Adding to the Scene-29 My ring finger is broken to the place where my heart is connected
"...Of course it's not me who uses it, it's my boss. Are you kidding me? I don't even have a girlfriend. What do I need birth control pills for?"
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"Hey, hey, don't talk nonsense. I don't dare to ask casually about my boss's affairs. Okay, I have to send him there now. I'll find you later. I know, isn't that the bar?
?...I’ll go directly there later.”
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The man was walking in this direction. Mu Chenchu subconsciously stepped aside, but not wanting to panic, he stepped on the instep of Li Yu. She looked a little pale, stretched out her hand and grabbed Li Yu's wrist, and said
: "...Brother Yu, let's go."
Only then did Li Yu realize that Mu Chenchu's hands were cold and her face was ugly. Li Yu had heard what the man just said, and after thinking about it, he seemed to understand something.
The two got into the car. Li Yu saw Mu Chenchu sitting in the passenger seat with a stiff face. He didn't know what he was thinking, but his eyes were suppressing some kind of deep pain. She was holding back something, but
He couldn't help it anymore, his expression started to distort.
Li Yu felt really distressed when he saw it. He reached out and helped her fasten her seat belt. Mu Chenchu still didn't react. Li Yu was afraid that she would choke him up like this, so he couldn't help but patted the back of her hand and shouted in a low voice.
Her: "Chenchen?"
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"Chenchen?"
Li Yu called her several times in succession, and Mu Chenchu finally came to his senses belatedly. Her face was too pale, and Li Yu was very worried about her, "Don't think so much, your face looks ugly."
"...I'm fine, I'm fine..."
She said she was fine, but how could she look like a fine person?
Li Yu thought for a while and finally asked: "That person... the 'boss' he said just now is Su Junyan, right?"
Mu Chenchu's pupils shrank, and Li Yu knew that his guess was not wrong. He had just suspected it, but now it was confirmed. He was filled with anger, but he was very considerate of Mu Chenchu's mood, so he still considered it when he spoke.
Following Mu Chenchu's emotions, "Chenchen, no matter what, you have to remember what I said to you before. In fact, we really shouldn't be like this. Look at you, you keep everything to yourself.
You were really not such a girl before. You have changed so much for Su Junyan, can he see your changes?"
"I don't agree with you being with him, but I know that you already have him in your heart. You are a girl who accepts death. The people and things you have determined are not easy to change. If this is really the case,
I only have one wish, which is to stop being so miserable. Aren't you the one who will be sad in the end? If anything happens, just talk to him and tell him all the grievances in your heart. If he is really
If he loves you, he will definitely understand you, right?"
Mu Chenchu's emotions were always suppressed. Li Yu could always stand aside with a "clear bystander" attitude, clearly see her situation, and then say something that struck a chord with her, saying that it was difficult for her to do so.
The things you talk about.
She has changed.
A woman changes for a man she loves deeply. If she meets that man and is worthy of her, then she will be happy, but if it is the opposite, she will look like a fool.
Her whole heart is now full of worries, pain, and grievances.
In fact, it's not that she can't believe it, but every time something happens, she can't convince herself to believe it -
Mu Chenchu lost control and reached out to cover her cheek. Tears overflowed from her fingers. Her voice was hoarse, "...No, I can't say it."
"Chenchen..."
"Stop talking, brother Yu, I know you are doing it for my own good, but don't talk anymore..."
Her voice was full of despair, like a trapped little beast, tearing away the fur on her body in helpless pain and self-abuse, "It is no longer possible for me and him. In order to help my father pay off his debt, I took
His mother has a lot of money, and I am already such a woman..."
"What nonsense are you talking about?!"
Li Yu roared low. He knew more or less about the misunderstandings between Mu Chenchu and Su Junyan. Although Mu Chenchu refused to mention a word, Li Yu had been asked about it before, so for
He also knew a little bit about Mu Chenchu's father's stock trading. Mu Chenchu didn't mention it before, but now that she mentioned it, Li Yu felt that he needed to wake her up!
"Chenchen, I don't believe you don't know what kind of person your father is! If he really has always been a gambler who doesn't know the heights of heaven and earth, would you be like this? I know my uncle, and of course I know what he is like.
Why, it's not his own fault that he fell into this quagmire. Of course, we can say that he lacks determination, but the real problem is not just him, it's that woman Qu Wan..."
Mu Chenchu's fingers trembled, and there was a dull pain on her ring finger. She couldn't help but interrupted Li Yu's words, "Stop talking! Brother Yu, stop talking..."
"You don't want me to say it, I don't have to say it, but you are too aggrieved. The people of the Su family look down on others and think you are not worthy of Su Junyan. They don't start with their own children, so they keep hitting you. Why are you doing this?
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Mu Chenchu wiped away her tears, opened her red eyes, and suddenly smiled at Li Yu. Although she knew that the smile must be uglier than crying, she said: "...Yes, why should I bother?"
What? Actually, it’s not that I don’t believe him. I haven’t been with him for a long time, but I still know in my heart what kind of person he is. But when something happens, I can’t believe him anymore.
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She slowly stretched out her right hand, her thumb lightly touching her ring finger, and the curve of the corner of her mouth became miserable, "...Brother Yu, I have never told anyone that I was in this position that day.
I put on a ring, but later, I met the robber. That day... I saw him and a woman... on the bed, on our bed... When I ran out, I met
When the robber arrived, all my money was robbed, but the man still refused to let me go. He wanted the ring on my hand. The diamond ring was indeed quite big. It was given to me by Su Junyan. He said to me
Passed - 'just for you', I refused, and finally the nerve in my ring finger was severed. I was sent to the hospital that day. Later, the doctor told me that I could no longer use my finger because it was disabled...
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Her ring finger is broken.
After that day, she only felt as if she was being played by someone. No, she was played by life. If her love with Su Junyan could really withstand everything, why would he still be with other women?
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If...they would really be together, her ring finger would not be broken.
The ring finger is the place where a woman would wear a ring when she is happiest, but it seems that she will never have such a chance again because a certain nerve connected to her heart has been severed.
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Li Yu really didn't know about this matter.
Now listening to Mu Chenchu's intermittent words, he only felt thrilling. There was no problem with that finger at all. If she hadn't said it, he wouldn't have known about it. He didn't expect...
No wonder, at that time in Seattle, she would become so negative, so negative that she seemed indifferent even when she found out she didn't have a child.
How many hardships has she gone through?
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The damn thing is that bastard Su Junyan. Does he know what he has done?
Su Junyan stretched out his hand and pinched his gloomy nose, signaling the assistant opposite him to be quiet. He raised his neck, and after a while, he still couldn't sneeze. That feeling was really...
He couldn't help but cursed twice in a low voice. He felt uncomfortable all over. He didn't know which bastard was cursing him behind his back?
Or... who is thinking about him?
After he left the apartment that day, he didn't see Mu Chenchu for more than a day. He didn't know if this little woman was thinking about him.
Su Junyan checked the time on her watch. It was quite early now. After a while, she asked Huahua to take the medicine, and then he went back to take a look at her.
"Where are the things? Have you brought them?" Su Junyan stretched out his hand and shook it reluctantly at his assistant.
The assistant quickly took it out and said, "Mr. Su, this is the medicine you want. You can take it anytime."
Su Junyan nodded, took the medicine, and did not let the assistant enter the house. He closed the door, went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water, and looked at the medicine box in his hand. There was a long list of English words on it, and he studied it carefully.
For a moment, it is actually a contraceptive drug. It is specific and may have less impact on the body.
This is done after the fact and will be effective within 72 hours.
Su Junyan calculated the time and found that it would still be too late to eat now.
However, if this medicine is given directly to Hua Hua, will it cause scratches on her ears?
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Su Junyan thought that it was really possible. That little girl had a bad temper. But he also thought that it was the first time that she was like this. She must not have much experience. If something happened, she would still suffer.
Isn't it painting?
Could it be that if she got pregnant, she would have to sacrifice her happiness by marrying that bastard Qiao Jinglian?
Pooh!
He is willing to take responsibility, and he will not let his precious sister become Qiao Jinglian's woman.
After thinking about it, he still felt that he couldn't be careless. Su Junyan finally found the alarm clock and set it to set the alarm in 20 minutes. Then he put the medicine and water on Su Huahua's head. After making sure that there was no problem, he gently
He left the apartment quietly.
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The door outside clicked shut, and Su Huahua, who had been lying on the bed with her eyes closed, suddenly opened her eyes.
She didn't fall asleep at all. In this situation, she was exhausted physically and mentally, but she had no intention of falling asleep. Lying on the bed, she still felt very uncomfortable. She turned her head and looked at the things on the bedside table.
Su Huahua glanced at the note under the water glass. There was a sentence written on it -
"Hua Hua, I know you will be unhappy when you see this, but my brother is doing it for your own good and for your health. You take the medicine. This medicine doesn't have many side effects on you, so don't worry."
There was even an awkward smiley face drawn on the back.
Such a note is really inconsistent with Su Junyan's image.
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Su Huahua, however, held the note tightly, her eyes brimming with tears. The words gradually blurred in front of her eyes. She didn't know why, but there was a warmth in her heart.
In fact, over the years, she knew exactly how Su Junyan treated her, but she was not happy to give him a smile, always sarcastic, and refused him to call her "sister".
But he has never deviated from his brother's position.
With such a brother, who has been greatly wronged, she will probably feel that nothing is unbearable. Although she has never endured such a thing in City A before, of course her 24 years of life cannot always be smooth sailing.
Yes, now that I think about it, that was when I felt truly lonely and cold.
And now...she has come to City C. Can she actually deny that she is so greedy for the warmth of family and the care of her relatives?
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People are really contradictory in their lives. She clearly longs for it, but yet pushes it away for a while. She is just afraid, afraid that after she has it, she will be ruthlessly abandoned...