother Shen and Father Shen would have cultivated her with all their heart, and attending painting training classes would have been out of the question and would have been allowed. She went to learn it.
But during these years in the Yin family, Father Shen and Aunt Baolan were afraid that she would use an extra penny...
Although Yin Manqing tried hard not to think about or care about these past events, these things always popped into her mind inadvertently and she remembered them naturally.
"It's not too late to learn. Your economics, trying to understand the essence of it with your simple mind is simply wishful thinking. It's better not to learn it. Do what you want to do without worrying about money. Even if the Shen family is in trouble, The money in Swiss banks is enough for you to spend for several lifetimes, but they don't want you to use it to help the Shen family. Half of the Shen family's situation is caused by Shen Ye, and half is also caused by your grandfather. He is so greedy and has no human touch at all. "
Grandpa Shen takes interests too seriously, so much so that he would destroy even the people he once trusted and loved at all costs...
Yin Manqing listened, and she understood the truth. Grandpa's stubborn character and his authority that could not be shaken by anyone were his fatal wounds.
But she couldn't control that much anymore. She had no right to speak out about her grandfather's affairs. He didn't listen to anyone at all.
"Quit school. If you like painting, I will find a good school for you and continue your dream." Qin Yuefeng's words were also very obvious, making it clear that he wanted to do his best to do something for Yin Manqing before leaving.
"No, I don't want to drop out. I'm about to graduate. I want to stick to it. It's not my favorite major, but I have made some friends and I can't bear to leave suddenly. It's not good to give up halfway..."
Qin Yuefeng's eyes returned to her drawings. The light green skirt was flying, and the belt around the waist highlighted her graceful figure. It seemed that she did have some design talent, but Yin Manqing was still the same as before, and there were some things she
Don't dare to work hard to chase, don't dare to work hard to break through.
"Can you design men's clothing? If possible, you can also design a trench coat for me in the future." He likes trench coats.
Yin Manqing also suddenly remembered that she had bought Qin Yuefeng a windbreaker and stuffed it into the wardrobe, which made Shen Ye jealous. At that time, he was really irritating. He was just buying a piece of clothing. It seemed that for this reason
Still struggled for a long time.
I think of him again, as if no matter what I do, I can always think of him easily...
"I... I don't know how to do this yet, I have no idea. I have seen many fashion shows, but as soon as I started writing, I realized that it was not the same thing, so I gave up." Yin Manqing answered truthfully.
After all, compared with catwalks, design requires too much inspiration and talent. It is not something that can be done by simply walking a few steps and practicing hard. “When I used to work in an agency, I saw too many fledgling designers.
The scene of being ruthlessly rejected by the agency, I don’t have the guts and courage to be rejected again and again, and I still have the confidence to continue painting.”
She was only very patient with one thing in her life. No matter how many times she was rejected, no matter how much time and experience she wasted, she persisted without hesitation - waiting for Shen Ye.
It's just that that was in the past, and from now on, she won't wait, nor does she want to wait.
"Paint for yourself, not for others. You can paint for yourself and for your own ideas without having to worry about supporting your family at all..."
After finishing speaking, Qin Yuefeng thought for a moment and then added, "Xiaoman, remember, live for yourself and don't have to accommodate anyone. Life is too short. Live in this world to be comfortable and happy."
But Qin Yuefeng could see that she couldn't do it. She lived for others and thought about others.
Yin Manqing nodded, as if she understood what Qin Yuefeng meant, and didn't want to let him down or worry, so she acquiesced to his words.
"In the past, I still remember that you could play the guitar. In fact, you had a very boyish personality." You have the delicacy and gentleness of a ladylike girl, but also the tolerance and frankness of a boy...
Qin Yuefeng's eyes fell on her for a long time, so hot and affectionate. Every time he looked at her a few more times, love and impulse surged up in his heart.
Yin Manqing smiled, a little shyly, "Let's go to the guitar shop and I'll play for you. Even though my playing is not as good as before, it's still passable." Speaking of her "strengths", Yin Manqing seemed excited and happy,
Qin Yuefeng just wanted to see such a smile, so that he would feel full of comfort and warmth in his heart.
Qin Yuefeng did not let her run around, and ordered his subordinates to buy her a guitar. When she held the high-end and exquisite guitar in her arms, Yin Manqing instantly felt that the guitar was heavy, especially when she saw the price on the label, it seemed to feel even heavier.
Yes, the price is staggeringly high.
"I have to play such an expensive guitar better, otherwise I'll be sorry for your expense." Yin Manqing was ready and looked at Qin Yuefeng with pleasure, but every time she saw the deep affection in Qin Yuefeng's eyes, her eyes unknowingly
Sour...
In particular, when Yin Manqing placed her fingertips on the guitar, and accompanied by a soft and slightly sad tune, the two seemed to have a tacit understanding with each other, and their mood was very low.
That kind of melody is obviously not very sad, but it is so sad that it makes you want to cry. It is extremely sad.
Yin Manqing's tears fell uncontrollably and fell on the guitar strings. When she was with Qin Yuefeng these days, her tears always appeared unceremoniously, and she always ran out disobediently and "disturbed the scenery"...
"Let me play another song." Yin Manqing noticed something was wrong with the atmosphere and was even more hurt than before...
The beautiful melody coming from the guitar made people immersed in it. The pleasant sound drowned out the sound of Yin Manqing's text message. She did not hear it and was sad and sad with Qin Yuefeng.
He can obviously leave, why...
Yin Manqing wanted to persuade again, but when the words came to her lips, she turned to look at Qin Yuefeng's face. On the face, which was as perfect as a sculpture, her eyes were tightly closed, her slender eyebrows were trembling slightly, and there were tears running out of the corners of her eyes under her eyebrows.
In an instant, Yin Manqing's limbs and bones felt as if they were being torn apart. She felt severe pain, and her body and mind seemed to be completely shattered. "A Feng..."
"Don't talk and keep playing. I like to listen. While I still have a chance to listen, let me listen a little more. I want to remember this sound and remember that this is Xiaoman's playing." Qin Yuefeng said softly, if
Unless you saw the tears in the corners of his eyes, it would be impossible to detect his fear and fear with such words.
Yin Manqing turned her head, deliberately ignoring the tears falling from the corners of his eyes, "Well... I'll continue, I know a lot of songs."
She seemed to be saying it proudly, so relaxedly and heartily, but in fact her heart was already flooded with tears, and the tears turned into an unstoppable flood, swallowing her up bit by bit.
With a smile on her face, Yin Manqing tried her best to perform at her best with her fingertips, hoping to perform well in front of Qin Yuefeng.
Qin Yuefeng didn't speak anymore. He listened quietly and cried quietly. There were countless beautiful voices passing by his ears, like the most caring wind blowing through the hottest body. It was considerate and comfortable, making people just want to indulge.
,Fall, fall without any resentment, constant sinking...
Tears completely blurred Yin Manqing's vision. He could not see the front or Qin Yuefeng. It was as if he could not see anything at this moment. It was as if their current situation was completely unpredictable and hazy.
On this day, Yin Manqing and Qin Yuefeng acted as if something big had happened. They kept crying, and endless pain lingered around them, lingering...