An Ning was entangled by this weird feeling, and there was a burst of joy in her heart. When she wanted to use this as a breakthrough point to think more, suddenly her temple felt as if someone had stabbed her hard with a steel thorn.
It hurt so much that she immediately covered her head and pressed it against Jiang Lichuan's chest and screamed.
"What's wrong?"
Jiang Lichuan immediately wanted to pull away her hand and look at it.
However, An Ning just hit his head again and again, and replied in pain: "It's nothing... it'll be fine in a while..."
This feeling is familiar yet strange. She often felt this way only when she woke up from the hospital when she was twelve years old. Because she had just lost her memory at that time, she was particularly persistent about it. However, no matter how hard she tried, she would still feel it.
There always seemed to be something blocking her, and the result of her forcing herself to think back was the pain. So at that time, she became extremely restless, like a bomb that was about to explode at any time, unable to withstand any provocation.
.
And when she began to accept the fact that there was a large blank in her memory, she almost never had the pain that felt like her brain was about to explode.
It was the same now. As she continued to give herself orders to stop thinking about it, gradually, the concussion pain finally began to ease.
An Ning breathed a sigh of relief and wiped the cold sweat from his forehead. He felt that Jiang Lichuan's muscles were still tense, and his hands had caught his arm at some point, and the grip was still very tight.
She used too much force, and he was only wearing a thin cashmere cardigan. It was very likely that her nails scratched her. She felt guilty and immediately let go. She was about to apologize, but when she raised her eyes, she saw his handsome figure.
When her eyebrows were deeply furrowed, as if they were eternal lines, she was frightened, thinking that she had committed a serious sin, so she said without hesitation: "Jiang Lichuan, I didn't mean it, really.
.”
After saying that, she raised the corners of her lips and smiled in a flattering and even flattering manner.
However, An Ning didn't know how pale her lips were at the moment, let alone her face. Under such a color, no matter how brightly she smiled, it would only make people feel bleak.
"Do you often do this?" Jiang Lichuan asked.
Seeing that he didn't complain about the pain in his arm, An Ning immediately replied in a very cooperative manner: "Not often, it hasn't happened like this in more than ten years."
But the solemnity between Jiang Lichuan's brows still did not dissipate. On the contrary, it increased. Just when An Ning was wondering whether he had said something wrong, he suddenly said with some hesitation: "But you just...what happened to your head?"
"It's nothing, it just hurts a little suddenly." An Ning replied habitually.
She has always been used to not mentioning that blank memory to others, and it is not something worth showing off. Besides, what is the use of talking about it? Can anyone help her remember it?
But Jiang Lichuan is a meticulous person. As long as he is caught with some reason, he will start to follow the clues and peel off the cocoons. As long as he wants to know, there seems to be a way, and he will definitely know.
Therefore, when he said: "Go to the hospital to see a doctor tomorrow."
Upon hearing this, An Ning immediately knew that this guy would give up without asking the truth.
So, she surrendered. It wasn't a big deal anyway, and it wasn't like no one knew about it. Most people in the Lu family knew about it, and people in the An family also knew about it. She also took the initiative to tell Xia Wei and Lin Sijia, so there was no need for such a thing.
Experience his 'confession torture'.
Furthermore, they are already a legal couple, and he is qualified to know about it.
"Okay, I confess, you don't need to see a doctor, it's useless. I've seen it many times more than ten years ago, but it's useless. What should I say? First of all, let me state that this is not a terminal illness! No way.
When it comes to having children, it's just that I had a car accident when I was twelve years old, and I escaped death. As a price, I can't remember things before I was twelve years old. When I think about it hard, I start to have severe headaches.
, so as long as you stop thinking about it, the pain will gradually ease."
After saying that, fearing that he might not believe it, An Ning added: "Really, if you don't believe it, just take a look."
She pulled back a piece of hair on her right side and skillfully found the smooth scar left by the car accident to show him.
"This is what was left from the car accident that year. Fortunately, it's in the scalp. It's not big. It can be covered with long hair, but not with short hair."
Jiang Lichuan didn't speak, he just stroked the smooth scar.
Feeling the trembling from his fingertips, a strange numbing feeling lingered in her heart. An Ning immediately said: "It actually doesn't hurt very much, at least I don't remember it hurting. It started when I woke up."
Healed.”
After An Ning finished speaking, Jiang Lichuan was silent for a while, then he quickly retracted his hand and asked, "You... don't want to think about it anymore?"
An Ning smiled helplessly, "Who wants to lose their memory for no reason? It's still such a long memory, but this kind of thing can't be solved by just thinking about it. I'm used to it, so I can't dwell on it.
It’s just a matter of life!”
She thought he would accept what she said, but the fact was that his brows furrowed even deeper, and his eyes even suddenly became sharp, "Such a thing? Maybe there are memories that you have forgotten that are very important to you.
What about the people? Isn’t this important?!”
An Ning was startled, not expecting that he would suddenly ask such a question.
"No matter how important it is, you can't remember it, can you?" An Ning could only reply faintly.
Jiang Lichuan looked at her and suddenly smiled, a bit cruelly, "Yeah! I can't remember it. It's not important. Why should I think about it again?"
Only then did An Ning realize that something was wrong with his appearance, "Jiang Lichuan, you..."
"I have nothing." After Jiang Lichuan interrupted her quickly, he took another deep look and said without any warmth, "I'm just talking about things that have been forgotten, which means that they have no value in existence. It doesn't matter if they are forgotten.
"
Although he said this, his expression was completely different.
An Ning had no choice but to say: "To be precise, this scar should be left by a craniotomy, because the brain was hit during the car accident, and the congestion caused a coma. If the operation was not performed, it would sleep for a lifetime, and because the location of the congestion was very clever,
So the result of the operation to save a life is amnesia, so this is not something I want to forget. Maybe the tone of that memory is mainly unpleasant, but even then, it is my memory. If you lose your memory once,
You will understand the fear of waking up all night and facing a blank space alone.”
An Ning said, smiling bitterly.
Although Jiang Lichuan's expression had eased, a layer of pain suddenly appeared in the corners of his eyes and eyebrows. An Ning only thought that he was feeling sorry for her, so she said: "It's all over now. God forced these things on me. I
You have to get used to it even if you are not used to it. I can only accept it as a gift from God, but..."
An Ning said, paused, thought of what he just said, and said: "There seems to be a loosening phenomenon. This is the first time I have encountered it in more than ten years. Maybe one day I will remember everything."
An Ning's expression was full of longing, but she didn't notice the complexity in Jiang Lichuan's eyes.
"It's better to forget unpleasant things. You also said that this is a gift from God." Jiang Lichuan said.
An Ning smiled and said, "You are really contradictory. You were the one who was angry just now, and you are also the one who said this now."
"I don't know who this is for!"
Under Jiang Lichuan's vivid and resentful eyes, An Ning replied: "Yes, yes, yes, the selfless and great God Jiang!"
Under the joke, both of them laughed.
"But if possible, I still want to remember. After all... maybe I can know my biological parents! But maybe I am an orphan."
After the conversation started, An Ning continued naturally.
And just when she began to look forward to it again, Jiang Lichuan's eyelashes drooped slightly, casting two thick shadows, as if they were hiding something.
"Your biological parents?"
"Well, I just found out not long ago that my surname is not An, and the real An Ning doesn't look like me."
When talking about this matter, An Ning suddenly thought of another very important thing, "By the way, Jiang Lichuan, where is my ring?"
"No." Jiang Lichuan's answer was really straightforward this time.
An Ning was anxious, "How could you do this? Even if it's an engagement ceremony, you're already married now!"
"Have you ever heard of people giving wedding gifts to people who have to take them back in the end?"
When asked by Jiang Lichuan, An Ning was speechless for a moment, but the next second her mind suddenly changed, that's not right!
"We are not a matriarchal society now. Why are you asking for a betrothal gift? Give me back the ring!"
Jiang Lichuan smiled sweetly, "Isn't our family matrilineal? Aren't you the queen?"
peaceful:"……"
"Jiang Lichuan! I've only been with you a few times! How come I'm the queen! Stop giving me all the trouble!"
However, Jiang Lichuan's brain seems to have always had a filtering system that automatically filters out everything he thinks is unimportant, and the rest is what interests him, such as...
"When you are three months pregnant, I will let you be the queen every day."
Is this the point?
Obviously not.
"Don't try to get around me, just give me back!" An Ning said, reaching out.
With a 'pop' sound, he slapped her palm, "If you say you won't give it, this is a 'hostage'."
One moment it was an engagement and a betrothal gift, but now it's involving hostages. An Ning is really impressed. If you want to make it up, she can make it up, and she can make it even more ridiculous.
"Jiang Lichuan, why don't you just say that this is the magic transformation of the President of the United States, and you can threaten the United States of America with it!"
However……
"The imagination is good." Jiang Lichuan actually judged it very seriously.
He thought he was a Chinese teacher? A competition judge?
An Ning is angry because of someone's shameless behavior.
Jiang Lichuan added: "The hostage I am talking about is to prevent you from running away again one day. Although I have a marriage certificate, it is not reliable. I must hold something solid in my hand, otherwise I will be too insecure."
Already."
An Ning had the urge to vomit blood, and he actually discussed the matter of feeling safe with her again!!!
And just when she had a mouthful of blood welling up in her throat before it spewed out...
"Anyway, don't think about it anymore." Jiang Lichuan said in conclusion.
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The update was completed today, and I burst into tears... I think I can make up for the interrupted update that day! My goal! It was so perfectly designed, but it was shattered by the damn highway traffic!!!