People say that mother and child are connected. Su Xiaoyun seems to have felt that feeling now. The feeling of blood flowing together and connected by blood is really incredible. It is his own child. If he destroys it with his own hands,
I really can’t bear it, and when I dream about it at night, I’ll probably be frightened awake.
Besides, the child is so fragile and innocent.
"Then what are you going to do? Where is the child? Even if you don't tell Situ Shao, you still have to tell your parents. Otherwise, how will you give birth?" Gu Ying glanced at Su Xiaoyun distressedly, with understanding in her eyes.
He knew Su Xiaoyun's temperament, and she must have been thinking about this decision for a long time.
"That's why I asked you to come here. You have lived in the United States before, and I want to go abroad to give birth to this child." Su Xiaoyun took Gu Ying's hand again and said pleadingly.
"No, I don't agree with you going abroad alone to have a baby. If you don't have any friends abroad, how can you live? I don't agree." After Gu Ying stopped Su Xiaoyun's words, she immediately objected.
"It doesn't matter. I have also lived in the United States before. My English is good and I am familiar with it. But, Sister Ying, it would be better if you could introduce a few friends to me and have some help there. I
There’s nothing to worry about.”
Su Xiaoyun has decided that this is the only way to completely separate herself from Situ Shao. Situ Shao has already made a choice today. Between himself and Han Xiaoying, he chose Han Xiaoying.
"Okay, you don't need to be in the hospital these two days. I have a design draft now and am a little busy, but I'm working at home. You can just go to my house and stay for two days. If you act like this, your parents will be worried when you go home.
Yes, when you get better, I will help you with the procedures, and you have to be responsible for convincing you to let your parents go." Gu Ying saw that Su Xiaoyun had made up her mind and did not continue to dissuade her. In some ways, this was a big problem for Su Xiaoyun.
, maybe it’s good.
After all, in China, no matter who you sleep with, being a single mother will attract a lot of publicity. Moreover, Su Xiaoyun is a film and television star. In view of the drama directed by Sun, she cannot let outsiders know about it.
"Thank you, Sister Ying." After hearing Gu Ying's words, Su Xiaoyun felt relieved.
The next day, early in the morning, Su Xiaoyun checked and found nothing wrong, so he was taken home by Gu Ying. He told his parents that he would help at Gu Ying's house. For just a day or two, the second elder of the Su family didn't think much about it and just let him go.
Gu Ying went.
"This is your room. Go in and take a look. If there is anything you need, tell me directly." Gu Ying put Su Xiaoyun's things in the guest room and said.
"You are still so polite. I have been here before, but your home is still so tidy. You said you are so busy every day, how can you keep it so tidy?" Su Xiaoyun looked at the bedroom with satisfaction, and then looked at it.
He looked around and said.
Gu Ying poured two glasses of water, came out of the kitchen, smiled, and then said: "It's not because I am friends with a person who has particularly severe mysophobia and obsessive-compulsive disorder..."
After Gu Ying finished speaking, she looked at Su Xiaoyun's face and closed her mouth.
Isn't this person Situ Shao? Situ Shao has now become a taboo for Su Xiaoyun.
"It's okay, Sister Ying. It doesn't matter what you said to me. I don't mind that anymore." Su Xiaoyun smiled and took the water handed over by Gu Ying, and then said with relief, since the car accident last night, Su Xiaoyun
It seems that everything is clearly understood, and there is no need to worry about some things. The more you struggle, the more troubles you will have.
Just like life, the more you want and the more greedy you are, the more life will give you. Of course, both good and bad are equal. The more good you get, the more bad you will get.
"What! You want to go abroad, why do you want to go abroad all of a sudden!" In the living room of the Su family villa, Su's mother and Su's father stared at Su Xiaoyun with serious expressions. Just their eyes could make Su Xiaoyun collapse.
Su Xiaoyun calmed down, then brought a pillow in front of her, then looked at her parents and said slowly: "Mom and Dad, you see, I don't have anything to do now. I want to go out and see the big world."
Worldly, don’t you think it’s good to study for a master’s degree in acting? And it’s quick, only two years.”
"No, I don't agree. You go out alone. I'm worried that when a girl wants to get married, she will ask your father to find one for you among the children of her old friends.
It's simple. I don't have to worry. You ran so far by yourself and you still want your parents to worry about you when they are very old." Su's mother stopped Su Xiaoyun's words and immediately objected strongly and looked at
Su Xiaoyun once again explained her reasoning plausibly.
Oh, my God, do you just want me to be idle at home like this and bring me to get married, and then marry a rich man and spend your daughter's whole life like this?
"So, I think your idea is that it is a good thing for you to go out for further study. Maybe after you go abroad, there will be any opportunities to develop your acting career." Su's father sat there and kept talking.
The one who made a sound spoke slowly now.
"Oh, Dad, I knew you were the best. You really didn't do anything without opening your mouth, but once you opened your mouth, you made people's hearts happy." Su Xiaoyun stopped what Father Su was saying, and moved forward and hugged Father Su.
"Mom, my dad has agreed. Don't worry about it, just agree. Anyway, it's only for two years. During these two years, you can come and see me at any time." Su Xiaoyun looked at Su's mother, and then acted coquettishly.
He held Su's mother's arm as if.
"Okay, okay, okay, it's only two years. Don't finish my master's degree there and then give me a doctorate. I won't want to do it then!" Mother Su finally compromised.
Su Xiaoyun felt completely relieved now. Thinking about it, her children would also think about negotiating conditions and acting coquettishly with her like she is now, and she would feel very excited in her heart.
I was looking forward to it but also scared at the same time. I made this decision without careful consideration. It was just because I didn't want Situ Shao to know. It was as simple as that.
"What, Xiaoyun, are you kidding me again? Why do you want to go abroad suddenly, and it's only been two years?" Xiao Quhuan looked at Su Xiaoyun, who had his back turned to him, and asked in disbelief.
Su Xiaoyun looked into the distance and said calmly: "I'm not joking with you. I have thought about it carefully. Now I don't have time to do it here. I have wanted to go abroad for many years. Now I finally have time.
It can be achieved.”
"But, but we..." Xiao Quhuan looked at Su Xiaoyun and knew that Su Xiaoyun had made up his mind, but he still didn't want to give up.
"Okay, don't wait any longer. I didn't want to tell you originally. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have known it before I left. Su Xiaoyun interrupted Xiao Quhuan before he could finish his words.
Xiao Quhuan, don't try to keep me here anymore. I will not change the decision I have made easily.
"Okay, these are my friends in the United States. If you come over then, you can contact them if you have any questions." Situ Shao took out a business card holder and gave Su Xiaoyun n business cards and said,
Su Xiaoyun glanced at it lightly, but did not continue. He did not want to have any contact with Xiao Quhuan, and who knew if Xiao Quhuan did this because he wanted to know his every move in the United States through his friends.
It seems that after experiencing that incident, Su Xiaoyun became very sensitive to everything and took things very lightly.
At the international airport, Gu Ying took her things and told Su Xiaoyun some things to pay attention to after going to the United States. Su's mother was crying beside her, as if this separation would last a lifetime.
"Okay, Sister Ying, I know everything. I will call you when I get there, don't worry." Su Xiaoyun reached out and hugged Gu Ying, and then whispered.
"Xiaoyun, you must call your mother often after you go there. You know, don't neglect your body because you are too busy. You must take good care of yourself. Do you know that if you need anything..."
"Okay, okay, mom, I have everything there, and there are also Sister Ying's friends, so don't worry, okay?" Su Xiaoyun looked at her mother's sad look and almost shed tears.
.
"When you get there, if you have anything to do, just tell dad that you don't have enough money. Call dad. Dad will call you. If you feel homesick, come back at any time. Our lights will always be on for you, you know?
?" Su's father looked at Su Xiaoyun. His daughter was about to leave for a long journey, so he couldn't help but explain a few more words.
"Dad." Su Xiaoyun held back her tears and stepped forward to hug Dad Su.
"Okay, it's almost time, get ready to go." Gu Ying patted Su Xiaoyun on the back, and then handed her the suitcase in her hand.
"Go over there, treat yourself well, and call me if anything happens, you know?" Gu Ying hugged Su Xiaoyun and whispered.
Su Xiaoyun knew what Gu Ying was talking about, so she just nodded quietly.
Pulling the suitcase, Su Xiaoyun looked back at the entire airport again, looking at the backs of her parents and Gu Ying walking away. Only then did she realize that her choice was so cruel and terrible to her.
You have to go on alone, Su Xiaoyun, you can do it, forget those people who should not have appeared in the first place, forget those unnecessary memories.