Even if one day, Yin Manqing will know everything about him, but now...
Even though the words were on his lips, he still couldn't say them out. He still gave "It's okay" as a perfunctory answer, avoiding Yin Manqing's hot eyes.
"Since you don't want to say it, I won't force it, but don't disturb my life anymore. Back then... I gave you a choice."
Yin Manqing is very worried.
It seems that from the moment Shen Ye refused to be with her, the relationship between them was completely over, and even the traces of their previous love gradually became blurred.
"Sit down." Although Shen Ye was feeling unwell, he did not let go of Yin Manqing and pulled her to sit next to her.
From Yin Manqing's eyes that were avoiding Yin Manqing just now, to looking at her very seriously now, for an instant, as if they hadn't seen her for a century. Now that they saw her, her heart was panicking and beating wildly. Obviously, this This face was etched in his heart, but when he saw it, he was still as nostalgic as before.
Yin Manqing let him look at her and stared at Shen Ye's pale face at close range. She felt uneasy, and her uneasiness swallowed up all her resistance to Shen Ye.
Shen Ye held Yin Manqing's chin, looked into her eyes, leaned down, and got close to her lips. It was not as burning as before, but more sticky and soft. He kissed her red lips tightly and deeply. Wrap around, wrap around deeply, as if trying to pour out all the thoughts of the past few days and convey them to Yin Manqing, telling her: In fact, how much he misses her.
But, he had to go to Chicago.
Yin Manqing was so passive that she forgot to resist and struggle, as if she still refused to believe that Shen Ye was really back.
Although she was dissatisfied with him for taking her out of Shu Jing's house in a domineering manner, Yin Manqing seemed to have long been accustomed to Shen Ye making the decision for her and arranging everything for her.
"I miss you……"
The words of longing slipped out of Yin Manqing's mouth uncontrollably. After she said it, she suddenly felt flushed and flushed.
The slightest flame that Shen Ye had for her was extinguished in an instant because of her loving words. He held her face and deepened the intensity of the kiss.
When Yin Manqing's back was against the soft sofa, dangers arose. She knew exactly what would happen next, but she didn't want to stop it.
She needs to worry a lot. After Grandpa Shen left, if she wants to be with Shen Ye again, Yin Manqing understands that she needs a strong mentality. She must withstand all the pressure from all directions and at the same time overcome the obstacles buried deep in her heart.
Grandpa's confession before his death and the curse before his death all prevented her from taking a brave step forward. Even the courage that occasionally leaked out was not firm enough.
But at this time, Yin Manqing hoped to forget everything. She didn't care about being cursed or going to hell. "How about you stay here? Don't go back to Chicago. Let's start over..."
Yin Manqing did not stop Shen Ye's attack, but moved his hands up and down her body. A thin layer of water mist covered her eyes, which made her eyesight become more sparkling, shiny and clear...
"Are you negotiating terms with me?" Shen Ye buried himself deeply in her fragrant neck.
"I don't want you to go back." She admitted.
She mustered up all her courage and made a request to Shen Ye. Her eyes were full of expectation, eager for Shen Ye to agree.
Shen Ye stopped all his actions and stared at her for a long time. Then he slowly buttoned up Yin Manqing's clothes one by one. After rearranging his ambiguous clothes, he sat up and said seriously, "Today is the day. , I can’t come back to you.”
This sentence...
Every word was like a powerful bomb thrown into Yin Manqing's heart, completely exploding her chest and causing her to burst with pain.
"In the past, I was cowardly and I was wrong, but I know I was wrong... Can you come back, come back to me? What you said before, if you want me to believe you, if you want me to wait a little longer, you can solve all the problems. Question... I can wait, can you give me a time limit, how long? One month, two months..."
She began to be shameless again, regardless of her own firm proposal to separate from him. At this moment, she just wanted Shen Ye to agree.
Shen Ye's silence did not mean that he acquiesced. Looking at Yin Manqing's flustered and anxious expression, he was blaming himself for being cruel.
However, if he is not cruel now, sooner or later he will be cruel too.
"I can wait for a year, but it cannot exceed this time... I actually don't want to wait, not even for a second, but as long as we can still be together, I am still willing."
Yin Manqing's eyes were filled with tears, and the tears she was trying to hold back kept falling.
Regardless of her face, she begged, hated, and gave in... but she still couldn't get Shen Ye's nod.
Shen Ye hugged her and said, "What I can do for you is just to stay with you for a few days. After a few days, I still have to go back. I don't like Shu Jing, but if he can make you happy and calm, ,Perhaps, I can reluctantly bless you from the bottom of my heart."
He originally thought that he could truly express his sincere blessings to Yin Manqing and other men except him. However, in practice, it was quite painful and difficult for him.
In an instant, all the thoughts and hopes that Yin Manqing held were in vain. She thought that with the appearance of Shen Ye, she could take this opportunity to keep him here, but she did not expect that the result would be the same, and it could even be seen from Shen Ye's expression. His determination.
"In that case, why are you coming back? If you stay with me for a few days, will I be healthy? Since we can't be together, why bother about my life and death..."
Her words were so decadent and powerless, and there was clearly hatred in her eyes. It was natural to hate him.
Shen Ye wiped away her tears, "I am... no better than before. I can't waste the time we spend together like I did before."
He was referring to the period when he first got married, which became the period of time that Shen Ye regretted most in his life and wanted to do over again the most.
If life could really come back, Shen Ye would definitely choose to cherish every minute and every second from the first day of his marriage to Yin Manqing, cherish her and love her.
"Even a few days are precious to me." Shen Ye straightened Yin Manqing's hair, "Starting tomorrow, put away everything, be serious, and live quietly with me for a few days. "
He wanted to condense the decades they spent together into these few days, and do everything he wanted to do with Yin Manqing one by one in these few days...
Yin Manqing felt a knot in her heart, unable to agree to Shen Ye, and felt dissatisfied, but she still obeyed Shen Ye's arrangements. While she complained about him, she also looked forward to getting along with him.
Yin Manqing knew that she was the one who had the least reason to blame and hate Shen Ye. For her and the Shen family, Shen Ye had done enough.
Shen Ye seemed to be well prepared when he came back this time.
For the first time, it was the first time that the two of them walked into a large cinema with their fingers intertwined, queuing up to buy tickets and take seats like any ordinary couple.
Shen Ye protected her behind, blocking the crowd behind her. This simple but heart-warming gesture made Yin Manqing's eyes moist.
In fact, there is nothing touching about this, Yin Manqing thought in her heart, but it was so heart-warming, she became more and more dependent on him, and longed for him to stay.
Shen Ye chose an animated blockbuster with a strong sense of humor on the grounds of prenatal education. There was a burst of laughter in the cinema. Shen Ye seemed to always have a high point of laughter. He was used to being serious about his speech. He was just Yin Manqing's companion. He was not interested in the film. As long as Yin Manqing is happy.
She seemed to be laughing very happily, and her laughter continued uninterrupted, but the more she laughed, the tears began to flow down unknowingly, and her eyes were filled with tears...
Shen Ye frowned, originally out of consideration, he wanted her to come out and have fun, instead of being bored at home alone, sitting in a pile of design drafts and thinking hard.
"Be more restrained." Shen Ye handed her a tissue. Yin Manqing laughed harder, and naturally shed more tears.
"What a cute little guy, our children will be so cute in the future..." She thought about the future, after their children are born, they will be like the little guys in cartoons, causing trouble everywhere, naughty but very cute. Endearing.
Speaking of children, it was Shen Ye's injury.
Not being able to be by Yin Manqing's side and watch his children being born and grow... has become a lifelong regret for him.
"Don't you feel guilty? Don't you feel any guilt at all? When the child grows up day by day, his father will always be absent from his side."
Yin Manqing understood that although it was despicable to say this, she still tried every means, even if it was a very selfish way, to trap Shen Ye. Now that she is back and there are still a few days left, maybe she can still have a chance to work hard. once.
"You shouldn't have gotten me pregnant, and I regret it too..." Yin Manqing lowered her voice, unable to hide her excitement.
No matter what Yin Manqing said, Shen Ye was speechless.
The more silent he became, the more panicked Yin Manqing became, until Yin Manqing couldn't wait for the answer and started crying with a nervous breakdown. The sobbing sound turned into tears, filled with pain and hatred.
Shen Ye could only hold her tightly in his arms and tried his best to comfort her, but he still couldn't heal the scars in her heart.
If there was even the slightest possibility, he would still stay here, staying at all costs, especially when he saw Yin Manqing crying miserably and being so emotionally unstable.
He did not allow Yin Manqing to regret, to regret giving birth to a child for him, to regret everything she did with him...
And Shen Ye, even today, the two of them will eventually part ways, he does not regret knowing and accompanying Yin Manqing.
"Don't go back, promise me... we will be selfish once, just this time, regardless of family, friends, and everyone around us, give up and live for ourselves..." Yin Manqing burst into tears in the cinema.
In a theater full of laughter, her crying seemed out of place, and Shen Ye could only pick her up and leave...