Adding Painting to the Scene-97 Qiao Er's Explanation of the Unreachable God
Mu Chenchu came to Su Junyan today to clarify something, but if you think about it carefully, what else has not been made clear between them?
I thought about it countless times on the way here. Are there any issues between them that have not been clearly explained?
Thinking about it again, what did I think about most the whole night? What Zi Jin said to me? Or...the past between them?
She didn't know how she got addicted to cigarettes. In fact, it wasn't really a cigarette addiction. She just couldn't help but want to smoke when she missed this man too much. When they were together in the past, she always disliked him smoking.
There was so much that they separated later, but it seemed like it was the only thing that could connect them.
She felt that she was really pathetic and wanted to forget, but she couldn't.
So Shen Zijin's few words seemed to give her wireless courage and motivation, and finally gave her an excuse and a chance. But she really stood in front of Su Junyan and listened to what he said.
All the words in his heart were spoken, but Mu Chenchu still felt awkward.
She didn't know how to describe this awkwardness.
It's like...she is Sun Wukong. No matter how much she tosses and turns, she can't escape the palm of the Tathagata Buddha. Su Junyan is her Tathagata Buddha.
Men have arrogant emotions, and women naturally do too. In addition, Mu Chenchu is quite stubborn to begin with, and now the two of them are in a stalemate. Su Junyan looks at her with a look of assurance, telling her - I
Just know that this day will still come and you will still come back to me obediently.
Mu Chenchu's heart felt as if it had been scratched by a cat's claws. He bit his lip, opened his mouth and said, "Stop being so sentimental! I don't have any!"
This kind of duplicity is too obvious. Su Junyan is really afraid that she will be serious. When she is pretentious, he will like her as much as he likes her, "You little bastard, am I really being sentimental?"
"Yes! You are just being sentimental!"
"Are you sure!"
"Sure!"
"Then why is your heartbeat so fast?"
Su Junyan stretched out his hand and pressed it directly on Mu Chenchu's chest. His burning eyes were full of affection, "Little liar, I feel it. Did you hear it yourself?"
"…………"
Mu Chenchu's heart trembled violently. At this moment, she had to admit that there were too many things in this world that were destined, such as fate. It seemed that she had met Su Junyan when she was very young.
In her heart, she was like a little bully. If she had not met him back then, and if she had not reunited in City C later, she might not have suffered too much pain in the future. If it hadn't been for him, she might have been there now.
With Li Yu, life may be dull, but it should also be happy, right?
There are many kinds of life, not thrilling, not tragic, not unforgettable, but it can also be ordinary happiness.
But there is not a song singing
——If I hadn’t met you, where would I be? How would my life be? Should I cherish life? Maybe if I met someone and lived an ordinary life, I don’t know if there would be love as sweet as honey.
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But, time flies by, I just care about you, and I am willing to be infected by your breath.
It is not a pity to lose the power of life.
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"When I had an abortion in Seattle, the doctor told me that I might never have another child..."
She finally said this sentence, the sentence that had been stuck on the tip of her heart. Mu Chenchu closed his eyes in resignation, but when he actually said it, she found that it was not what she had imagined.
It's so difficult, maybe, she can say more——
"Jun Yan, I don't want to waste each other's time anymore. I admit that I am indeed... very scared. I know that during this period, I have had a very hard time, and maybe you have also been having a hard time. I don't know that at the beginning, I was...
I saw you and another woman in my room...what the hell is going on? But I have never doubted you about this issue. Even at the first sight, I was shocked, sad, painful, and desperate.
But when I think about it carefully, I know that there is no way you can do such a thing to hurt me, but what should I do? I keep thinking about that scene in my mind... I can't get over that hurdle, can you help me? "
Regarding this matter, when Mu Chenchu told him before, Su Junyan had already asked someone to investigate. In fact, even if he didn't investigate anything, he already knew whose idea it was.
At this point, he knew that he needed to give Mu Chenchu an explanation. She was a person who liked to get into trouble. She had been unable to let go of many things. Now that they were finally willing to let both of them take a breather, how could Su Junyan give up such a good opportunity?
He held her face, kissed her softly, and landed on her lips in a comforting manner, with a low voice, "Baby, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but believe me, I really don't know anything about this matter.
I have asked someone to check before. I also know who that woman is. I know you feel uncomfortable. You don’t want to blame me, but you always blame yourself. Don’t do this. If you really figure it out, I will take you there.
When you meet her, she will tell you everything, okay?"
Mu Chenchu shook his head instinctively, "I don't want to see her!"
"Okay, no, we haven't met. I promise, this will never happen again in the future." He kissed her tears away, and the astringent taste made him feel distressed. "I was wrong, I
I shouldn't have been so hesitant before, but please understand me, I want to keep my family intact, because when I was very young, I knew that my sister was given away, and I knew that my mother would not
Being loved by my father, I know what my mother has longed for throughout her life. As her son, I just don’t want to hurt her heart, but I hurt you. Baby, I will never do it again.
Yes, I swear, no matter what happens, I will put you first, give me this opportunity, and let me make it up to you."
Mu Chenchu said with a choked voice: "...but, but I can't have children, Jun Yan, I may not have children."
"It doesn't matter, we can't have children, so we don't want children. As long as you are by my side, I don't want anything. Chenchen, you are the most important. You are not my tool to carry on the family lineage, you are the woman I love deeply."
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Mu Chenchu's tears were like broken pearls, popping up and streaking across her cheeks. However, in such a long time, she didn't know how many tears she had shed, but none like this time.
so--
There is a feeling of relief.
It was relaxing and I felt happiness again.
It turns out that many times, when you really let go, you can regain possession.
Su Huahua was standing at the door of the operating room, pacing back and forth. Qiao Jinglian was sitting on the bench beside him. His eyes were facing Su Huahua's body, turning back and forth. He felt a little headache. When Su Huahua
When Hua came over, he finally couldn't help but stretched out his hand and held her down.
"That's enough, can you sit down for a while? I feel dizzy."
He forcibly pulled Su Huahua and sat next to him. Su Huahua stretched out his hand and slapped the man's hand away. He got angry and said, "Do you want to take care of me? Let me go, I just like to walk around.
If you feel dizzy, get out!"
"Tsk, Su Huahua, don't be ungrateful. You didn't give me a good look from the beginning. How do you think I offended you?"
Qiao Jinglian stood up. Although her tone was a little fierce, her expression was clearly filled with sadness, "Don't just tell your man to go away or go away. What you say is not serious at all -"
Su Huahua was already very upset. It had been almost 3 hours since her adoptive parents were pushed into the operating room, but the lights in the operating room would not go out and no one came out. She didn't know what was going on inside.
When she first went in, the doctor asked her to sign a consent form for the surgery. It said there was a 50% chance of success. If something unexpected happened, she would consider herself unlucky.
Of course, she knew very well that these were all necessary risks of surgery.
But she was worried that if this really happened... She knew that her adoptive father was unlikely to have a chance to wake up, but there was still hope for her adoptive mother. She was still lucky enough to think that maybe both of them would have a chance to wake up.
come over……
She was worried here, and Qiao Jinglian was just yelling beside her. She had never forgiven him in the first place. He treated her like that in the car before. It was strange that she would give him a good look!
"Don't bother me. Go and stay where it's cool."
She waved her hand, stood up, and started to walk to the door of the operating room again. Qiao Jinglian had never been so angry before, she actually asked him to stay there to cool down. It was simply - too much!
He also stood up, grabbed Su Huahua, and dragged her directly to the back stairs, "What are you doing? Qiao Jinglian, let go, I won't be polite if you do this again! Qiao Jinglian! Let go, what are you doing?
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"Su Huahua, while I'm talking to you now, please have a more correct attitude!"
Qiao Jinglian pulled her into the back stairwell, kicked the elastic door shut, and pushed her against the wall, "That's enough for you. It's been three hours. You said you've been wandering around. You really are."
Are you tired? You haven't eaten anything since you came back in the afternoon. I asked you several times, but you ignored me. Didn't I tell you? This operation will take more than 10 hours. You
Is it useful to just hang around the door like this? You have to hang around the door for more than 10 hours?"
"You care about me? I'm going to hang around, please let me go."
"I don't care about you, who cares about you?"
"It's none of your business anyway, let me go!"
Su Huahua twisted her body. Unexpectedly, Qiao Jinglian's hand that was originally pressing her shoulders loosened and slid to her chest. The force was quite strong. The soft place was full of elasticity. When Qiao Jinglian touched it, it felt...
It doesn't have a charm, but Su Huahua was pressed hard by him, and it naturally hurt. She might be Yue. Things are coming soon. In the past few days, a certain place has been uncomfortable. Now she is even more uncomfortable, and her face looks pale for a while.
Scarlet Hong raised his hand and instinctively wanted to slap Qiao Jinglian in the face.
Qiao Jinglian learned to be smarter this time and dodge very quickly. She even grabbed the little hand that was coming towards her with her backhand. She stared at Su Huahua in disbelief, "Smelly girl, you want to hit me again? Your body
Where have I not touched it? You were moving around on your own just now and I accidentally touched it. Did you do this?"
"You, let go! Let go!"
Su Huahua just felt unhappy, and she was really worried about her adoptive father and mother, so what happened if she lost her temper? This man, regardless of the occasion and place, had touched her, ate her and wiped her clean, and now he still wanted to let herself
Correct your attitude. He is the one who should correct his attitude, right?
Qiao Jinglian saw that she was not joking, and her eyes were a little red. He was still afraid that she would be sad. Think about it, he is a man, so he should bow his head. He let go of her hand, and his tone was a bit flattering,
"Stop making trouble, okay? Huahua, you're like this, I'm just worried about you, okay, okay, I'll say a few words to you, and my eyes will turn red. I've never seen a girl who loves to cry more than you. You tell me
What kind of evil did he commit, and why did it have to be you?"
He used to hate women crying the most, but now the little wild cat in his arms, in addition to being mischievous with him, also always likes to shed tears. He will cry, make trouble, and hang himself without even taking the next two steps.
Abandoned weapons and surrendered.
"Then you don't need me, I didn't ask you to want me! I just want to make trouble, I just want to make trouble, you bastard, I haven't forgiven you, who asked you to lock me up in the car and take off my clothes?
Who asked you... to let you in? I didn't allow it, who asked you to come in, I didn't allow it..."
"But I was about to explode. If I didn't find a place to cool down, wouldn't something big happen?" Qiao Jinglian wiped her tears while coaxing her, "Stop crying, let's paint, that's it.
Next time I will definitely have your permission before I go in, no matter how hard it is, I will endure it, is that okay?"
"You-*! I didn't say that!"
"Ah? Then what are you talking about?"
"I...I said you shouldn't lock me in the car and take off my clothes."
"How can I get in if you don't take off your clothes?"
"…………"
It seemed like it was a bit of a tongue twister. Su Huahua felt that she was being taken in. She always felt that something was wrong, but she couldn't help but pick up his words and continue to go around, "I told you, you won't be allowed in!"
"If you don't go in, I can't hurt you. Hey, why are there so many tears? Women are really made of water."
"Who wants you to feel pain? Just go away."
"You keep telling me to go away, go away, Hua Hua, you are doing this wrong. If you really let me go away, or let you run away, isn't it beyond your reach? So these steps are done step by step, I am so
The purpose of doing this is not for my own pleasure, but to make you feel comfortable and serve you, a little girl, and you don’t know what to do with it. Don’t cry, okay, okay, let’s not talk about topics that are beyond our reach, let’s talk about your adoptive father and adoptive mother.
Their surgery has a 50% success rate, right? There will definitely be no problem. Besides, just waiting around like this is not an option. You have to eat, right? Be good, I'll take you there first
Have a meal."
This man always felt that there was something wrong with what he said before, but the last few words he said suddenly brought him to the point without any problems.
Su Huahua thought, had she really shed too many tears recently, so her head was a little funny? Why did she always feel that what Qiao Jinglian said was not true, but couldn't refute it?
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She twitched and was led by Qiao Jinglian. After getting into the car, the man helped her fasten her seat belt properly. Su Huahua sniffed and finally had a reaction——
"...What did you just say, be beyond your reach?"
Her Chinese is pretty good. Isn't it an idiom that the whip is beyond its reach? Doesn't it mean that no matter how long the whip is, it can't hit the horse's belly? It's too far away and the force can't reach it. Is that what it means?
But Qiao Jinglian just mentioned this idiom topic. Now her chaotic thoughts have become somewhat clearer, but she still feels that what this man said about "out of reach" doesn't seem to be the case.
Qiao Jinglian started the engine as if nothing had happened, and while turning the steering wheel, she controlled the steering wheel with one hand, and suddenly reached out with the other hand, grabbed Su Huahua's little hand, and pressed it to a sensitive place under her lower abdomen, and hummed with great enjoyment.
, frowned, as if it were natural, "You don't understand this? Hua Hua, you really didn't do well in elementary school. It seems that I have to find time to tutor you. You said that if you run away, then I won't be able to do this for a long time."
, isn’t it impossible to hook me? Baby, you still have to be considerate of me sometimes. My length is limited after all, and I’m not a monster.”