118 Tell me how much do you care about the eyes of the world?
The atmosphere at the dinner table was a bit stiff.
After Aunt Bao served all the food, she went into the kitchen. Gu Yanshen did not come in. Zijin sat alone in the restaurant, facing a table of dishes. She held the chopsticks in her hands, but she couldn't move her hands away.
Originally, when she lived here, she would not feel uncomfortable being dependent on others, but the appearance of Aunt Bao reminded her of her identity from time to time, and she finally realized that this kind of ethics, in the eyes of others, was
How shameless.
After a few minutes, Gu Yanshen pushed the door open and walked in. He had a handsome face and a serious expression. He must have just finished smoking. There was still a very light smell of tobacco on his body. Mixed with his masculine scent, it did not make people feel uncomfortable.
It's comfortable, but it has a bewitching flavor.
Gu Yanshen sat opposite Zijin. As soon as Aunt Bao in the kitchen saw him coming in, she hurriedly came out with a bowl of soup.
"Master, you haven't had this for a long time, right? Come on, try it. I cooked it specially today."
As she said this, she took a small bowl and gave it to Gu Yanshen to boil.
Zijin was even more embarrassed when he sat opposite him. For some reason, Aunt Bao said she was a servant, but now she looked more like a relative of Gu Yanshen. With her status, sitting opposite him, she looked like
It's like a prisoner, it's an indescribable feeling.
After taking a few bites of rice, Zijin put down his chopsticks and heard Aunt Bao say: "Mrs. Qiao, please drink some too. This hot food tastes very good."
Zijin's throat was clogged and she knew that she didn't really hate this Aunt Bao, it was just that she kept saying "Ms. Qiao" that she refused to change, which made it impossible for her to sit here and eat again.
"No need." Really unable to sit still, Zijin stood up and looked at the man opposite who still had a calm expression. She took a deep breath and brought out the excuse she had made, "Brother Gu...
I received a call today from an uncle who knows my father. We haven't seen each other for many years. He asked me to meet today. I almost forgot about it. I think this time should be about the same in the past. Please take your time. I'm leaving now.
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When he reached the door of the restaurant, Zijin said to Aunt Bao very politely: "Goodbye, Auntie."
Aunt Bao was stunned for a moment.
Perhaps he didn't expect that she was actually quite polite to him, and she was not a fool. Although they only got along with each other for one day, every word she said during that day reminded her intentionally or unintentionally, "Ms. Qiao, Mrs. Qiao."
"It's your identity. Of course it can be seen that the atmosphere between her and the young master is a bit stiff, mostly because of her own reasons.
To people of their generation, beating up mandarin ducks would seem very immoral.
However, this is not a real mandarin duck!
Aunt Bao believes that if there is really something between Gu Yanshen and Shen Zijin, then it must be a bad relationship. It seems that the two of them are just in a budding state. No matter how deviant they are, she must strangle them to death!
When Zi Jin came, he didn't bring anything with him. Gu Yanshen had someone bring her cell phone to Qiao's house later, along with the bag she usually took with her when she went out, so when she left, she took it with her
Got his own handbag.
As soon as she walked out of the apartment door, Zijin didn't stop for a step until the elevator door closed. Then she pressed against the elevator wall and looked at herself reflected in the elevator mirror - the woman inside, with a pale face and a hint of sadness.
She was extremely panicked, and her eyes were also filled with confusion. She slowly touched her cheek with trembling fingers.
Shen Zijin, what on earth are you doing?
Why do you have to push yourself to this point? You know you can't, but you still look at the abyss, unable to extricate yourself...
I sighed lightly, but what I couldn't hide in my eyes reflected in the mirror was loneliness.
Those things that even she herself couldn't distinguish clearly - loneliness.
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Gu Yanshen ate something and then entered the study.
Aunt Bao saw that he didn't eat much for dinner and he didn't seem to be in a good mood. After she finished cleaning up, she helped Gu Yanshen make a cup of coffee and brought it in.
"Master." Aunt Bao placed the coffee in front of Gu Yanshen and smiled kindly, "I'll go to bed early in the evening. I think you have lost a little weight recently. You are very busy at work, right?"
"It's okay." Gu Yanshen answered casually. After flipping through the last document, he closed the folder, raised his head and looked at Aunt Bao, "Are you still used to living here?
"
"Is there anything I'm not used to? In the past, I would live wherever you and your wife lived and take care of you. If I can take care of the young master, I'm very used to it."
Gu Yanshen nodded. He had always respected this aunt who had served his mother and him since he was a child, and his tone of voice was not too arrogant. "That's good. I may live here during this period, so I still have to worry about it."
Aunt Bao."
Aunt Bao waved her hands quickly, "The young master has spoken seriously. There will be no trouble. It is my blessing to be able to serve the young master."
Gu Yanshen lit a cigarette, frowned, took a puff, crossed his long legs gracefully, suddenly stood up, pulled Aunt Bao, and made her sit on the sofa.
Aunt Bao was a little flattered. Just as she was about to stand up, Gu Yanshen moved the hand holding the cigarette to the side, then lifted up his trousers and squatted in front of her. His thin lips curled up slightly, revealing a faint smile.
With a smile and a deep voice, she said very seriously: "Aunt Bao, there are some things I want to tell you."
"... Young Master, what do you want to say? Just say it, don't hurt me, this... you get up first, I will still stand..."
"Aunt Bao——"
Gu Yanshen put his hand on her shoulder and motioned her to sit down. He probably thought it was not good to smoke in front of the old man, so he turned around and pinched out the cigarette. Then he frowned and said, "I've always been very good at smoking."
I respect you, and you also know my temper. If I am not sure of it, I will not take action casually. If it is what I want, then I will no longer care about some insignificant external matters.
In terms of factors. What I want, I will try my best to get it. From childhood to adulthood, the most kind people by my side are my mother and you. Therefore, I also know that there are people in this world who can serve me wholeheartedly.
Maybe it's just the two of you. I can understand that what you say and do is all for my own good. However, I have already considered some things myself, so I will definitely not look back."
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In fact, what he said was very obvious.
What he wants - Shen Zijin.
What he wants to do - get her.
Among the words he said to her about whether to advance or retreat, there was only one meaning left - just watch, there is no need to worry about what to do or what to say.
Aunt Bao had already thought before that her young master should have different feelings for Shen Zijin, but now she was shocked when she heard him express his position to her so seriously.
His face stiffened, and he couldn't help but speak, "...Master, you, you are talking about Mrs. Qiao."
"She will come here again in the future. During this period, she can't go back to Qiao's house, so I asked you to come and take care of her because I trust you. So Aunt Bao, don't call her Mrs. Qiao anymore."
"...Master, do you really not know who she is? She is your brother's wife..." His firm attitude made Aunt Bao a little flustered. She shook her head and waved her hands, "...
Master, please don’t be confused. What kind of woman is there in this world? Master... If this lady knew about this, she would go crazy! Master, just listen to your aunt’s advice. Really?
It’s…”
"Don't tell my mother yet." Gu Yan frowned deeply and spoke softly, but with a hint of warning.
"...Young Master, this matter...this matter cannot be hidden!"
"Stop talking." Gu Yanshen waved his hand, pursed his thin lips tightly, and a hint of coldness flashed across his delicate facial features. He spoke again in an unquestionable tone, "Aunt Bao, this is my own business. I have a sense of discretion in my heart.
There are also standards. I hope you can trust me and stand on my side. As for my mother, you can just reply to her according to what I said."
He turned around and picked up his coat hanging on the hanger, "I'm going out, you can rest early."
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Looking at the tall and straight figure walking out of the study, Aunt Bao's face was full of sadness - Master, is he serious? But...how can this be done? There are so many women in the world, which one is not easy to choose? Which one is difficult to choose?
Young Master Hui is not worthy of him? With his status and intelligence, other women can only be unworthy of him, but why should it be that Shen Zijin?
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Should she really keep silent about this matter? Or should she tell her wife in England?
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Zijin got out of the car, raised his wrist and looked at the time, 9:30 pm.
The hospital is probably closed, but there is really no way out tonight. Mu Chenchu is not in City C at the moment, and she has been unable to contact her on her mobile phone. She probably didn't take her mobile phone with her, and she doesn't have a key to her apartment either.
She didn't dare to go back to Qiao's house. She had everything in her wallet with her, but there wasn't a lot of money in it. She couldn't squander it casually now. If she stayed in a hotel, she might as well... come to the hospital to accompany her father.
When she was in the UK, she would fly back once a year to see Shen Dongming. At that time, instead of going back to Qiao's house, she would spend the night in the hospital.
Shen Dongming has a special status. It is very simple for Zijin to come over and find a ward for her to spend the night.
When she entered the hospital, the guard recognized her and quickly let her in.
At this time, the attending doctor had also gone off work, and the nurse was taking care of Shen Dongming, probably asking him to take a bath. The old man looked childish, and seemed to refuse to take a bath. The two of them stood at the door of the bathroom in a confrontation.
The nurse knew about Shen Dongming's condition and did not dare to irritate him, so she was very patient and coaxing him with kind words.
"Mr. Shen, if you don't take a shower, you won't be able to go for a walk tomorrow. Your whole body will be smelly by then. If you go out, others will dislike your smell."
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"Can I help you take a bath? Aren't I the one who takes care of you every day? Why are you having trouble with me today?"
"…………"
"Then tell me, what do you want before you take a bath? I'll find it for you, okay?"
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"Mr. Shen, you..."
"I want my daughter, I miss my daughter..."
The nurse was stunned for a moment and didn't realize what Shen Dongming meant when he said "nannan".
In fact, it is a colloquial expression of southerners. Shen Dongming is not an out-and-out native of City C. Before he and Zijin’s mother got married, he had been living in City A, a small city in the south. After Zijin was born, Shen Dongming
He likes to call her "nannan", which is a very affectionate name for his daughter from his father, which means "baby".
Zijin understood, but the little nurse didn't.
Zijin stood at the corner of the corridor, his fingers clasped tightly against the wall, his eyes were already wet, and there was something pricking him on the tip of his heart, which hurt.
How many years?
It had been too long since she had heard her father call her "nannan" affectionately. He thought he had forgotten it, but in fact he hadn't. He still remembered it. There was a surge of emotion in his throat. Zijin couldn't hold it back and coughed.
, the little nurse on the other end turned around and saw her.
"Hey, Mrs. Qiao, you are here..."
Zijin quickly calmed down his emotions and walked out from around the corner, "I'm going to stay with my dad tonight. Let me take care of him."
When the little nurse thought about that time when Shen Dongming suddenly went crazy and almost strangled Zijin to death, she still felt lingering fear and hesitated, "...well, Mr. Shen's mood is actually not very stable recently. If you want to take care of him,
A bit dangerous..."
"It doesn't matter. If there is any problem, I will call you right away."
The nurse wanted to say something else, but Shen Dongming seemed to have discovered a new world. When he saw Zijin, he immediately ran over, hugged her and said, "Nanny, my daughter is really here. Dad misses you so much. Why do you
You haven’t come to see dad for so long? Dad bought you a gift, and your mom even cooked your favorite dish for you today."
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Zijin's eyes were a little sore, and he reached out to hold his father's hand and walked towards the bathroom, "Didn't dad teach me that? You should wash your hands before eating. Dad, let's wash our bodies first and then eat."
"
Shen Dongming grabbed Zijin with an excited look on his face. He seemed to have no objection to anything she said, "Okay, listen to Nannan!"
Finally, Shen Dongming was pulled into the bathroom. Although Zijin was a daughter, she couldn't take off her father's clothes and help him take a bath, so at the nurse's suggestion, Zijin personally fetched water and wiped Shen Dongming's body.
, and helped him change his clothes. Although Shen Dongming was crazy and confused, he still moved very quickly. When Zijin helped him change his clothes, he even helped button the buttons himself.
After leaving the bathroom, the nurse had prepared meals, and Zijin fed them himself.
While Shen Dongming was eating, he was telling her stories about his childhood. Zi Jin discovered that although his father was unconscious, he actually had most of the impressions of what happened when he was a child in his mind. When he talked about it,
She felt that her father remembered every scene very clearly, and she was a little sad. He had been locked up here all these years, was he relying on these memories to hold on?
Does he know that he has been crazy for 5 years?
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"...Later that day, you said you went to school and had a tutor's class, and you didn't want to miss it. But when you left, your mother disappeared too."
Zi Jin was sitting by the bed, pouring a glass of water for Shen Dongming. Suddenly she heard Shen Dongming say something out of nowhere. She stopped pouring the water, frowned, and subconsciously looked at her father.
Shen Dongming's expression was a little distant, and Zi Jin's heart trembled slightly. He felt that at this moment, his father's eyes were so calm, as if he had fallen into a memory, and his whole person was sober. He didn't look like he was crazy at all.
5 years of psychosis.
"...Dad, you..."
"Shh, listen to me." Shen Dongming suddenly looked at Zijin and gave her a gentle smile. His tone was slow and there was no problem with his organized language. "I still remember that day in 2009.
Yes, on May 8th, your mother told me that she was going to work. Originally, she had a day off because she received a call from a colleague asking her to help with the shift. So she hurriedly went to cover the shift.
Who knows, after she went there that day, she disappeared. I thought your mother worked the night shift, so she didn't come back to sleep. She knew someone at the hotel. Sometimes she would be there when she was tired from work.
I was resting, but she still didn’t come over the next day, and didn’t come back on the third day... I knew something must have happened to her. I looked everywhere for her, but couldn’t find her. Finally, I found out that it was her.
…”
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Zi Jin never knew that there was such a period before his mother's accident.
Back then, she was still in school, in her second year of college, and she had forgotten what she said to her parents when she left that day. She only knew that when she heard the news that her mother had an accident,
It's May 11, 2009.
Zijin's brain buzzed, the 11th, the third day, the day to go back, isn't it May 8th?
She looked at Shen Dongming in shock. She never thought that he would remember it so clearly, and that...he had never told herself...also, after his mother's accident, he began to lose consciousness. At that time, Zijin had no idea at all.
I don’t know what happened. I just know that my mother passed away and my father went crazy. Later, Qiao Shiyun found her... Later, Qiao Shiyun also found someone to handle everything in the Shen family, including her mother’s funeral.
…
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what is going on?
Is there anything hidden about what happened back then that I don’t know about?
"Dad, do you still remember what happened in 2009?" There were big question marks in Zijin's mind. Shen Dongming stopped talking about half of the topic just now. She put down the water glass, grabbed her father's hand, and spoke eagerly
Question: "Dad, what happened next? Do you remember? Then..."
"Later... later..." Shen Dongming frowned, as if he was reminiscing seriously, and the only word he murmured in his mouth was "later". He didn't know what he thought of, but his whole body suddenly shook.
Shocked, he pushed Zijin away and shrank to the bed.
"dad……"
"Shut up, shut up! You can't say it, you mustn't say it, you, you...don't come over, don't ask me, I don't know anything, I don't know anything...don't...don't ask me again!
"
"Come on, go away! Go away!"
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Zijin was startled and wanted to step forward to calm Shen Dongming's mood, but she was afraid that he would go crazy with her like last time. She stood by the bed, a little at a loss, when the nurse suddenly opened the door and came in.
It was probably what happened last time that left everyone in the hospital feeling frightened, so today when Zi Jin came over, several nurses were standing guard at the door. When they heard the noise inside, they rushed in immediately.
"Miss Qiao, let us come."
Zijin was pulled away by the nurse and watched as several well-trained medical staff came forward. First they softly persuaded Shen Dongming, but his mood became more and more agitated. Finally, someone took out the
He was given a sedative and forced to hold him down before injecting him.
Zijin was frightened by such a scene. She broke away from the nurse who was blocking her and rushed forward, "What are you doing? What kind of medicine did you give my dad?"
"Ms. Qiao, this is a sedative. Mr. Shen is too excited and something will happen if this continues."
"Why do you need to give him a sedative? Is there no other way to deal with his emotions? My dad may...may not be crazy. You have locked him up here for 5 years. Good people will be turned into lunatics.
Now, if you inject him with any more sedatives, won't this make him more emotionally tense? No! Let go of my dad, I tell you to let go!"
"Mrs. Qiao, please calm down. Mr. Shen is really mentally disturbed. Mistress Qiao, please don't hinder our work. Mistress Qiao..."
The nurse was holding a syringe in her hand. When she opened and closed her mouth, she said "Miss Qiao." Zijin didn't think there was anything wrong with these four words, but when Shen Dongming heard it, he trembled suddenly and his eyes turned scarlet for a moment.
Like a wild beast, his craziness became even more intense. He overturned all the bedding on the bed. Several people rushed forward but could not stop him. He glared at Zijin fiercely and rushed over very quickly.
He was about to pounce on Zi Jin. Fortunately, someone on the side pushed Zi Jin away, and several people quickly stepped forward and restrained Shen Dongming with skillful but brutal moves.
The nurse in charge pointed the needle at Shen Dongming's vein without any explanation——
One needle, stick it in.
The effect of the medicine was almost immediate, and Shen Dongming, who originally looked crazy and ferocious, fell to the ground limply in an instant.
Two nurses carried him, made the bed, and let him lie on the bed.
Zijin stood aside, trembling all over. Her hand was covering her lips tightly, and her teeth were biting the back of her hand subconsciously. Originally, one hand was injured and wrapped in gauze, but now, that one is not injured.
On the back of her hand, she also bitten an obvious gum line, accompanied by traces of blood.
"Mrs. Qiao...are you okay?"
Someone came over, probably thinking that she was scared. After all, they were from the Qiao family. To put it bluntly, this hospital was built for Shen Dongming. They did not dare to offend the Qiao family and wanted to comfort her.
Zijin pushed the nurse away fiercely, his voice trembling with suppressed anger, "Don't touch me!"
She pointed at her unconscious father on the bed, completely in disbelief, "You usually...do this to my dad? This is your job? The Qiao family takes out the money just to support you, using this inhumane...
Means to torture my father?"
"Just now, just now, my dad was chatting with me in a good mood. He remembered everything in the past clearly. He even remembered clearly what day of 2009 the accident happened to our Shen family! This is a madman.
Memories that only exist?”
"Miss Qiao, Mr. Shen is indeed mentally disturbed, but mentally disturbed people may also have memories because their spirits have been stimulated, so they keep some good memories in their minds. This does not mean that
, he is healthy, please calm down. If you have other questions, wait until the doctor goes to work tomorrow..."
"I need to see a doctor now!"
"Ms. Qiao, I hope you won't deliberately embarrass us. We are also acting under orders. If Mr. Shen hadn't been too emotional and prone to hurtful behavior, we wouldn't have given him a sedative."
The nurse's words were already filled with emotion.
In fact, everyone knows that Qiao Jinglian has never taken this wife seriously. The staff in the hospital are all arranged by Qiao Shiyun. To put it bluntly, they are people from the Qiao family. Normally, this group of people has nothing to do and just hang around.
Gossip about the Qiao family.
To Zijin, they were one thing on the surface and another behind the scenes.
Now that Zijin refuted their words so directly, in the middle of the night, these people's emotions were quickly aroused, with a bit of disdain and boredom written on their faces.
Zi Jin subconsciously clenched his hands at his side, and his face turned pale with anger, "What do you mean by this? Do you only inject these sedatives into the patient when he is emotional? He was so excited just now.
Man, he fainted as soon as you gave the injection. What kind of medicine is this? Does it have any side effects? My dad has been here for 5 years and I have never raised any questions about your medical procedures. As the only family member of the patient now, I
Not qualified to ask about the situation? Do you want to give me my opinion?"
"I didn't say you couldn't give opinions, but your father was already crazy. What you mean now is that we drove him crazy? Why did he move in here 5 years ago? In the past 5 years, we have
But they are all the medical staff who are taking care of him. You have stayed abroad for 5 years, you will not become so whimsical, right?"
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Zi Jin couldn't believe his ears. Even if this person's words were rude, he was still sarcastic about himself. They could not take him seriously at all, but the person lying on the bed was her.
The only relative in the world, if possible, she would like to take her father away from here.
This is a cage. She didn't know it before. In fact, her father's spirit seemed to be broken down step by step. Take what happened just now as an example, he could recall the previous things so clearly. He may not be completely crazy.
When he was emotional, he might have stepped on some sensitive spot. Why did they have to use sedatives to calm him down?
Tranquilizers have side effects!
Whenever Zijin thought that in the past five years, when she was in the UK, maybe when her father got excited, they would hold him down, inject him with sedatives, or use more extreme methods... She couldn't help but feel a lingering fear in her heart!
Even a person who is not crazy will go crazy if he encounters such a situation, right?
"I think your dad won't wake up tonight. If you want to stay in the hospital, I'll help you find a room." The nurse was very nervous when she saw Zijin staring at her with a pale face.
, but did not speak. She frowned, and now her face no longer even pretended to be polite.
Zijin bit his lip and was about to say something when the ward door behind him suddenly "swiped" and was pushed open.
The sound in Zijin's throat was stuck there subconsciously. She turned around and saw the tall figure standing at the door. Her heart skipped a beat - at that moment, she seemed to see the light of fate.
Several nurses standing in the room were also stunned when they saw the man appearing at the door.
Gu Yanshen was dressed in a tall black suit, with a white shirt collar set against the black, which showed that his whole person was exceptionally calm and restrained. His exquisite facial features were not landscape-like, with only the slight frown between his eyebrows.
, clearly contains a bit of fierceness.
Everyone in the room was stunned.
After Shen Dongming was sent to this hospital, Qiao Shiyun never came once. Qiao Jinglian came once two days ago, also because Zijin was accidentally injured by Shen Dongming. As for other people, it was impossible to come.
But no one expected that at this time... Gu Yanshen would come.
"...Gu, Mr. Gu."
Of course, it was impossible not to recognize Gu Yanshen. The nurse in charge was a little confused and hesitantly stepped forward, but Gu Yanshen didn't even bother to look at her, and walked past her towards Zijin.
With so many people around, Zijin was really afraid that he would do something inappropriate to her. She almost instinctively took two steps back. Gu Yan frowned deeply, put his hands in the pockets of his trousers, and stood in front of her.
In front of him, he only said solemnly, "Come out with me."
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Zijin's eyes flashed, and Gu Yanshen turned to leave, but found that she did not follow him. He paused and turned around again. This time, he stood in front of her without any rules, and leaned forward with his long body, approaching her.
The domineering male aura hit her face. Zijin was startled, and her face turned red almost instinctively. But with so many people standing in the room, watching, she did not dare to make too much movement, and her body was tense.
He stood there, not daring to move.
Gu Yanshen leaned close to her ear, and the hot male breath gave her a numbing feeling. Zijin trembled all over, but he suddenly reached out and gently pinched her slender shoulders with his big palm.
The touch doesn't make people feel very ambiguous, but it seems to have a certain sense of intimacy that no one else can overcome.
"Come out with me, or I won't mind carrying you out, huh?"
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When Zijin walked out of the ward, a group of nurses wanted to explode!
"Oh my god, was it really Gu Yanshen just now?" Little Nurse No. 1 was full of excitement. For this man who had only been seen in media gossip before, seeing him in real life, with his exquisite facial features and tall and straight body, was still too much.
It’s easy to make women happy.
Someone immediately answered, "It's indeed Gu Yanshen, but... what is he doing here?"
"Yes, and it's late at night. Is he coming to Shen Zijin?"
"...No, these two people...shouldn't they be uncle and sister-in-law?"
"The way Gu Yanshen looked at Shen Zijin just now... was full of all kinds of emotions, not just some uncle and sister-in-law, right?"
"Tsk, tsk, this Shen Zijin is not simple!"
"To put it simply, how can I still marry Qiao Jinglian with a crazy dad? After five years of marriage, her husband is out having fun and drinking every day, and he has a regular bed partner, but she is silent and can sit still.
Where is Mr. Qiao’s throne?”
"...The life of a wealthy family is really...so lewd and promiscuous."
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Zijin didn't hear a word of the unpleasant sounds behind her. She was really afraid that Gu Yanshen would keep his word, so when he turned around, she followed him out.
The entrance of the hospital.
It was already past 10 o'clock in the evening. At this time, the entrance of the hospital was extremely quiet, with very few people coming in and out. Only the lights at the guard's office not far away were flickering, like a star in the dark night.
"Why are you here?"
Zijin spoke first and frowned. She obviously had a grudge against him suddenly appearing in the hospital and approaching her father's ward so openly.
Gu Yanshen lit a cigarette and took two puffs, then turned around, squinted his eyes, and looked down at the woman standing in front of him.
"I didn't come at the right time?" he said, his voice slightly hoarse, as if it had been stained by the darkness of the night, but it also had a different kind of sex appeal.
Zijin's heart trembled, and his eyebrows tightened even more. Gu Yanshen's simple words and questions were not that simple.
She folded her hands behind her back, turned her face away, and said with the same pun: "No matter what time it is, you shouldn't do it."
Gu Yan took a deep look at the main entrance of the hospital behind her. Beyond it was a long corridor. At this time, there were no people and it was empty. He took another puff of cigarette, then dusted off the ashes, nodded emotionlessly, and suddenly turned around.
The conversation started, "Didn't you say you had an appointment with someone? Why did you come to the hospital?"
"I don't think I have to report to you wherever I go, right? You can go."
"Where will you stay tonight?"
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Zijin took a deep breath and finally raised his head to look at him. Part of the man's handsome features were hidden in the white smoke, and the expression on his face was always unpredictable.
"I'll stay here tonight." She said bluntly.
Gu Yan frowned deeply, with a look of disapproval, "Live here? Is this suitable for you to spend the night? Stop making trouble and go back with me."
As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to grab Zijin's wrist. Zijin stood aside with a stubborn look on his face, "I didn't make trouble with you. That's your home and has nothing to do with me. I shouldn't go there again."
, it was my fault that I went there before. In short... you don't have to worry about me anymore. It's my own business where I want to live. You can go! By coming here, those people have already had their opinions. I don't want to
If something else happens again."
"Another opinion? What opinion?"
"..." Did this person do it on purpose?!
Zijin was a little angry. There were already enough messy things, but now there was one more thing about Shen Dongming. He had just been angry at the little nurse, and he hadn't vented it yet. He was holding it in his chest. Was he aggrieved or unwilling?
Much? Or, angry?
She couldn't tell the difference clearly. She only knew that she was feeling tense and depressed right now. She wished she could find a sandbag and punch her a few times, but that might not be enough to relieve her anger.
"What do you think they think? Only Qiao Jinglian from the Qiao family has been to this place once, but you, my husband's brother, came here today at this time. You said, those women
What will they think if they see it?"
Gu Yanshen reached out and pinched the cigarette butt in his hand, walked over, threw the cigarette butt into the trash can nearby, and then strode towards Zijin. As the two got closer, Zijin instinctively wanted to back away, but he couldn't help but say
He reached out and grabbed her waist, turned her around and pressed her against the wall.
The man frowned and approached her, his voice was low and somewhat suppressed, "Tell me, how much do you care about the eyes of those worldly people?"
Zijin struggled violently, fearing that someone would see her. This was a hospital or Qiao's hospital. No one didn't know her, and no one didn't know Gu Yanshen.
He is holding himself like this now, and if anyone sees it, it will definitely cause an uproar!
Zijin's little face was red and white, and his brows were full of anxiety. He struggled with all his strength, but Gu Yanshen wouldn't let go. Cold sweat broke out on her anxious forehead. Fortunately, it was late at night, and the entrance to the hospital was almost full at the moment.
There is no one there, but since it is a public place, who knows if someone will suddenly appear.
She became anxious and growled through gritted teeth, "...Gu Yanshen, that's enough! Let me go! People will see you!"
"So? I'm asking you right now, Shen Zijin, tell me, how much do you care about the opinions of those secular people?" Gu Yanshen forcibly pressed her slender waist with one hand, and clasped her chin with the other hand.
The strength was a bit strong. The more Zijin struggled, the closer he got to her. The depths of his usually deep eyes were beating with some complicated and difficult-to-distinguish emotions at this moment. His deep voice was also tinged with a bit of fierceness.
"Huh? I'm asking you something, don't move! If you move around again and start a fire, don't blame me for not reminding you!"
"…………"
This man is so domineering that it makes one's heart palpitate.
"Look into my eyes, don't run away, tell me how much you care, huh?"
Zijin was scared and anxious, unable to struggle away no matter what. His domineering and strong look made her heart tremble. She was afraid. This feeling, this atmosphere, including his questions, all frightened her.
It was like there were two voices in her body, constantly pulling on her. Zijin felt that she wished she could be split in half. She was anxious and angry, but she couldn't escape. Her eyes were a little red, and she was speechless.
His voice was too stubborn to face him, "...You, let go, let go of me, Gu Yanshen, you are being unreasonable, I won't answer, I refuse to answer - um -"
"You don't want to answer with your mouth, do you? Well, use your body to answer me!"
Gu Yanshen pressed her lips forcefully, and as soon as he finished speaking, his thin lips pressed against hers, deeply absorbing all the breath in her mouth without missing a trace.
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There will be an additional update today! This is a big update of 10,000 words! I have broken it down, and I will update it to 5,000 words later. I originally said I would update 20,000 words, but I’m sorry, it’s the end of the year now, and there are a lot of things, pigeons
I will definitely write if I have time, but please forgive me if I don’t have time! In addition, the remaining updates will be late. If I can’t make it in the evening, I will do it during the day tomorrow, so don’t wait!