Listening to Yin Manqing's words whispered in her ear, it turned out...she had known it for a long time.
If she had followed her previous temper, she would definitely "settle accounts" with him, but this time, she actually accepted it silently.
Although Shen Ye helped her out of good intentions, when he heard these words from her mouth at this time, he felt both considerate and guilty. It seemed that he had done something that brought disgrace to her face.
"I'm sorry, I made my own decision again." Shen Ye's words were slightly apologetic.
Yin Manqing stared at him for a long time. She remembered what Fu Wan said to her, so she looked at Shen Ye's face more seriously. Those ink-like pupils seemed to be full of exhaustion.
"How are you... lately?" She had a gut feeling - he was not good, at least his face didn't look good either.
"Not bad." He replied perfunctorily, turning his head to avoid Yin Manqing's overly hot and serious eyes. He suddenly felt a sense of frustration that he had been seen through.
"I have contacted Aunt Fan. Aunt Fan will be coming from home soon. She will take care of you during this period of your pregnancy."
After all, Aunt Fan had lived with them for many years and knew Yin Manqing's living habits very well. Shen Ye would feel more at ease if Aunt Fan took care of her.
However, as Fu Wan said, the more Shen Ye tried his best to help her arrange everything, the more people became uneasy, even though Yin Manqing knew that he was going to Chicago...
"When are you going to Chicago?" This was not something she should be concerned about, but she couldn't help but ask.
"this weekend."
"..." It was so fast that Yin Manqing fell silent. Originally, she was still looking for words in her mind. Should she at least say "smooth sailing" to his journey? However, she could not pretend to do anything. Even a simple smile that could make Shen Ye feel at ease could not be squeezed out.
"Let's go, go have a meal with me and treat it as farewell." Shen Ye was always afraid of her refusal, but if it was the last meal, he was sure that Yin Manqing would not refuse.
In fact, even if it wasn't a farewell meal, Yin Manqing would agree.
"I am the host and I choose the place."
"It's up to you." Shen Ye said with a smile.
Simple, seemingly innocuous words concealed countless sadness of parting. If Shen Ye had to go to Chicago, and she had to leave him, then everything would end with this dinner. , also as a new beginning for each of them.
The place Yin Manqing chose was very secluded, a small restaurant with antique decoration, giving people a hazy and unreal feeling, but it was also very warm, and the dim light warmed people's hearts.
"I'm afraid you'll overwhelm me, so I chose a restaurant that's not expensive, don't you mind?" Yin Manqing walked in front, pretending to be fine and said.
In the evening of early autumn, there was a hint of coolness. Yin Manqing's long skirt and long sweater were flying in the breeze. She didn't look pregnant at all when she put on flat shoes. She was so slender that Shen Ye's brows were piled high. She walked in Yin Manqing's house. Behind her, looking at her tall and thin figure, countless impulses came out.
He had an idea and he did it.
When Yin Manqing looked back at him, Shen Ye couldn't help but put his arms around her slender waist, holding her firmly and intimately in his palms. When they got close to each other, they were like thunder and fire, and Yin Manqing was always hugged by him. When she fell into her arms, the heat in her body expanded naturally. For a moment, she was still immersed in their past, thinking that they had never been separated.
Just say, let me wait for you.
As long as you let me wait a little longer, you will come back to me without any hesitation.
…
Yin Manqing began to feel confused. She couldn't wait to hear Shen Ye say these words again. Maybe, as long as he said it again, she would change her mind desperately.
Regardless of the objections from my grandfather or my parents, I don’t want to live so hard anymore.
However, Yin Manqing could sense that Shen Ye had made up his mind. The change in his attitude was simply that he wanted to start a new life again...
In the night, the long shadows of the two people looked thin.
Yin Manqing never waited for Shen Ye's words.
Entering the small restaurant and choosing a seat by the window, Yin Manqing looked out the window at the bright moon, her heart as cold as the night wind, "After I went to Chicago, I don't plan to come back in the future."
She was trying her best to avoid this topic, but as soon as she spoke, it came back to this issue. In the final analysis, she still cared about Shen Ye...whether she could meet him again.
Even in the past few days, Yin Manqing couldn't help but wonder who was with her when she gave birth. Maybe there were friends like Fu Wan and Tang Huan who took care of her and cared about her, but There is no way Shen Ye will come back to accompany her.
Thinking about this, Yin Manqing felt unspeakable panic. No matter how many difficult things she encountered in her future life, Shen Ye would never pay attention to her again; in his future life, Long Yunjing became his The main theme in life, all things, big and small, he should worry about Long Yunjing and do everything he can to give Long Yunjing happiness...
The more he thought about it, the more confused Yin Manqing became. Especially with Shen Ye's nodding, his heart suddenly felt as if he was sinking to the bottom of a valley, falling into an abyss.
Shen Ye knew that his words would definitely make Yin Manqing flustered, but he didn't want to deceive her anymore. Instead of making her wait hopelessly, it would be better to let her give up.
Yin Manqing obviously couldn't eat. She didn't eat much at first, but now because of her heavy heart, the food in front of her was even more intact.
There was no conversation at the dinner table, except for the intimate gestures. Shen Ye put the food to her mouth without warning. Although Yin Manqing was embarrassed, she accepted it obediently.
"Don't go back today." Suddenly, Yin Manqing said.
This sentence had been brewing in her heart for a long time before she spoke it. After saying it, Yin Manqing blushed so hard that it was hard to see anyone.
Shen Ye was also surprised. If it weren't for the last resort, she would never have made such an invitation. He wanted to refuse, and he should refuse, but he was still unable to compete with the eagerness in his body and his deep longing for her.
Shen Ye's long silence seemed to be the most difficult struggle in his heart.
The longer he remained silent, the more frightened Yin Manqing became, and she couldn't help but flinch. It seemed that her proposal just now was not considered, and she was the one who decided everything, decided to break up, decided to leave, but she couldn't part with each other when they separated.
Such contradictory emotions that upset her made Yin Manqing couldn't help but tremble, "You pretend I didn't say that..."
Thinking that she had been rejected by Shen Ye, Yin Manqing stood up in embarrassment, but Shen Ye took it firmly into her chest and said, "Is it okay? Your current situation... doesn't allow it."
Although he missed her, and although he thought about being with her all the time, he would not be able to bear it if the intimacy between them would cause harm to Yin Manqing.
"Yeah." She nodded, her face already flushed.
…
In the bathroom, the water mist filled her eyes, and the warmth spread freely in the air. Shen Ye's kisses slid down her face one by one, and wrapped around her neck, which was full of fragrant scent. Her breath filled her.
"Tell me how much you miss me..."
Whispering words of love lingered in Yin Manqing's ears. Although Shen Ye knew that Yin Manqing must miss him terribly at this moment, he hoped that she could say to him personally: Miss him.
Yin Manqing raised her chin slightly, as if she was eager to get more sweetness and joy from Shen Ye. Her active invitation, her unusual performance and boldness today, were all for one reason: after tonight, everything will be over. Come to an end.
In this case, reserve and shyness were completely put aside. Yin Manqing's hands were soft and weak against his shoulders. Her eyes, which were wet from the shower, were filled with water drops. Her half-opened and half-squinted pupils were full of confusion, and she was getting more and more confused. Arousing love and pity.
She didn't say how much she thought about it, but instead answered with actions. She stood up on her tiptoes and kissed him close to him. Her small lilac tongue carried a unique charm and wrapped around Shen Ye's tongue, tightly tying it. She thought about it all the time. Thinking of him, thinking of him.
Their chests were close to Shen Ye's, and the closeness between their skins was so shocking that they could forget everything. It seemed that everything could be left behind, and they could only see each other...
Even though Shen Ye was provoked by her and a ball of strong fire was born in his body, in order to let her adapt and make her comfortable, he slowed down, gently, until she could accept him. The long-lost fit, in that moment For a moment, Yin Manqing burst into tears. They were obviously so suitable and loved each other, but why did they have to separate?
"Hold me tighter...I'm cold..." Yin Manqing murmured, her legs tightly wrapped around his waist. Even though the temperature in the bathroom was very high, it still couldn't drive away the coolness of her body. She felt like He was like a child, tightly wrapped around Shen Ye's neck, not allowing him to relax at all.
Ambiguity and joy were scattered in every corner of the bathroom. When Shen Ye hugged her tightly, he was filled with endless excitement and happiness. His passionate kisses became more and more wanton, and he searched every part of her body. He loved her every inch of his life. This love was so intense that he couldn't stop.
Rough breathing and soft moans filled the space, and the temperature also climbed rapidly. Yin Manqing went from being cold at first to being surrounded by scorching body temperature. In his arms, under his guidance, she surrendered herself with confidence. To Shen Ye.
He cares more about himself than himself and values himself more.
"Ye." The three words "I love you" have never been uttered. She doesn't have the face to say these three words to him now.
And even though Shen Ye has incomparable flames and longings hidden in his body, even though he has many things to say to Yin Manqing, he wants to tell her: No matter who he is with in the future, or whether he is gone, until the moment he stops breathing, he will The only person I love in my life can only be her, and no one can replace her place in my heart.