Chapter 103 I'm too insidious to lie to you about many things, you won't forgive me
After the doctor left, Zhong Lixing reluctantly wanted to catch up, but Shan Junhao grabbed his wrist.
"Li Xing, sit with me for a while."
Seeing Shan Junhao's unusually calm expression, Zhong Lixing felt even more uncomfortable, and his eye circles couldn't help but get wet: "Second brother, how could this happen?"
Shan Junhao sat on the sofa in the living room, looking at the test results in his hand, and what he said had nothing to do with his condition.
"Li Xing, I'm actually quite content. I finally got the woman I love most in my life."
"Stop talking about it, second brother!"
Zhong Lixing's eyes became hot again, and tears welled up in his eyes.
"Actually, I can feel that it's not that Xiao Xiao has no feelings for me at all. She's just under too much pressure, so she doesn't dare to get close to me. It's also my fault because I can't give her enough sense of security."
"No, no, second brother, you are very good. You are the most infatuated man I have ever seen. Even a playboy like me is moved by you. It's just that God has no discernment!" He said,
He covered his forehead and took a deep breath, feeling heartbroken beyond words.
This man has been sworn friends to him since childhood. The second brother who loved him the most among the four brothers found out that he had leukemia. He wished that he was the one who got the disease.
"Li Xing, please promise me that you will never tell Xiao Xiao about my affairs!"
His tone was calm and calm, but the words he spoke were extremely desolate, making the listener's heart feel sour.
"Okay!" Zhong Lixing's voice was trembling, "You love her so much, you definitely don't want her to be sad!"
"Ahem!" He finally sighed, stopped talking, closed his eyes, and leaned on the sofa to take a rest.
Zhong Lixing turned his eyes and looked at him with extremely distressed eyes. Suddenly, he felt that the man who was as powerful as a mountain seemed to be about to fall. He really couldn't bear to look at it anymore, and his heart...
It was so sore that he felt like digging it out. He stood up and ran out.
He sat on the bench in the courtyard and was in a daze for a while. Suddenly an idea popped into his head. He couldn't let his second brother bear the pain alone. What should he do? Should he tell Xiao Xiao?
After thinking for a long time, he picked up the phone and dialed Xiao Xiao's number.
"Hey! Xiao Xiao?"
Xiao Xiao just got off an operation table and was changing clothes while answering the phone.
"Hello? Who is this?"
"I'm Zhong Lixing!" His voice was very sad.
"What's the matter?" Xiao Xiao couldn't help but stop taking off her white coat and expressed her confusion that Zhong Lixing would call her.
"Second brother..."
"Don't mention him to me. If you don't have anything to do, I'll hang up."
Xiao Xiao became very angry when she thought of Shan Junhao being so unfeeling towards her.
"Don't, don't worry, my second brother is sick, he...has leukemia." He said with difficulty.
Xiao Xiao was stunned for a moment, then became even more angry, "Zhong Lixing, please don't do this to me. I know your second brother is shady and sinister, but don't treat me like a fool and don't call me again."
She cut off the call angrily, feeling even more uncomfortable. What was this for? Is it fun to play with her?
Zhong Lixing stared at the hung up phone, frowning, and as if his heart was ignited, he played again. Unexpectedly, this time Xiao Xiao hung up directly.
He continued broadcasting unconvinced: Yi Xiaoxiao, do you have a conscience? How could you do this to your second brother?
After persistently making more than a dozen calls, Xiao Xiao finally pressed the power off button.
Zhong Lixing was so angry that he almost threw his phone away, but at the critical moment, he suddenly thought of another person and dialed the phone.
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Xiao Xiao planned to go back to the hotel after get off work, but suddenly remembered that her watch seemed to be left at Jin Xiaoyu's house, so she wanted to go back and get it while Jin Xiaoyu was not at home.
Just when she took her watch and was about to leave, Jin Xiaoyu came back.
"Where are you going? How could you just leave without listening to my explanation?"
"I don't think there's anything to explain. I hope you can live a happy life after taking the two million."
Xiao Xiao turned around and left, but Jin Xiaoyu's nose felt sore for a moment, and tears of grievance welled up.
"Yi Xiaoxiao, Shan Junhao is right, you are a heartless woman. In your mind, am I, Jin Xiaoyu, the kind of person who would betray friends for money? If you see me like this, then go,
I never want to see you."
After saying that, she became angry, kicked the coffee table hard, and walked towards her room. The cup on the coffee table fell to the ground, making a "bang bang" sound.
She has always had a bad temper. When angry, she would do or say anything.
Xiao Xiao didn't want to pay attention to Jin Xiaoyu and Shan Junhao. These people were too annoying.
Just as she was about to leave, she heard Jin Xiaoyu's loud "whimpering" cry coming from the room. Her heart felt a little stinging, and she couldn't move any further.
She sighed, blaming herself for not living up to expectations, and was softened by her appearance.
She pushed open her door and said angrily: "It seems I was betrayed and wronged. I haven't cried yet. Why are you crying so sadly? If you have the ability, explain it to me."
Jin Xiaoyu suddenly stopped crying, as if he didn't expect that she didn't leave, but came back. She immediately sat up and wiped her tears: "Didn't you leave?"
"I want to hear an explanation about when you met Shan Junhao and why I didn't know anything about him."
Xiao Xiao walked to her side seriously.
Jin Xiaoyu blinked, thought for a while and said: "Actually, there is nothing to hide. I didn't know him originally. He came to Sydney specifically to find me."
Xiao Xiao was a little confused. Could it be that Shan Junhao brought her back from Sydney to be his spy? He really...
"He came to me and said that he likes you very much and has liked you for many years, but you don't know..."
Xiao Xiao listened quietly, and her heart was deeply touched.
"He wants me to be his internal agent, so that he can keep track of your whereabouts at any time, protect you at any time, and then take the opportunity to help you divorce and pursue you."
The more Xiao Xiao listened, the more mixed feelings she felt in her heart. She turned to look at Jin Xiaoyu: "You are not the kind of person who is at the mercy of others. It is impossible to convince him with just a few words. I remember you told me at that time that you planned to settle in
From Sydney.”
"Yes, I do plan to settle in Sydney, but I was moved by his true feelings."
"What true love? Did he kneel down and beg you?"
She didn't know why, but she just felt a little frustrated. No matter what the reason was, she shouldn't have partnered with Shan Junhao and deceived her good friend.
Jin Xiaoyu continued to shed tears: "Don't you be so excited? Listen to me slowly, I was moved by something he said at that time."
"What words?"
She really wanted to know what Shan Junhao said to make Jin Xiaoyu willing to work for him instead of the two million.
"He said, Jin Xiaoyu, please go back to Xiao Xiao. Her only good friend, Shirley, betrayed her and had sex with her first love boyfriend. Her husband spent the whole day out having sex, ignored her, and did all kinds of things.
Humiliation, she has endured too much pain alone, I feel so distressed that I can't sleep every night, but she is not familiar with me, and I can't get close to her as a friend soon. You are her good friend, and you are still the only one.
She is a good friend. You have the responsibility to be by her side, help her, take care of her, and share her pain. Only in this way can you truly reflect the value of a friend, right? Give me some time, we should cooperate inside and outside, and I will help her as soon as possible.
Escape from suffering..."
At this point, Jin Xiaoyu couldn't speak any more, and Xiao Xiao had already burst into tears.
Shan Junhao! Shan Junhao! She shouted this name twice in her heart. How deep and deep his love for her was. It made him think so thoughtfully about her, so much that it hurt her heart!
The more she thought about it, the more moved Xiao Xiao became, and her tears couldn’t stop flowing...
"Xiao Xiao, I can see that Shan Junhao really loves you. There will not be another man in this world who loves you more than him."
"Yeah!" Xiao Xiao sobbed and nodded, the sweet sourness in her heart was like tear gas, causing her tears to form strings like broken beads.
"But, Yi Xiaoxiao, now there is unfortunate news that I must tell you." Jin Xiaoyu's eyes suddenly became extremely painful.
Xiao Xiao didn't know why, but she seemed frightened by her expression. She knew that once Jin Xiaoyu became serious, something must be really wrong.
"Shan Junhao, I'm really sick."
"What did you say?"
Xiao Xiao didn't quite hear her clearly at first, but when she understood what she meant, she suddenly thought of the phone call Zhong Lixing made to her in the afternoon.
Suddenly, she opened her mouth wide, then covered it in disbelief, her face full of horror: "Is it true? Is it true?"
"It's true! Xiao Xiao."
Jin Xiaoyu also shed tears. She felt that Xiao Xiao's life was so hard. She finally met a man who loved her so much, so why did she get leukemia?
Xiao Xiao still didn't come back to his senses, and looked around blankly, as if saying to Jin Xiaoyu, or to himself: "It shouldn't be, Shan Junhao is so sinister, so insidious, and full of tricks.
He must have pretended to be sick to deceive us, he likes to deceive people."
Seeing Xiao Xiao who couldn't accept the reality, Jin Xiaoyu's heart was filled with pain, "Xiao Xiao, you have to be stronger. This time, he didn't lie. He told Zhong Lixing not to let him tell you, but Zhong Lixing couldn't bear it.
I called you, but if you don’t believe it, he called me again. He told me this while crying, so it should be... true."
"No, no, no," Xiao Xiao suddenly wiped her tears hard and trembled with excitement, "I have to ask him in person. I have to get his confirmation in person and see the doctor's diagnosis in person. I can't help it.
I believe, he is so strong and tall, how could he have leukemia?"
Saying that, Xiao Xiao was about to run out and ran to the door. She suddenly turned around and asked, "Where is he now?"
"At Sunshine Private Hospital, I will accompany you."
"Um!"
The two of them hurriedly drove to Sunshine Hospital.
Shan Junhao has completed the hospitalization procedures and was admitted to the ward.
Zhong Lixing went out to buy food, while Shan Junhao was alone in the ward.
When Xiao Xiao and Jin Xiaoyu walked to the door, they happened to hear Shan Junhao talking on the phone with someone else.
"Please help me keep an eye on the company's affairs. I can't go to the company recently. There are many examinations to be done. At the moment, my condition cannot be disclosed. On the eve of the annual president voting meeting, you arrange a meeting with Jun Ming.
"
"It's the president!"
When Xiao Xiao heard these words at the door, his heart suddenly fell to the bottom. The glimmer of hope he originally had was completely shattered. What else needs to be confirmed now?
She didn't knock on the door, but pushed it open gently. Jin Xiaoyu stood at the door and didn't follow her, thinking that they should have a lot to say alone.
Shan Junhao heard the voice, hung up the phone, turned around, and saw Xiao Xiao looking at him with red and swollen, watery eyes.
He also looked at her calmly, and neither of them spoke.
After being silent for about a minute, Shan Junhao first turned away his eyes and wanted to lie down on the bed, when a pair of small hands suddenly appeared behind him and hugged his waist.
Tears soaked his shirt, and she couldn't help sobbing and said: "Shan Junhao, let's get married!"
He said nothing and had no expression on his face. He reached out to take her hand, but she refused to let go. He pulled hard and finally separated her little hands.
Turning around, he looked at her with deep eyes like a black hole and said, "Don't say such stupid things. Marrying someone you don't love is torture."
"No, I love you, I love you!"
Xiao Xiao cried and hugged him from the front again, her painful, twisted little face pressed tightly against his broad chest.
This chest has always been so warm. I can't imagine that if one day he really disappears from this world, her heart will be frozen by this cold world!
"Xiao Xiao, you and I are not children. I know you only made me happy when you learned that I was sick. Do you know that you are actually hurting me by doing this? It will only make me sadder..."
"No, no, I really love you. I didn't say it before because I didn't dare to say it. Now I don't want to care about anything. I just want to be with you. I can't live without you. You
Don't push me away, I beg you, don't push me away..."
Her slender arms wrapped tightly around his waist, as if she was afraid of being pushed away again, and she tried her best with all her strength.
His big palm was warm, covering the back of her hand and rubbing it gently: "You said that you are grateful that I helped you a lot, but that is not love."
"I lied to you. I love you, but I don't dare to admit it, because I think I will only bring you trouble, not be of any help to your life, and will also damage your reputation and become a stumbling block in your life."
Shan Junhao looked at Xiao Xiao with disbelief and surprise: "Are you serious? Do you really love me?"
"Yes!" Xiao Xiao nodded heavily without hesitation, and feared he wouldn't believe it before repeating, "I really love you, there is nothing false about it."
"Then when did you start falling in love with me?"
Shan Junhao also held her in his arms. At this moment, Xiao Xiao felt that the two of them were connected, and she showed her heart in front of him without any reservation.
"I don't know when, maybe it was the first time I met you three years later. I remember that after I saw you for the first time, I had a stupid dream. In the dream, you said you were the lover of my dreams. Maybe I fell in love with you at that time, so, can we be together? No matter whether you are sick or not, if you are sick, treat it actively. No matter whether your disease can be cured in the future, I don’t want to be separated from you again. "
Tears fell from the corners of Xiao Xiao's eyes again, as if flowing directly into Shan Junhao's heart. He wiped them for her, but his own eyes were wet.
Shan Junhao suddenly pushed her body away and said solemnly: "Xiao Xiao, actually, I am not worthy of your love!"
"It's worth it, it's worth it, I mean it's worth it."
Xiao Xiao was reluctant and stepped forward to hug his waist again.
"I did a lot of despicable, shameless, insidious and cunning things to you. I told a lot of lies in front of you. If you knew those things, you would definitely not forgive me. You'd better leave."
He said, trying to push her away again. She suddenly crossed her hands together and said, "I won't leave, and I will forgive you. I already know that you asked Jin Xiaoyu to be your spy. Because you want to love me in this way, I understand, and I don’t blame you."
"That's just one of the things, there are many others..." Shan Junhao frowned regretfully.
"No matter what happens, I can forgive you." She answered without hesitation.
Shan Junhao suddenly held up her face and said, "You still don't know what I have done. If you knew, you might not think so."
"You say, you say, I can accept it and forgive you. As long as you can let me be with you, I can do anything you want, really."
Xiao Xiao frowned, eager to show her sincerity.
"Okay, then listen to me slowly. After I finish speaking, if you are still willing to forgive me and love me, I will accept being with you, but I will not marry you. After I die, you will still be with me." You can find another good man..."
Suddenly, she covered his mouth with her little hand, "Don't say it, don't say it. If you die, I will never marry any man in this life. So, you can't die. You have the responsibility to take care of me for the rest of your life. I heard you." ?”
She questioned him loudly, tears welling up uncontrollably again. She really couldn't accept the word "death" he said. When she thought that he might die, her heart felt like ten thousand needles were pricking her. .
"Okay, then I said, I plan to tell you all the things I have done that you don't know about. You must be mentally prepared..."
"Yeah!" She nodded, ready to accept everything.
“Maybe a bit much!”
"I'm not afraid! Just tell me!"
Shan Junhao sighed and pulled her to sit on the hospital bed together.
"The first thing is that I did choose to leave China three years ago because I fell in love with you at first sight but couldn't bear to ruin your relationship with Jun Ming. Three years later, I learned that you were not doing well and chose to come back. I came to find you. I lied to you before and said it wasn’t you because I was afraid that you would avoid me..."
"Needless to say, I have known this for a long time, and I am very touched by it, really! If you continue, what else is there?"
She hoped that he would finish everything soon so that he could agree to be with her.
"The second thing is, you know that Jin Xiaoyu was bribed."
"Um!"
"The third thing is that I started to approach you as a brother. In fact, I have had plans for you for a long time. I have never really regarded you as a sister. I have long wanted to... turn you into my woman..."
Xiao Xiao hammered his chest with her small hand, and his big hand grasped her, "There's no need to say this, I've already guessed it."
"The fourth thing is, actually, those two stupid dreams you... had were not dreams at all."
"What's the meaning?"
Xiao Xiao suddenly raised her head, but she didn't react for a moment.
Shan Junhao looked at her seriously, "You didn't dream at all. The person you saw in your dream was really me. I deliberately created the illusion of appearing in your dream to make you think that I was the lover of your dreams." , just to instill this kind of thinking in you, so that when you accept me in the future, it will be more logical."
Uh! This is a bit surprising to Xiao Xiao. She never thought that he would do such a thing. Thinking of the words and intimate behavior of the two in those dreams, Xiao Xiao had dreamed of that kind of thing for herself countless times, and she felt... She was so ashamed, but it turned out that all of this was a stupid dream created by others, specially created for her.
This! Xiao Xiao blinked his eyes, a little speechless.
"Can't you accept this? There are more exciting things to come. I think you should leave and ignore me. I am an insidious and despicable person who is not worthy of your love."
"No, no, I won't leave." Xiao Xiao jumped into his arms in fear and hugged him tightly, "No matter how despicable or shameless you are, I will still like you."
"real?"
"real!"
"Then I will continue."
"Um!"
"The fifth thing is that when Lin Liwei and Jun Ming fought at the entrance of the hospital, I informed Shirley and Sun Yizhen to come to the scene. The purpose was to fight for the snipe and the clam and the fisherman would benefit. That day, you really took the initiative to throw yourself into my arms. .”
As expected, Xiao Xiao was stunned again. After experiencing what happened before, hearing such things now, he was no longer so shocked.
She nestled in his arms and whispered, "You can forgive me! Keep talking."
"Okay, the sixth thing is, last time you asked Zhong Lixing to help you find a hotel but you couldn't find it. Zhong Lixing almost got into a fight with the hotel's customer service. In fact, that was all an illusion. I asked Zhong Lixing to deliberately find the hotel. The purpose was to trick you into coming to my house and create more opportunities to be alone with you. That night... you also had a stupid dream."
This incident was of course quite a shock to Xiao Xiao. She stared blankly into his eyes for a long time before saying, "Excuse me, keep talking."
At this moment, she was really curious about how many such things he had done. He was really thoughtful.
"The sixth thing..."
Xiao Xiao's heart trembled, wondering if there would be a tenth, eleventh... It sounded scary.
"Those gangsters who intercepted Jin Xiaoyu last time..."
Xiao Xiao's eyes widened suddenly.
"I arranged it too, so that she can live in the house I arranged for you, so that I can be with you often, and even find opportunities to eat you."
This time, Xiao Xiao was really shocked. Her eyes rolled around with a look of disbelief on her face. She still remembered that those gangsters used knives to hurt Jin Xiaoyu's palm.
In her heart, she was really angry. Not only did this man insidiously pour sewage on Lin Liwei, but he also hurt Jin Xiaoyu, which almost scared her out of her mind. But it turned out that it was just a scene arranged by him.
He is so, so insidious!
Xiao Xiao frowned, as if she had reached her limit.
Chenchen, please give me a monthly ticket in January!!! Please give me a reward occasionally. Is there anyone who dares to give a reward?