Yin Manqing held the bankbook in her hand, feeling dizzy all of a sudden, "I don't want this money... I don't want any of it... I just want you to stay, can't you understand my heart? I don't want anything... I just want you to be able to Stay alive."
Qin Yuefeng held her palm firmly. He also wanted to live. Even before Xiaodao left, he was still a little shaken. Especially when Yin Manqing said that they would go to Switzerland to live together, he was filled with shock and expectation at that time. Pan had to say, he was really eager.
However, under the current situation, all factors do not allow him to have any chance of survival.
"In your heart, if you still regard me as a friend and accept this money, you will treat it as if I borrowed it from you. You can do what you want to do, go abroad, help the Shen family, or other things... don't worry. "
"I……"
"Shh. Don't talk, listen to me." Qin Yuefeng's index finger resisted Yin Manqing's lips, and the light in his eyes seemed to say: If you don't say anything, you will have no chance.
"I have informed Shen Ye to come and pick you up. The knife is gone. There are some things that I have to deal with these days."
"I can help." Yin Manqing felt indescribable fear and panic in her heart, as if she always felt that something was bound to happen.
After all, Afeng was too calm about Xiaodao's death, and his calmness made people feel distressed and panic...
How could he let her come to help? No one can do this. Qin Yuefeng fell silent, hugged her tightly, and whispered in his ear, "I love you, Yin Manqing, I love you very much... If it were possible if……"
In the next life, don't make a promise with Shen Ye, make a promise with me.
Originally he wanted to say this, but it seemed particularly unlucky to say it, and he was afraid of affecting Yin Manqing's mood, so he stopped talking immediately.
"Um...what do you want to say to me?"
"If possible, we can go to Switzerland." He was unwilling to lie to Yin Manqing, but in order to reassure her, he had to say so.
Yin Manqing nodded without hesitation, as if she didn't want to do anything to reject Qin Yuefeng at this time. Although he asked in every possible way to return to Shen Ye temporarily, Yin Manqing finally returned to the rental house where he lived before.
In the suite that Shu Jing rented for him, little Shu Jing was no longer there, and Shu Jing had not contacted him for a long time. Occasionally, I got news from him in newspapers and magazines. It seemed that the Shu family's business was getting bigger and bigger recently, and he I probably don’t have time to contact her...
Avoiding Shen Ye coming to pick her up, Yin Manqing left Qin Yuefeng's residence early. She didn't want to see Shen Ye. Too many things had happened, and she felt unspeakable discomfort with Shen Ye. It wasn't that she didn't love her. It's just that I can't love anymore.
I can't love and I'm afraid.
She was afraid that she would cause great trouble to Shen Ye because of her own reasons.
Yin Manqing stared out the window, and it started to rain again. Just like at Qin Yuefeng's residence that day, the rain fell endlessly, and it seemed impossible to stop for a while.
"It's raining. It seems to have rained a lot recently."
At this end, people admiring the rain at the same time as Yin Manqing were Yan Lixiang and Qin Yuefeng. Yan Lixiang's heart seemed to be soaked by the rain, and it was extremely dull.
The originally depressing mood was also due to the continuous rain falling to the bottom of the valley. This time it was a real date between her and Qin Yuefeng. In a high-end hotel, with political and business celebrities coming and going, Qin Yuefeng even came I went to the appointment, but my mind was not on it.
He and Yan Lixiang's eyes turned to the rain outside at the same time, with a myriad of thoughts.
"Tomorrow, my brother will send me to England... When I come back, I want to see a good outcome between you and Sister Xiaoman, and lovers will eventually get married. I wish you happiness."
When Yan Lixiang said this, a beautiful smile appeared on her lips, but bitter tears filled her heart, "I mean it sincerely."
Qin Yuefeng was silent. Although he didn't love Yan Lixiang, Yan Lixiang had a kind heart. If she had a bad heart, Qin Yuefeng would not tolerate her staying by his side for so long.
"A Feng, although I...have nothing to do with you, I am lucky. I can stay with you and live with you for more than two years. I am satisfied. Thank you, thank you for allowing me to stay."
around you."
As she spoke, tears filled Yan Lixiang's eyes involuntarily, and then she quickly wiped away the tears in her eyes, "Really... I promised not to cry, and I promised to do it when we go on a date.
I want to leave a good impression on you, and I want to leave a small shadow in your heart a little bit."
Even if she only has a small shadow, she will be happy and satisfied...
The tears in Yan Lixiang's eyes became more and more shed, but as she said, she wanted to do her best to stay the most beautiful in Qin Yuefeng.
Seeing Yan Lixiang's tears, Qin Yuefeng felt sour in his heart. He felt absolutely guilty for Yan Lixiang, but he never said a word, as if he just wanted to hear Yan Lixiang say what was in her heart at this moment. She made it clear that she had
Thousands of words are hidden in my heart.
"Look at me, can you take a good look at me? I'm dressed up carefully today."
Saying that, Yan Lixiang put down the knife and fork in her hand and sat opposite him in a serious manner, "Take a look at me, Afeng, you have never looked at me seriously.
I am not as beautiful as Sister Xiaoman, but my brother and my parents say that I am also a little beauty. This is the first time I have praised myself like this, because I want Feng to take a look at me."
Before dating Qin Yuefeng, Yan Lixiang was very sure that she would not cry in front of him, otherwise, it would be such a sad farewell.
However, the tears in his eyes were like bursting from a dam, flowing completely uncontrollably...
The more Yan Lixiang cried, the sadder she became. The sadder she got, the more unable to control her emotions. "I'm such a crybaby. I need to go to the bathroom."
Originally, she had put on light makeup when she came to see Qin Yuefeng, but after she cried, her makeup must have been all gone, but Qin Yuefeng seemed to be unable to bear to look at her anymore, and grabbed her wrist in time, before Yan Lixiang had a chance to go to the bathroom.
, he had forcefully put his arms around her shoulders and left.
"A Feng." Where are you going? Yin Manqing was puzzled.
But he didn't seem to intend to explain. It wasn't until he took her into the car that he hugged Yan Lixiang tightly and said, "I'm sorry."
Those three words were sincere and full of apology.
…
Hearing such words, Yan Lixiang cried even harder, "Why are you saying sorry to me? You didn't do anything wrong..."
It's not Qin Yuefeng's fault that he doesn't love her and can't accept her love. Emotional matters cannot be measured by right or wrong.
"Sister Xiaoman and I hope that you will be well and nothing will happen to you. Do you... want to go to England with me for a while? My uncles and aunts are there..."
Seeing Qin Yuefeng's serious face, Yan Lixiang was embarrassed to ask again. He was stubborn and could not listen to anyone's persuasion.
"The woman I love most... is her, but the woman I owe the most and feel guilty to most in my life is you. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything before. Don't love me anymore. Find someone who loves you and cares for you."
He must be more suitable for you than me. People like me, whether it is Xiaoman or you, should not have feelings because they are not qualified."
His identity and his situation all showed that he was not qualified to talk about feelings, but he was moved.
"I can't love you. It's because my heart already belongs to another woman. It's not that you're bad or that you're not as good as Xiaoman. It's that my feelings can't be split in half...forgive me..."
At this moment, every word revealed from Qin Yuefeng's words was so sincere and serious.
It was because he was too serious that the fear in Yan Lixiang's heart rose rapidly, filling every corner of her heart and spreading forcefully.
Regardless of how Qin Yuefeng viewed him at this moment, Yan Lixiang stepped forward and hugged his neck, "It doesn't matter if you don't love me, as long as I love you... As long as I love you..."
After she finished speaking, her lips pressed against Qin Yuefeng's lips. He retreated and leaned back, clearly rejecting Yan Lixiang. However, this time Yan Lixiang was unusually determined and tightly tied Qin Yuefeng's neck.
The moment their lips touched, Yan Lixiang forcibly sealed her lips, wrapping her arms tightly around his, "I love you..."
She really loves him, and in order to love him, she is really willing to give everything, let alone a few years. If they have an ending, she is willing to wait longer.
Salty tears overflowed into Qin Yuefeng's mouth. Not only did it taste salty, but all kinds of bitterness seemed to pour into his mouth, which made him feel nervous.
"Lixiang... don't be like this..." Qin Yuefeng pushed away, frowning tightly as if there was an insurmountable embarrassment. Since he didn't give Yan Lixiang a chance, he shouldn't let her continue to suffer.
"I don't care what you think of me now, I want to do something that I am determined to do." Yan Lixiang's words were very determined, and the look on her face was also very determined, but when the words came to her lips, she still couldn't say them out.
Yan Lixiang pressed close to him, as if she was afraid that Qin Yuefeng would reject him again, "I think..."
"I wonder... if you can... want me." She finally managed to say these words intermittently. Although these words made her blush instantly, there was endless determination in her dark eyes.
Yan Lixiang has always been very shy. When she said this, Qin Yuefeng had to say that he was shocked.
"I won't let you take responsibility. I did it voluntarily. Although I'm sorry for Sister Xiaoman, I...I really...want...that we can have it once." She was unusually brave and bold at this time, always feeling that maybe
They had no chance to meet each other, and there would never be any chance from now on, so this time, she wanted to make the most of it.
However, Qin Yuefeng didn't think so. It was because he couldn't bear the responsibility that he had no chance in the future, so Qin Yuefeng would not allow himself to touch her at this time...