278. The crimes they have suffered over the years must be for protecting
Zijin felt that he had been dreaming and it was a nightmare.
The darkness was boundless. Walking in it alone was like stepping into a deep well, unable to get out. This feeling was like the deepest torture. Zijin really felt uncomfortable, but
She also knew that she was dreaming. The most painful thing was that she knew it was a dream, but she was so haunted by it that she couldn't wake up.
This feeling of being real and fake made her uncomfortable and tired.
But I always feel that there is a pair of soft hands, always holding her cold little hands, and I can always hear a deep voice that is familiar to the depths of my soul, gently calling her name——
When I opened my eyes, I realized that I was not hallucinating, it was real.
This man was right in front of her. His big palm was holding her hand tightly. His unparalleled handsome face was so close to her. Even his breathing was so close that she could clearly feel it.
to his existence.
"...Zijin, are you awake?"
Gu Yanshen had been sitting for several hours, and finally saw Zijin open his eyes. The stone he had been holding in his throat finally dropped, "How are you? Do you feel better?"
"...Yanshen, you, when did you come?"
When Zijin spoke, his voice was hoarse and dry. Gu Yanshen felt very distressed. He hugged her and said, "You just arrived, do you want some water? Is there anything else that doesn't feel right? Hmm?"
"...No, I'm fine."
When she was about to sit up, Gu Yanshen picked her up. The man's long arm went around and reached the back of her head, holding her gently. He also helped her get a mat and put her on her back, "Are you really okay? Are you?
When I fell asleep, I was not very stable. Are you dreaming?"
Zijin didn't want to hide it. She knew she had a problem when she entered the elevator before. She shouldn't be brave at that time. But when she got into the elevator, that terrible feeling came over her, which caught her off guard. Thinking about it now,
That kind of darkness, like a tide, came one after another, which really made her feel frightened and still scared.
She knew that it was her own psychological problem. In fact, now, she didn't want to mention it or think about it anymore, but when you encounter some things, it doesn't mean that you can avoid them for the rest of your life if you don't face them.
"...I was dreaming. I was very scared." She stretched out her hand and hugged Gu Yanshen tremblingly. When she spoke, her voice was still trembling, "Yanshen, I was really scared at the time. I felt like I couldn't breathe.
I don’t know what’s going on. It’s very painful... Tell me, am I afraid to take the elevator again? What should I do? I’m really scared and tired.”
She said she was so scared, and she also said she was very tired.
Gu Yanshen felt that the tip of his heart ached terribly. This was his woman. He really wanted to hold her in his heart and love her. He was reluctant to let her suffer a little bit, but he had never thought that he was standing beside her.
She was surrounded by people who thought they could give her the best, but they always brought her too many disasters.
"It will pass, baby. I will be with you. No matter what happens, I will be with you. Don't be afraid. If anything happens, just tell me and let me take care of it for you."
Gu Yanshen hugged her, and kissed her gently on her forehead. His big palm gently patted her back, soothing her emotions.
In fact, there are some difficulties that need to be overcome by oneself, but there is always such a person by her side, comforting her with a gentle and magnetic voice. That is the greatest psychological comfort to herself, and it makes her restless heart calm.
A little space of peace.
Seeing that her mood had improved a little, Gu Yanshen said slowly: "Zijin, the doctor gave me a preliminary diagnosis. It should be because of the incident in the last elevator that gave you a deep understanding of sealed spaces.
Fear, have you ever heard of it – claustrophobia?”
Zijin's face turned pale, "...claustrophobia?"
"But I don't think you are completely claustrophobic, because if you are claustrophobic, you will have an anxious fear of all sealed spaces, including carriages, elevators, or rooms, and you will be very uneasy, but during this period
Come on, except for taking the elevator, you don’t seem to have any special symptoms anywhere else, so we can’t completely say that you are claustrophobic. When you fell asleep, I consulted a psychiatrist. Regarding your situation, I can roughly say that you are claustrophobic.
After a while, the doctor said, this is your psychological problem, because everyone's condition is different, and she can't be sure now. Whether you took a plane or a car before, they were all sealed, so you won't have any problems.
You only have special symptoms when you enter the elevator. Do you understand what I mean?"
Zijin had probably thought of something before. Although she had difficulty breathing when she was in the elevator, she was not completely unable to think. Now that she was awake and Gu Yanshen explained again, she understood.
She rested her forehead on the man's chest and suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly, "...I didn't expect that I would also suffer from this kind of mental illness. Yan Shen, I understand what you mean, and I also know that this is
Because of whatever, I will find a way to overcome it."
Gu Yan rubbed her cheek deeply and felt that the little woman in his arms was growing and becoming stronger day by day. When faced with problems, she was no longer the original one who would panic and be at a loss when something happened.
The little girl, the miscarriage was a huge blow to her, but she changed quickly. After the change, although she still knew that she was holding on a little bit, who didn't suffer blows and setbacks again and again?
Among them, slowly growing?
He felt sorry for her and felt relieved at the same time.
His Gu Yanshen's treasure, although he really hopes that he can protect her from the wind and rain, and would rather she remain ignorant and hide under his wings all her life, but if she can become stronger, he will support her and let her truly
She walked out and experienced the ups and downs of life, as well as the sweetness he gave her.
"Baby, I'm with you, no matter what happens, I will be with you."
Zijin nodded, and the two hugged each other tightly, and their hearts were also tightly attached to each other. She smelled the pungent smell of cigarette smoke on his body, and knew that since she had no children, his addiction to cigarettes had increased.
Much bigger.
"When did you come here? You smell so strong of cigarettes. Smoking less is not good for your health."
The woman's soft voice whispered, asking him to smoke less. Gu Yanshen had never known that being controlled by his beloved woman was such a happy thing.
He laughed deeply, his chest vibrating, making people feel extra caring, "Okay, smoke less in the future. I will also work hard to let my baby give me a baby. I must quit smoking. Baby,
In a few days, your health will be almost better. Then we will work hard day and night, okay?"
In such a clear day, the man said such words, his face was not red and his heart was not beating, but Zijin became embarrassed, and his fist fell on his chest, but his tone was extremely charming and charming that the man could not control, "
...Disgusting! Who has to work hard day and night——"
“If you don’t work hard day and night, how about fighting for every second?”
"…………"
"Why is the baby's face red? What are you thinking about?"
"...Gu Yanshen, you are not serious!"
"Why should I be serious about my wife? Being serious proves that the man is incompetent. Baby, tell the truth, what do you think of my ability?"
"…………"
So, sometimes a man just rubs his nose and rubs his face. Zijin thought, this man is usually very serious in front of outsiders, but every time he hugs her, he is always so ungrateful. This kind of special
The contrast made her feel too sweet.
However, she was not as thick-skinned as him. Seeing that he was talking with great interest, she simply changed the subject, "...then when will you take me to see my mother?"
Gu Yan was taken aback for a moment. He had a slightly evil expression on his face before he restrained himself. He licked his lips and said, "I have already arranged that you can go in to see her, but her name inside now is not
Tao Wantian."
Zijin bit his lip and grabbed his wrist a little harder unconsciously, "...what is that called?"
"Without a name, I know she has a code name inside, which is 7745. If you really decide that you can go see her, then I will take you there, but I can't go in. Only one person can go in at a time.
, Zijin, I also hope you will go see your mother soon, because the contract with Yi Feng has been signed. If nothing else happens, in 3 days, % of Qiao's shares he holds will be transferred directly.
into my name."
When Zijin heard this, he immediately turned around and said, "...can my father come out of Qingshan?"
"Baby, I will try my best. If nothing happens, we will be able to pick up your father when we return to City B." Gu Yanshen said: "However, we can't stay in City B for too long. If Qiao Shiyun knows that we are here,
In City B, he now knows very clearly some of the things we know."
When Zi Jin heard that he was so cautious, her heart was beating wildly. She had accepted Qiao Shiyun's true character as a person, but it was because of her acceptance that she realized how terrible that person was, and she was very worried.
"...Will he let her go? I'm worried that something will happen to my dad."
"Don't worry, your father is currently in Qingshan and there won't be any danger. I'll send someone to keep an eye on him." Gu Yanshen patted her shoulder and comforted her, "Baby, the most important thing now is to go see your mother right away.
When you arrive, you must remember to ask clearly what happened five years ago."
Zijin nodded, "I know."
Gu Yanshen heard some vibrato in her voice. He knew what she was worried about. He hugged her and said softly: "Don't be afraid, that's your mother. I know you haven't seen her in five years and always thought she was no longer here."
The world has changed, and you will definitely not be able to accept it when you see her all at once, but don’t be afraid, baby, you have to believe that no matter what the truth is, your parents love you deeply. They have loved you for so many years.
The crime you encountered here must have been to protect you."