152 fell in love with Gu Yan, but also broke his heart.
Zijin's hand shook and he subconsciously squeezed the document in his hand.
There was a voice in her heart, telling herself loudly - go, leave here immediately, because it was too clear that some words were not what she should hear. But the soles of her feet felt like nails, and she held the door tightly with one hand.
I just can't move away.
Subconsciously, even my breathing became lighter.
Soon, a female voice came from inside, a little disappointed, but also familiar to Zijin.
"...Are you blaming me? Yes, I told you, did I think of this situation? I never dreamed that you would suddenly become Jinglian's biological brother. At that time, I
I'm completely panicked. What's wrong with me telling you like that? Yan Shen, I..."
"Miss Xie, please clarify, what should you call me?"
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"Okay, Gu Yanshen, yes, that's all in the past, and I was the one who left you first back then, but even so, I don't think you are a man without grace. Could it be that you exploded because of revenge on me?
Are you going to publish those things in the newspapers?"
"revenge?"
Zijin heard Gu Yanshen sneer, and soon heard his slightly lazy male voice, mixed with a bit of disdain, "What do you think I need to do to get revenge? I'm just reminding you, if
I really want to take revenge on you, but you won’t live so comfortably, you know?”
"...you, for Shen Zijin?"
Gu Yanshen just laughed, and a faint smell of tobacco spread in the room. Zijin stood at the door, holding the doorknob hard. The familiar smell of tobacco penetrated into her lungs, and her whole body,
They were all shaking uncontrollably.
She knew that it belonged to that man, so in her mind, she pictured him smoking at the moment, holding the cigarette between his slender fingers, and his two long legs overlapping each other casually...
Zijin had never thought that a man could smoke in such an elegant manner.
But Gu Yanshen can really do it. His masculine charm is exuded to people all the time, making people unable to control their heartbeat and making them sink...
However, when she self-righteously believed that this aloof and arrogant man gave all his uniqueness to her, at this time, there was a pair of invisible big hands that cruelly crushed everything.
It turns out not to be the case, Shen Zijin, you are so stupid and naive, you must not have thought of it, right?
Gu Yanshen...Xie Lingxi...
There was a chilly feeling that shot up from the soles of her feet. She just felt cold. It was so cold that her nose began to feel sore and astringent, but her brain was blank and chaotic. She couldn't think, so what did she hear?
, penetrated into her ears, and then lingered on the apex of her heart. Finally, they turned into sharp thorns, piercing the softest part of her chest, causing dull pain.
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"...Gu Yanshen, I don't know what kind of purpose and mentality you have to reach this point with Shen Zijin, but I think we had a relationship before. Even if you don't recognize the old relationship, I
I also know that it was my fault back then. For a man with such a strong self-esteem, you must feel uncomfortable, so I won’t tell anyone about you and Shen Zijin, but you don’t need to let people break the news like that.
When things hit me, I..."
"You came to me today just to tell me this?"
In the room, Gu Yanshen reached out and pinched out the cigarette butt. The man's brows were furrowed, and he stood up. His brows were filled with obvious impatience, and his tone became much colder, "When did you become so sentimental?
"
"I……"
"That's enough, Xie Lingxi. If you say such useless words, you will look particularly stupid. I hope you can understand that I..."
Before Gu Yanshen finished speaking, there was a sudden bang from outside. He was startled. He subconsciously paused what he said next. He looked at Xie Lingxi with sharp eyes. After a moment, he thought of something. He stretched out his hand and pushed away the words in front of him.
The woman strode toward the entrance.
The door of the hotel suite was halfway open, but there was no one at the door. On the edge of the door, a document, a blue folder, and Joe's logo were dropped on the top.
Gu Yanshen walked over, bent down and picked up the document. He opened it and looked at it a few times, but didn't find anything strange. But what surprised him was, of course, not the document, but that someone had come in in this room.
, he is not sure yet who this person is, but he obviously heard the conversation he had with Xie Lingxi just now.
Hearing this, he ran away in a hurry again? He even left all the documents behind...
Gu Yanshen's eyes were heavy, and he flicked the folder holding the documents with his slender fingers, then casually placed it on the table in the entrance hall. When he turned around, he happened to see Xie Lingxi who had followed him out.
She also seemed to have a surprised look on her face, "...Someone came in?"
Seeing the document next to Gu Yanshen again, his expression suddenly changed and he became very nervous, "... Qiao's people? What's going on? Who is it? Did you hear what we just said?"
Gu Yanshen didn't make a sound. His long and narrow eyes stared at Xie Lingxi for a moment. His eyes were flowing, but there was a cold and sharp light in them.
Xie Lingxi's heart skipped a beat, and she couldn't resist the men's aggressive gaze in front of her.
But she also knew that she couldn't get into trouble now.
Gu Yanshen was several times more difficult to deal with than Qiao Jinglian, especially those eyes, which were deep but also dangerous. This was part of the reason why she chose between Qiao Jinglian and him in England five years ago.
It's because she knows very well that this man is not something she can control easily.
And after five years, the years have obviously polished this man into a deeper, restrained, calmer, but also extremely dangerous person.
Of course she knew who the person who just came in here was.
She deliberately asked Tang Miao to act in front of Shen Zijin and asked her to send people here. The purpose, of course, was to let Shen Zijin hear what she just said. Obviously, the effect was immediate.
That woman ran away, haha, I guess she would be really shocked when she heard all this, right?
The things that I was exposed to in the UK five years ago were obviously caused by Gu Yanshen. I didn't expect that this man would deal with me like this for Shen Zijin. If it weren't for the fact that I still had the last bargaining chip, that day,
In front of Qiao Jinglian, she almost couldn't pass, but Gu Yanshen was too dangerous. She couldn't take revenge from him, so she would take revenge from Shen Zijin.
At least, he had to set a fire in his backyard. This would not only relieve her anger, but also distract Gu Yanshen. More importantly, she would never tolerate Shen Zijin living a more comfortable life than herself and occupying a "
"Young Mistress Qiao", but she still has an ambiguous relationship with her husband's brother. This abuser, even God won't deal with her, so now, let me deal with her first.
Why wouldn't she do this kind of thing that kills three birds with one stone?
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"Gu Yanshen, why are you looking at me like this?" Xie Lingxi calmed down and pretended to be confused.
Gu Yanshen stretched out his hand and put it on the countertop in the entrance hall. He pointed at the blue folder with his long, knuckled fingers. He narrowed his eyes, obviously not believing Xie Lingxi at all, "I'm only going to ask you once, what are you doing?"
Find out the situation and tell me properly."
"…………"
"The person who just came in, did you arrange it specially? Who is she?"
Xie Lingxi's heart skipped a beat and she subconsciously squeezed the hand behind her back. She knew that Gu Yanshen was the hardest person to fool, but she didn't expect that he would be so perceptive and ask her so directly. She was obviously
I was a little caught off guard, but I still endured my emotions and didn't dare to show any signs of it on my face.
She pursed her lips and controlled the speed of her speech, "...what do you mean? Why should I specially arrange for someone to come here? Do you think it will be good for me to let the people in the Qiao family know about my relationship with you? Gu Yanshen, you too
There’s no need to think of me as such a brainless person, I’m still Qiao Jinglian’s woman, do I need to be at odds with myself?”
"I hope what you said is true."
Gu Yanshen nodded, his thin lips sinking slightly, making his delicate facial features look even more stern, "If I were to know that you planned these things today - you should know what the consequences will be."
Xie Lingxi's lips suddenly turned white. She was still a little wary in her heart. She planned Shen Zijin to come over. She was already 70 or 8% sure. According to Shen Zijin's nature, he definitely heard half of it and turned around to leave.
, but she didn't expect that she would actually drop this document, which obviously put herself in an extra danger.
But even so, at this moment, she naturally chose to deny it to the end.
"...Why are you threatening me? I really don't know anything. Gu Yanshen, I came to you today just to beg you for mercy. I will never look for Shen Zijin again, but 5 years ago
I also hope that you will continue to keep it secret and treat us as strangers... I know that a man like you cannot tolerate the woman he likes standing next to another man. It just so happens that that position is indeed what I want.
.So, we actually have no conflict, right? Do you think I need to be so stupid to find someone to deliberately eavesdrop on our conversation? And then tell these words to Qiao Jinglian? In the end, I end up with nothing?"
What Xie Lingxi said seemed to make sense, and there were no flaws.
But Gu Yanshen always had doubts in his heart, but in a short period of time, he couldn't find any point. He didn't want to face Xie Lingxi again. He reached for the document and said, "I still said, I will give you the opportunity.
If you let me know that you lied to me, don't blame me for not reminding you."
After leaving these words, the man's tall body turned around and left the hotel suite.
Xie Lingxi watched him close the door smoothly, her legs went weak, and her whole body leaned weakly on the wall beside her.
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Really dangerous.
But, Shen Zijin, how does she feel now?
Do you feel that life is worse than death?
When Xie Lingxi thought of this, she felt happy. Her delicately made-up face suddenly revealed a hearty smile, and the gleam in her eyes was vicious.
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——Or, Miss Xie, do you think that I will still recall the fact that I slept with someone Gu five years ago and had sex to this day?
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——I was the one who left you first back then, but even so, I don’t think you are a man without grace. Did you expose those things in the newspaper just to take revenge on me?
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Walking on the crowded street, Zijin couldn't help but reach out and hug his arms. It was cold, downright cold, and his whole heart felt as uncomfortable as being frozen.
The words she just heard were lingering in her mind at this moment, clearly and cruelly reminding her that all of this was not a dream, it was real.
Gu Yanshen and Xie Lingxi...
No wonder, she had felt before that the two of them seemed to know each other, and there was something wrong with the way Xie Lingxi looked at Gu Yanshen. But at that time, she was just suspicious and didn't think anything deeply about it. And what she had to admit was that,
She really didn't want anything to happen to Gu Yanshen and Xie Lingxi, even if they really knew each other, but she really... had never thought about that.
——Five years ago, England, going to bed...
These words were like sharp knives, stabbing into Zijin's heart one after another, making her unable to calm down. The pictures in her mind and her thoughts seemed to be controlled by others. Those Gu Yanshen was holding
In her scene of kissing her, the heroine in it turned into Xie Lingxi... They were rolling violently on the bed...
Zi Jin felt that he was really going crazy. Why, why did things become like this?
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When you are alone from beginning to end, you will never know what loneliness and loneliness feel like. Just like being alone, if you have no expectations, you will naturally not know what disappointment and despair feel like.
After she married Qiao Jinglian, she never dared to have any hope for her husband in name only, so no matter how much Qiao Jinglian was having fun outside or how loving she was with Xie Lingxi, she would not be hurt.
She doesn't know what love is and what it tastes like, but she seems to know now that if you care about someone, it is the budding state of love, then love, when it is cruel, will make you feel heartbroken.
The taste of.
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She didn't know when she had fallen in love with Gu Yan. Now that she knew it, she was heartbroken. No matter how much she objected to her feelings, her body could not deceive others. She had always been in her own world.
Here, she struggled, struggled, and was spurred by morality. Because she had a physical relationship with Gu Yanshen, she felt that she was too shameful.
But even so, she still couldn't refuse his approach.
Is it true that there is no way to refuse?
No... a voice immediately jumped out in his heart and told himself - Shen Zijin, if this is really the case, then what about Qiao Jinglian? Why can't you refuse so simply? Why do you have to be so sloppy when it comes to Gu Yanshen?
? You think you can’t, but your body is always craving for his warmth.
But why do they need to add Xie Lingxi among them?
Why does this all-pervasive woman always like to meddle in her life? Is it her with Qiao Jinglian, Gu Yanshen, or her...
Gu Yanshen, Xie Lingxi...they have such a relationship...
Zijin didn't know whether she was feeling more shocked or sad now, but what she knew very well was that she felt particularly dirty, and she felt that Gu Yanshen was even dirtier. How could he be like this? She couldn't understand it.
, why did Gu Yanshen just grab him and refuse to let go, he kept telling himself that he had nothing to do with Qiao Jinglian, then, because of Xie Lingxi?
Revenge... Xie Lingxi said that he was taking revenge. Could it be that by pestering him like this and refusing to let go, he was taking revenge on Xie Lingxi for leaving him?
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Zijin didn't know why, why she thought of going up to this level, but she really couldn't calm down, she was so messed up, she had all kinds of thoughts, like a fierce tide, the water kept beating on her, draining all her
All sanity was blown away.
She felt like a little bug that had fallen into a spider, struggling to death and dying. She wanted to find a way out for herself so that she could continue to live. But for a bug that fell into a spider, there was no way to escape.
Day of birth chances?
There was a cool breeze blowing on his face. Zijin felt that his cheek hurt a little. He reached out and touched it subconsciously, but found that his palms were all wet.
She cried...
She actually cried...
Zijin stopped, she didn't know where she was now, standing alone on the side of the road like a fool.
She is indeed a fool. If she thought that being with Gu Yanshen before would make her be spurred by righteous terms such as morality and ethics, making her feel dirty. Now, she really feels that she is too dirty.
.
That man actually went to bed with Xie Lingxi to have sex. She couldn't help but reach out and hold her head, but her thoughts couldn't help her. Were they so intense in bed before? Gu Yanshen liked to hold her the most, and said
Did you also say those words to Xie Lingxi? They... what are they like?
It was as if a devil had wormed its way into her heart, gnawing at her heart. She felt uncomfortable, painful, and messy. All kinds of pictures would flash through her mind. She felt like she was going crazy. In the end, she was still powerless.
I squatted down and clasped my hands tightly on the road. My heart was throbbing with dull pain and discomfort, but I couldn't cry out. I could only bite my lips, and the tears fell more and more fiercely.
Is this all a dream?
Is it a nightmare?
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"...Miss, are you okay?"
Some passers-by saw her crying like this and kindly came up to ask, thinking she was uncomfortable somewhere, "Are you uncomfortable somewhere? Do you need help?"
The caring voices of passers-by reminded Zijin mercilessly that all this was not a dream, it was all real.
She stretched out her hand to wipe away her tears, shook her head, lowered her eyes, and left quickly. Not far away, her cell phone rang. Zijin was in a daze for a long time before she was sure it was her cell phone ringing. She took it out and looked at it.
I glanced at it and saw that it was Tang Miao's phone number.
Unable to answer the call, Zijin sniffed, tried hard to control his emotions, and then answered the call.
Before she could say anything, Tang Miao said very apologetically on the other end of the phone: "...I'm sorry, Zijin, I just received a call saying that the room number was wrong. Have you arrived?"
Only then did Zi Jin remember that he was here to help Tang Miao deliver documents, but where were the documents around him?
Being sad is another thing. That document... was not her job. She was just helping, but now she lost the document. That was tantamount to doing Tang Miao a disservice. Zijin felt extremely guilty.
After hesitating for a while, he said: "...can you tell me what room number it is? I...I will send it to you now."
"It's 8250. I made a mistake in a number."
Zi Jin covered his lips, took a deep breath, and then said: "Okay, I understand."
She hung up the phone and reached out to wipe the tears on her cheeks. Her eyes were sore and she didn't know where she was, so she could only stop a car on the roadside and go to the SVS hotel again.
She didn't walk very far, so it only took a few minutes for the car to drive there. After she paid and got off, Zijin stood at the door of the hotel, still thinking that she must have dropped the document in her haste just now.
in the room, but now when we go back...will Gu Yanshen and Xie Lingxi still be there?
If they are here, what are they doing?
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Zi Jin clenched her hands at her sides. She felt that she could no longer think so wildly and had to control her heart. So what if she knew about him and Xie Lingxi?
In fact, it's quite good. No matter whether he really approaches me for any purpose, it doesn't matter. For me, now I can still control my heart, so I have one more reason to push him away.
, isn’t it?
"Hello, Miss."
Zijin lowered her eyes, still deep in thought, when a strange male voice suddenly sounded in her ears. She subconsciously raised her head and stared at the man in front of her with some red eyes.
Judging from his clothes, he should be the manager of this hotel or something.
"...Hello." Zijin nodded subconsciously.
The man immediately smiled and said, "I'm sorry, it's like this. Our hotel waiter just found this when he was cleaning room 85." The man took out a blue folder from his back, and Zi Jin
At first glance, it was the document she dropped.
"We have not seen the contents of the document. Miss, you can rest assured. We have seen the hotel's surveillance, so we know that you were a guest who visited room 85, and you brought this document with you. I think
Miss, you will definitely come back to get such an important document, so I am waiting for you here, and now it returns to its original owner."
Zi Jin quickly took it and thanked her profusely. At this time, she didn't think about anything else at all. She just felt that SVS was indeed a five-star hotel. The service was so user-friendly. The headache that caused her was solved. She just thought about it.
Send the documents quickly.
Standing at the elevator entrance and pressing the button for the 8th floor, Zijin lowered his eyes and was about to raise his hand to wipe his face when his wrist was suddenly grabbed by someone. The next second, a familiar masculine scent hit his face.
"When did you come here?"
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The monthly pass has not been very good these two days, so I said, woo hoo!