In the ward, Lin Sijia watched indifferently as An Ning put the flowers she brought into the vase. They were her favorite perfume lilies. The fragrance of the flowers lingered in her nose. Lin Sijia's mood suddenly became complicated, but it only happened for a moment.
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"You don't have to be pretentious here. There are only two of us now. Put away your hypocrisy. It's disgusting to look at. No one cares about it!" Lin Sijia finished speaking bitterly and grabbed a hand from the table.
Something hit hard.
The moment the vase shattered to the ground, An Ning looked at the lily she was still holding in her hand and had no time to insert into the vase, and then looked at the glass fragments on the ground, the scattered bouquets, and the air conditioner remote control that fell to the ground and cracked.
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An Ning moved her fingertips and immediately broke the last lily into two pieces. She let go and the flower fell to the ground. She looked at Lin Sijia with a sinister and paranoid look on her face. An Ning shouted in a low, deep and painful voice: "
Lin Sijia! Have you had enough of your crazy hair?!"
Seeing An Ning like this, Lin Sijia chuckled a few times, "Enough? How can it be possible? Jiang Lichuan settled the design drawings for you with money, right! Congratulations, you don't have to go to court to be a defendant, but
...Not accepting legal trial does not mean that you will not be known. You may be lucky enough not to become a plagiarist, but you will never get rid of the four words "suspected of plagiarism" no matter where you go in your life. Haha, the evidence is all there.
Where, sometimes the difference between a murder suspect and a murderer is just whether he accepts the sentence or not."
An Ning's eyes sharpened, "Lin Sijia, are you tired of hating me like this and spending all your energy on hating me? Are you tired of chasing a man who won't love you?
?”
Lin Sijia's fingertips suddenly shrank and clenched.
"What did I do wrong? Do you and I have any sworn hatred? Just because of a man? If you like it, if you want it, you should have told me earlier!"
"You will give it as I said?" Lin Sijia said with a sneer.
"I won't give it."
"Ha..." Lin Sijia sneered again.
But An Ning just asked her back: "Lu Zhandong has never belonged to me. It's not mine. How can I give it to him?"
Lin Sijia gritted her teeth and said, "Excuse!"
"We have different definitions of love. In addition to possessing, love also requires letting go. What kind of love did I have for Lu Zhandong at the beginning, how crazy I was, how paranoid I was, so paranoid that even though I knew he didn't love me, I still wanted to
Marrying him, knowing that he had other purposes for marrying me, but still spending my youth with him. As a result, I felt so painful, that I felt worse than death in this marriage, and that I was completely heartbroken. This process
You are one of the witnesses and one of the promoters. What have I hidden from you? What can I hide from you? I never thought that my girl Lin who grabbed the beer bottle for me without batting an eye would be so early
The ground rolled on top of my husband!"
Those words pierced Lin Sijia's heart like needles, but...
"You can be more sensational!" Lin Sijia replied with disdain and even sarcasm.
An Ning chuckled, "Lin Sijia, how many years have we known each other? Maybe you haven't noticed it yourself, but when you want to dodge and hide, your expression will be particularly cold and your eyes will glance elsewhere."
Lin Sijia clenched her palms tighter, then raised the corners of her lips, raised her eyes, looked straight at An Ning, and sneered coldly: "Don't act like you know me so well! I won't slap you this time, instead."
Take the route of tender memories? An Ning, do you think you are Guanyin Bodhisattva or Tathagata Buddha? Standing high above the ground, with that big halo, a compassionate face, watching others cry in front of you, will it make you feel uncomfortable?
Do you feel a sense of accomplishment?"
Seeing Lin Sijia's expression becoming extreme again, An Ning just said calmly: "Last time I asked you, when you and Lu Zhandong were together, did you ever think of me and feel guilty for a moment? At that time, you
Say no."
"Why should I feel guilty? He doesn't love you. Your marriage is in vain. He keeps having women outside. Aren't you already used to it?"
"I'm used to those women, but I'm not used to you! For a long time, when I thought about you guys making love next to me in the hot spring villa, and when I thought about the curtains that I didn't open in time, I would feel sick in my guts.
Something is stirring inside, everything is messed up, even if someone accidentally dreams about it, they will wake up immediately in pain, and want to pull you out and kill you over and over again, even if
Times have changed now, and as long as I touch that memory even a little bit, it will cause pain!"
"Do you feel the same pain as me?! Do you know how long I have been with him? Do you know that if you love someone, you can only do it secretly, not in the light, and there will be no future pain? Do you know when you cry to me?
After scolding Lu Zhandong, when I turned back and continued to occupy his wife's position, how much did I want to kill you? But I continued to play your best friend in front of you, continue to share your worries, and continue to listen to you.
Say how desperate you are, and continue to listen to you say how much you love him, but who will listen to me, and who will share the burden for me? Yes? No! Whether it is you or Xia Wei, you are just selfish
Immersed in your own joy and sorrow, while saying that we are good sisters, at the same time you are only looking out for yourself. Do you really think that I am a good sister? Especially you, An Ning, you are the most selfish!
They talk about how big a sister is, and how they want to be stabbed at both sides, but damn, I have been stabbed for you, and what about you, at the critical moment, what did you do for me?"
After Lin Sijia finished speaking, she burst out laughing. In her messy hair, a pair of scarlet eyes stared at An Ning. She added: "So from you, especially you, I have learned that when people live in the world, they must first care for themselves.
For the sake of thinking, Lin Sijia, who was stupid enough to hold a bottle of wine for others, is already dead, and was killed by you, by you."
The air conditioner and heating in the room were obviously turned on very high, but at this moment, An Ning felt a deep coldness in her heart.
She just opened her eyes wide and stared at Lin Sijia, who was swallowed by hatred, without blinking. She seemed to want to find a trace of overlap with the beauty in her memory from the familiar corners of her eyes and brows. However, there was nothing, nothing.
, this is just a Lin Sijia who is completely contrary to the past and has changed beyond recognition.
So, she had no choice but to give up unwillingly.
The moment his sore eyelids blinked, sadness flowed out of his heart.
"The critical moment? When you were broken up in your senior year, you committed suicide. When we sent you to the hospital, you survived, but you were half dead. So Weiwei and I drank with you, went crazy with you, made trouble with you, and went to fight with you.
Mistress, although it’s not so much about beating someone as it is about being beaten.”
Because the other party was not a good person and had already prepared for it, and called the sisters to wait for them there, so the final result was quite tragic, but the other party did not get any benefits.
"The year you went abroad, something happened to your family's business. Your bank and credit cards were frozen, and you couldn't afford the air tickets when you came back. Weiwei and I spent our living expenses for that month and the money we just received from working for our tutor.
All the hard work money was remitted to you. You took a leave of absence from school. You left early in the morning and came back late every day in Tongcheng City. Sometimes you even disappeared for several days. Didn’t we care about you or look for you? But no matter how we asked you,
You don't even want to say it.
Maybe we really didn't help you much when you were a senior, or maybe when something happened to your family's business, we didn't care enough about you. You have always been smart, strong, and sunny in our eyes.
, kind, you look carefree, it seems that nothing can defeat you, you are invincible, you are so excellent, and animals will always start to rely on the outstanding ones in the group involuntarily, and we are just like that.
I believed you. Later, you said you were fine and smiled so brightly. You said you were fine and started fooling around with us again. You said everything had been resolved and you started spending money lavishly again.
, you started to continue your studies again, we really thought that everything was over, and all the difficulties were overcome by the invincible Lin Sijia."
After saying that, An Ning added: "What else, apart from these two things, is it the key moment in Lin Sijia's life so far, besides Lu Zhandong, tell me."
"Haha..." Lin Sijia just laughed like that, with tears blooming from the corners of her eyes, and big tears rolled down her face. She said with a very vivid expression: "I won't say anything to Xia Wei.
, she is indeed interesting, but what about you, An Ning, why are you asking me now? Before I sent myself to Lu Zhandong's bed, I asked you something, do you still remember? "
An Ning frowned.
"I'm asking you, I need three million. Can you help me look for it? Is there anyone who can lend it to me? I said I can set up a note and pay it back within three years, together with bank interest. But what can you do?
Where’s your reply to me?”
Lin Sijia said and smiled, "You said you were looking for it, but you looked again and again, and finally told me with an apologetic look on your face that you could only get up to 500,000 at most!"
An Ning looked at her and said word by word: "Three hundred and fifty thousand is the money I can get after selling the house my father left me!!! One hundred thousand is what Teacher Ding helped me get."
! Fifty thousand, I borrowed it from Xia Wei. It was the dowry money that Xia Wei’s mother had saved for her. If you didn’t let me tell Xia Wei that you were short of money, I didn’t say anything.”
After saying that, I felt a dull pain.
She always thought that as long as she tried her best in everything, she would have a clear conscience. However, it turned out that this was not the case. Even if you try your best, you have to see whether others accept it or not.
"Haha..." Lin Sijia laughed again, "An Ning, are you really trying your best? If you try your best, three million, for the young mistress of the Lu family and the wife of the CEO of Hengsheng Group, is just a mouthful.
It is something that can be solved. It is undeniable that the play you performed at that time was really wonderful. If I were like Xia Wei, I didn’t know until later that you couldn’t bear the disbelief in marriage and began to desperately want to talk, and finally confessed completely.
It turns out that if your brother named Lu who has been secretly in love turns out to be so rich, I will believe you."
But the fact is that before she asked that question, she had already met Li Qi in the club. When Li Qi told An Ning's husband Lu Zhandong, she didn't quite believe it until Li Qi told An Ning's husband Lu Zhandong.
Show her the news papers from the next day, and show her the wedding certificate photos of An Ning and Lu Zhandong. When she finally met the legendary Lu Zhandong in An Ning's mouth, she also finally knew what kind of man she married.
What a wealthy family you have entered.
But despite this, she still didn't agree to Li Qi immediately, but asked An Ning what she said.
In the end, what she got was the half a million she had collected through her "efforts"!
From now on, all friendships are bullshit!!!
Thinking of this, Lin Sijia felt even more that she was not wrong. Instead, she vomited out the words she had been holding in her heart. She said: "What's going on in Xia Wei's family, what's going on between her and Wang Jian, what's going on in my family?"
Did we hide anything from you about the matter between me and that bastard Lin Zijun? We are just about to tell you about eight generations of our ancestors, but what about you? You even lost a period of time in a car accident.
You told us when you were about to graduate that you had been saying how much you liked the brother Zhandong you called him, but he had a girlfriend abroad. How sad you were because you never brought us to see him.
He, you have never said what kind of background your brother Zhan Dong has. We just pity you and sympathize with you, thinking that you lost your mother and your father at a young age, and are lonely and helpless.
Your home is just a house with a small living room that is not as big as my bedroom, but how could you know that you are so powerful? Although your father died, he did not forget to plan for you before he died and helped you pave the way to a wealthy family.
You are not the simple little sister we thought you were at all. How complicated your thoughts are, and you were able to hide them for so long. You don’t need us to do anything for you at all, but we still think we are right. It’s really ridiculous!”
"So...that's it!"
In the past, An Ning felt that Lin Sijia's betrayal had become a fact. It was useless to investigate too many reasons for what had become a fact, and it would not change the outcome.
Therefore, she never delved into how their friendship began to deteriorate. She always blamed it all on Lu Zhandong and Lin Sijia's love-crazed temperament.
But now, after hearing Lin Sijia tell her what happened that year, An Ning's heart began to hurt for no reason, and there were silent ripples.
The soft water makes no sound, just like the old days flowing by, which can never be returned.