"Young mistress, if you don't accept it, I won't be able to pay the job when I go back, and I will be scolded by the young master. So just accept it."
Yin Manqing did not want to see Shen Ye. Shen Ye had no choice but to order Peter to come and give Yin Manqing a sum of money. Although Qin Yuefeng did give her a large amount of money when he left, the money would not be available even if Yin Manqing died. She wouldn't be willing to spend it either.
And when she left the Shen family, she would definitely not accept support from the Shen family according to her personality. Without her job on the catwalk, she would not be financially well-off, but she would not need Shen Ye's money.
"Young mistress, this is the young master's money, not anyone else's. It's natural for you to spend the child's father's money. If you don't accept it, the young master will feel even more sad. During the time you were away, he seemed to have returned. The old unsmiling person, young lady, is this what you want to see?"
"Peter, take it back. No matter whose money it is, I don't want it. Since I want to leave him, I have already thought about raising the child by myself without anyone's support. Go back. From now on Stop coming to me and tell Shen Ye that he will not come to me or disturb my life, which is the greatest kindness and love for me."
Yin Manqing's eyes were cold, her determination was so obvious, and she seemed to have no mercy at all, but she knew very well that she had to do this, she must ruthlessly reject all Shen Ye's good intentions, even if she was considered to be ignorant, she had to do so. In the end, she What I'm afraid of is that as long as I'm a little soft-hearted, all the hard work will be in vain...
"This..." Peter looked confused.
"If you really care about Shen Ye, you should advise him to let go of me and stop wasting your efforts."
"Young Mistress, although there are some things that I, as a subordinate, cannot say, I don't want to see you and the young master separated. Ever since we met at the flower market, Miss Long has been forcing the young master to return to Chicago every day. If the young master really We have gone back, have you ever thought about it? You really have no chance to be together..." Peter wanted to remind Yin Manqing to panic.
"Stop talking, go back." Yin Manqing locked Peter out of the door this time. The moment the door was closed, tears fell down her cheeks.
She had thought about it, how could she not have thought that she would have no chance in the future, but, so what...
After Ruruo and Shen Ye desperately reconciled, the future fate of Annie, Long Yunjing, these people, including her and Shen Ye, was unpredictable, and the future was almost unimaginable and difficult.
Peter stood outside the door in embarrassment for a long time. Similarly, he could also see Yin Manqing's difficulty. If he were Yin Manqing, he would definitely make the same decision.
Yin Manqing wiped away her tears and opened her notebook. She had previously asked Yin Luowen to contact her about places to live abroad. It seemed that it was no longer needed. She did not have to live outside to avoid Shen Ye. If she didn't hide, Shen Ye would leave... …
Yin Luowen on msn was extremely surprised by Yin Manqing's sudden change of mind:
Awen: What's the reason for changing your mind? You can't forget him after all, so you decided to go back to him?
Xiaoman: He is going back to Chicago soon.
Yin Manqing typed out this flurry of words on the keyboard, and the word "Chicago" was particularly eye-catching.
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For a long time, Yin Luowen fell into silence. It seemed that he could not give a good opinion on her relationship with Shen Ye. The love for Yin Manqing that had been hidden in his heart did not fade, but became more and more intense as the years went by. When she matures and knows how to think about Yin Manqing, at least saying that she loves her or wants to take care of her at this time will undoubtedly add a huge burden and discomfort to her. When she is in use, her mood will naturally become happy. When she is in use, her face will be Although a smile appeared on his face, the sourness in his heart became stronger.
The appearance of ouse made Yin Manqing happy and miss Shen Ye even more. The meeting and acquaintance when they were young seemed like everything was destined. If they had not met, Shen Ye would not have forced her to marry her, let alone know who she was in the end. She is the daughter of the Shen family...
Maybe, without meeting her, she would still be living as the daughter of the Yin family, without a stormy emotional world, a plain and simple life, which is the simple life she wants, but if she could have a choice again, she would still choose it Meeting Shen Ye...
After saying hello to Yin Luowen and logging off, the "crackling" sound of the keyboard in the room disappeared, and it became increasingly cold and lonely. It was so disturbing that I moved out the design drafts I had drawn in the past few days. I felt unspeakable uneasiness. If you work to make money and rely on drawing design drafts, I'm afraid it's impossible to support yourself.
But, no matter what, Yin Manqing wanted to try what she likes to do.
When I learned that a relatively well-known fashion design company needed to collect a batch of design drafts for autumn and winter men's and women's clothing, and heard that once they were adopted, the remuneration would be very generous, Yin Manqing worked hard for several days to come up with the design drawings. She was filled with uneasiness and fear of rejection. , but full of expectations.
These designs contained too much of her feelings and thoughts. She had never drawn men's clothing before, but thinking about Shen Ye's height and figure, she regarded him as a male model in her mind and designed a very gentlemanly suit. suit.
In her eyes, Shen Ye is the most handsome and elegant in a suit. When she was a child, she was probably fascinated by his gentlemanly and thoughtful attitude like a little adult, so she always recognized him...
Yin Manqing has been looking at these design drafts for a long time. They are definitely not the best, but the most sincere ones. He has put a lot of emotion and thought into them, and A Feng...
In the past, before he passed away, he once mentioned asking her to design men's clothing for him.
But now, it's not that she doesn't want to design, it's just that once Yin Manqing imagined what Qin Yuefeng looked like when he left, and how he died tragically, Yin Manqing's heart immediately froze. Just thinking about that picture, all the grief and discomfort penetrated into her body, it shouldn't be like that Yes, no matter what punishment the court will sentence him, he should not choose such an extreme way to end his life, leaving the living with endless regret and pain.
Aina, the chief designer of the clothing design company who was interviewing, looked at Yin Manqing's design drawings, her eyebrows tightening more and more each time. Yin Manqing sat opposite her, carefully watching Aina's expression. She must be dissatisfied, otherwise what would happen to her face? It would be so ugly...
Yin Manqing trembled, tangled her hands together, and was so nervous that her heart was about to jump out of her chest, but she did not dare to open her mouth to disturb Aina.
Finally, Aina finished reading the design draft and looked at Yin Manqing, "Is this what you designed?"
"Yes." Yin Manqing nodded nervously.
Aina's eyes fell on Yin Manqing's design drawings again.
Yin Manqing was so tormented by her tortured slow movements that she couldn't hold it back any longer, "Director Ai, I'm a newbie, please give me some advice."
"I'll tell you the truth, you don't even know how to choose the most basic colors. The lines are stiff, let alone creative. The design drawings of the entire series give people the feeling of being lackluster, with bleak and dull colors. You want to give Are they worn by dead people? I don’t see how many customers will buy your designs after they are made into finished products, one? Two? Or there won’t be any customers willing to take another look at such clothes.”
After finishing speaking, Aina threw the design drawing towards Yin Manqing, "Go back and practice the most basic skills first."
"..." Yin Manqing was speechless for a moment. Although she had expected such an ending at the beginning, it was extremely difficult to accept it when she was really criticized to a fault.
"Next person."
Hearing Aina's voice, Yin Manqing asked eagerly, "Director Ai, among so many design drawings...isn't there a single one that can be ignored?"
Yin Manqing seemed a little excited. She stayed up late and drew more than a dozen design drawings for several days. She revised and redrawn them over and over again. As a result, all the fruits of her labor were rejected by the other party in a few words.
Director Ai glanced at her, with a layer of impatience and deep disgust in his eyes, "Get out."
Since Yin Manqing had been ordered to be expelled, she was too embarrassed to stay here any longer, but her heart felt as if a boulder weighing tens of thousands of kilograms had been carried, making her breathless.
She is really so useless. Even if she works hard and does it with intention, she can never do things well and satisfy people.
When passing the application aisle, a young designer who had known Yin Manqing before began to whisper, "Look, isn't that Yin Manqing? She actually came to submit design drafts like us. She must be so poor."
"You don't know? She has been having a hard time in recent years. First, she divorced the young master of the Shen family, and she no longer has a wealthy family to back her up. Even her former financial backer Qin Yuefeng died. Who else can she rely on?
At this age, do you still want to compete with the 16 or 7-year-old models who have just debuted? Models are very young, and models in their twenties are rarely seen on the catwalk."
"No wonder, it turned out that she had passed out, so she disappeared. There is no news about her." Another person said in response.
"Tsk, has she ever been popular? If she hasn't been, how can she be so cool?"
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The arrogant female voice behind Yin Manqing, "You say, I say" came to Yin Manqing's ears. Perhaps she was deeply hurt by Director Aina. When these words were heard in Yin Manqing's ears, there was not much reaction. If it had been before,
She would definitely blush and run away from here in a hurry, but now a faint smile appeared on her lips. Who could say otherwise? Not only had she never been red, but she had been able to make a living on the catwalk before, and it wasn't A Feng.
She and Shen Ye helped secretly, but now without them, she is almost unable to move and is useless...