Yan Lixiang's fainting caused Mu Chengtian to be extremely nervous. Fortunately, the fainting was only caused by being unable to withstand the high temperature in the hot spring room.
However, for Mu Chengtian, his determination and decision were deeply shocked and shaken. The pregnancy had just begun. Even if Yan Lixiang's fainting was not caused by pregnancy, there was nothing that could be done about the panic hidden in Mu Chengtian's heart.
Suppress and stop diarrhea.
The moment Yan Lixiang woke up and opened her eyes, she happened to face Mu Chengtian's anxious, blood-red pupils. She knew that she must have made him worried and scared again.
"Don't move, lie down and rest." Mu Chengtian's voice became cautious, as if Yan Lixiang's fainting had left a deep mark on Mu Chengtian's heart, and he was about to be frightened.
He had lived for nearly thirty years in a very special environment. Even in such bloody days, when he had to face life and death all the time, the shock he received was far less than what he had with Yan Lixiang.
Together we endure much more.
Mu Chengtian was afraid of losing her, and he always felt unsteady in his heart. Even when he looked at Yan Lixiang in good health, he still felt uneasy in his heart.
"I scared you again, didn't I?" Yan Lixiang said apologetically.
"It's not the first time I've been scared by you. After being scared, you'll be more bearable." Mu Chengtian didn't want to show any uneasiness or worry in front of Yan Lixiang, so he patted his heart and said, "But here,
...I have been scared by Yan Lixiangke many times, and if I am scared a few more times, I may become a complete coward."
In fact, at this time, he was already a coward in front of Yan Lixiang, worrying about her physical condition all the time.
Yan Lixiang reached out and held Mu Chengtian's hand on her chest, "Now you know how bad it is to be with me, right? In the future, if you still insist on being with me, I may...scare you more times
More."
Yan Lixiang's doctor previously said that as she grows older, her immune system declines, and her body's various functions decline, the number of times she faints and requires blood transfusions will only become more and more frequent, so frequent that one day, even
No blood transfusion could save her life.
At that time, Yan Lixiang didn't think too much, nor was she too afraid. She had been suffering from this disease for a year or two. She had been dealing with hospitals since she was a child. But now, thinking about this, Yan Lixiang's whole body became terrified.
.
She didn't want to die, nor did she want such a day to come...
"No matter how many times it happens, I'm not afraid, and it won't scare me. The only thing that might scare me is..."
It's death.
As long as Yan Lixiang can still be like this, even if she faints, she can still wake up, and she can wake up in a short period of time, Mu Chengtian is already grateful to God.
Yan Lixiang didn't understand what Mu Chengtian's words were choked in her throat.
"I won't die. If I don't raise children for Mu Chengtian, and if I don't live a beautiful life with Mu Chengtian for a period of time, I promise... I will never die."
Because I am unwilling to do so.
She was unwilling to accept that when someone who truly loved her and pitied her appeared, and she truly loved him, she was not lucky enough to enjoy the happiness and sweetness that Mu Chengtian brought to her.
Mu Chengtian couldn't say anything at this time, and his heart was beating wildly. The more he listened to Yan Lixiang's words, the more uneasy he became; the more uneasy he became, the more at a loss what to do.
Holding Yan Lixiang in his arms, the real warmth between his arms finally made him feel at ease. He looked into Yan Lixiang's eyes with deep worry and love. He considered the words he wanted to say but hesitated in his heart.
After a while, he finally said, "We'd better... not have children."
He didn't want to take another risk.
It's not that he doesn't want their joint child, Mu Chengtian believes that Yan Lixiang will understand him. He wants their child more than she does, but he wants to return to it, but the reality is that he doesn't allow it.
Yan Lixiang actually thought that as her physical condition deteriorated again and again, Mu Chengtian would inevitably want to have no children.
She was not angry, even though Mu Chengtian said something so "cruel", but Mu Chengtian was doing it for her own good.
"I know you have a lot of worries and worries in your heart, right? No matter how difficult it is, I want to give birth to a child for you."
Even if the cost of giving birth to a child in the future is her own life, Yan Lixiang still wants to take a gamble. A woman who does not give birth to a child is not considered complete.
In particular, even if she and Mu Chengtian live together, they still need a common child to better and more perfectly maintain their happiness.
When chatting with Yin Manqing and Fu Wan in the hot spring room, she did hesitate. She didn't know how to make a choice for a while. But at the moment when she was awake, Yan Lixiang thought clearly. She must firm up her thoughts in order to
Don't sway from side to side.
"Lixiang, I don't want to lose you. You have to know that exchanging your life for a child is the last thing I want to see. Be obedient, we don't want children, and I don't like children. The world between the two of us will be good in the future.
of."
To be honest, before meeting Yan Lixiang, he had never thought about which woman he would have a child with in the future, and he had never even thought about this issue at the beginning of his relationship with Yan Lixiang.
The particularity of Mu Chengtian's identity, the special mission of his birth, and his family background make it impossible to change his life and destiny. No one in the Mu family or the Qin family can escape the fate of the underworld family. Even if they don't
They cause trouble, and trouble comes to them, and they can't help it. Mu Chengtian doesn't want his future children to have the same fate as himself.
With such thoughts, Mu Chengtian simply never thought about having children to inherit anything. Everything in the Mu family should end with his death.
"Who said you would lose me? You wouldn't. For you and for the sake of my children, I have to be brave and try my best to survive. I can't just watch you marry Yao Leshan, and I can't watch other people's children scream.
Your dad, I will definitely be angry and jealous, do you want to see me angry and jealous?"
He would definitely not want to see that Yan Lixiang knew Mu Chengtian's intentions very well. He had invested so much affection in her that Yan Lixiang would not have any regrets even if she died now, but she would not be willing to accept it.
Suddenly, hearing Yan Lixiang's squeamish words, Mu Chengtian's eyes were unknowingly covered with a thick layer of mist, "I will deal with Leshan's matter immediately when I get back. Believe me, I will definitely give it to you."
A satisfactory answer.”
Even though he couldn't break his promise to Yao Leshan, let alone help her, at this point, Mu Chengtian just wanted to focus on Yan Lixiang wholeheartedly, cherishing every minute and every second he spent with her, and couldn't let her
Each other has regrets.
"Yes." Yan Lixiang nodded happily, trusting Mu Chengtian.
Holding Mu Chengtian's neck, she clung to him stickyly, "I'm thinking, in the last life, or the life before that, I must have been your slave, taking care of you very carefully and considerately, so, in this life, you
You are here to repay me, right? Otherwise, where would there be a fool like you? What good can I do?"
At the last sentence, Yan Lixiang muttered, I really don't think she is that good. Comparing her beauty to beauty, she is not the most beautiful woman in the world. Comparing her body to that is not only unhealthy, but also always causing trouble for him...
"You really have nothing good to do." He said bluntly.
"My temper in particular is very confusing and annoying." Mu Chengtian added.
"Really? It sounds like I have a lot of shortcomings, but... Mu Chengtian likes me very much?" Yan Lixiang asked cautiously.
Mu Chengtian smiled slightly, and finally there was a trace of relaxation in his smile. Junyi's face was so tense just now that he was ugly. He didn't answer, which made Yan Lixiang panic. Then, she lowered her head to Mu Chengtian's chest.
The hair arched deeply into his chest, "Don't say it...if the answer is not what I want to hear, I can't say it..."
Mu Chengtian forced her to look at him. Yan Lixiang's face was flushed, so pink that it made her heart itch. Her whole body was numb and tingling. Mu Chengtian swallowed her throat. What she originally wanted to say was blocked by Yan Lixiang's struggle just now.
Suddenly, he was inadvertently attracted by the open collar on his chest. The looming appearance made Mu Chengtian's body feel unbearably hot, "Well, sit still."
He suddenly spoke seriously.
Yan Lixiang hadn't noticed that her collar was open, revealing a lot of beautiful spring scenery. She just stared at Mu Chengtian with wide almond-shaped eyes, "What do you want to say to me? You are too serious, I am so scared..."
He said he was afraid, but his palms were not honest at all as he wrapped his arms around Mu Chengtian's waist, and they were close to each other. With the soft fragrance of soft jade in his arms, how could Mu Chengtian remain calm in his arms, especially when Yan Lixiang, a woman with a deep love for her, was deep in his bones.
It made him feel and have passion, and Mu Chengtian's body became more and more stiff.
"Don't mess with me. I don't have enough concentration right now. I don't know what impulsive things I might do." Mu Chengtian's forbearing voice suddenly came from above Yan Lixiang's head.
As soon as he heard these words, he could clearly tell that Mu Chengtian endured it very hard.
"Haha." She laughed, making a "clucking" sound.
"My determination is enough now." Their children are the best "determination".
Mu Chengtian has a dark face.
Just when Mu Chengtian was unbearably hot, Yan Lixiang gently pressed her lips against his, "Try this first to quench your thirst..."
Her moist and delicate cherry-like red lips wrapped around Mu Chengtian, and the tip of her tongue intensified and indulged in teasing Mu Chengtian's mouth, which disturbed every nerve in him, and the desire was extremely strong, "Is it sweet?"
Yan Lixiang said shyly, with a cute blush on her face, and her big eyes were also filled with deep love. This relationship is not just Mu Chengtian's investment, she may occasionally act like a young lady, but she is also very
Putting yourself in Mu Chengtian's shoes, you also love him and can't help yourself...
Mu Chengtian listened to her delicate questions and absorbed all her sweetness with a more aggressive and hungry kiss...