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200 I want to do my best to always be with you

Zi Jin put his arms around Gu Yanshen's strong waist and took a deep breath. The smell of men was on the tip of her nose, mixed with the smell of cigarette smoke on his body, which made her feel at ease. That day, she stood at the door of the ward.

The sound of the two men's conversation is still clear in my ears now that I recall it.

"...Actually, I didn't hear it very clearly, but at that time, I remembered that I had met that man before when I was in the UK. At that time, he was also my father. He came to the UK to see me. That man had looked for him, but

He very cautiously let the man leave, which left a deep impression on me at the time. Even though several years have passed, I still feel familiar when I see him."

"Yeah" Gu Yanshen nodded, "Then what did you hear?"

"...When they were talking, I didn't hear very clearly. They were probably talking about City B, the prison...and what they were talking about about a woman...I didn't think much about it at first, but strangely, they talked about me.

Name, what else... Someone came to City C, and there is something related to the Shen family... It seems that my father was very nervous, and asked people to continue following him. I don't quite understand what happened.

But now that I think about it, I always feel very uneasy. I don’t know why, but I have a very bad feeling..."

Gu Yanshen's eyes gradually darkened, and his delicate facial features showed sharpness. The strength he held Zijin was very soft, and he could feel her trembling slightly in his arms. He could completely understand her uneasiness at the moment.

Qiao Shiyun has a very different meaning to Zijin. He has always known what kind of man his biological father is. He can support such a large group by himself. How can he be a simple character? But he has always known

What I can't understand is why Qiao Shiyun is so kind to Zi Jin.

He couldn't understand it before, but now that he heard what Zi Jin said, his doubts grew bigger and bigger.

It seems that there are some things that he really neglected, and he must find someone to investigate carefully.

"Zijin, don't be afraid, am I here?"

Gu Yanshen was afraid that she was thinking too much, and he was secretly annoyed at this moment. He shouldn't have lost his temper with her that day, but should have listened to what she wanted to say to him first. His voice became softer and his thin lips pressed against hers.

, kissed her lips gently, and said in a low voice, full of magnetism, "Don't worry, no matter what happens, I will stand behind you. Don't think so much about this matter for now, leave it to me, um

?”

Zijin naturally believed him. Her soft body went deeper into the man's arms. Originally, the two of them were naked. It was too easy to bring out the man's desire by rubbing together like this.

However, he had wanted her several times before, and now she was not in a good mood. Gu Yanshen did not dare to mess around. The desire under the quilt was already rising, so he could only pull her body away slightly, frowning and said

: "Aren't you hungry? Get up and have something to eat?"

Zijin was a little confused now, but when Gu Yanshen talked about eating, she really felt hungry. She hadn't eaten well today, so she got up. Gu Yanshen had a lot of clothes prepared for her.

However, the pajamas were too revealing, and they were all made of satin. She was wrapped in a blanket and stood in the cloakroom with a troubled look on her face.

Gu Yanshen took a shower and saw her expression when he came out. The man raised his eyebrows and asked, "What's wrong?"

Zijin pointed to the cloakroom, "This kind of clothes is not suitable for me to wear."

Gu Yanshen fiddled with a row of clothes with his slender fingers, and chuckled softly, "Wear my shirt?"

"…………"

"I didn't choose these. When I thought you would live here, I asked someone to prepare everything you need at once."

Zijin pursed his lips, looked at the innocent-looking man with leisurely eyes, and snorted angrily, "Really? It turns out that others prepared it for Mr. Gu. It seems that the woman Mr. Gu likes should be this kind of woman.

So coquettish.”

Gu Yanshen, "..."

He directly threw the dry towel aside, hugged the little woman in front of him, stretched out his hand to pinch her round breasts, narrowed his eyes, "Talk back? Little goblin, you

You don’t know how charming you are when you’re in bed, and if a man sees you, he’ll be willing to die for you, believe it or not?”

When it comes to this kind of boudoir talk, Zijin will definitely not be Gu Yanshen's opponent. This man has special hobbies in some aspects and always likes to use stimulating words to flirt. She is thin-skinned and will pick and choose with a few words.

. After being teased, I suddenly felt a little blushing.

He pushed Gu Yanshen away, took one of his white shirts from the cloakroom, and hurriedly escaped into the bathroom.

Gu Yanshen watched her petite body enter the bathroom without chasing after her. Her mood seemed to have turned around, so he was relieved. The man's thin lips curved into a calm but doting smile, which gradually calmed down after a moment.

He also took a set of home clothes from the cloakroom. After changing them, he took a cigarette from the bedside table, lit it and held it in the corner of his mouth. Then he held his cell phone and walked to the balcony.

With his tall body leaning lazily on the railing of the balcony, Gu Yan took a deep breath and dialed a number.

The phone rang five times before someone picked it up. Gu Yanshen immediately spoke with a deep voice and a bit of respect, "Uncle Situ."

"Yanshen? What's the wind blowing today? Why did you call me suddenly? What's the matter?" There must be someone else on the other end of Situ Lin. Gu Yanshen heard the background sound of the phone being a little noisy.

He pondered for a moment and said: "...I have something I want to ask you about, but if it's not convenient for you now, you can choose a date."

"It's okay, Yan Shen, just wait a moment."

Situ Lin probably got up and left. Gu Yanshen heard him say something to someone else, and went out to answer the phone. After a while, he heard Situ Lin on the other end of the phone say: "Tell me, there is something you need uncle's help with."

?”

Gu Yanshen held half a cigarette and dusted it casually. He stretched out the tip of his tongue and gently licked his thin lips and said, "...I want to ask Uncle Situ, are you familiar with City B?"

"B city?"

Situ Lin was a little surprised, "What do you want to do in City B? It's relatively chaotic over there, and the public security is not very good, and it can't be compared with City C. The AA government has been actively regulating it in the past two years, so last year, I

I actually went to City B and had some contact with some staff from the police there."

Gu Yanshen's eyes narrowed slightly due to the smoke. He turned sideways and glanced behind the sliding door. The bathroom door had not yet been opened. "There is someone I know who is from City B. I haven't contacted him for several years.

I want to find this person now. I heard that someone has been to City C recently, so I want to ask Uncle Situ to do me a favor. Can you get the list of people who have been to City C recently?"

"This range is too big. Where has that person been in City C?"

Gu Yanshen was silent for a moment, then raised his thin lips and said: "——Xijiao."

…………

※※※※※

When Zijin came out of the bathroom, he was wearing Gu Yanshen's white shirt.

In fact, she has never worn men's clothes. She is used to seeing this tall and mighty man, who always wears the simplest white shirt and dark suit jacket, but he can give off a very different look when he wears it.

Sometimes her mind would wander, and now that she was wearing it, she had an indescribable feeling.

My heart feels itchy and very sweet.

Even on such days, while she felt sweet and warm, another dangerous but shameful thought would pop up. She still couldn't control it and wanted to seize this almost stolen time.

Gu Yanshen is tall, and when she wears his shirt, it naturally reaches the bottom of her buttocks. Zijin has a good figure. He usually doesn't pay much attention to clothes, he just wants to be comfortable, but he doesn't see much mystery. Now, now

Wearing a shirt, her bulge and back were exposed.

When Gu Yanshen came out with the sandwich, he happened to see Zijin standing in the middle of the living room, tugging at the corner of his shirt with one hand and stroking the hair from his ear with the other.

When a man sees his beloved woman wearing his own clothes, he will feel a sense of satisfaction that will swell in his heart.

Men like Gu Yanshen are no exception.

He placed the plate on the dining table and looked at Zijin's two white thighs. The man pursed his lips, but his Adam's apple slid up and down, "...come here."

Zijin thought he was letting her go over to eat, but she was already so hungry that her chest was touching her back. When he waved, she said "oh" and walked over. There was a piece of cake on the plate on the dining table.

She reached out to grab the sandwich when her wrist was suddenly grabbed by someone halfway. Gu Yanshen used a strong force to hold her whole body in his arms and lifted her chin.

"...Have you taken a bath?"

The man's voice was a little hoarse, signaling some kind of danger, but when he leaned over and smelled it, he smelled her body and the scent of the shower gel he was using.

"Washed."

"Well, your body is really smelling of me now, can you feel it?"

"…………"

"I'm hungry."

Zi Jin frowned and put his hands on his chest. Gu Yanshen grabbed her little hand, took the sandwich from the table, handed it to her, smiled, "Baby just fed me on the bed."

Now, should I feed you? Come on, open your mouth—"

"…………"

Zijin's face turned red, and he pushed him away and glared at him, "...Don't always be so immoral."

She never had to express anything deliberately in front of Gu Yanshen, and she ate very casually. Now that she was really hungry, she opened her mouth and bit into the sandwich. Gu Yanshen had really seen too many elegant women before.

When eating in front of him, he always behaves with great dignity. Even his mother is such a woman.

But now he discovered that a woman eating big mouthfuls of food is actually so cute.

…………

"...Well, this is really delicious. Did you make it?"

He was really hungry. After eating most of it, Zijin raised his head and glanced at Gu Yanshen who happened to be coming out of the kitchen with milk. He smiled and said, "I didn't expect you to have such skills.

"

"Eat slowly, no one will fight with you, drink some milk."

Gu Yanshen brought the warm milk to Zijin's lips, and she took a sip with great enjoyment. Then she heard him say: "There is nothing else in the apartment, so I will just get you something to eat. I used to make these for you when I was in England."

Do it often, do you like it very much?"

Zi Jin licked the powder on his lips and suddenly thought that during the time she and Gu Yanshen were together, he knew everything about her own affairs, but she didn't know much about his affairs. He talked about Britain

When she was there, she suddenly wanted to ask him...

After swallowing the last bit of food in his hand, Zijin drank another half of the glass of milk, and then raised his head, "...Yanshen, you have never told me about the UK or your mother...

In fact, when something happened to me last time, I heard that you had already arrived at your home in the UK, but suddenly turned back. Your mother must be very unhappy, right?"

"I explained it to her."

Gu Yanshen reached out and rubbed her black hair. The man's voice was soft, "My mother is not such an unreasonable person. It's okay."

Zi Jin's heart tightened slightly, and he asked timidly: "...can you explain to her that you came back because of me?"

Gu Yan frowned deeply and glanced at her, then retracted his hand. He picked up the cigarette from the side, took out one and held it between his fingers. Zi Jin pursed his lips, and his heart sank as he watched his habitual action.

In fact, there may be some small movements and habits that you are not aware of, but those closest to you can observe them.

——For example, Gu Yanshen’s current actions.

Zijin knew very well that in addition to smoking a lot in normal times, he would smoke more when he was irritable. He would also make such little moves, holding a cigarette and rubbing it back and forth between his fingers, but not lighting it for a long time.

Zijin felt a little uneasy. She thought that Gu Yanshen was upset because of herself.

But Gu Yanshen did do it because of her. Of course, her unconscious question also brought out the words Qiao Jinglian said to him before. At this moment, a feeling of powerlessness crawled through the man's heart, and his sharp eyebrows frowned more and more.

Tight, I don’t know what I thought of, and suddenly opened my mouth——

The man's voice was very deep, "...Zijin, I have never told you about my mother, right?"

Zi Jin was stunned for a moment and did not answer. Gu Yanshen finally lit the cigarette between his fingers, held it in his mouth, took a breath, and continued: "...When my mother was pregnant with me, she settled in England.

, the Qiao family lacks nothing, and my mother naturally lacks nothing, but she lacks love, family, and warmth. I am not very clear about things before the age of 5, but when I was 5 years old,

, I knew I was an illegitimate child.”

He paused and took a heavy drag on the cigarette. His expression was very pale, especially when separated by a piece of white smoke, it seemed even more unclear. However, Zijin felt a little reluctant. Humans are still humans after all, and they have seven emotions and six desires.

No matter how strong a person is, it is impossible for him to be without pain.

When Gu Yanshen said the word "illegitimate son", his voice was trembling. He covered it up very well, but Zijin could completely imagine that a 5-year-old boy suddenly knew that he was an illegitimate child in a foreign country.

, what would that feel like?

"...My mother never mentioned my father in front of me, but she also avoided letting me know who my father was. Sometimes I felt that she was actually a very contradictory person. At that time, c

The Qiao family in the city is already the leader in the business circle. Many reports about Qiao Shijun will appear in foreign financial news. My mother often buys a lot of newspapers and reads the news in front of me. She often

I cried secretly. I saw all this. Even though I was only a 6 or 7-year-old child at that time, I already understood that my mother had always been paying attention to the man named Qiao Shiyun. I am better than the average person of the same age.

They all mature earlier. In fact, when I was 7 years old, I already knew who my biological father was, even though my mother never answered the question directly. I began to pay attention to all the movements of Qiao Shiyun, his past, and him.

At that time, I was thinking that one day, I would do better than him and make him regret his decision to abandon us, mother and son, in the UK."

Gu Yan dusted off the cigarette ashes deeply, his indifferent expression was a little distant, "... I was still very young at that time, but I already understood the word 'hate'. When I was in school, I worked very hard and ranked first in every subject.

, but my good grades cannot make my mother smile. She is my only relative in this world. I know very well that she has been waiting for Qiao Shiyun."

"Later, she got sick. About five years ago, she suddenly got uterine cancer. When she was diagnosed, it was already stage 3. The doctor said she had to undergo surgery. By that time, my career had already improved.

It happened that my mother was lying in the hospital again, and I ran between the hospital and the company every day. It was also at that time that I met Xie Lingxi..."

Zijin's eyes flickered. Gu Yanshen suddenly mentioned Xie Lingxi and stopped the topic. Zijin knew in his heart that he probably thought he would be unhappy, but in fact she was not such a narrow-minded person. Some things, if they had been explained clearly

Yes, she was relieved before, but she won't be upset now.

Everyone has a past, right?

Of course it is impossible for a man like Gu Yanshen to have a past. It was just a coincidence that the woman in the past would be Xie Lingxi, but even if it was mentioned now, she could understand it.

...

Man, I wanted to find a caregiver for her before, but she refused to take it, life and death. The few servants she was with were the same ones she took with her when she went to England. Even now, there are still the same few servants.

So she liked Xie Lingxi very much at that time..."

"Later, Qiao Shiyun probably knew about her surgery, so he started running to the UK. He would visit my mother at least once a year. Until last year, he said that he was getting older and his health was not good.

It’s not very good. I hope I can go back and take over Qiao’s.”

Gu Yanshen spoke of such a past in a calm tone, but Zijin could empathize with her when she was 5 years old and learned that she was an illegitimate child. The hardships and unwillingness along the way.

She reached out and gently held the man's big palm, and gently stroked the man's mouth with her soft thumb, "...so you're back?"

Gu Yanshen reached out and pinched the cigarette butt between his fingers and shook his head, "Of course not. I refused at first. I don't care about Mrs. Qiao. Since he was so cruel to settle our mother and son abroad and ignored him for so many years,

Now he comes to us when he has a need. Isn’t the purpose very simple? During those years when I was in the UK, I did very well in the investment community. He came to me only after he paid attention to my ability. To put it bluntly, it’s just that

After correcting the stakes, he has always been treated as a precious son. If he has the ability to manage the Qiao family well, is it possible that he will come to me? My surname is Gu, not Qiao."

"…………"

Zijin felt a little sorry for him. This was the man she liked. He was very powerful. She knew that in her heart, he seemed to be omnipotent, but whose heart is not made of flesh?

When he said that his surname was "Gu" instead of "Qiao", his deep eyes, under the coldness and ridicule, still held a grudge.

"...But what can I do? My mother wants me to come back so much. I have always known her thoughts. She wants to go back to City C."

At this point, Zijin didn't quite understand. Even if Gu Yanshen's mother was not Qiao Shiyun's first wife, among wealthy families, it was not unusual for a man to have a lover outside. Li Muhua was indeed a bit arrogant.

, but it won’t mean that Gu Yanshen and his son won’t even be able to come back to City C, right?

…………

"It's strange, why does my mother want to come back, but she has always been in the UK?"

Gu Yanshen raised his eyebrows and directly asked the doubts in Zi Jin's heart. The man's thin lips curled up, and the curvature did not appear soft, but revealed a bit of coldness, "...the Qiao Shiyun whom my mother first met back then.

She was a secretary of Qiao Shiyun, just like all things between the boss and the secretary in the office. She was attracted by Qiao Shiyun, and then they had a relationship naturally, but at that time, Mr. Qiao had already left.

Qiao Shiyun had a distinguished status ahead of all his peers, and he also had a designated fiancée, Li Muhua. The Li family was involved in politics in City C at that time, so their status was naturally a perfect match for Qiao Shiyun. Li Muhua had not yet

When she married Qiao Shiyun, she knew about my mother's existence. She found someone to deal with my mother directly. This woman's methods were more ruthless. At that time, the person in high position in their Li family was her younger brother, but she still

I didn't officially become the secretary of the municipal committee. Later, when I found out that my mother was pregnant with me, Li Muhua forced her to have more abortions, but my mother naturally refused. Later, the two of them reached an agreement that as long as she left City C, she would never have more abortions.

Only if she doesn't come back again will Li Muhua let her go, including the child in her belly."

Li Muhua was full of arrogance, and Zi Jin knew all about her methods. If Qiao Shijun hadn't been standing in the middle over the years, she probably wouldn't have been any better off.

Therefore, Gu Yanshen said that back then, Li Muhua wanted to drag his mother to have an abortion, and she absolutely believed that Li Muhua would be able to do it.

"...The last thing I want to see in my life is for my mother to be sad. I vowed to let her go back to City C. This is her hometown. She doesn't like England, so she wants me to go back to Qiao's

, I agreed to come back because of her."

…………

Zijin nodded and whispered, "So that's it."

She could feel how this invincible man had developed such a tough mentality during this experience. Probably only he knew the fragility, sadness, and unwillingness best. At this time, she could finally understand why Gu Yanshen always

He was so indifferent to Qiao Shiyun every time. A father, when he couldn't use his son, just let him live in England and ignored him. After seeing his talent, he wanted to find him. When he found him, he didn't know.

I just want him to come back and take care of the Qiao family...

I don't know why, just thinking about this, Zijin feels very unhappy. The image of Qiao Shiyun in her heart has always been so tall. Over the years, he has taken care of her as carefully and properly as if he were her biological father.

She really couldn't figure out why he could be so gentle to her, but so cruel to his biological son?

Zi Jin took 5% of Qiao's shares, but she knew very well that although Gu Yanshen was the president of Qiao's, he did not hold as many shares of Qiao's as Qiao Jinglian. Qiao Shiyun was too obviously biased, and it was difficult for this proud company to

How can a man have no emotions?

…………

In the end, has she only seen the good side of Qiao Shijun in these years, or is he just so "casual" towards people?

Qiao Jinglian is his biological son, but isn't Gu Yanshen?

Zijin couldn't understand the mystery. She lay in Gu Yanshen's arms. The man's breath was very calm, and the smell of cigarette smoke on his body was mixed with his masculine breath. He didn't speak anymore, but his slender fingers moved lightly.

He squeezed her shoulders gently and stroked her up and down with his index finger.

Zijin suddenly wanted to comfort him, but after thinking about it, she still didn't know what the best thing to say was. She finally chose to reach out and hug the man's strong waist. She didn't say anything, but there was something in her throat.

This word came back and forth, always lingering - Yan Shen, I want to be with you, always by your side.

However, as if it was stuck in my throat, I still didn't say it out loud.

…………

※※※※※

Qiao Shiyun had just hung up the phone when the ward door behind him suddenly banged and someone pushed it open.

He frowned in displeasure and calmly put the phone on the bedside table. He turned around and saw the person coming. There was no unnecessary expression on his face, "What are you doing here?"

"Let's see how long you, Mr. Qiao, continue to pretend to be sick."

Li Muhua crossed her arms across her chest. She and Qiao Shiyun were the only two people in the ward at the moment. They had been husband and wife for several years, but now, when they were alone together, they were strangers than strangers.

No, strangers may not have any emotions yet, but the two of them are separated by thousands of rivers and mountains, and they still hate each other.

Qiao Shiyun didn't pretend to be anything in front of Li Muhua. He directly opened the thin quilt and got out of bed. He walked to the small living room aside. This was a VIP high-end ward with complete equipment. He poured himself a glass of water and

He didn't ask Li Muhua if he needed it. He took a few sips and said, "If you have anything to do, just tell me directly. I know you can't be so kind as to come to visit the doctor."

"Visiting a patient?"

Li Muhua sneered, "Then you have to be really sick before I can visit you. Qiao Shiyun, why don't you pretend to be sick for that little Jian Shen Zijin to gain sympathy from her? Don't think of treating me, Li Muhua, as an idiot too.

, I know you are in good health and your mind is clear, right?"

Qiao Shiyun didn't want to talk nonsense with Li Muhua. Those eyes were shining with a sharp and cold light at this moment, shooting straight at Li Muhua. The expression on his weathered face was also sharp, "Don't talk nonsense, talk about the important point!"

"Don't worry, I came here today and sent everyone away. Even the doctor won't come, so no one will come out and interrupt us like last time. During this time, you are busy using your body.

Okay, let’s go fool people. It’s been a long time since you’ve contacted me, but I don’t have any objection if you want to fool others. Don’t fool my son too!”

"What nonsense are you talking about? If you come to me for such a trivial matter, just leave. I don't have time to listen to you."

"You want to hear the point, don't you?"

Li Muhua raised his eyebrows, slammed the bag in his hand on the sofa, pointed at Qiao Shiyun and cursed angrily, "You old guy! Don't think I'm really afraid of you. What have you done that makes you feel so sad?"

Clearly, I tell you, you and I are in the same boat. If you capsize my boat, I will let you sink into the sea! Don’t forget, your death hole is still in my hand.

, you can't touch me. But I want you to wake up now. Don't let Jinglian suffer like this just for your own selfish desires! Isn't he your son? I have tolerated it before when you let that bastard Gu Yanshen come back from England.

After saying this, you then gave Shen Zijin, that little Jianren, 5% of Qiao's shares. I also swallowed it. At home, I tried my best to cooperate with you in acting. My image as an evil mother-in-law made you even more

The image of a good father-in-law has become taller, but don't overdo it. Your good wife has cuckolded your son, and you still want to protect her!"

"What did I do to you?"

Qiao Shiyun's eyes darkened and he looked at the woman standing in front of him, his first wife. They had been husband and wife for several years. In the past few years, they had been stabbing each other in each other's vitals with sharp knives, and would not give up until they died.

"Don't make it sound like you feel aggrieved. It's not your turn to dictate what I do. Just be your rich wife. I won't stop you from doing anything you want, but don't show off in front of me.

"

Li Muhua's face twisted with anger, "Qiao Shiyun, don't change the topic! Do you dare to say that you don't know who the man in the video of Shen Zijin was exposed before?"

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