Lu Zhandong smiled bitterly, "Didn't Jiang Lichuan force him to kill you? You were like this when you were under him, right? They say that a woman's vagina is connected to her heart, how many times did he penetrate you? Are you so determined?"
"
"You bastard!!!" An Ning ignored the fact that he was still squeezing her neck tightly, raised her hand and slapped him in the face!
The moment there was a crisp 'pop' sound, Lu Zhandong didn't even turn his head, and he stopped abruptly.
The moment the pain came, he looked at the tears welling up in her eyes. Suddenly, as he looked at it, he felt that the tears seemed to flow into his heart, extinguishing the churning fire in his heart, and the remaining
There is only... endless coldness!
"An Ning, why did you insist on loving me in the first place? You have the ability to fall in love with me, but you don't have the ability to love me all the time. Do you know..." Lu Zhandong said, with a kind of pain in his eyebrows, "You put me
My life has been disrupted, tranquility, you will destroy me, you will definitely destroy me!"
"Don't overestimate my ability. I don't have the ability to keep loving someone who has cut out my heart again and again. It's good that I haven't stabbed this person in his heart. Do you want to continue to love? I'm sorry, I really
I'm not that cheap, and I don't have the ability to destroy you." After An Ning finished speaking, her eyes signaled him to get up.
However, Lu Zhandong just bowed and knelt on her like that. Although he didn't use any force with his fingers, he had no intention of letting go of her neck. He just looked at her with a complicated expression, "You don't believe you have such ability."
?Even I sometimes can’t believe it. I obviously hated you so much. You are not what I want at all. You were forced on me. Because of your existence, I can’t think of you.
With the person you want, it’s all just because my dad owes your dad a life. Is that why? So you are the Bodhisattva that our Lu family holds high in the sky. Whatever you want, I must give it to you, even forever.
Sheng and my marriage, of course I want to hate you and hate you."
"Then I deserve it?" An Ning smiled sarcastically, "Lu Zhandong, if you had told me earlier that the reason why you and Bai Jinyu separated was because of me, I would have always kept my feelings for you in my heart. I even
I will help you convince dad, and even... I think I can definitely do something like find a random man to get married immediately. As long as dad can change his mind, as long as you can live happily, I will do anything, because that
At that time... I really loved you so much that I almost lost myself!"
Lu Zhandong felt like his breath was suffocating.
And An Ning continued: "In addition to possession, love also requires timely letting go and fulfillment. Who doesn't want to be beautiful and immortal in the heart of the person you love? I would rather you feel that you owe me, sorry for me, and always remember me.
Follow me, even if I am just your sister, I will not be hated by you."
After An Ning's words fell, there was a long silence in the air. As their eyes met, Lu Zhandong finally let go, "I won't say I'm sorry to you."
"I don't need your apology either."
Because it is impossible for an apology to make up for anything, let alone make her forget all the past. She is a human being, not a god or Buddha, and cannot have such a broad mind.
"What if the fireflies return to Qingshan again?" Lu Zhandong said suddenly.
An Ning was stunned for a moment, and then realized what he was talking about.
"Just as a person cannot step into the same river twice, it will not be the same as before."
When she spoke, her eyes were as calm as an ancient well without waves, showing a bone-chilling coldness, and her tone was as light as the wind melting the broken snow in winter.
At some point, the cheeks that still had some baby fat in his memory have now become thinner, making the contours of her facial features brighter.
Lu Zhandong couldn't help but think of that shocking glimpse at the banquet. She quietly transformed without him knowing it, like a Jiangnan woman coming out of a painting. She was beautiful and bright, so beautiful that it was unreal. It seemed to be her, and it seemed
No, it seems that he has never really known her, and it seems that she has never had this feeling. This feeling is as uncomfortable as thousands of ants gnawing at his heart.
And now, she was telling him the fact in that tone - even if the fireflies come back again, I will never love you again.
Another burst of pain hit her, and Lu Zhandong stroked her cheek in pain and laughed loudly, "An Ning, you are not the god and Buddha I support in my heart, you are my devil!"
Sooner or later, he will be eaten away by his inner demons, but... he will be happy with it.
When I think of this...
Lu Zhandong couldn't help but frown, looked at An Ning as if muttering to himself, and said: "You are too scary."
Even Bai Jinyu had never given him such a feeling, which made him start to lower himself, want to please and support her, and even began to feel that even if he died in her hands, it would be a joy.
thing.
An Ning didn't know why Lu Zhandong's eyebrows were so complicated and tangled, she only knew...
"Then stay away from me."
After saying that, she turned her face away, and just as she deviated from his palm, he grabbed her with his fingertips, pinched her chin, and then threw her down!
This kiss came too suddenly, too quickly, and too...gently, so gentle that it was like another person, and she could even clearly feel the trembling from his lips.
This was completely different from the kiss just now. Although her teeth were still locked together, he did not go any further, and she did not feel a strong threat. In fact, he was so gentle that she felt...humble!
Humble?
An Ning frowned slightly at the word that flashed through her mind. Lu Zhandong, who had always been aloof, gave orders, was always followed, and never changed for others, would he become humble?
How is that possible.
And just as An Ning was thinking this, a sharp shout suddenly stabbed him straight at him!
The moment Xia Lihua suddenly rushed in, An Ning thought she would slap her immediately. After all, the look she looked at at that time was sharper than a knife and more ruthless than a poisonous snake.
However, she was a senior lady and she didn't say anything. She just stood there gracefully and stared at An Ning with her eyes like 'you are a slut' until she left.
The moment the door closed, it was her business how Xia Lihua became hysterical, and it was also his business what Lu Zhandong said. Everything between their mother and son had nothing to do with her.
The project has finally started officially, and we will continue to discuss the detailed division of labor in the afternoon.
As soon as she got out of the elevator, An Ning looked at the time. There were still twenty minutes left. She still had time to drive back. But before she could walk out of the hospital door, someone suddenly shouted from behind, "An Ning, wait a minute."
An Ning turned around and was stunned. It was Xia Lihua.
"What do you have..."
An Ning opened her mouth without saying a few words when a slap suddenly came, interrupting her words abruptly.
With this slap, Xia Lihua's arms were definitely rounded. The force was so severe that An Ning felt that the capillaries on the inner wall of her mouth had been interrupted to an unknown extent at that moment. She could already faintly smell the smell of blood.
"This slap is to tell you to recognize your identity! What qualifications do you have to come to my son again? A woman who has been fooling around with others before she was divorced is now pregnant by a married man. No one can
You are willing to take responsibility, but you shamelessly want to turn back? Tell you, no way! As long as I am here, you can’t even dream of this dream!!!”
Because of that slap, many people around him stopped and cast their gazes. Coupled with Xia Lihua's neither high nor low, but very righteous warning, An Ning could almost guess what was going on in each of their hearts.
What she was thinking about was nothing more than 'mistress', 'cheating', 'vile', 'despicable', 'dirty', 'shameless', 'lewd'... and the like. She left these words in those posts.
It is frequently seen in the messages added by QQ friends and text messages on mobile phones, and as Jiang Lichuan said, what cannot defeat you will only make you stronger.
When she sees those curse words from strangers and can delete them automatically with a simple tap of her fingertips without any expression, when she can hold her head high amidst the whispers of people around her, she is already on her way to becoming a strong person.
on the road.
Therefore, for Xia Lihua and the gazes around her, An Ning just smiled gently, a smile that was gentle yet solemn, contradictory and cold, which made Xia Lihua couldn't help but tremble with excitement.
“Ms.
, Thirdly, you overestimate yourself even more. You came here alone and said those words in public... Do you really think I am a soft persimmon?"
As soon as An Ning finished speaking, she heard the ding of the elevator not far away, and a figure walked out first, it was Lu Zhandong!
And Xia Lihua was still retorting: "Of course you are not a soft persimmon. You are shouting that my son is sorry for the divorce, and of course he wants to give you this and that, and at the same time you are fooling around with a married man outside.
After the divorce, the family refused to have you, and you started making small calculations again. In terms of shrewdness, like father, like daughter!"
An Ning looked at the look in Lu Zhandong's brows, and then looked at Xia Lihua's arrogant and ugly face every time she talked about her father over the years, "I remember I warned you earlier to respect the dead, right?"
After saying that, without waiting for Xia Lihua's reaction, under the gaze of Lu Zhandong, who was less than two meters away, An Ning curled up her lips and smiled extremely brightly, then raised her hand and jerked it away!